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Yami's girlfriend- That's a good idea! If any one wants me to send you an e- mail when I update then I will! Just tell me in a review and leave your address!
ITSAME- Thanks for reviewing . . . and so many times in this Fic . . .
Lilmissangel2003- Gurl pimp? That works . . . dropped out eh? Uugg I'd hate to hear my parents if I ever had to do that . . . no, I'd like to hear Blah's parents if that ever happened to her . . .
Blazesgirl- Welcome!
Mirakai and Yami Mirakai - hey! Baka Kodomo-sama? Wow . . . cool . . .
FairysGift - welcome!
anime AndrAIa- gee thanx . . . kidding!
Senia Naku- I'm goin' I'm goin'!!
Harushi Mutou- Yugi getting hurt is fun though!! MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
AngelsKitten- breath dude . . . breath!
C.M Aeris Queen of Insanity- Blood is good . . . even if it is your own!!!
dark Sorceress Kurama- ^_^ Thanx! I went and read all yo fics! Good good!
Jadesaber- feeling sorry for Yugi eh? That fun! MUHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
assassin x- never even thought of quittin!
And now I'll just respond to all the reviews crimson blu gave . . . this could take a while . . .
Crimson blu chapter 5- I'm just gonna go re-read the chapter . . . I have no clue what I did in that chapter . . . I really don't . . .
Crimson blu chapter 6- Have a computer wiz for a father . . . he can hack into my computer from his down stairs . . . Not fair dude! I use some but . . . I dunno . . . I can just see the ground coming!
Crimson blu 7- Blah just gonna talk for a sec . . . she's the one who fights!!
Blah: Ya, I fight . . . not good for your record at all!!! * Grin * of course I won!!! I have a secret fear! Britney spears!!! Hide the children!!! AAAHHHHHHH!!!!! * cough * never mind . . . * Sweat drop*
Crimson blu chapter 8- I know I know! We have _ very _ bad spelling! What? I've always had the problem, like this one time in grade six-
Blah: Shut up!!!
Crimson blu chapter 9- UUHHHH . . . I have to go double check and see if they are . . . nope! Not yet! I have them planned for later!!!
Crimson blu chapter 10- I really have no clue . . . it was pretty late . . . we think . . .
Crimson blu chapter 11- * Nod * well . . . not when blahs listening to hers-
Blah: Shut up dude!!! I happen to like my music!!!
Stupid kid 04: I never doubted it . . .
Crimson blu chapter 12- yes I know . . . weed can really mess you up . . . MUHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Horsie go chop chop!!!
Blah: Ya, I think I know why you are now . . .
~*~
He was cornered, and he knew it. There was no escape; there was no way to worm his way out of this mess.
Joey growled and turned to the rest of the people in the house. "I'll tell ya what's goin' on! Someone's been hurtin' my buddy!" Yugi shut his eyes; his brow knitted together, silently cursing.
Yami's eyes widened, he looked over at his aibou worriedly. "What happened?"
Yugi sucked in the breath between his teeth; it was all he could do to keep himself from crying. "I-it's nothing! Really! I-I just slipped and fell! That's all!" Taking a step back, Yugi grimaced, the pain in his lower back shooting up and down his spine.
Yugi tensed, hoping for the pain to pass. Once it did he very slowly and carefully took another step. 'So much for being careful!' he mentally cursed as another shot of pain invaded his senses. It was no doubt that one of the many gashes on his back and rear had opened.
Yugi could feel the blood seep out slowly from the re-opened gash and soak into his pants, staining the already stained pants even more.
Joey walked to Yugi and once again pulled down the head-hole of his t- shirt, reviling the many bandages to the others. "What'd you fall off of? A building?!" Yugi's eyes watered, something that hadn't happened in front of anyone but himself for the past four years.
"It's nothing! I-I'll be fine!"
Boss sighed. "It's not that we doubt you'll be ok. We just want to know what happened."
Yugi shook his head, blinking rapidly to clear the forming tears away. "It was nothing! Just leave it!" The tri-colored haired man turned on his heel painfully and rushed up the stairs to the bathroom.
Yami and the other shared glances. "What should we do?" Mandy whacked Boss over the head.
"You should go and talk to him! You're his boyfriend after all, right?" A flash of pain passed over Boss' eyes at the mention of his and Yugi relationship. As wonderful as it had been, he knew his infatuation with a certain brunet would soon end it.
"I guess." Boss walked up the stairs to the bathroom where he could here nothing but the fan running, and couldn't help but wonder what Yugi was doing. Knocking softly he leaned his ear to the door. "Yugi let me in. Please."
"Just leave me alone!"
Boss sighed knowing that he shouldn't have expected any other answer. "Come on Yugi, let me in."
"NO!!" Yugi screamed from the other side of the door.
Boss' patients were running low. "Yugi! Let me in, NOW!!"
There was no answer, but the door stayed locked securely.
Boss shook his head and started down the stairs when the door cracked open. The dark haired man turned his head in the direction. "You know, I know about you and Tristan. If he really makes you happy, then go." Boss' eyebrows shot up.
"Y-you knew?"
A dark chuckle was heard. "I could see it in your eyes." With that Yugi shut the door and the lock was heard.
Boss walked down the stairs, a look of mild shock still on his features. He was meet by the others, looks of anticipation.
"Well?" Mandy approached. "What happened? You weren't gone long."
Boss turned to Yami. "He wouldn't let me in. I think it would be best if you went and spoke with him, Yami." Yami nodded and walked up the stairs. Boss turned back to the others, noticing that during the time he'd been gone Tristan had arrived. His eyes lit up like a Christmas tree, motioning for the brunet to follow him outside.
~*~ With Yugi and Yami~*~
Yami stood outside of the bathroom door, contemplating on how to get his aibou to let him in.
Yami lifted his hand to knock on the painted white door when it opened, Yugi stood, head bowed in the doorway. Yami's eyes softened. Yugi shoulders shook in silent sobs; tears flowing freely down his pale cheeks. Yami stepped forward letting the other boy cry into his shirt.
The ancient Pharaoh hesitantly brought a hand up and started to rub Yugi's back in circles, trying to calm his small hikari. Hikari, Yami smiled. At first when Yugi had come back he hadn't really been sure if Yugi was really all that innocent, was truly the light of the duo. But now he knew. No matter what Yugi did or went through he would always be the light, always. Just seeing him like this proved it.
"Shhh, quiet my little light." Yugi's sobs only increased as Yami used the old nickname he'd given him.
Yami sighed know they were getting nowhere standing in the hallway and lead the crying youth to the bedroom they once shared, sitting on the edge of the bed, Yugi curled in his lap.
It was quite some time before Yugi's crying subsided, now only an occasional whimper. Sniffing, Yugi looked up to his yami, eyes red and cheeks puffy. "Why do the gods hate me so much?" Yami was taken a-back at the change in his aibou's behavior. The recently hard and cold man seemed to have mellowed out a bit in only a few minutes.
"No one hates you, Yugi. You just are facing some hard times . . . it'll get better." 'I hope' He added silently. "Now, Yugi. Will you tell me who did this to you?"
Yugi sat up in his yami's lap then stood and sat next to him on the bed. "Yeah."
~*~Yugi's POV~*~
I don't know why I'm telling my yami who did all this. It's really no ones but my business, but he would probably just tell me that anything that hurts me is his problem. He's stubborn in that way.
I can't believe I was crying. It's been so long since I'd let the tears fall freely, and in front of Yami of all people. I know he'd never hold any weaknesses against me but I still hate to let people see me like that. Sometimes I wonder what really caused me to hate showing such emotion. I know it wasn't the beatings I received from my peers in school, or the first raping. Maybe it was the second. Or maybe the third. Or was it my friends? I don't think I'll ever know, or want to.
My mind wonders to my thoughts last night. Am I really broken? I just don't know. Last night I was so sure of it. But, maybe not. I can't help but think there's still hope for my soul, hope that I can repair some of the cracks with the help of Yami. Did I just think that? I did. I know that I once had feelings for him, not just feelings of friendship either. I had loved him in the beginning. Then there was Boss. I had thought I'd found love, but now I know better. It was nothing but two lonely souls seeking comfort in each other's arms, and it worked for four years.
Now that Boss and Tristan have fallen for each other I don't know how much longer I can hold in my feelings for my other half. I wonder if he will reject me? That's why I didn't ask him when I first discovered that I was in love with him. Love. It can be painful. Where did that come from? I have no clue. But I do know that it is true. Love does hurt. Right now it hurts, not being able to kiss my other half. I really should stop thinking about that; it's making me feel like doing just that, reaching out and covering his soft, luscious lips with my own. But I can't.
He's looking at me, expecting me to start speaking. Should I? Should I really tell him? I guess it's for the best. Maybe not. Oh great! I'm having second thoughts now. But what if Yami gets angry with me!? What if he thinks I deserve what I got? Surly if I tell him why I was hurt he would hate me. No. Yami wouldn't do that to me? Right? I guess I'll never know until I try. I sigh and prepare to start talking.
~*~
*Sweat drop* yes I know it waz very short and sucked but I need some help . . . I need a name for the jerk who hurt Yugi . . . anyone want to help? The next chapter will be out as soon as I can find a name.
See ya!
Yami's girlfriend- That's a good idea! If any one wants me to send you an e- mail when I update then I will! Just tell me in a review and leave your address!
ITSAME- Thanks for reviewing . . . and so many times in this Fic . . .
Lilmissangel2003- Gurl pimp? That works . . . dropped out eh? Uugg I'd hate to hear my parents if I ever had to do that . . . no, I'd like to hear Blah's parents if that ever happened to her . . .
Blazesgirl- Welcome!
Mirakai and Yami Mirakai - hey! Baka Kodomo-sama? Wow . . . cool . . .
FairysGift - welcome!
anime AndrAIa- gee thanx . . . kidding!
Senia Naku- I'm goin' I'm goin'!!
Harushi Mutou- Yugi getting hurt is fun though!! MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
AngelsKitten- breath dude . . . breath!
C.M Aeris Queen of Insanity- Blood is good . . . even if it is your own!!!
dark Sorceress Kurama- ^_^ Thanx! I went and read all yo fics! Good good!
Jadesaber- feeling sorry for Yugi eh? That fun! MUHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
assassin x- never even thought of quittin!
And now I'll just respond to all the reviews crimson blu gave . . . this could take a while . . .
Crimson blu chapter 5- I'm just gonna go re-read the chapter . . . I have no clue what I did in that chapter . . . I really don't . . .
Crimson blu chapter 6- Have a computer wiz for a father . . . he can hack into my computer from his down stairs . . . Not fair dude! I use some but . . . I dunno . . . I can just see the ground coming!
Crimson blu 7- Blah just gonna talk for a sec . . . she's the one who fights!!
Blah: Ya, I fight . . . not good for your record at all!!! * Grin * of course I won!!! I have a secret fear! Britney spears!!! Hide the children!!! AAAHHHHHHH!!!!! * cough * never mind . . . * Sweat drop*
Crimson blu chapter 8- I know I know! We have _ very _ bad spelling! What? I've always had the problem, like this one time in grade six-
Blah: Shut up!!!
Crimson blu chapter 9- UUHHHH . . . I have to go double check and see if they are . . . nope! Not yet! I have them planned for later!!!
Crimson blu chapter 10- I really have no clue . . . it was pretty late . . . we think . . .
Crimson blu chapter 11- * Nod * well . . . not when blahs listening to hers-
Blah: Shut up dude!!! I happen to like my music!!!
Stupid kid 04: I never doubted it . . .
Crimson blu chapter 12- yes I know . . . weed can really mess you up . . . MUHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Horsie go chop chop!!!
Blah: Ya, I think I know why you are now . . .
~*~
He was cornered, and he knew it. There was no escape; there was no way to worm his way out of this mess.
Joey growled and turned to the rest of the people in the house. "I'll tell ya what's goin' on! Someone's been hurtin' my buddy!" Yugi shut his eyes; his brow knitted together, silently cursing.
Yami's eyes widened, he looked over at his aibou worriedly. "What happened?"
Yugi sucked in the breath between his teeth; it was all he could do to keep himself from crying. "I-it's nothing! Really! I-I just slipped and fell! That's all!" Taking a step back, Yugi grimaced, the pain in his lower back shooting up and down his spine.
Yugi tensed, hoping for the pain to pass. Once it did he very slowly and carefully took another step. 'So much for being careful!' he mentally cursed as another shot of pain invaded his senses. It was no doubt that one of the many gashes on his back and rear had opened.
Yugi could feel the blood seep out slowly from the re-opened gash and soak into his pants, staining the already stained pants even more.
Joey walked to Yugi and once again pulled down the head-hole of his t- shirt, reviling the many bandages to the others. "What'd you fall off of? A building?!" Yugi's eyes watered, something that hadn't happened in front of anyone but himself for the past four years.
"It's nothing! I-I'll be fine!"
Boss sighed. "It's not that we doubt you'll be ok. We just want to know what happened."
Yugi shook his head, blinking rapidly to clear the forming tears away. "It was nothing! Just leave it!" The tri-colored haired man turned on his heel painfully and rushed up the stairs to the bathroom.
Yami and the other shared glances. "What should we do?" Mandy whacked Boss over the head.
"You should go and talk to him! You're his boyfriend after all, right?" A flash of pain passed over Boss' eyes at the mention of his and Yugi relationship. As wonderful as it had been, he knew his infatuation with a certain brunet would soon end it.
"I guess." Boss walked up the stairs to the bathroom where he could here nothing but the fan running, and couldn't help but wonder what Yugi was doing. Knocking softly he leaned his ear to the door. "Yugi let me in. Please."
"Just leave me alone!"
Boss sighed knowing that he shouldn't have expected any other answer. "Come on Yugi, let me in."
"NO!!" Yugi screamed from the other side of the door.
Boss' patients were running low. "Yugi! Let me in, NOW!!"
There was no answer, but the door stayed locked securely.
Boss shook his head and started down the stairs when the door cracked open. The dark haired man turned his head in the direction. "You know, I know about you and Tristan. If he really makes you happy, then go." Boss' eyebrows shot up.
"Y-you knew?"
A dark chuckle was heard. "I could see it in your eyes." With that Yugi shut the door and the lock was heard.
Boss walked down the stairs, a look of mild shock still on his features. He was meet by the others, looks of anticipation.
"Well?" Mandy approached. "What happened? You weren't gone long."
Boss turned to Yami. "He wouldn't let me in. I think it would be best if you went and spoke with him, Yami." Yami nodded and walked up the stairs. Boss turned back to the others, noticing that during the time he'd been gone Tristan had arrived. His eyes lit up like a Christmas tree, motioning for the brunet to follow him outside.
~*~ With Yugi and Yami~*~
Yami stood outside of the bathroom door, contemplating on how to get his aibou to let him in.
Yami lifted his hand to knock on the painted white door when it opened, Yugi stood, head bowed in the doorway. Yami's eyes softened. Yugi shoulders shook in silent sobs; tears flowing freely down his pale cheeks. Yami stepped forward letting the other boy cry into his shirt.
The ancient Pharaoh hesitantly brought a hand up and started to rub Yugi's back in circles, trying to calm his small hikari. Hikari, Yami smiled. At first when Yugi had come back he hadn't really been sure if Yugi was really all that innocent, was truly the light of the duo. But now he knew. No matter what Yugi did or went through he would always be the light, always. Just seeing him like this proved it.
"Shhh, quiet my little light." Yugi's sobs only increased as Yami used the old nickname he'd given him.
Yami sighed know they were getting nowhere standing in the hallway and lead the crying youth to the bedroom they once shared, sitting on the edge of the bed, Yugi curled in his lap.
It was quite some time before Yugi's crying subsided, now only an occasional whimper. Sniffing, Yugi looked up to his yami, eyes red and cheeks puffy. "Why do the gods hate me so much?" Yami was taken a-back at the change in his aibou's behavior. The recently hard and cold man seemed to have mellowed out a bit in only a few minutes.
"No one hates you, Yugi. You just are facing some hard times . . . it'll get better." 'I hope' He added silently. "Now, Yugi. Will you tell me who did this to you?"
Yugi sat up in his yami's lap then stood and sat next to him on the bed. "Yeah."
~*~Yugi's POV~*~
I don't know why I'm telling my yami who did all this. It's really no ones but my business, but he would probably just tell me that anything that hurts me is his problem. He's stubborn in that way.
I can't believe I was crying. It's been so long since I'd let the tears fall freely, and in front of Yami of all people. I know he'd never hold any weaknesses against me but I still hate to let people see me like that. Sometimes I wonder what really caused me to hate showing such emotion. I know it wasn't the beatings I received from my peers in school, or the first raping. Maybe it was the second. Or maybe the third. Or was it my friends? I don't think I'll ever know, or want to.
My mind wonders to my thoughts last night. Am I really broken? I just don't know. Last night I was so sure of it. But, maybe not. I can't help but think there's still hope for my soul, hope that I can repair some of the cracks with the help of Yami. Did I just think that? I did. I know that I once had feelings for him, not just feelings of friendship either. I had loved him in the beginning. Then there was Boss. I had thought I'd found love, but now I know better. It was nothing but two lonely souls seeking comfort in each other's arms, and it worked for four years.
Now that Boss and Tristan have fallen for each other I don't know how much longer I can hold in my feelings for my other half. I wonder if he will reject me? That's why I didn't ask him when I first discovered that I was in love with him. Love. It can be painful. Where did that come from? I have no clue. But I do know that it is true. Love does hurt. Right now it hurts, not being able to kiss my other half. I really should stop thinking about that; it's making me feel like doing just that, reaching out and covering his soft, luscious lips with my own. But I can't.
He's looking at me, expecting me to start speaking. Should I? Should I really tell him? I guess it's for the best. Maybe not. Oh great! I'm having second thoughts now. But what if Yami gets angry with me!? What if he thinks I deserve what I got? Surly if I tell him why I was hurt he would hate me. No. Yami wouldn't do that to me? Right? I guess I'll never know until I try. I sigh and prepare to start talking.
~*~
*Sweat drop* yes I know it waz very short and sucked but I need some help . . . I need a name for the jerk who hurt Yugi . . . anyone want to help? The next chapter will be out as soon as I can find a name.
See ya!