-Before You Leave Me-
Chapter 5
I love Aragorn,not from the day he told me he love me.I didn't rembermer the definite day when I began to regard him to be my best friend.He always care me,help me,tolerate my stubbornness.He ever told me if we are not both males,then we would be a couple,instead of friends.I thought he must spoke in jest that time,but I confessed I also had that thought in my mind not one time.
I smiled to him,holding his hand under the table secretly when we had breakfast in this morning.
'Where's Arwen?'I asked as I noticed Arwen was not here.We decided to have a talk with her after breakfast.
'She is maybe still on the bed,she become lazy.'Elrohir casually said,'wait,I am going to call her to join us.'
I felt my heart beated a bit quickly when the images about Arwen called back in my mind.She was a kind lady,I always think so.But she changed to be another one I had never known last night,she was...,Valar,I didn't know what the words I can express.I feared her.I almost didn't dare to look at her eyes,I didn't dare to look at the eyes that hated me so.I sighed inward,if she didn't love Aragorn,we can be friends forever.I always treasured it.But I maybe would lost it.
'Elladan,Arwen,she...'The shout of Elrohir cut off my deep thought.
I raised to my feet instantly with others,ran to the place where Elrohir was.A horrible thought was suddenly in my mind,Nay,she would not,she can not.I shook my head to made the idea leave me.But I immediately knew what had happened as I steped into Arwen's room.
Oh,Valar.I even can not breath when I saw Arwen lying on the bed with the blooding sheet.I don't fear to saw dying being,but I cannot accept my good friend died before me.
'She was alive.'Aragorn told us after he touched her philtrum.He tore a strip of sheet,tenderly wrapped Arwen's blooding wrist without waster a second.'She lost too blood.'Aragorn bit his lip,looked at the blooding sheet.'It have only one way to save her.'He stated.
'Aye,only it would save her life.'I heard Elladan murmured.'We must find the Elf Herb,but we don't have a lots time.'
'I am going to find,'Aragorn said,'although it was not easily to find in the sharp cliff.But,trust me,I will bring it back in two days.'He told his brothers.
'I am going with you.'I heard myself stated.But I was cut off instantly by Elladan.'You stay,legolas.'he told me,'You don't know the herb clearly,I know.I am going with Estel.'
I glanced at Aragorn who nodded slight to me.
I sighed,although I hoped to help Arwen,but I only can wait beside her until Aragorn come back.
I knelt beside the bed,she was too pale,her blood seemed to be empty from that brutal slit on her wrist.I felt my sight became blur,the salt liquid slipped over my lips.Why did you do such a cruel thing to yourself?Did it break you heart so hard that you choiced to end you life?You fool,Arwen.I cried inward,dropped my head lower to avoid them seeing me cry.
'Don't worry,Legolas.'I raised my head when Gimly tapped me slightly,'Aragorn must bring it back to save her life.You should trust him.'
I nodded,wipe away the tears,'You are right,my friend.'Of course I trust him,my love must bring it back as quickly as could.But I cannot only wait here,I thought.
'Can I do something for her?'I asked.
'Aye,Legolas.We must take some herbs to keep her energy.'Elrohir stated,'You can go to basement with me.'
'I...'Gimly was cut off by the wave of Elrohir's hand,'Legolas and I are enough,Master Dwarf.You can go back to your room.'Elrohir said,'Arwen need some maids to take care.'
'Ok.I will go to my room,if it need me to use my axe,told me.'Gimily said.
Elrohir nodded,'Follow me,legolas.'he told me.
************************************
Elrohir fired the torchs on the stone wall,as we entered into the basement.I sighed,I was a bit regret to leave Arwen,although the maids would take care of her,I knew.But I hoped to stay beside her to assure her was alive.I really felt that it was me to ruin her wish.I didn't know if I can live as common as before,if she can not survive.Valar,please,don't take her away,I will to be a mortal if Arwen can come to.
I sighed unwears,there was dark,I only can see many shelfs by the dim light from torchs.
'What kind of herbs we should to take?'I asked Elrohir as he stopped before one shelf.
'Oh,you can look for the herb labedled P-red.'Elrohir told me.
I nodded,turned to one shelf to look for the hurb.
But I was instantly cut off by a large hand covered my mouth behide me.It startled me,I didn't notice anyone following me,for I thought it was safe in Rivendell.I struggled at once,but I immediately knew it will be futile.My arms were twisted around to my back as the other elf come to restrict me.They were planned.
'Leave me be.'I shouted,kicking them to loose me.But I sudderly lost my consciousness as something knocked heavily on my neck.
Chapter 5
I love Aragorn,not from the day he told me he love me.I didn't rembermer the definite day when I began to regard him to be my best friend.He always care me,help me,tolerate my stubbornness.He ever told me if we are not both males,then we would be a couple,instead of friends.I thought he must spoke in jest that time,but I confessed I also had that thought in my mind not one time.
I smiled to him,holding his hand under the table secretly when we had breakfast in this morning.
'Where's Arwen?'I asked as I noticed Arwen was not here.We decided to have a talk with her after breakfast.
'She is maybe still on the bed,she become lazy.'Elrohir casually said,'wait,I am going to call her to join us.'
I felt my heart beated a bit quickly when the images about Arwen called back in my mind.She was a kind lady,I always think so.But she changed to be another one I had never known last night,she was...,Valar,I didn't know what the words I can express.I feared her.I almost didn't dare to look at her eyes,I didn't dare to look at the eyes that hated me so.I sighed inward,if she didn't love Aragorn,we can be friends forever.I always treasured it.But I maybe would lost it.
'Elladan,Arwen,she...'The shout of Elrohir cut off my deep thought.
I raised to my feet instantly with others,ran to the place where Elrohir was.A horrible thought was suddenly in my mind,Nay,she would not,she can not.I shook my head to made the idea leave me.But I immediately knew what had happened as I steped into Arwen's room.
Oh,Valar.I even can not breath when I saw Arwen lying on the bed with the blooding sheet.I don't fear to saw dying being,but I cannot accept my good friend died before me.
'She was alive.'Aragorn told us after he touched her philtrum.He tore a strip of sheet,tenderly wrapped Arwen's blooding wrist without waster a second.'She lost too blood.'Aragorn bit his lip,looked at the blooding sheet.'It have only one way to save her.'He stated.
'Aye,only it would save her life.'I heard Elladan murmured.'We must find the Elf Herb,but we don't have a lots time.'
'I am going to find,'Aragorn said,'although it was not easily to find in the sharp cliff.But,trust me,I will bring it back in two days.'He told his brothers.
'I am going with you.'I heard myself stated.But I was cut off instantly by Elladan.'You stay,legolas.'he told me,'You don't know the herb clearly,I know.I am going with Estel.'
I glanced at Aragorn who nodded slight to me.
I sighed,although I hoped to help Arwen,but I only can wait beside her until Aragorn come back.
I knelt beside the bed,she was too pale,her blood seemed to be empty from that brutal slit on her wrist.I felt my sight became blur,the salt liquid slipped over my lips.Why did you do such a cruel thing to yourself?Did it break you heart so hard that you choiced to end you life?You fool,Arwen.I cried inward,dropped my head lower to avoid them seeing me cry.
'Don't worry,Legolas.'I raised my head when Gimly tapped me slightly,'Aragorn must bring it back to save her life.You should trust him.'
I nodded,wipe away the tears,'You are right,my friend.'Of course I trust him,my love must bring it back as quickly as could.But I cannot only wait here,I thought.
'Can I do something for her?'I asked.
'Aye,Legolas.We must take some herbs to keep her energy.'Elrohir stated,'You can go to basement with me.'
'I...'Gimly was cut off by the wave of Elrohir's hand,'Legolas and I are enough,Master Dwarf.You can go back to your room.'Elrohir said,'Arwen need some maids to take care.'
'Ok.I will go to my room,if it need me to use my axe,told me.'Gimily said.
Elrohir nodded,'Follow me,legolas.'he told me.
************************************
Elrohir fired the torchs on the stone wall,as we entered into the basement.I sighed,I was a bit regret to leave Arwen,although the maids would take care of her,I knew.But I hoped to stay beside her to assure her was alive.I really felt that it was me to ruin her wish.I didn't know if I can live as common as before,if she can not survive.Valar,please,don't take her away,I will to be a mortal if Arwen can come to.
I sighed unwears,there was dark,I only can see many shelfs by the dim light from torchs.
'What kind of herbs we should to take?'I asked Elrohir as he stopped before one shelf.
'Oh,you can look for the herb labedled P-red.'Elrohir told me.
I nodded,turned to one shelf to look for the hurb.
But I was instantly cut off by a large hand covered my mouth behide me.It startled me,I didn't notice anyone following me,for I thought it was safe in Rivendell.I struggled at once,but I immediately knew it will be futile.My arms were twisted around to my back as the other elf come to restrict me.They were planned.
'Leave me be.'I shouted,kicking them to loose me.But I sudderly lost my consciousness as something knocked heavily on my neck.