He knows that everyone thinks of him as fool, idiot, Joker. MaxubeX said something, a thrown away comment, and it is carved into his heart, but he lets them think of him as the idiot. "And if I laugh at any mortal thing, This that I may not weep."

He has seen too many rivers of blood, now. If he let himself weep, he would cry for a million years. So many deaths that he failed to prevent. He swore to follow MaxubeX to the death and beyond. Just to make the blood stop flowing.

Ed: Quote by George Gordon, Lord Byron.