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Chapter 2
The Diner was crowded when Kally, Chris, Gordie and Mila walked in. It seemed like all the CastleRock kids were in the diner. CastleRock was small, so the diner was the "cool" place to hang out.
They made their way over to a small booth in the corner of the diner. Mila and Kally sat on one side, Gordie and Chris on the other. After they ordered their food, Mila got up and went to talk to a bunch of her friends she saw at the counter. Chris and Gordie started talking about whatever came to mind, and Kally put her chin in her hands and let her mind wander. She hated being here right now. Mila was ignorant to her; didn't even really acknowledge her presence; and Chris was oblivious to her, his eyes on Mila. Gordie was her cousin and didn't really know what the hell was going on.
Kally had just been raped, she didn't feel like sitting in some over packed diner with two boys and a popular girl. She stared out the window that she was next to, wishing she could fly away, away from the hate and cruel of the world. Chris was sitting across from her, and Gordie next to Chris. They were deep in conversation, and didn't seem to notice Kally.
"So anyway," Gordie was saying. "What do you want to do tomorrow? Let's hang at my place. My mom's gonna be out of town, and my dad's gone on a business trip."
Chris took a sip of his soda. "Yeah, that'd be cool. Is Mila coming?"
Kally rolled her eyes. Of course, if Mila didn't go, why in the world would Chris? She was so sick of him, of Mila, of everything. She wanted to go home, no she wanted to die, to disappear.
"I don't know," Gordie said, eating some of Kally's untouched food. "I think she's going with Jamie to the mall. They go there every week."
Chris nodded, and glanced over at Mila. She didn't go back to their table, and after what seemed like eternity, she finally realized who she came with.
"Sorry guys!" she said, smiling and sitting down next to Kally, knocking into Kally and making her hit her head against the window. "Oh, sorry Kally!"
Kally rubbed her head and glared at Mila. "It's oh-so-all right!" Kally said, mocking Mila.
"Jesus, Kally what's up your ass?" Chris asked, never taking his eyes off of Mila.
"Oh nothing at all! I'm sure you guys and your pathetic lives have WAY more problems than me, being that I was taking advantage of and all!" Kally burst out, standing up and making her way out of the booth. She had had enough. Everyone was a dumb ass, and she couldn't take it.
"Oh, Jesus, I'm so sorry," Chris said. He sounded like he really meant it to. He had totally forgotten what happened to Kally, and he felt ashamed. She could have melted at his voice, but the pain that burned down inside her made her give him the finger and mutter,
"See you at home Gordie." With that, she stormed out of the diner, many people turning their heads in her direction.
The cool wind whipped against her face, and felt cool as Kally raced to Gordie's house. She was pissed, and she hated everyone right now. Chris was so insensitive and ignorant to her, Mila was a fucking bitch, and Gordie was a wimp for not doing anything. She wanted to go home. She needed to get out of this hick town, and she needed to fly away.
She remembered the last time she visited CastleRock, and how the gang used to hang out at some tree house. It was torn down now, but the big tree was still there. She decided to head there, and relax in the big tree. Kally needed to get away from everyone.
She shivered. Even though it was April, it was still chilly out. Kally wished that she could have brought her coat, she was only in her peasant top and capris. Sighing, Kally climbed the big tree and sat against a thick branch.
"Kally," a voice said from below. She looked down and saw Chris standing by the trunk of the tree. He looked so angelic, the moonlight engulfing his strong arms and blue eyes. She wanted to fall into his arms, but was still pissed off at him from the diner.
"What the hell do you want?" She asked, looking up at the stars.
Chris began climbing the tree, and sat on a branch next to Kally. She didn't want to be near him, not now when she was so vulnerable. She continued staring at the stars, wishing she was up there in Heaven, away from the hellish world.
"I want to say I'm sorry," he said. He looked directly at her. "I acted dumb. I'm really sorry Kally."
"Fuck you," Kally grumbled. "Piss up a rope."
Chris grinned in the dark. Kally looked over at him. "What the hell's so funny?"
"You're just like your cousin, you know that?" he asked.
Kally glared at him. She wanted to kiss him, throw her hands around him, but instead she shut him out.
"You don't know me. No one does. That's why I was fucking raped!" she yelled at him.
Chris didn't say anything. She didn't expect him to. Guys never knew what to say. They were dumb, arrogant and self-centered jerks who took advantage of girls who just wanted to be loved.
"You know, I said I was sorry! Okay? Why can't you be my friend?" he asked.
It was all Kally could do to keep from hitting him. Why couldn't she be his friend? She was in love with the fucking guy! And he was in love with a stuck up bitch, Mila who was in love with her best friend and cousin, Gordie! Her life was hell. And who the hell knew who Gordie was in love with? For all she knew, Gordie could believe in incest and love her! Okay, that was a little too far, but still. Everything sucked. It really did.
"I have to go," Kally whispered. She was furious for Chris being so oblivious. Why didn't he see it? SHE LOVED HIM! And he couldn't see that. She gave up. That was the night she gave up on Chris.
Kally hopped down from the tree, and ran all the way back to Gordie's house. Chris watched her run, and felt like an idiot. He mentally kicked himself for treating her like that. She had been through so much.
disclaimer~~~ I dont own any one but Kally Conesconi and the plot.thanx ;- )!!
Chapter 2
The Diner was crowded when Kally, Chris, Gordie and Mila walked in. It seemed like all the CastleRock kids were in the diner. CastleRock was small, so the diner was the "cool" place to hang out.
They made their way over to a small booth in the corner of the diner. Mila and Kally sat on one side, Gordie and Chris on the other. After they ordered their food, Mila got up and went to talk to a bunch of her friends she saw at the counter. Chris and Gordie started talking about whatever came to mind, and Kally put her chin in her hands and let her mind wander. She hated being here right now. Mila was ignorant to her; didn't even really acknowledge her presence; and Chris was oblivious to her, his eyes on Mila. Gordie was her cousin and didn't really know what the hell was going on.
Kally had just been raped, she didn't feel like sitting in some over packed diner with two boys and a popular girl. She stared out the window that she was next to, wishing she could fly away, away from the hate and cruel of the world. Chris was sitting across from her, and Gordie next to Chris. They were deep in conversation, and didn't seem to notice Kally.
"So anyway," Gordie was saying. "What do you want to do tomorrow? Let's hang at my place. My mom's gonna be out of town, and my dad's gone on a business trip."
Chris took a sip of his soda. "Yeah, that'd be cool. Is Mila coming?"
Kally rolled her eyes. Of course, if Mila didn't go, why in the world would Chris? She was so sick of him, of Mila, of everything. She wanted to go home, no she wanted to die, to disappear.
"I don't know," Gordie said, eating some of Kally's untouched food. "I think she's going with Jamie to the mall. They go there every week."
Chris nodded, and glanced over at Mila. She didn't go back to their table, and after what seemed like eternity, she finally realized who she came with.
"Sorry guys!" she said, smiling and sitting down next to Kally, knocking into Kally and making her hit her head against the window. "Oh, sorry Kally!"
Kally rubbed her head and glared at Mila. "It's oh-so-all right!" Kally said, mocking Mila.
"Jesus, Kally what's up your ass?" Chris asked, never taking his eyes off of Mila.
"Oh nothing at all! I'm sure you guys and your pathetic lives have WAY more problems than me, being that I was taking advantage of and all!" Kally burst out, standing up and making her way out of the booth. She had had enough. Everyone was a dumb ass, and she couldn't take it.
"Oh, Jesus, I'm so sorry," Chris said. He sounded like he really meant it to. He had totally forgotten what happened to Kally, and he felt ashamed. She could have melted at his voice, but the pain that burned down inside her made her give him the finger and mutter,
"See you at home Gordie." With that, she stormed out of the diner, many people turning their heads in her direction.
The cool wind whipped against her face, and felt cool as Kally raced to Gordie's house. She was pissed, and she hated everyone right now. Chris was so insensitive and ignorant to her, Mila was a fucking bitch, and Gordie was a wimp for not doing anything. She wanted to go home. She needed to get out of this hick town, and she needed to fly away.
She remembered the last time she visited CastleRock, and how the gang used to hang out at some tree house. It was torn down now, but the big tree was still there. She decided to head there, and relax in the big tree. Kally needed to get away from everyone.
She shivered. Even though it was April, it was still chilly out. Kally wished that she could have brought her coat, she was only in her peasant top and capris. Sighing, Kally climbed the big tree and sat against a thick branch.
"Kally," a voice said from below. She looked down and saw Chris standing by the trunk of the tree. He looked so angelic, the moonlight engulfing his strong arms and blue eyes. She wanted to fall into his arms, but was still pissed off at him from the diner.
"What the hell do you want?" She asked, looking up at the stars.
Chris began climbing the tree, and sat on a branch next to Kally. She didn't want to be near him, not now when she was so vulnerable. She continued staring at the stars, wishing she was up there in Heaven, away from the hellish world.
"I want to say I'm sorry," he said. He looked directly at her. "I acted dumb. I'm really sorry Kally."
"Fuck you," Kally grumbled. "Piss up a rope."
Chris grinned in the dark. Kally looked over at him. "What the hell's so funny?"
"You're just like your cousin, you know that?" he asked.
Kally glared at him. She wanted to kiss him, throw her hands around him, but instead she shut him out.
"You don't know me. No one does. That's why I was fucking raped!" she yelled at him.
Chris didn't say anything. She didn't expect him to. Guys never knew what to say. They were dumb, arrogant and self-centered jerks who took advantage of girls who just wanted to be loved.
"You know, I said I was sorry! Okay? Why can't you be my friend?" he asked.
It was all Kally could do to keep from hitting him. Why couldn't she be his friend? She was in love with the fucking guy! And he was in love with a stuck up bitch, Mila who was in love with her best friend and cousin, Gordie! Her life was hell. And who the hell knew who Gordie was in love with? For all she knew, Gordie could believe in incest and love her! Okay, that was a little too far, but still. Everything sucked. It really did.
"I have to go," Kally whispered. She was furious for Chris being so oblivious. Why didn't he see it? SHE LOVED HIM! And he couldn't see that. She gave up. That was the night she gave up on Chris.
Kally hopped down from the tree, and ran all the way back to Gordie's house. Chris watched her run, and felt like an idiot. He mentally kicked himself for treating her like that. She had been through so much.