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Chapter one

She'd said it.

She had finally said it

And with all spike was worth he knew she had meant. He just had to get her out of there before she got herself hurt and then ………the darkness surrounded him.

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"What the bloody hell?"

When Spike had woken up he had not expect himself to be in the very place were he was now. It was dark but a light bulb above his head and a small window to his left brightened the place up. Boxes lay across the floor, it's contents tossed and turned around the ground. Photos and good china dishes were broken. His cot lay broken with a leg missing. The stairs seemed to have collapsed and all around him he heard the squeaks and groans of the wood warning of its discomfort.

For you see he was in Buffy's basement.

"Welcome William"

The voice had sounded to his right and he tried to figure out if it was a demon, vampire, human or some other creature he had come across in his very long life as he turned around.

"Tara?"

There stood Tara wearing all white and a smile on her face

"Sorry they made me call you William"

"Who are they?"

"The powers that be, of coarse"

" The powers that be? What dos that bloody bunch want with me? They bring me here to torture me, reminder me of something I don't have anymore. Why don't you just let me go down to the happy place with rainbows, bunnies and burning pits of fires!"

"I hate bunnies"

While Spike had been ranting and raving, he had failed to notice another person started to form beside Tara.

"Anya, they got you to?"

"Ya, I was doing so well as well. Damn, I had just turned my back for one sec."

Blinking Spike looked between the two of them and he knew at that moment something was up.

"Ok ladies, what am I doing here? A finally farewell before I go down below?"

"No Spike," replied Tara, "but first don't you want to know what happened to Buffy?"

"Don't need to ask about buff' know what happened… she got out."

"How do you know that?" asked Anya

"Cause I know Buffy" he simply replied. Both woman seemed dumbfound by this simply four word answer but slowly a smile a crept back on to Tara's face.

"Spike, we're sending you back"

Silence

"WHAT???" shouted Spike. They couldn't! He'd done his bit. Saved the world all that crap he was ready to go on. He lived and he was tired… so tired .He just wanted to sleep. The expression opon Spike's face brought tears to Tara's eyes. He seemed to age by 5 years. The lines around his face seemed to increase. But it was his eyes that did it. Spike's eyes always told what he was feeling and you could see how tired he looked.

"Tara what are you talking about?"

"You were not meant to die, weren't even meant to get the necklace but for some reason even the powers that be couldn't seen Buffy giving it to you."

"So what peaches was meant to get it?"

"Yes, but Buffy gave it to you. Angel would of died and been Shansued."

"Sam's shoes?"

"Oh my god, I heard of that. It's a propcery foretelling a vampire being given a reward. The reward was to be turned into a human" said Anya butting in

"Thank you Anya," said Tara turning to her and giving her the 'this is my story bugger off ' look, "anyway your not Angel."

"Thank god for that" muttered Spike under his breath.

Tara continued on as if he didn't hear him "Well they thought it over and decided that they would grant you to go back"

"But..?" he really didn't know what to say. He was tired, he needed to rest but one word kept popping up. Buffy. He loved her it was that simple. He loved her and he thought she loved him too. His last moments on earth were priceless and if he went make he might have a chance at being with her.

"It's your choice, Spike"

Yes or no? Tara said he wasn't going to go to hell. Buffy or no Buffy (that is the question he he! soz) Could he live with out her? (of coarse not)

"I'll do it"

And with that Tara smiled and walked up and kissed him on the cheek and whispered in his ear," say hi to Willow and Kennedy for me and tell her I'm so proud of her, ok?" and with that so disappeared. Anya now stood alone in front of him, "take care of Harris for me, spike." She was still waving while she disappeared.

"Wait, what happens now?"

Silence

"Helloooooooooooo?" and with those final words darkness surrounded Spike once again.

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Laurina