~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Hey yal I'm really disappointed in the reviews, BOO HOO!!!
I've working on this story for a while now and I really wanted to see if I
got good review on the first chapter and they were good but PLEASE
review!!! PLEASE if you want me to finish the story review!! Anyway hope
you like this chapter kinda sad but remember this story is L/G so there
will be L/G fluff you just have to be patient so anyway just review!!!
Lola~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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Chapter two
About 8 years before (NOT a flashback)
(A.N- Lizzie going to college in L.A Gordo in New York Ethan in Florida)
It was the night after graduation. Lizzie was in Gordo's house in his room. No one was home. They just sat on his bed talking.
"I'm gonna miss you when I got to New York" said Gordo breaking the silence
"I'm gonna miss you too" answered Lizzie smiling at him but then turned her head from him and looked to the floor.
"So, you ready for college?" asked Gordo once again breaking the silence.
"Hardly" answered Lizzie with a sigh "I'm kind of scared being out on my own, and with me in L.A and Ethan in Florida it's gonna be hard to keep up with our relationship"
"Oh yeah" said Gordo now remembering that Lizzie had been going out with Ethan for the past couple months. Those months had been the worst in his life, but somehow he heard himself saying "I'm sure you guys will work out something"
"No. I think I want to break up. It will be too hard on us plus I think my feelings for him have changed, or maybe it's just that they were never there" She sighed and looked down at the floor again.
Gordo had been waiting for her to say that since the day she first liking Ethan and maybe now was the time to tell her how he really felt about her. "I'm sorry Lizzie, I don't like to see you sad, but if it helps..............I love you"
"I know" she shrugged
"No Lizzie" he gently touched her face and turned her head so he could look into her eyes "I really love you" Lizzie eyes widened but said nothing and let Gordo continue "I really love you, I mean it's like.....it's like everyday I look forward to seeing you. Smiling, happy, full of love. And I look at you and I wish I can kiss you, hold you protect you from getting hurt. Lizzie......you are so amazing and.....beautiful. I love you Lizzie................ I have always loved you" He looked at her a moment but then looked down at the floor, too embarrassed to look her straight in the eye.
"Gordo?" she said in a whisper. He looked up at her and she said under her breath "I love you too"
They sat there a few seconds just looking at one another. Until they started to lean in for a kiss. Then another and another and another. They sat there. Arms wrapped around one another putting so much passion and emotion into each kiss, when suddenly Lizzie pulled away and stood up.
"I can't do this. I've......I've gotta go" she said and started to walk out.
"Wait!" said Gordo standing up "Lizzie what can't you do?!?!!" asked Gordo
"US!" she said now in tears and feeling confused
Gordo stood there confused and hurt "But I thought........"
"I do! I do love you Gordo but...............I just can't!"
"Lizzie, Lizzie! We can do this, we can wait till things with you and Ethan die down.......it.......It will work!"
"NO GORDO!! This can't ever happen!!" Gordo didn't say anything he was in shock at how she could yell so harshly. "I'm sorry" said Lizzie softening her voice "But........what if things didn't work out what if something went wrong and we never spoke to each other again, I couldn't bare that. I like the way things are now, can't we just be friends?" Gordo still didn't speak. "Gordo?" she felt tears fall from her face as she put her hand on his shoulder.
"Just get out" he said
"Gordo, I........"
He pushed her hand off his shoulder "Just get out!!"
"Gordo why are you doing this!!" she said now feeling more and more tears roll down her cheeks
"Because you know you love me Lizzie, you've known forever but......but .....it's not like this can't happen it's that you don't want it to, you don't want me to be you're lover you want me to be the back up guy you go to when someone breaks your heart and the guy you completely forget about when the next cute guy comes along. I'm tired of it Lizzie I don't know how I fell for someone like you, you'll just end up breaking my heart. Just leave! Get out of my house! GO!"
"I said I'm sorry Gordo I just can't, but I do....... I do........I love you........but"
"Bullshit, Lizzie!! Bullshit!"
"...........fi...Fine! Fine Gordo! I'll leave but I never want to see you again!" she said trying to overcome the tears about to flood her face. They started walking towards the door
"OH yeah! Well same here!"
Lizzie reached for the handle on the door and thrust it open "Have a nice life, so long David" and with that she slammed the door. Lizzie ran to her car and as she opened the door she burst into tears. Her head told her she did the right thing, so why did her heart feel so horrible. She loved him and loved being with him, but if they became a couple then things would be so............so perfect. Too perfect something was bound to happen that would end in them hating each other. But that happened anyway. So did she do the right thing? She didn't take the chance for fear of the risk, she lost the moment, she didn't listen to her heart...............what would have happen if she did?
She would never know. Lizzie and Gordo lost contact. Lizzie in California and Gordo in New York. So many miles apart and they both said they didn't care if they care if they ever saw the other again but they denied that losing the other changed their life; forever.
~~~~~~~~~~~So how was it? I mean this chapter huh? Tell me review!! REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW!! More will explained in the chapters to come so until later!
Lola~~~~~~~~~
Lola~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Headlines
Chapter two
About 8 years before (NOT a flashback)
(A.N- Lizzie going to college in L.A Gordo in New York Ethan in Florida)
It was the night after graduation. Lizzie was in Gordo's house in his room. No one was home. They just sat on his bed talking.
"I'm gonna miss you when I got to New York" said Gordo breaking the silence
"I'm gonna miss you too" answered Lizzie smiling at him but then turned her head from him and looked to the floor.
"So, you ready for college?" asked Gordo once again breaking the silence.
"Hardly" answered Lizzie with a sigh "I'm kind of scared being out on my own, and with me in L.A and Ethan in Florida it's gonna be hard to keep up with our relationship"
"Oh yeah" said Gordo now remembering that Lizzie had been going out with Ethan for the past couple months. Those months had been the worst in his life, but somehow he heard himself saying "I'm sure you guys will work out something"
"No. I think I want to break up. It will be too hard on us plus I think my feelings for him have changed, or maybe it's just that they were never there" She sighed and looked down at the floor again.
Gordo had been waiting for her to say that since the day she first liking Ethan and maybe now was the time to tell her how he really felt about her. "I'm sorry Lizzie, I don't like to see you sad, but if it helps..............I love you"
"I know" she shrugged
"No Lizzie" he gently touched her face and turned her head so he could look into her eyes "I really love you" Lizzie eyes widened but said nothing and let Gordo continue "I really love you, I mean it's like.....it's like everyday I look forward to seeing you. Smiling, happy, full of love. And I look at you and I wish I can kiss you, hold you protect you from getting hurt. Lizzie......you are so amazing and.....beautiful. I love you Lizzie................ I have always loved you" He looked at her a moment but then looked down at the floor, too embarrassed to look her straight in the eye.
"Gordo?" she said in a whisper. He looked up at her and she said under her breath "I love you too"
They sat there a few seconds just looking at one another. Until they started to lean in for a kiss. Then another and another and another. They sat there. Arms wrapped around one another putting so much passion and emotion into each kiss, when suddenly Lizzie pulled away and stood up.
"I can't do this. I've......I've gotta go" she said and started to walk out.
"Wait!" said Gordo standing up "Lizzie what can't you do?!?!!" asked Gordo
"US!" she said now in tears and feeling confused
Gordo stood there confused and hurt "But I thought........"
"I do! I do love you Gordo but...............I just can't!"
"Lizzie, Lizzie! We can do this, we can wait till things with you and Ethan die down.......it.......It will work!"
"NO GORDO!! This can't ever happen!!" Gordo didn't say anything he was in shock at how she could yell so harshly. "I'm sorry" said Lizzie softening her voice "But........what if things didn't work out what if something went wrong and we never spoke to each other again, I couldn't bare that. I like the way things are now, can't we just be friends?" Gordo still didn't speak. "Gordo?" she felt tears fall from her face as she put her hand on his shoulder.
"Just get out" he said
"Gordo, I........"
He pushed her hand off his shoulder "Just get out!!"
"Gordo why are you doing this!!" she said now feeling more and more tears roll down her cheeks
"Because you know you love me Lizzie, you've known forever but......but .....it's not like this can't happen it's that you don't want it to, you don't want me to be you're lover you want me to be the back up guy you go to when someone breaks your heart and the guy you completely forget about when the next cute guy comes along. I'm tired of it Lizzie I don't know how I fell for someone like you, you'll just end up breaking my heart. Just leave! Get out of my house! GO!"
"I said I'm sorry Gordo I just can't, but I do....... I do........I love you........but"
"Bullshit, Lizzie!! Bullshit!"
"...........fi...Fine! Fine Gordo! I'll leave but I never want to see you again!" she said trying to overcome the tears about to flood her face. They started walking towards the door
"OH yeah! Well same here!"
Lizzie reached for the handle on the door and thrust it open "Have a nice life, so long David" and with that she slammed the door. Lizzie ran to her car and as she opened the door she burst into tears. Her head told her she did the right thing, so why did her heart feel so horrible. She loved him and loved being with him, but if they became a couple then things would be so............so perfect. Too perfect something was bound to happen that would end in them hating each other. But that happened anyway. So did she do the right thing? She didn't take the chance for fear of the risk, she lost the moment, she didn't listen to her heart...............what would have happen if she did?
She would never know. Lizzie and Gordo lost contact. Lizzie in California and Gordo in New York. So many miles apart and they both said they didn't care if they care if they ever saw the other again but they denied that losing the other changed their life; forever.
~~~~~~~~~~~So how was it? I mean this chapter huh? Tell me review!! REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW!! More will explained in the chapters to come so until later!
Lola~~~~~~~~~