chapter 10: lonely but not alone
kagome's eyes widened as she realized what was angering sesshumaru-sama so much. but..how did she get into this?
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he had seen it. seen it all! that kiss! that loving emotion that flashed in kagome's eyes. he saw it. saw it all.
and right now... all that he was feeling... was betrayal... anger... sorrow...
his fists were clenched so tightly that blood started dripping from his hands. but he didn't care! he couldn't care less!
why should he?
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kagome watched as his eyes began to be tinted by the color red. she wanted to much to speak! to explain! to tell him that it
was all just a big mistake! but somehow they never came out. 'COME ON, KAGOME! EXPLAIN NOW!!!' she openned
her mouth to speak but sesshumaru had already turned and walked hastily away.
"sesshumaru-sama! matte!" she moved to get out of inu-yasha's grasp. "kagome, don't!" he said pulling at her wrist making
her fall back landing on his chest. now her back was pressed onto her chest, inu-yasha wrapped both his arms around her
locking her close to him. "don't go after him! just... stay here! with me..." he said weakly and burrying his nose into her hair.
"inu-yasha-san... i can't... i love sesshumaru-sama... that kiss... that was from the kagome whom you put in pain... but now..
only the kagome who loves sesshumaru-sama lives... i still don't remember anything else... only that one moment.. but i
know that... i can't love you... like i once did. i love him.. now and forever more. i'm sorry." she gently tugged at his arms.
but inu-yasha tightened his hold almost crushing her to him. his teeth clenched in anguish. he was loosing her.. again.
"inu-yasha-san... if i don't follow him... i'll end up like you... i'll end up to be left alone... i love him. i don't want to loose
him............onegai..." a tear slid down from her eye as she bowed her head to let her bangs cover her eyes...
"i won't be able to bear it if he left me..." with that, inu-yasha whithdrew his arms and let her go.. admitting his loss.
"arigatou.." she didn't turn back. and she ran. ran for her love. ran to catch up to sesshumaru. leaving inu-yasha there
kneeling on the ground, head cast down in defeat..."i love you, kagome... i always will" he whispered to the wind wishing
that *she* would hear... suddenly a dark figure appeared from behind him and hit the back of his neck which made him
unconcious. he chuckled. "kukuku... now all that is left is the great sesshumaru-sama..." the devil-like man smirked and
took the shikon no tama from the ground, leaving an uncontious inu-yasha and dissapearing in the dark. "then she will be
mine"
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"sesshumaru-sama! sesshumaru-sama! where are you?! please! i need to explain!" she shouted going out into the forest. it
was getting dark and she could hear the thunder and see the light of lightning. but she shouln't care about that! she had to
find sessshumaru-sama.
"sesshumaru-sama! sesshuma---" she stopped when she saw a white figure infront of her. staring blankly at her, his face...
without emotion.
"sesshumaru-sama-" "leave." her face showed confusion and hurt.
"leave me. go and be with my half-brother." he said turning from her.
"no, sesshumaru-sama! please listen-" "why should i? i saw it all! i don't need explanations!"
"would you PLEASE just listen to m--" "no. i will not let you trick me once again."
silence came for a while... then tiny droplets of water dropped onto the ground... it started raining.
"baka...." she said weakly. "baka... baka... baka! baka! BAKA!" her voice started wavering as tears brimmed in her eyes.
her fists clenched and she took a step forward.
" you BAKA!" she started shedding tears even thought she was already wet and drenched in the rain. so was he.
"maybe... maybe i AM a baka... for believing in this emotion called 'love' so much. maybe i am.." he dissapeared.
(you, know! when he runs really fast that he looks like he dissapeared.)
"baka..." she gave up... his descision was final... he wouldn't change his mind... she fell onto her knees, her hands in between
her legs to keep them arm from the cold night. " i love you..." she cried. her hair was draped down, dripping like it was a
wet curtain. her back was slumped and she was alone...feeling weaker than weak... so very alone... or so she thought...
but just behind the bushes beside her stood a hanyou. a black hearted devil in the night. smiling in his definate triumph.
now that sesshumaru was gone... he could have her... all to himself... he licked his lips thinking how she would taste...
how wonderful his plot was. (okay, i just think his imagination is sick! HENTAI!!!!!) how deliciouse she looked, even in despair...
and how powerful she trully was. just like any yokai or hanyou, he was attracted to power. and beauty.
it just so happened that she had both. and he was the most powerful hanyou there was... he laughed in his mind...
"kukuku." suddenly he appeared behind her. kagome sensed him and her whole body tensed.
such evil aura! the intruded knelt behind her on one leg. he was so close she felt his breath on her ear!
".. little miko... you're mine now..." that was all she heard before she totally blacked out and darkness concealed her once again..
the black hanyou caught her by the waist just before she touched the ground. his ebony black hair swayed and revealed his face.
revealing the handsome face of
naraku...
crenoSIGNAL: thanks for the support! here's another chappy for you.
crazyblade: thanks for reviewing! and yes, i know i made Dagat a big blue cheeze-ball. but he's supposed to be a pretty boy.
Yokai Yume:i hope this chapter answered some of your questions.
kagome's eyes widened as she realized what was angering sesshumaru-sama so much. but..how did she get into this?
--=--=--=--=
he had seen it. seen it all! that kiss! that loving emotion that flashed in kagome's eyes. he saw it. saw it all.
and right now... all that he was feeling... was betrayal... anger... sorrow...
his fists were clenched so tightly that blood started dripping from his hands. but he didn't care! he couldn't care less!
why should he?
--=--=--=--=
kagome watched as his eyes began to be tinted by the color red. she wanted to much to speak! to explain! to tell him that it
was all just a big mistake! but somehow they never came out. 'COME ON, KAGOME! EXPLAIN NOW!!!' she openned
her mouth to speak but sesshumaru had already turned and walked hastily away.
"sesshumaru-sama! matte!" she moved to get out of inu-yasha's grasp. "kagome, don't!" he said pulling at her wrist making
her fall back landing on his chest. now her back was pressed onto her chest, inu-yasha wrapped both his arms around her
locking her close to him. "don't go after him! just... stay here! with me..." he said weakly and burrying his nose into her hair.
"inu-yasha-san... i can't... i love sesshumaru-sama... that kiss... that was from the kagome whom you put in pain... but now..
only the kagome who loves sesshumaru-sama lives... i still don't remember anything else... only that one moment.. but i
know that... i can't love you... like i once did. i love him.. now and forever more. i'm sorry." she gently tugged at his arms.
but inu-yasha tightened his hold almost crushing her to him. his teeth clenched in anguish. he was loosing her.. again.
"inu-yasha-san... if i don't follow him... i'll end up like you... i'll end up to be left alone... i love him. i don't want to loose
him............onegai..." a tear slid down from her eye as she bowed her head to let her bangs cover her eyes...
"i won't be able to bear it if he left me..." with that, inu-yasha whithdrew his arms and let her go.. admitting his loss.
"arigatou.." she didn't turn back. and she ran. ran for her love. ran to catch up to sesshumaru. leaving inu-yasha there
kneeling on the ground, head cast down in defeat..."i love you, kagome... i always will" he whispered to the wind wishing
that *she* would hear... suddenly a dark figure appeared from behind him and hit the back of his neck which made him
unconcious. he chuckled. "kukuku... now all that is left is the great sesshumaru-sama..." the devil-like man smirked and
took the shikon no tama from the ground, leaving an uncontious inu-yasha and dissapearing in the dark. "then she will be
mine"
--=--=--=--=
"sesshumaru-sama! sesshumaru-sama! where are you?! please! i need to explain!" she shouted going out into the forest. it
was getting dark and she could hear the thunder and see the light of lightning. but she shouln't care about that! she had to
find sessshumaru-sama.
"sesshumaru-sama! sesshuma---" she stopped when she saw a white figure infront of her. staring blankly at her, his face...
without emotion.
"sesshumaru-sama-" "leave." her face showed confusion and hurt.
"leave me. go and be with my half-brother." he said turning from her.
"no, sesshumaru-sama! please listen-" "why should i? i saw it all! i don't need explanations!"
"would you PLEASE just listen to m--" "no. i will not let you trick me once again."
silence came for a while... then tiny droplets of water dropped onto the ground... it started raining.
"baka...." she said weakly. "baka... baka... baka! baka! BAKA!" her voice started wavering as tears brimmed in her eyes.
her fists clenched and she took a step forward.
" you BAKA!" she started shedding tears even thought she was already wet and drenched in the rain. so was he.
"maybe... maybe i AM a baka... for believing in this emotion called 'love' so much. maybe i am.." he dissapeared.
(you, know! when he runs really fast that he looks like he dissapeared.)
"baka..." she gave up... his descision was final... he wouldn't change his mind... she fell onto her knees, her hands in between
her legs to keep them arm from the cold night. " i love you..." she cried. her hair was draped down, dripping like it was a
wet curtain. her back was slumped and she was alone...feeling weaker than weak... so very alone... or so she thought...
but just behind the bushes beside her stood a hanyou. a black hearted devil in the night. smiling in his definate triumph.
now that sesshumaru was gone... he could have her... all to himself... he licked his lips thinking how she would taste...
how wonderful his plot was. (okay, i just think his imagination is sick! HENTAI!!!!!) how deliciouse she looked, even in despair...
and how powerful she trully was. just like any yokai or hanyou, he was attracted to power. and beauty.
it just so happened that she had both. and he was the most powerful hanyou there was... he laughed in his mind...
"kukuku." suddenly he appeared behind her. kagome sensed him and her whole body tensed.
such evil aura! the intruded knelt behind her on one leg. he was so close she felt his breath on her ear!
".. little miko... you're mine now..." that was all she heard before she totally blacked out and darkness concealed her once again..
the black hanyou caught her by the waist just before she touched the ground. his ebony black hair swayed and revealed his face.
revealing the handsome face of
naraku...
crenoSIGNAL: thanks for the support! here's another chappy for you.
crazyblade: thanks for reviewing! and yes, i know i made Dagat a big blue cheeze-ball. but he's supposed to be a pretty boy.
Yokai Yume:i hope this chapter answered some of your questions.