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He then shifted so that he held both of my rists in one hand, while the other is free to roam as it please. I remember the way his hand so demandingly tore through my blouse to the point when I was bare from the neck down to my waist. Well I guess you know what happened next, so I dont need to explain it to you so I'll just move on............ After he finished he started to violently caress my upper thighs up to my panties which he carelessly ripped off and then sheathed his self inside of me, violently pushing me against the wall repetitivly. At that point he let of my wrists and held on to my legs. He hoisted me up I guess so it can be easier or so I thought. I felt helpless, I couldn't scream, I couldn't do anything, I couldn't even blink let alone anything to take away the pain, to get away from him as he tore away my soul piece by piece, moment by moment. It really got to the point at which I didn't care, I couldn't fight, I couldn't even scream and because of that no one was gonna notice me being raped in in the back of a PUBLIX. I guess I was so caught up in my thoughts of grief that I didn't even notice when he stopped and pull himself out of me. I felt so..........so..........so.......... I couldn't even explain how I felt but at that moment I wanted to DIE. As soon as he caught his breath he let me go and I fell to the ground with a thud. So there I was on the floor of an alley I knew he was still there and I couldn't even look at him. I knew it was worng to be in a situation like that and to think that the person that just violated me seemed somewhat familliar, to think about it the whole time I was seeing red I couldn't think straight let alone stand. When the events of what happened started to recollect in my mind I found my self crying for the first time since it happened and all he did was knell down next to me and kissed me on the forehead before he stood up preparing to leave. I looked up with weary eyes and watched him leave. Then ever so slowly he turned......no he shifted to the side just enough so I could have heard him when he said the most unimaginable thing ever he said I LOVE YOU and continued walking away and before he turned the corner he said something else. I couldn't make it out but he said something and as his voice carried by the wind reached me thats when I heard it I think he said I'M SORRY. He said I'm sorry and left me. He just left me there alone, half naked and crying my ass off, waiting for someone to find me when eventually I got up and walked, I walked and walked until my feet gave out and before I knew it I was on Kouga's porch. I stood there for maybe three minutes before I got the courage to knock and when I did he answered the door. Before he could even ask me what happened I collapsed into his arms and I guessed he pulled me up slightly to fully have a grip on me. In that state thats when I noticed he smelled good, he smelled very very very familiar. It seemed that that smell was filling my lungs and that was all I smelled. It smelled like something that I smelled not to long ago. For a minute I was obsessed I couldn't help it I knew I smelled it before and there was something else that was mixed in with it and it smelled like tears.
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He then shifted so that he held both of my rists in one hand, while the other is free to roam as it please. I remember the way his hand so demandingly tore through my blouse to the point when I was bare from the neck down to my waist. Well I guess you know what happened next, so I dont need to explain it to you so I'll just move on............ After he finished he started to violently caress my upper thighs up to my panties which he carelessly ripped off and then sheathed his self inside of me, violently pushing me against the wall repetitivly. At that point he let of my wrists and held on to my legs. He hoisted me up I guess so it can be easier or so I thought. I felt helpless, I couldn't scream, I couldn't do anything, I couldn't even blink let alone anything to take away the pain, to get away from him as he tore away my soul piece by piece, moment by moment. It really got to the point at which I didn't care, I couldn't fight, I couldn't even scream and because of that no one was gonna notice me being raped in in the back of a PUBLIX. I guess I was so caught up in my thoughts of grief that I didn't even notice when he stopped and pull himself out of me. I felt so..........so..........so.......... I couldn't even explain how I felt but at that moment I wanted to DIE. As soon as he caught his breath he let me go and I fell to the ground with a thud. So there I was on the floor of an alley I knew he was still there and I couldn't even look at him. I knew it was worng to be in a situation like that and to think that the person that just violated me seemed somewhat familliar, to think about it the whole time I was seeing red I couldn't think straight let alone stand. When the events of what happened started to recollect in my mind I found my self crying for the first time since it happened and all he did was knell down next to me and kissed me on the forehead before he stood up preparing to leave. I looked up with weary eyes and watched him leave. Then ever so slowly he turned......no he shifted to the side just enough so I could have heard him when he said the most unimaginable thing ever he said I LOVE YOU and continued walking away and before he turned the corner he said something else. I couldn't make it out but he said something and as his voice carried by the wind reached me thats when I heard it I think he said I'M SORRY. He said I'm sorry and left me. He just left me there alone, half naked and crying my ass off, waiting for someone to find me when eventually I got up and walked, I walked and walked until my feet gave out and before I knew it I was on Kouga's porch. I stood there for maybe three minutes before I got the courage to knock and when I did he answered the door. Before he could even ask me what happened I collapsed into his arms and I guessed he pulled me up slightly to fully have a grip on me. In that state thats when I noticed he smelled good, he smelled very very very familiar. It seemed that that smell was filling my lungs and that was all I smelled. It smelled like something that I smelled not to long ago. For a minute I was obsessed I couldn't help it I knew I smelled it before and there was something else that was mixed in with it and it smelled like tears.
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PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE REVIEW AND TELL ME IF I SHOULD QUIT WHILE IM AHEAD
*LDB*