Such is Life
Part 37
ok guys here it is - the last chapter! Sorry I took so long to finish it but those of you that know me know I dont do mush very well! Lol anyway here goes hope you like it as much as you liked the other chapters! Thanks for all the reviews you guys are too kind!
When eventually we came out of the bedroom I discovered that the rest of the house was as impressive as the outside had been. I was totally in awe and couldn't believe it was happening. Not only did I have the love of my life back with me but we finally had gotten our dream home. The one we had envisioned on so many nights while trying to sleep in crappy motels and even in the car! We were freezing, hungry and full of dreams and those dreams were comming true one at a time! I smiled at Chris as he finished giving me the tour of the house and put my arms around his neck.
"I cant believe it Chris seriously, it's too....mind blowing!"
He smiled and kissed my lips, "I want us back!" he whispered, "I want us to be happy again and live in this beautiful house and have lots of babies!"
"Oh babies huh?"
"Yeah like 10!"
"In your dreams buddy! I am not giving birth 10 times!"
"Well ok how about once for starters, you never know you might actually like it!"
"Chris.." I sighed, 'Not right now ok? we need to sort us out before we even think about babies."
"But you're not saying never right?"
"No, Im saying not now!" I smiled, "Is that ok?"
"That's better than ok because that means you want to sort us out!"
"I do, more than anything! Chris I'd go back to living in the car if we got back what we had then!"
"Me too!" he smiled and held me close to him. "How about you transfere and get a job on Raw then we can be together?"
I stepped backwards and looked at him, "I dont think that's a good idea either!"
"What?" His eyes widened.
"Look I think if we are on the seperate shows then...." I sighed not sure how to explain this without hurting him.
"Then we wont argue all the time?"
"Yes exactly!" I heaved a sigh of relief.
"Ok if that's what you want then it's ok by me! I just want us back on track!" He pulled me to him again, "I missed you so much babe!"
"I missed you too Chris! I love you!"
So we went back to work on the seperate shows, everything was fine apart from not having that much time to spend in this beautiful new house we had. But staying on the different shows had been a good idea, we didnt see that much of each other but when we did it was like old times again, only we were warm and dry and fed!
It was exactly a year after Chris bought the house, almost to the day, when I found out I was pregnant. I was a little shocked, it was sooner than I had wanted but just the look on his face when I told him made up for all of that. He was so supportive during the pregnancy and he was there for the birth. We had a boy, he's 2 now, blonde hair, looks just like Chris and he keeps me busy running around after him all day! And as I finish this story I am pregnant again, hopefully Chris isnt getting his wish of 10 children but what can I say, I can never say no to him, never have been able to! When I think back now to the days when I was following my mother around from town to town, all the 'uncles' all the sleepless nights worrying about whether she would wake up in the morning, I cant belive what I have and how far I have come. I feel so lucky, so blessed. In some ways I wish she, my mother, was here to see what I have done with my life if only just for her to see I hadnt done what she did, made the same mistakes, slept with a hundred guys. I tried to contact my father in England on several occasions but without success, his loss I suppose.
Shawn is still close to me, to us should I say! He adores the baby and I love him like a real Uncle, he helped me through a lot of crap that I couldnt see a way out of and I will be eternally greatful to him for that. He's married himself now with kids, I cant help thinking what a lucky escape he had when my mother died. Cruel? Maybe, but living with her was crueller, she had the tendancy to suck the life out of people and would have done the same with Shawn had she lived.
So....that's it, my life, my story! Not the most exciting of lives I'll admit but hopefully there is a lot of life left in me and a lot more things to do as I watch my children grow up and Chris and I grow old together! Makes me laugh, I can never imagine him getting any older, he'll always be my Chris, my clown.
Part 37
ok guys here it is - the last chapter! Sorry I took so long to finish it but those of you that know me know I dont do mush very well! Lol anyway here goes hope you like it as much as you liked the other chapters! Thanks for all the reviews you guys are too kind!
When eventually we came out of the bedroom I discovered that the rest of the house was as impressive as the outside had been. I was totally in awe and couldn't believe it was happening. Not only did I have the love of my life back with me but we finally had gotten our dream home. The one we had envisioned on so many nights while trying to sleep in crappy motels and even in the car! We were freezing, hungry and full of dreams and those dreams were comming true one at a time! I smiled at Chris as he finished giving me the tour of the house and put my arms around his neck.
"I cant believe it Chris seriously, it's too....mind blowing!"
He smiled and kissed my lips, "I want us back!" he whispered, "I want us to be happy again and live in this beautiful house and have lots of babies!"
"Oh babies huh?"
"Yeah like 10!"
"In your dreams buddy! I am not giving birth 10 times!"
"Well ok how about once for starters, you never know you might actually like it!"
"Chris.." I sighed, 'Not right now ok? we need to sort us out before we even think about babies."
"But you're not saying never right?"
"No, Im saying not now!" I smiled, "Is that ok?"
"That's better than ok because that means you want to sort us out!"
"I do, more than anything! Chris I'd go back to living in the car if we got back what we had then!"
"Me too!" he smiled and held me close to him. "How about you transfere and get a job on Raw then we can be together?"
I stepped backwards and looked at him, "I dont think that's a good idea either!"
"What?" His eyes widened.
"Look I think if we are on the seperate shows then...." I sighed not sure how to explain this without hurting him.
"Then we wont argue all the time?"
"Yes exactly!" I heaved a sigh of relief.
"Ok if that's what you want then it's ok by me! I just want us back on track!" He pulled me to him again, "I missed you so much babe!"
"I missed you too Chris! I love you!"
So we went back to work on the seperate shows, everything was fine apart from not having that much time to spend in this beautiful new house we had. But staying on the different shows had been a good idea, we didnt see that much of each other but when we did it was like old times again, only we were warm and dry and fed!
It was exactly a year after Chris bought the house, almost to the day, when I found out I was pregnant. I was a little shocked, it was sooner than I had wanted but just the look on his face when I told him made up for all of that. He was so supportive during the pregnancy and he was there for the birth. We had a boy, he's 2 now, blonde hair, looks just like Chris and he keeps me busy running around after him all day! And as I finish this story I am pregnant again, hopefully Chris isnt getting his wish of 10 children but what can I say, I can never say no to him, never have been able to! When I think back now to the days when I was following my mother around from town to town, all the 'uncles' all the sleepless nights worrying about whether she would wake up in the morning, I cant belive what I have and how far I have come. I feel so lucky, so blessed. In some ways I wish she, my mother, was here to see what I have done with my life if only just for her to see I hadnt done what she did, made the same mistakes, slept with a hundred guys. I tried to contact my father in England on several occasions but without success, his loss I suppose.
Shawn is still close to me, to us should I say! He adores the baby and I love him like a real Uncle, he helped me through a lot of crap that I couldnt see a way out of and I will be eternally greatful to him for that. He's married himself now with kids, I cant help thinking what a lucky escape he had when my mother died. Cruel? Maybe, but living with her was crueller, she had the tendancy to suck the life out of people and would have done the same with Shawn had she lived.
So....that's it, my life, my story! Not the most exciting of lives I'll admit but hopefully there is a lot of life left in me and a lot more things to do as I watch my children grow up and Chris and I grow old together! Makes me laugh, I can never imagine him getting any older, he'll always be my Chris, my clown.