Okay, this is shounen-ai stuffs, so be on the lookout. If you don't know what that is , it's boys liking other boys, and I know there are lots of people who hate it so I warn you now… just don't read it if you don't wanna see that sort of thing! And I also don't own Yugioh at all, and I'm not trying to say that I do, and I know no one is stupid enough to think that I do. Enough with that – onto the fic!
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The way he smiled at me today – his golden hair shone like a goldfish in a small bowl by the kitchen window on a sunny afternoon. His cheeks were rosy and sweet, like dandelions and honeybees. It was in that moment that I knew I had to tell him that I loved him.
No, more like "we" loved him. I am not only myself, but one other. I have a dark half, a Yami who takes control of my body, so I'm not alone anymore. I almost wonder if the one I love is smitten more by my dark side than by me. I watch in the shadows in the back of his mind, keeping my little light of vision open to see through my Yami's eyes. When the two of them laugh, they laugh together. I think they even forget about me sometimes. I do.
I wanted to take hold of his hand today, when I saw him smiling. He is always so beautiful to watch – even if he is graceless sometimes. There's something in the way he looks at me that makes me feel special, feel loved, no matter what.
Maybe he really loves me, but I can't tell. I want to show him that I care, but I am too scared to tell him my feelings. I wonder if my Yami would know. I wonder if he would be jealous. He's told me a thousand times that he loves the both of us. I wonder if I should just tell the truth.
It might just be easier than living, wishing I were his lucky star.
I might have something to hold on to, someone to love…
Someone who remembers that I'm here, too.
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So, is it any good so far? Can you guys guess who's talking? I guess it goes a few different ways, but I can make more chapters from other perspectives! Review and tell me if you want more chapters. ^.~ Jyaa--