-Before You Leave Me-
Chapter 4
'I am sorry,Arwen.'I whispered to her,almost cannot eyed her tearful eyes,'I can tell you nothing,not this time,but I will do later.'I assured her.
'You mean you know that.'She raised her head,'Nay,I hope you to tell me,now,Legolas.'She resisted,'Tell me who is she.'
I was hesitant for I did not want to lie.I wanted to tell her it was me at once,but I knew I cannot,she was so agitated,I would complicated the thing if I do.But,If I didn't tell her the truth this time,what should I deal with her when she figure out the relation of Aragorn and me.I really didn't want to lie to her.
'Not she,Arwen.'I unwares trembled a bit as I said,'is he.'I decided I must tell her a little truth.So if she know later she will not be too surprise.
'What?'Arwen frozed to my words,I felt my arms became a little ache as she tightly hold them.'You mean,'she stammered,'he,he love a man?'
'hmm...'I didn't answer her at once.
'What do you hide to me?Answer me,do he love a man?'she asked again.
I looked at her,sighed,'not man,dear Arwen,he love a male elf.'
I cannot know what should I do as she loosed my arms,walked to sit on the bed,I knelt beside her,hold her hands in mine,they were so cold.I cursed myself inward for hurt the elegant lady so.'Arwen,'I whispered,she dropped her head,her beautiful black hair poured on her shoulder,hiding her emotion behind them.
'Is he beautiful?'she abruptly asked with unreadable expression.
'hmm,I...,I don't know how should I say,'I stammered,'Aye,maybe.'I whispered lightly.
'Is he more beautiful than me?'She asked turning her sight to face me.'Tell me the truth,Legolas.'
'Nay,he is not.'I answered her without consider,'You are the most beautiful being I met in the Middle-earth,dear Arwen.'
She smiled sadly to my words,'It is wrong,Legolas.'she took my hand gently,'You are.'she said,'You are the most beautiful being in the Middle- earth.'I wanted to argued but instantly hushed by her slender fingers on my lips.Her fingers was so tender and cold,and her words gave me a light in the dark.'If he was as beautiful as you,if he was as kind as you,'she whispered in her own fantasy,'Then I would give up.'she eventually said.
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In the dinner I did not saw Arwen,Elladan told us she feel a little tierd.But I knew the truth,she didn't hope to meet Aragorn.I really worried about her,I hope I can comfort her,but I knew clearly I can do nothing in this situation.
'You eat less,Legolas.'I smiled to Aragorn as he grumbled after the dinner,'You are too thin.'He took one of my hand in his warm one,'come on,Legolas,I have something to share with you.'he said,dragged me toward his bedroom.
'I must tell you something.'I said as he closed the door of the bedroom with a kick.'Shh,'he kissed my lips tenderly,hushed me.'tell me later.'he murmured,pushed me to the bed.'I miss you,my love.'he straddled me,wrapping his arms around my neck,'Let me taste you,love.'I opened mouth to permit his tongue slipped into mine,sucked his tongue,'I don't want to leave you.'I murmured to his mouth,tapped his lips when every words sounded.'Then,stay.Legolas.Stay with me tonight.'
He raised slightly,release the kiss.dragged my tunic away my head.I hungeringly pull him to cover my chest after he removed his garment.It felt good to touch his skin with my bare chest.'I love you,Aragorn.'I whispered unwares,'I will protect you with my life.'I promised.
'Protect?'He raised an eyebrow,'I think it would be I to say that to you,Legolas.'
'Nay.'I licked his lips,'You have no position to say that,little human.'I grinned to him,'I am much stronger than you,Aragorn.'
'Really?'he smiled,I suddenly bucked a bit as his hand slipped into my leggings,'Then,show me,love.'He whispered near my ear,smiled evilly.I moaned lightly as his talent hand teased me.I pulled his head more close to me,crushed his lips with mine.'More,Aragorn,'I begged with the kiss.
I suddenly stopped,pushed him slightly.I did not know clearly what stopped me,I did just for my elf sense.
'What is it?love?'Aragorn complained to my action.He instantly hushed by hearing the sound behide him.It almost took my breath to saw Arwen was standing beside the door.I really don't know when did she come into the room.
I immediately left Aragorn to sit up,what did I do tonight?I cursed myself to be so wanton with my lust.I walked toward Arwen who still stood with tearful eyes.I must have hurted her.
'Arwen.I am sorry.'I whispered with my silly words,I really did not know how can I comfort her.
'What are you doing?'She asked chillily without meeting my eyes,she was looking at Aragorn.
'Go back to you room,Arwen.'I heard Aragorn telling her,'It is too late now.you must go to sleep.'Aragorn coaxed her like to deal with a child.
'What are you doing?'Arwen paid no mind with what did he said,asked again.
'It is not your concern,I think.'Aragorn stated.I shaked my head to him slightly gesturing him to hush.I sighed,wrapped my arms to embrace Arwen as I saw her trembling furiously with my love's words.she instantly pushed me away,backhanded my side face heavily instead.'You liar,Legolas.'she shouted to me,'Estel is mine!'she stated.But she was cut off with a heavy smack on her own face.She touched her bruise face,opened her eyes widely,'Why,Estel?'she cannot believe it,'You beat me,for him?'
'I warn you,Arwen.Don't hurt him again.'Aragorn wrapped one of his arms around my chest,protect me.'If you do,I will kill you without consider!'He stated angrily to Arwen.
It was too much,I glanced at Aragorn with disapproval,Arwen was our friend,although she hurted me,but it was nothing,she only lost her composure this time.She was such a kind lady,and she maybe really love Aragorn,we just didn't know before.She didn't deserve that.I can saw the fear and pain in her eyes,she cannot tolerate the tears to not slip down from her eyes.
'You will regret for you do this to me.'she stated with bitting her bottom lip,ran out the room.
I did not knew who was she speaked to,is me?Aragorn?or both us?
'Legolas,'I heard My love called me tenderly behind me?'Is it hurt?'he gently caressed my side face,alas,he was so soft.I pulled his arms over my shoulder to wrapped me,'Nay,Aragorn.'i said,'But I think Arwen must be hurt more than me.She love you'
'You know it?'Aragorn asked me.
I nodded slightly,'She came to my room this afternoon,telling me that.She also asked me who is your love,but I didn't tell her.'I simply told him.'You really cannot yell to her.'
'I am sorry,Legolas.I was regret with my words to her.'Aragorn sighed,'I really go so far,I should not speak to her in that way,'He said regretly.'I will explain to her later.'
'Well,you must.'I told him.'But,I really felt a bit proud that you love me so.'I turn my face to eye him,trwist my lips slightly.
'Really?'He smiled,covered his lips on mine,'Then let me tell you how I love you,Legoas.'
Chapter 4
'I am sorry,Arwen.'I whispered to her,almost cannot eyed her tearful eyes,'I can tell you nothing,not this time,but I will do later.'I assured her.
'You mean you know that.'She raised her head,'Nay,I hope you to tell me,now,Legolas.'She resisted,'Tell me who is she.'
I was hesitant for I did not want to lie.I wanted to tell her it was me at once,but I knew I cannot,she was so agitated,I would complicated the thing if I do.But,If I didn't tell her the truth this time,what should I deal with her when she figure out the relation of Aragorn and me.I really didn't want to lie to her.
'Not she,Arwen.'I unwares trembled a bit as I said,'is he.'I decided I must tell her a little truth.So if she know later she will not be too surprise.
'What?'Arwen frozed to my words,I felt my arms became a little ache as she tightly hold them.'You mean,'she stammered,'he,he love a man?'
'hmm...'I didn't answer her at once.
'What do you hide to me?Answer me,do he love a man?'she asked again.
I looked at her,sighed,'not man,dear Arwen,he love a male elf.'
I cannot know what should I do as she loosed my arms,walked to sit on the bed,I knelt beside her,hold her hands in mine,they were so cold.I cursed myself inward for hurt the elegant lady so.'Arwen,'I whispered,she dropped her head,her beautiful black hair poured on her shoulder,hiding her emotion behind them.
'Is he beautiful?'she abruptly asked with unreadable expression.
'hmm,I...,I don't know how should I say,'I stammered,'Aye,maybe.'I whispered lightly.
'Is he more beautiful than me?'She asked turning her sight to face me.'Tell me the truth,Legolas.'
'Nay,he is not.'I answered her without consider,'You are the most beautiful being I met in the Middle-earth,dear Arwen.'
She smiled sadly to my words,'It is wrong,Legolas.'she took my hand gently,'You are.'she said,'You are the most beautiful being in the Middle- earth.'I wanted to argued but instantly hushed by her slender fingers on my lips.Her fingers was so tender and cold,and her words gave me a light in the dark.'If he was as beautiful as you,if he was as kind as you,'she whispered in her own fantasy,'Then I would give up.'she eventually said.
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In the dinner I did not saw Arwen,Elladan told us she feel a little tierd.But I knew the truth,she didn't hope to meet Aragorn.I really worried about her,I hope I can comfort her,but I knew clearly I can do nothing in this situation.
'You eat less,Legolas.'I smiled to Aragorn as he grumbled after the dinner,'You are too thin.'He took one of my hand in his warm one,'come on,Legolas,I have something to share with you.'he said,dragged me toward his bedroom.
'I must tell you something.'I said as he closed the door of the bedroom with a kick.'Shh,'he kissed my lips tenderly,hushed me.'tell me later.'he murmured,pushed me to the bed.'I miss you,my love.'he straddled me,wrapping his arms around my neck,'Let me taste you,love.'I opened mouth to permit his tongue slipped into mine,sucked his tongue,'I don't want to leave you.'I murmured to his mouth,tapped his lips when every words sounded.'Then,stay.Legolas.Stay with me tonight.'
He raised slightly,release the kiss.dragged my tunic away my head.I hungeringly pull him to cover my chest after he removed his garment.It felt good to touch his skin with my bare chest.'I love you,Aragorn.'I whispered unwares,'I will protect you with my life.'I promised.
'Protect?'He raised an eyebrow,'I think it would be I to say that to you,Legolas.'
'Nay.'I licked his lips,'You have no position to say that,little human.'I grinned to him,'I am much stronger than you,Aragorn.'
'Really?'he smiled,I suddenly bucked a bit as his hand slipped into my leggings,'Then,show me,love.'He whispered near my ear,smiled evilly.I moaned lightly as his talent hand teased me.I pulled his head more close to me,crushed his lips with mine.'More,Aragorn,'I begged with the kiss.
I suddenly stopped,pushed him slightly.I did not know clearly what stopped me,I did just for my elf sense.
'What is it?love?'Aragorn complained to my action.He instantly hushed by hearing the sound behide him.It almost took my breath to saw Arwen was standing beside the door.I really don't know when did she come into the room.
I immediately left Aragorn to sit up,what did I do tonight?I cursed myself to be so wanton with my lust.I walked toward Arwen who still stood with tearful eyes.I must have hurted her.
'Arwen.I am sorry.'I whispered with my silly words,I really did not know how can I comfort her.
'What are you doing?'She asked chillily without meeting my eyes,she was looking at Aragorn.
'Go back to you room,Arwen.'I heard Aragorn telling her,'It is too late now.you must go to sleep.'Aragorn coaxed her like to deal with a child.
'What are you doing?'Arwen paid no mind with what did he said,asked again.
'It is not your concern,I think.'Aragorn stated.I shaked my head to him slightly gesturing him to hush.I sighed,wrapped my arms to embrace Arwen as I saw her trembling furiously with my love's words.she instantly pushed me away,backhanded my side face heavily instead.'You liar,Legolas.'she shouted to me,'Estel is mine!'she stated.But she was cut off with a heavy smack on her own face.She touched her bruise face,opened her eyes widely,'Why,Estel?'she cannot believe it,'You beat me,for him?'
'I warn you,Arwen.Don't hurt him again.'Aragorn wrapped one of his arms around my chest,protect me.'If you do,I will kill you without consider!'He stated angrily to Arwen.
It was too much,I glanced at Aragorn with disapproval,Arwen was our friend,although she hurted me,but it was nothing,she only lost her composure this time.She was such a kind lady,and she maybe really love Aragorn,we just didn't know before.She didn't deserve that.I can saw the fear and pain in her eyes,she cannot tolerate the tears to not slip down from her eyes.
'You will regret for you do this to me.'she stated with bitting her bottom lip,ran out the room.
I did not knew who was she speaked to,is me?Aragorn?or both us?
'Legolas,'I heard My love called me tenderly behind me?'Is it hurt?'he gently caressed my side face,alas,he was so soft.I pulled his arms over my shoulder to wrapped me,'Nay,Aragorn.'i said,'But I think Arwen must be hurt more than me.She love you'
'You know it?'Aragorn asked me.
I nodded slightly,'She came to my room this afternoon,telling me that.She also asked me who is your love,but I didn't tell her.'I simply told him.'You really cannot yell to her.'
'I am sorry,Legolas.I was regret with my words to her.'Aragorn sighed,'I really go so far,I should not speak to her in that way,'He said regretly.'I will explain to her later.'
'Well,you must.'I told him.'But,I really felt a bit proud that you love me so.'I turn my face to eye him,trwist my lips slightly.
'Really?'He smiled,covered his lips on mine,'Then let me tell you how I love you,Legoas.'