-Before You Leave Me-
chapter 2
'I love you.'He told me.
I didn't responded him,still dropped my head with my sight on the grasses.My mind was too confused,he told me he love me,but,we just good friends.And,and we are males.Although I didn't feel sick of that image.I just like him,not love him.I said nothing when he continued to told me his feeling about me.I didn't know what can I respond to him.I can not refuse him,he was my friend,my brother,I did not dare to hurt him by my words,and I very fear to lost him as my best friend.
I can not lost him.
He stopped when Gimly ran to us.'There is a town over there,I saw it.Would we stay there in one night?'Gimli asked.
'It is okay,I suppose you want to sleeped on the bed,don't you?Master Dwarf.'Aragorn wrapped his arm around the dwarf's shoulder,'Let's go.'He said and took my hand in his.I pretended to ignore that,I do really not dare to refuse him.
I Don't know if Valar arranged that,There was only one spare room in the inn when I get to the small town.Two beds in the room.I sighed before I unpacked my quivers and bow.
'There are two beds,but we are three.'Gimly found out.'Aragorn,you sleep on one bed,the elf is slender,I can sleep with him on the other one.'he arranged.
'Nay,Gimly.You sleep on one bed,Legolas and I sleep on the other.'Aragorn stated immediately.'You need more rest than me.'
I pouted sitting on one bed,'Do you two not think of me?Why do I not have chance to claim one bed?'I asked.
'Because you are slender,stubborn elf.'Gimly mocked me.
Aragorn grinned,'Gimly,Legolas and I will share one bed.Is it okay?Don't argue me with such thing.'
'Ok then.I will go to sleep,I am really too tired.'Gimly muttered.
I sighed inward,put my sight on the bed.There is one blanket on the bed.Factly,I had not shared one blanket with others for thousand years,except last night.Though we always shared the bed,but not blanket.I also can take out my own blanket in the bedroll,but it seemed to have no room for two blankets.Gimly had already went to the bed,I thought he would be asleep in a few seconds.
'Legolas,go to the bed,I will black out.'Aragorn hastened me.
I bit the lower lip insensibly,quickly put off the leggings,slip into the blanket.Then I slowly put off my tunic,slipping them on the floor,there is no room for my clothes on the bed as well.I lied and closed my eyes,though I know I would open them unwares later in slumbler.I was intense for the words Aragorn told me in the afternoon,I really didn't hope to hurt him,but I didn't hope be his lover as well.We just friend,I told myself.
Aragorn undressed his clothes,blacked out.I felt my body winced slightly when his thigh touched my skin.I was on my back,keeping my breath steadily.he was on his back as well,I exhaled,hoping we two would be in slumbler immediately.Gimly had already snorted,the dwarf was always carefree.
'Legolas.'Aragorn whispered nearly my ear.I opened my eyes instantly,I didn't dare to eye him,I can feel the hot breath he exhaled caressed my side face.
'Legolas,'He continued to murmured,'I love you.'
Oh,Valar,I didn't hope to hear the word any more.What can I do?I didn't hope him do this to me,but if I do something letting him know that,he will be very embarrassed.He will escaped from me,and don't want to see me any more.Nay,I didn't deserve this,I didn't want to lost my best friend.
I was moveless on the bed,He faced me,put one of his arm on my chest gently,pulled my body to be close to him.I was silence and moveless.I closed my eyes hoping it will end quickly.But Aragorn seemed to be very glad by my behavior.He whispered my name again and again,his lips grinded my side face with his words around my pointed ear.
'Legolas,I was told before,if a male fall in love with a male,they will never leave another one.Aye,I will never leave you,love.'He whispered lovingly.I did not responded him,keeping my breath not too loud.I heard him smiled to me,he kissed me tenderly on my side face,'you are so lovely,Legolas.relax,you are tense.'
I closed my eyes tightly,exhaled hard.Stop,Aragorn.I really don't want to hurt you.I thought inward despairingly.
He must not get my thought,his hand began to move on my body,It was too much,I held it instantly,prevented it to move any more.
'Ok,I don't touch you.'He sighed,then raised his head to face me.I widened my eyes as Aragorn suddenly crushing my lips with his,his hot tongue invaded into my mouth immediately.
'Nay,no more,Aragorn.'I claimed uncomfortably,pushed him away my body with all my strength.I can not tolerate anymore.
He froze in that second,opened his mouth widely,but not any words come from it.I felt his body shivered slightly,I didn't know if the wind made him cold for his body exposed out the blanket.
'I am sorry,Aragorn.'I heard myself whispered,stretcing my hand to touch him,he flinched instantly,turned his back to me.
I sighed,I really didn't hope the thing turned to this situation.
'Aragorn...'I whispered his name,but I was instantly cut off by his sob.
'Stop,Legolas.I know now.'He whimpered.
Oh,Valar,he was crying!How can I do such a brutal thing to him!It was not his fault,it was all my fault,I should not give him any wish at first,but I did.I did not refuse him when he told me he love me.And then,I didn't say anything when he hugged my body on the bed.I gave him wish,let him fancy wildly in his own world.Then I hurt him without any mercy,tore his fantasy into thousand parts.He was my best friend,the one of the most important being in the Middle-earth to me.But now,I ruined our friendship by my own behavior.In the end,I still lost him.
'Aragorn,listen to me.'I told him.He did not turn back to face me,his body shivered still.
'I am sorry.'I said.
'Nay,don't apologize,Legolas.'He whimpered,'It is not your fault,it is mine.I am the most stupid human in the Middle-earth,I will not do that again,I promise you.Don't worry about that.'His promise like curse circled my heart.
I bit my lip,held his shoulder to made him face me.His eyes were fill of tears,'Let go of,what do you want to do else,you already refuse me.Don't worry about that thing I had done to you,I will not do it again.'he repeated,hissed,I never saw him like this,he didn't see me as his friend any more.
Nay,I can not lost him.I can not.
I took his chin tightly,'I did not refuse you.Aragorn,I just...'I choked,I didn't know what can I told him that can fix our friendship.Then,I did a thing scared both him and me.I kissed him!
I kissed him,again and again,I kissed his face and lips,'See,Aragorn,it's natural,I can do it as well.'I whispered,I do that for him,hoping he would not embarrass to his own behavior,I just hoped to fix our friendship.But I found out another strange thing that the kiss felt good,I even can not stop it.
He lied underneath me,moveless.His eyes looked at me amazedly,seemed to not believe this.Suddenly,he pulled my head to close him,turned me to be on my back,covered his lips on mine,greedily sucked my mouth.I hugged him,relaxed in his invasion.His kiss was wild and possessive,his tongue rushed into my mouth,chasing my tongue and sucking it into his mouth.I naturally followed him,didn't wince any more.I considered nothing,my body needed this and responded him automatically.
It felt really good,I lost myself in his passion.His chest covered me,his arms was around my neck,his tongue chased mine,and I followed him.I didn't know how long did our lips contacted,I just know I did not hope to leave him.He didn't touch me else,only kissed me and hugged me.He did not want to scare me more,I knew.
I relaxed and slowly went to sleep.
I maybe complicated the thing,I just knew I can not lost him.
chapter 2
'I love you.'He told me.
I didn't responded him,still dropped my head with my sight on the grasses.My mind was too confused,he told me he love me,but,we just good friends.And,and we are males.Although I didn't feel sick of that image.I just like him,not love him.I said nothing when he continued to told me his feeling about me.I didn't know what can I respond to him.I can not refuse him,he was my friend,my brother,I did not dare to hurt him by my words,and I very fear to lost him as my best friend.
I can not lost him.
He stopped when Gimly ran to us.'There is a town over there,I saw it.Would we stay there in one night?'Gimli asked.
'It is okay,I suppose you want to sleeped on the bed,don't you?Master Dwarf.'Aragorn wrapped his arm around the dwarf's shoulder,'Let's go.'He said and took my hand in his.I pretended to ignore that,I do really not dare to refuse him.
I Don't know if Valar arranged that,There was only one spare room in the inn when I get to the small town.Two beds in the room.I sighed before I unpacked my quivers and bow.
'There are two beds,but we are three.'Gimly found out.'Aragorn,you sleep on one bed,the elf is slender,I can sleep with him on the other one.'he arranged.
'Nay,Gimly.You sleep on one bed,Legolas and I sleep on the other.'Aragorn stated immediately.'You need more rest than me.'
I pouted sitting on one bed,'Do you two not think of me?Why do I not have chance to claim one bed?'I asked.
'Because you are slender,stubborn elf.'Gimly mocked me.
Aragorn grinned,'Gimly,Legolas and I will share one bed.Is it okay?Don't argue me with such thing.'
'Ok then.I will go to sleep,I am really too tired.'Gimly muttered.
I sighed inward,put my sight on the bed.There is one blanket on the bed.Factly,I had not shared one blanket with others for thousand years,except last night.Though we always shared the bed,but not blanket.I also can take out my own blanket in the bedroll,but it seemed to have no room for two blankets.Gimly had already went to the bed,I thought he would be asleep in a few seconds.
'Legolas,go to the bed,I will black out.'Aragorn hastened me.
I bit the lower lip insensibly,quickly put off the leggings,slip into the blanket.Then I slowly put off my tunic,slipping them on the floor,there is no room for my clothes on the bed as well.I lied and closed my eyes,though I know I would open them unwares later in slumbler.I was intense for the words Aragorn told me in the afternoon,I really didn't hope to hurt him,but I didn't hope be his lover as well.We just friend,I told myself.
Aragorn undressed his clothes,blacked out.I felt my body winced slightly when his thigh touched my skin.I was on my back,keeping my breath steadily.he was on his back as well,I exhaled,hoping we two would be in slumbler immediately.Gimly had already snorted,the dwarf was always carefree.
'Legolas.'Aragorn whispered nearly my ear.I opened my eyes instantly,I didn't dare to eye him,I can feel the hot breath he exhaled caressed my side face.
'Legolas,'He continued to murmured,'I love you.'
Oh,Valar,I didn't hope to hear the word any more.What can I do?I didn't hope him do this to me,but if I do something letting him know that,he will be very embarrassed.He will escaped from me,and don't want to see me any more.Nay,I didn't deserve this,I didn't want to lost my best friend.
I was moveless on the bed,He faced me,put one of his arm on my chest gently,pulled my body to be close to him.I was silence and moveless.I closed my eyes hoping it will end quickly.But Aragorn seemed to be very glad by my behavior.He whispered my name again and again,his lips grinded my side face with his words around my pointed ear.
'Legolas,I was told before,if a male fall in love with a male,they will never leave another one.Aye,I will never leave you,love.'He whispered lovingly.I did not responded him,keeping my breath not too loud.I heard him smiled to me,he kissed me tenderly on my side face,'you are so lovely,Legolas.relax,you are tense.'
I closed my eyes tightly,exhaled hard.Stop,Aragorn.I really don't want to hurt you.I thought inward despairingly.
He must not get my thought,his hand began to move on my body,It was too much,I held it instantly,prevented it to move any more.
'Ok,I don't touch you.'He sighed,then raised his head to face me.I widened my eyes as Aragorn suddenly crushing my lips with his,his hot tongue invaded into my mouth immediately.
'Nay,no more,Aragorn.'I claimed uncomfortably,pushed him away my body with all my strength.I can not tolerate anymore.
He froze in that second,opened his mouth widely,but not any words come from it.I felt his body shivered slightly,I didn't know if the wind made him cold for his body exposed out the blanket.
'I am sorry,Aragorn.'I heard myself whispered,stretcing my hand to touch him,he flinched instantly,turned his back to me.
I sighed,I really didn't hope the thing turned to this situation.
'Aragorn...'I whispered his name,but I was instantly cut off by his sob.
'Stop,Legolas.I know now.'He whimpered.
Oh,Valar,he was crying!How can I do such a brutal thing to him!It was not his fault,it was all my fault,I should not give him any wish at first,but I did.I did not refuse him when he told me he love me.And then,I didn't say anything when he hugged my body on the bed.I gave him wish,let him fancy wildly in his own world.Then I hurt him without any mercy,tore his fantasy into thousand parts.He was my best friend,the one of the most important being in the Middle-earth to me.But now,I ruined our friendship by my own behavior.In the end,I still lost him.
'Aragorn,listen to me.'I told him.He did not turn back to face me,his body shivered still.
'I am sorry.'I said.
'Nay,don't apologize,Legolas.'He whimpered,'It is not your fault,it is mine.I am the most stupid human in the Middle-earth,I will not do that again,I promise you.Don't worry about that.'His promise like curse circled my heart.
I bit my lip,held his shoulder to made him face me.His eyes were fill of tears,'Let go of,what do you want to do else,you already refuse me.Don't worry about that thing I had done to you,I will not do it again.'he repeated,hissed,I never saw him like this,he didn't see me as his friend any more.
Nay,I can not lost him.I can not.
I took his chin tightly,'I did not refuse you.Aragorn,I just...'I choked,I didn't know what can I told him that can fix our friendship.Then,I did a thing scared both him and me.I kissed him!
I kissed him,again and again,I kissed his face and lips,'See,Aragorn,it's natural,I can do it as well.'I whispered,I do that for him,hoping he would not embarrass to his own behavior,I just hoped to fix our friendship.But I found out another strange thing that the kiss felt good,I even can not stop it.
He lied underneath me,moveless.His eyes looked at me amazedly,seemed to not believe this.Suddenly,he pulled my head to close him,turned me to be on my back,covered his lips on mine,greedily sucked my mouth.I hugged him,relaxed in his invasion.His kiss was wild and possessive,his tongue rushed into my mouth,chasing my tongue and sucking it into his mouth.I naturally followed him,didn't wince any more.I considered nothing,my body needed this and responded him automatically.
It felt really good,I lost myself in his passion.His chest covered me,his arms was around my neck,his tongue chased mine,and I followed him.I didn't know how long did our lips contacted,I just know I did not hope to leave him.He didn't touch me else,only kissed me and hugged me.He did not want to scare me more,I knew.
I relaxed and slowly went to sleep.
I maybe complicated the thing,I just knew I can not lost him.