Disclaimer: I really loved this song (More To Life by Stacie Orrico)!!!! So I decided to turn it into a song fic. I have a lot of song fic ideas. So tell me if you like it and I'll make another one!!!!
More To Life
Usagi sat in the corner of the club and stared absentmindedly at the table on which her strawberry daquiri sat, glistening and untouched. She glanced up into the face of her boyfriend, Shigeru, who was listening to the music and tapping his foot. She felt warm and cozy under his arm. The song ended and Usagi joined in the clapping. A new song came onto the speakers and people starting to go out on the dance floor.
I've got it all, but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing
And why can't I let it go
Let's dance!! squealed Minako. Her face was alight with spirit and happiness.
No thanks Minako. I'm not feeling well. Minako looked crest fallen.
Ok....If you're sure.... She walked out there with Rei and Matoko. Usagi stared at the ground. She should be out there. She loved dancing, but right now she felt weird. Not sick, but different. She couldn't find a reason to be upset. She ahd the best day in a while. Shigeru had suprised that morning with a basket of yellow roses (her favorite) as a birthday present. Her friends had arranged an entire party here at the House of Blues,a dn she had aced her math quiz that decided whether she would get into honors or not.
There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Trippin' out thinkin' there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... There's gotta be more
And it wasn't even that. She had a wonderful life. She had fantastic friends. She was a princess for god's sake!!! She and her teammates were very good at what they did, and it couldn't have been any better......but still, she felt sort of empty and hollow, like the thing that was missing was so big, it was almost filling up her whole body with a hole. (A/N: thats an oxymoron ^_^)
I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment I'm half-way out the door
Onto the next thing, I'm searching for something that's missing
This wasn't exactly the first time she'd ever felt this. And she had tried many a thing to replenish the good, wholesome feeling of being happy. She had started up guitar, painting, studied more, played more video games (A/N: that just cheers everyone up ^_^), and even taken a baby sitting job with her neighbors.
There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Trippin' out thinkin' there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... There's gotta be more
She realized all of a sudden that the arm that had previosly made her warm was gone.
She looked up. Shigeru was stretching, standing up next to her.
I've gotta go to the bathroom, Usako. Usagi smiled and nodded. He winked. He strolled away through the crush of dancers. Her eyes followed him and rested upon her friends jumping and grooving (excuse the term) to the beat. Minako's eyes were alight with joy, and Matoko was laughing at her and Rei dancing like idiots. She moved along and saw a girl dressed like a biker in tight blue jeans and a leather jacket heading towards the bathrooms, a boy with a saftey pin stuck through his nose, and a couple kissing passionatly in the oppiste corner. Tears suddenly sprung up in her eyes. She didn't knwo why she was breaking down, but she suddenly felt the most miserable she'd ever felt in her life. maybe some fresh ar will do me some good.' She thought, trying to restrain the howl of misery brewing in her throat.
I'm wanting more
I'm always waiting on something other than this
Why am I feelin' like there's something I missed....
Always... Always...
She ran to the exit and flung open the door. The fresh, non-smoked air felt wonderful on her face. She walked around, unable to sit down. She felt restless. She made a round of the building. On hre way by the bathrooms she stopped dead. There was Shigeru, making out with the biker girl she'd seen earlier. His hand was half-way up her shirt (which wasn't that hard considering the size) and her nad was resting on his butt, carressing smootly with her fingers. Usagi finally burst.
There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Trippin' out thinkin' there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... There's gotta be more
YOU SON OF A BITCH!!!!! HOW COULD YOU!? ON MY BIRTHDAY? THE BATHROOM! MAKING OUT WITH SOME SLUT! Usagi screamed. He whirled around.
he said weakly.
DON'T YOU DARE CALL ME THAT YOU LYING CHEATING BASTARD! Usagi yelledm positivly shaking with fury. She marched up to him and slapped him full around the face.
You really shouldn't be upset, Usagi. i mean, just cause you can't score this high doesn't mean your out of luck. The girl said sweetly, picking up Shiguru's hand and resting it on her breast. She earned herslef a punch to the face. Seh lay on the ground, out cold.
Usagi, let me explain.... Shigeru said pleadingly.
I never want to see you again, Shigeru. You dont have the right to even call me by my name. I loved you. And what do you do in return. Cheat on my on my birthday. She whispered, her voice dripping with venom. With that she ran as far as she could, away from the happiness of the club. She stopped, a good half mile away from all civilazation and crumpled, screaming in misery.......
More to life
There's gotta be more to life (more to life)
There's gotta be more to life (more)
More to my life
