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Chapter Two: Goodbye

She smiled that sweet smiled I loved so much as we were at a picnic, just by ourselves. We weren't eating anymore, but talking.

"Don't ever leave me..." I told her, worried and she shook her head.

"Never."

A huge weight was lifted from me as she said that single word.

"I love you, Haruka," Michiru assured me.

"And I you my sweet," I said, closing the gap between us to pull her in for an embracing hug, finished with a kiss.

We layed there until the moon sat high in the sky. This is great, I though. I smiled and stared at the stars, as I knew my lover was too, laying in my arms. A sudden vibe told me we were looking at the same star, and we looked at each other and could tell what we were thinking; this is love.

I held my Mi-chan close and whispered in her ear, "Love, it's getting late. We should go now," and she nodded.

We packed everything into the car, and started off toward home. Mi-chan yawned, showing signs she was tired. I pulled up to the driveway and helped Michiru get the picnic items. We carried them inside and put it all away.

Mi-chan changed into her pajamas and got into bed. I sighed dreamily and looked out the window. Mi-chan sat up, looking concerned.

"Ruka-chan? What's wrong, love?"

I wheeled around as I snapped from my daydream-ish state.

"Huh? Oh, sorry. Nothing's wrong, Mi-chan," I crossed over to her and kissed her gently on the forehead and smiled. She smiled and snuggled close to me and I held her in my arms. She ran her finger along my face, to my lips, and down to my stomach, and I could tell what she was thinking, and smirked. I took the hint and pounced up on the bed, pushing her down, gently yet forcefully. I pushed my body against hers and heard a small moan escape her mouth. I smirked again and pulled up her shirt and kissed around her stomach, then looked up at her. I then kissed down her stomach to the line of her pj pants. I pulled down her pants and her black sating thong. I got down to her clit and licked it slowly...

"NO!!"

I sat up quickly, drenched in cold sweat. "No no no...." I shook my head, laying back down. "This can't happen." I got up from my bed and walked to the bathroom. The first thing I saw was me. My reflection. My face was like a ghost; white. I fell to my knees and sobbed, leaning against the wall. "Why?" I asked myself.

I got up and walked slowly to the sink. I turned on the water and washed my face, washing the tears away. I then looked into the mirror again and the color in my face back to normal. I sighed heavily, thinking of the dream. "Not a dream, a flashback," I said aloud.Though my face wasn't pale anymore, the tears kept flowing. I watched the person staring back at me, then suddenly angered. I shattered the mirror and there were little cuts on my hand now. I cursed under my breath as the pain worsend.

I left the bathroom and got a towel from the kitchen to wrap my hand in. The tears were no longer, but pain was fresh, and hot. Love, hatred, anger, all these emotions were swirling inside my head and made me dizzy. I then walked to the livingroom and sat down for a little bit to clear my head. I fell into a slight daydream stage and sat there for a few hours without realizing it.