They all packed for travel, of course the girls had to pack their valuables. Toast suddenly hit a phase of depression, and lay in bed with covers pulled over her head.

"Come on now! We need to head off to Mordor! We'll be late!!" Kiwi yelled at her, shaking her to try and get her out of bed.

"I don't want to go. Leave without me." Toast said, her head was still covered.

"No, Come on, we aren't leaving without you! At least Pippin isn't, and neither am I. And if Pippin or I don't go, Merry most likely wont either! The Fellowship cant break already!! Come on!"

Toast just put her headphones on, and closed her eyes, pressing Play to the Pink Floyd CD inside.

She started mumbling the beginning to the first song on the Dark Side of the Moon CD,

"I've been mad for fucking years, absolutely years, been

over the edge for yonks, been working me buns off for bands..."

"I've always been mad, I know I've been mad, like the

most of us...very hard to explain why you're mad, even

if you're not mad..." she then began humming the rest of it, until it got to more lyrics, "Breathe, breathe in the air

Don't be afraid to care

Leave but don't leave me

Look around and chose your own ground

For long you live and high you fly

And smiles you'll give and tears you'll cry

And all you touch and all you see

Is all your life will ever be

Run, run rabbit run

Dig that hole, forget the sun,

And when at last the work is done

Don't sit down it's time to dig another one

For long you live and high you fly

But only if you ride the tide

And balanced on the biggest wave

You race toward an early grave."

"Fine! Be that way! I'll just leave you here." Kiwi said hoping she'll just come out of it and come with her and the rest of the fellowship.

Toast just turned her volume to max and skipped to the fifth song, Money, and began to sing.

"Money, get away

Get a good job with more pay and your O.K.

Money it's a gas

Grab that cash with both hands and make a stash

New car, caviar, four star daydream,

Think I'll buy me a football team

Money get back

I'm all right Jack keep your hands off my stack.

Money it's a hit

Don't give me that do goody good bullshit

I'm in the hi-fidelity first class traveling set

And I think I need a Lear jet

Money it's a crime

Share it fairly but don't take a slice of my pie

Money so they say

Is the root of all evil today

But if you ask for a rise it's no surprise that they're

giving none away," At this time Kiwi headed out the door.

Toast just continued singing.

"Money it's a crime

Share it fairly but don't take a slice of my pie

Money so they say

Is the root of all evil today

But if you ask for a rise it's no surprise that they're

giving none away."

By the time that the song was over, Toast had sat up. 'What am I doing?' she thought to herself. 'the fellowship needs me and my stupidity. but why am I so depressed?'

The song Us and Them started playing, and it was running through Toast's head as she began mumbling the words to it.

"Us and Them

And after all we're only ordinary men

Me, and you

God only knows it's not what we would choose to do

Forward he cried from the rear

and the front rank died

And the General sat, as the lines on the map

moved from side to side

Black and Blue

And who knows which is which and who is who

Up and Down

And in the end it's only round and round and round

Haven't you heard it's a battle of words

the poster bearer cried

Listen son, said the man with the gun

There's room for you inside

Down and Out

It can't be helped but there's a lot of it about

With, without

And who'll deny that's what the fightings all about

Get out of the way, it's a busy day

And I've got things on my mind

For want of the price of tea and a slice

The old man died."

Toast thought for a moment and sat up. She turned her CD player off. 'I need to go find kiwi and go and apologies to her. She's right, im needed, im stupid, but im needed.'

She packed her stuff back up, traveling lightly, and headed out the door to go find Kiwi. She walked towards the lake and heard some talking. She crept behind some bushes, and got as close as she could, trying hard not to be noticed.

Toast noticed it was Arwen and Aragorn talking to each other.

"You said you would bind yourself to me, forsaking the immortality of your people." Aragorn said looking at her.

"And to that I hold." She placed a necklace in his hand, that Toast could only tell was white.

"You can not give me this."

"It is mine to give to whom I will.like my heart."

"Ohh brother!" Toast accidentally said out loud rolling her eyes.

"Did you hear that?" Arwen asked Aragorn.

He just nodded.

'Ohh god, ohh god, ohh god.don't let them find me!!' Toast thought to herself shutting her eyes as tightly as possible. She suddenly felt something pull her out of the bush she was hiding in.

She opened one eye to see that she was being held by Aragorn.

"What were you doing?" he asked.

"I heard voices, I didn't really think anything of it, I swear. Please, go about your business and kiss, hold hands, what ever. Please put me down, I didn't mean to cause any harm." Toast cried out.

"Your eyes are pure, I believe you. Do not do it again." He gave her a stern look.

"Yes sir. Sorry Miss Arwen ma'am. Aragorn." Toast nodded, picked up her bag of stuff and ran to go find Kiwi.

Toast spotted Kiwi, along with Pippin and Merry by her side.

"Ki-Mer-Pip! Wait up!" Toast yelled running towards them.

"Yes?" Kiwi looked at her.

"Im sorry. You were right. I am ready to go." Kiwi said taking short breaths.

"Alright. Well we got to meat up with the rest of the fellowship in ten minutes. Come on, lets go." Kiwi said as all four of them left walking to go find the fellowship.

~*~*~*~*~* 10 min later ~*~*~*~*~*

The fellowship were all together again.

Elrond looked at them. "So you are all ready to leave?"

They all nodded.

"Then let the games begin!" Toast exclaimed. She then nodded her head, "sorry Lord Elrond sir. Your call."

They all left after Elrond gave the word.