Loneliness.
A never-ending darkness of emptiness.
The constant feeling of a piece missing from your heart.
You long for someone to share your pain.
You take comfort in nothing but the memory of that smile.
He'll be home soon, and maybe the pain will subside.
But will he remember?
7 years have passed since the day of departure.
Will he have the same feeling as you?
You were only children; will you find that your love is a simple crush?
And will that crush, crush you as well?
You ponder and ponder, digging deeper into your pit of darkness.
Soon the memory won't be enough to bring you out.
All you can do is wait for a new memory.
You wrap your self around fantasies of him and you together.
You turn every 2 minutes when you hear a door shut or footsteps, thinking he'd finally come.
You smile, your heart flutters, and then you hit a wall of disappointment.
You sleep and dream of his lips on your own.
But will it happen? No one can tell, but the future.
You fell like your low can go no further.
He should have been able to get here by now.
You feel a new fear.
Could he not want to see me?
Did he forget?
Ordid his demise come too early?
Tears come to your eyes and you slowly turn to leave.
But instead a figure stands in your way.
You say nothing.
Your heart starts to flutter and your tears fall freely.
He has finally come.
No words could be exchanged; the emotion spoke for itself.
He takes you in his arms and tells you how he's waited for this day.
You don't hear the words.
You're wrapped up in the new memory of this day.
You seek to memorize every aspect.
The smell, feeling, the sight, everything.
He tells you he'll never leave and he's never stopped thinking about you.
Your tears are dried and your smile couldn't be bigger.
The pain was gone; your heart feels full again.
The loneliness had passed as you walk hand in hand away from the pit of darkness.
So this is love, I myself ponder as I watch you and your happiness.
The ups the downs and the moments that you live for.
Love, is it really worth it? I wonder to an invisible power.
Maybe so, but just bask in the warmth of it now, for it can leave as soon as it has come.
But as I watch, I realize that maybe this love will last.
My journey into your heart has been completed.
I give a final nod and leave.
Good luck to you, maybe your love last a lifetime.
From loneliness to love, the journey was an amazing one.
The one thing that can bring us the greatest high.
The happy feeling that shines through out us all.
Love.