A/n:
Emi: Yay! I'm back and ready to give you another wonderful chapter of Tifa's dilemma.
Tifa: I'll say! Vincent and Sephiroth were about to kiss me!
Emi: I know! ^_^ Isn't that exciting! Many girls would be envious of you.
Tifa; I know! ^_^
Sephiroth: I wonder if she likes me better.
Vincent: I think not!
Sephiroth: Why would she like an old fart like you!
Vincent: Why would she like a murderous asshole like you!
Emi: OK! No more fighting.. Unless it's for me!
Tifa; On with the fic, please!!!
Emi: Will do!
Chapter 7
Feelings within my heart
The girls and I walked into the Operation room. Yuffie politely asked the man standing beside the door to leave until we were finished with our talk. He was unsure of what to say, but finally agreed to the young girl's wishes. I took a seat at the head as Aeris to the seat to my left. Yuffie walked up to us with a serene smile as she sat in the seat to my right. I was uncertain why Yuffie wanted to talk. I had nothing to hide and secrets no one knew of.
"It's been a while, hasn't it, girls?" Asked the ninja girl with a happy sigh. "I mean it's been three years since all three of us have talked together. I always thought of you as my sisters, of course."
"As have I," I declared with a warm, genuine smile. "It's unusual that all three of us never had siblings, but it's very reassuring that we think of each other as family."
"I must agree. It bring me happiness to see you both full of life and smiles," said Aeris taking hold of both girls' hand.
I looked at them and I could feel my eyes wanting to well up with tears. No, it wasn't time for that. I have to be strong and it was silly to cry at happiness. I gave a large sigh as the girls giggled at me. I guess they knew I was struggling to keep the tears in. God, I was a baby sometimes.
"So, girls, how are your lives?" Asked Aeris moving a stand of her hair out of her face. "Most of the years, I've been in the Lifestream watching over Cloud and helping him resurrect me. He did it not even a year ago."
"I've been living in Wutai and now I'm address as Lady Yuffie. I've given the Materia to my father and he sends his thanks for it. Wutai is becoming the powerful empire I once knew and loved. I can't be any happier," spoke Yuffie as she folded her hands together.
"Yuffie, I also wanted to say earlier that you've become such a distinguished woman. I mean your manners have changed for the best," I declared as I placed my hand on her hand.
"I must agree. You aren't the little brat we knew. You've grown up and that take a lot to do that your age," replied the flower girl.
"Yeah, thank you. I did it for myself, my town, and for.." Mouthed Yuffie as her words became softer.
I looked at her in wonder as I sense Aeris wondering as well. Why was she being quieter? Suddenly, an idea came into my head. Did she also do it to catch someone's eye? A smile formed on my lips as I showed my sly face.
"Does changing yourself have anything to do with a boy?" I asked with an innocent face.
Yuffie lowered her head as her cheeks glow bright red. I nodded my head at my theory as Aeris gave a giddy laugh. I knew I was right. The young ninja girl began to pull at her clothes in nervousness. What was she nervous about? It was natural to take a liking to someone.
"So, who is it?" Asked Aeris as she leaned closer to the girl.
Yuffie looked down once more and mumbles a word.
"What was that, Yuffie?" I asked leaning closer to her as well.
"It's Cloud!" She shouted leaning back into her chair.
All three of us became silent as Aeris and I watched the little ninja girl sink into her chair fearfully. I knew that she loved Aeris like a big sister, so I was sure she would think this would effect their affection for one another. I looked over to Aeris and all she showed was her usual sweet smile.
"Yuffie, it's all right," said the flower girl placing a hand on her shoulder. "You can like Cloud. I don't mind. I had a feeling you did."
"You did?" Asked Yuffie letting her eyes look up at Aeris.
"Yes. When he and I came back to see you at Wutai, you were happy to see me, but your eyes said something different. They looked envious. Ever since we decided to see Red all together, you were right by his side. You two even talked about the matters of your village to me. He told me that you grew and he was very proud of that."
Yuffie grew a wide smile as she rose from her seat. It was good to see her happy about Aeris' words. Aeris always knew how to cheer people up. She hugged the ninja girl and sat back in her seat. I looked at her and soon her smile was fading. Something was wrong.
"what's wrong, Aeris?" I asked with concern.
"Well, I'm kinda glad that Yuffie likes Cloud," responded Aeris pulling her legs to her.
"You are?" Questioned Yuffie leaning upon her chair.
"Yes. I feel that maybe Cloud isn't the one I want anymore. I like someone else," spoke the flower girl tracing her finger along her leg.
"What!" unison Yuffie and I.
I stood up and looked at the older woman with gawking eyes. She liked someone else? Last night, Cloud explained how much they were in love with each other and how they seem to be forever. But wait. the kiss from early. She made him kiss her cheek and not her lips. Could this really mean she didn't like him?
"I like Vincent. I did ever since I saw him again. We talked a couple of time on the Highwind. We talked about the past mostly and how he felt about all of the team. He was happy to find us because we made him sane again. I was so drawn to him. I felt so much love for him that I ignored the affection that Cloud gives me. I want to have Cloud let me go, but...it would hurt him."
I looked at Aeris as she began to cry. Yuffie walked over and hugged her friend. Yuffie loves Cloud and Aeris loves Vincent. What a dramatic turn of events! I was needed. I had to help these girls in anyway I can. I walked up and kneeled down to Aeris taking firm grips of her hands. She looked up at me with her sorrowful eyes and waited for my comforting words.
"Aeris, it'll be okay. Cloud is not to get mad with things like these, especially with you. As soon as you can, tell him how you feel. He'll understand, I promise," I reassured her.
"Really, Tifa?" Asked Aeris hoping for a positive answer.
I nodded my head as I walked back to my head as did Yuffie. We all were silent thinking about what to do and say to one another. Aeris looked up at me and then looked down at the table. I was unsure why she did that, but I wouldn't ask her. She had too much on her mind.
"Tifa...you know I won't be able to get Vincent to like me so easily," stated Aeris looking toward me.
"Why not? You're a beautiful, friendly girl. No one can compare to that," I replied.
"Well, he likes you!" said Yuffie joining the conversation once more.
I began to think with my gaze not turning away from the girls. He did like me, didn't he? He had to be. I remember the earlier today when he tried to kiss me. Did I like him as well? No, I was only caught in the passion. He was close friend and that was all to me. I nodded my head and gave a light- hearted smile.
"I know he does, but I see only as a dear friend. I mean he is attractive and I could like him, but his friendship and opinion mean too much to be," I declared looking at both of the girl's face.
They both looked at one another at first, but then gave a sweet smile to me.
"Well, then, maybe we can do this! We'll have Yuffie with Cloud and Vincent and I.Who do you like, Tifa?" Asked Aeris tapping her fingers lightly on the table.
"Me? Like someone? I dunno. It took me forever to get over Cloud," I pouted as I crossed my arms.
"What about Sephiroth?" Asked Aeris with a smirk.
"Yeah, you two have been really close. I mean I caught you two almost kissing earlier," replied Yuffie pointing at me with a mischievous grin.
My cheeks began to turn read remembering the almost kiss. Did he like me? It seemed possible, but maybe he was just being lustful. He said he never wanted to fall in love. He was so confusing, but my own emotions were confusing. Still, think I could be with him sounded like a dream.
"Planet to Tifa!" said Yuffie waving her hand in my face.
"Um, how we talk another time, girls. I'm too confused in my thoughts to answer your question," I insisted rising from my chair.
I looked at them and walked to the door. I didn't want to finish about how I felt. It was too complicated and we didn't have to think things like these. We had a mission. I stopped at the door and turned to see the girls following. I pushed the door open and saw Cloud, Vincent, and Sephiroth walk to the girls.
"Hey, Cloud, what's up?" I asked as casually as I could muster.
"We're about to land. We came tell you girls that," replied the blonde leader looking over to Aeris. "Aeris, your eyes looks a little pink. You okay?"
"Yeah, I'm fine, Cloud. Hey, Cloud, I want to tell you something alone, okay?" replied Aeris with a small meek smile.
"Uh, sure," said Cloud grabbing her hand.
Yuffie and I looked at Aeris and made our way out of the Operation room. We walked with the boys to the Chocobo room as I petted the chocobo. It made the sweetest soundest and made a small chuckle. I looked over to Vincent and his eyes were so feel of affection. I needed to talk to him. I needed to tell HOW I felt. I don't want to hurt him, but I have to say something.
"Vince, can we talk?" I asked with a smile.
"Sure, let us go somewhere private," replied Vincent talking my hand.
I nodded my head in agreement as we were making our way to the outside. I looked over to Sephiroth as his eyes glanced into mine. Yuffie placed a hand on Sephiroth's shoulder and gave a simple smile. She would keep him busy for me. Now it was time to let Vincent know how I felt.
We stood out looking at the sky. It was beautiful and breathtaking as I place a strand of my hair behind my ear. "Something was wrong? What?" Asked Vincent as he turned to her.
Angela stopped as he stopped a few paces in front of her. I knew his concern and sweet personality was making it hard for me to tell him how I felt. In frustration and sadness, I began to feel my eyes become watery.
Vincent walked over and looked at me. Then, he took me in his arms as he started to say sweet things to make me calm down. It didn't work as I felt tears fall from my eyes.
"What is wrong, my love?" Asked Vincent.
I looked at him now not crying anymore. I knew it would hurt him to turn him down, but I didn't love him the way he wanted me. I also understand that I couldn't make that mistake for him. I now had the strength looking straight into his ruby eyes.
"Vincent, you are a very, sweet, caring, handsome guy that I care very deeply for, but I cannot continue our relationship," I said.
Vincent paused as all this information went into his mind. I didn't like him. I could tell in his eyes that he knew. He fell silent as I placed my head down.
"Why?" He wanted to know so badly what did he do wrong.
"It's not you at all, Vince. I see you only as my comfort and my close, dear friend. Your friendship means a lot to me and I don't want to lose it," I said looking at his expression. "Vincent, I love you, but not the same way."
Vincent turned from me. I watched as his shoulder lowered down. I could sense his sadness coming and maybe his depression would reappear in him. I didn't want that happening. I loved this new Vincent.
"I never knew this would happen, Tifa. I actually fell in love with you since we became close in our last mission, but I didn't know if I was just lonely and wanted someone. I hurt so much right now." said the ex-Turk as he faced me with a sad expression.
"Vincent, please, don't beat yourself up by this. I know one day you'll meet that girl that will truly love you and take care of you as much as you wanted to for me. She is closer than you think and I know one day soon, on this mission she'll tell you," I commented taking his hands.
I laid his hand s around me and hugged him tightly. He deserves to be happy and I truly think Aeris will do it. I looked up at him and smiled sweetly hoping that my word helped him. He gave a long sigh and nodded his towards me.
"Alright.I promise you I will not fall into depression and I'll promise you I'll live my life to the fullest if you can promise two things," said Vincent.
"Anything!" I said happily looking at Vincent.
"Promise me that we'll be very good friend always and that you will fall in love as well with someone worthy of your love," said the raven hair man.
"Oh, so now you're acting like a big brother now, huh?" I giggled placing my hands on my hip. "Alright, I promise, but I don't think I won't love anyone any time soon."
"Well, I know you'll have men crawling at your feet because of your lovely beauty," He stated caressing his hand along my face.
I looked at him filled with so much respect for this man. I crept onto my tiptoes and pressed my lips onto his. It was soft and gentle. It was such a lovely moment as I could feel the passion arise. I felt Vincent's lips begin to press into mine not holding back from his urge. He took me in his arms and they gave each other one hell of a passionate kiss.
"What a kiss," I said hugging him once more.
"What was that for, anyway?" Asked Vincent.
"Well, the first one was a reminder to you and I that even though we won't be IN love with each other, we'll still love each other. And that last kiss was just one for the road," I stated with a sly grin.
Vincent gave one of his rare chuckles as he took my hand. I looked down at him and understand it was only to be friendly. I was surprise this worked out. I smiled happily at my friend while walking to the door. He opened the door and motioned for me to walk in.
"Vincent, I promise your happiness will come shortly," I thought as I walked passed the tall man back inside.
A/n:
How was that? I decided this would be a Seti fic. I think chapter will open new coupling and it'll gradually bring Sephiroth and Tifa together.
Review please!!!
Emi: Yay! I'm back and ready to give you another wonderful chapter of Tifa's dilemma.
Tifa: I'll say! Vincent and Sephiroth were about to kiss me!
Emi: I know! ^_^ Isn't that exciting! Many girls would be envious of you.
Tifa; I know! ^_^
Sephiroth: I wonder if she likes me better.
Vincent: I think not!
Sephiroth: Why would she like an old fart like you!
Vincent: Why would she like a murderous asshole like you!
Emi: OK! No more fighting.. Unless it's for me!
Tifa; On with the fic, please!!!
Emi: Will do!
Chapter 7
Feelings within my heart
The girls and I walked into the Operation room. Yuffie politely asked the man standing beside the door to leave until we were finished with our talk. He was unsure of what to say, but finally agreed to the young girl's wishes. I took a seat at the head as Aeris to the seat to my left. Yuffie walked up to us with a serene smile as she sat in the seat to my right. I was uncertain why Yuffie wanted to talk. I had nothing to hide and secrets no one knew of.
"It's been a while, hasn't it, girls?" Asked the ninja girl with a happy sigh. "I mean it's been three years since all three of us have talked together. I always thought of you as my sisters, of course."
"As have I," I declared with a warm, genuine smile. "It's unusual that all three of us never had siblings, but it's very reassuring that we think of each other as family."
"I must agree. It bring me happiness to see you both full of life and smiles," said Aeris taking hold of both girls' hand.
I looked at them and I could feel my eyes wanting to well up with tears. No, it wasn't time for that. I have to be strong and it was silly to cry at happiness. I gave a large sigh as the girls giggled at me. I guess they knew I was struggling to keep the tears in. God, I was a baby sometimes.
"So, girls, how are your lives?" Asked Aeris moving a stand of her hair out of her face. "Most of the years, I've been in the Lifestream watching over Cloud and helping him resurrect me. He did it not even a year ago."
"I've been living in Wutai and now I'm address as Lady Yuffie. I've given the Materia to my father and he sends his thanks for it. Wutai is becoming the powerful empire I once knew and loved. I can't be any happier," spoke Yuffie as she folded her hands together.
"Yuffie, I also wanted to say earlier that you've become such a distinguished woman. I mean your manners have changed for the best," I declared as I placed my hand on her hand.
"I must agree. You aren't the little brat we knew. You've grown up and that take a lot to do that your age," replied the flower girl.
"Yeah, thank you. I did it for myself, my town, and for.." Mouthed Yuffie as her words became softer.
I looked at her in wonder as I sense Aeris wondering as well. Why was she being quieter? Suddenly, an idea came into my head. Did she also do it to catch someone's eye? A smile formed on my lips as I showed my sly face.
"Does changing yourself have anything to do with a boy?" I asked with an innocent face.
Yuffie lowered her head as her cheeks glow bright red. I nodded my head at my theory as Aeris gave a giddy laugh. I knew I was right. The young ninja girl began to pull at her clothes in nervousness. What was she nervous about? It was natural to take a liking to someone.
"So, who is it?" Asked Aeris as she leaned closer to the girl.
Yuffie looked down once more and mumbles a word.
"What was that, Yuffie?" I asked leaning closer to her as well.
"It's Cloud!" She shouted leaning back into her chair.
All three of us became silent as Aeris and I watched the little ninja girl sink into her chair fearfully. I knew that she loved Aeris like a big sister, so I was sure she would think this would effect their affection for one another. I looked over to Aeris and all she showed was her usual sweet smile.
"Yuffie, it's all right," said the flower girl placing a hand on her shoulder. "You can like Cloud. I don't mind. I had a feeling you did."
"You did?" Asked Yuffie letting her eyes look up at Aeris.
"Yes. When he and I came back to see you at Wutai, you were happy to see me, but your eyes said something different. They looked envious. Ever since we decided to see Red all together, you were right by his side. You two even talked about the matters of your village to me. He told me that you grew and he was very proud of that."
Yuffie grew a wide smile as she rose from her seat. It was good to see her happy about Aeris' words. Aeris always knew how to cheer people up. She hugged the ninja girl and sat back in her seat. I looked at her and soon her smile was fading. Something was wrong.
"what's wrong, Aeris?" I asked with concern.
"Well, I'm kinda glad that Yuffie likes Cloud," responded Aeris pulling her legs to her.
"You are?" Questioned Yuffie leaning upon her chair.
"Yes. I feel that maybe Cloud isn't the one I want anymore. I like someone else," spoke the flower girl tracing her finger along her leg.
"What!" unison Yuffie and I.
I stood up and looked at the older woman with gawking eyes. She liked someone else? Last night, Cloud explained how much they were in love with each other and how they seem to be forever. But wait. the kiss from early. She made him kiss her cheek and not her lips. Could this really mean she didn't like him?
"I like Vincent. I did ever since I saw him again. We talked a couple of time on the Highwind. We talked about the past mostly and how he felt about all of the team. He was happy to find us because we made him sane again. I was so drawn to him. I felt so much love for him that I ignored the affection that Cloud gives me. I want to have Cloud let me go, but...it would hurt him."
I looked at Aeris as she began to cry. Yuffie walked over and hugged her friend. Yuffie loves Cloud and Aeris loves Vincent. What a dramatic turn of events! I was needed. I had to help these girls in anyway I can. I walked up and kneeled down to Aeris taking firm grips of her hands. She looked up at me with her sorrowful eyes and waited for my comforting words.
"Aeris, it'll be okay. Cloud is not to get mad with things like these, especially with you. As soon as you can, tell him how you feel. He'll understand, I promise," I reassured her.
"Really, Tifa?" Asked Aeris hoping for a positive answer.
I nodded my head as I walked back to my head as did Yuffie. We all were silent thinking about what to do and say to one another. Aeris looked up at me and then looked down at the table. I was unsure why she did that, but I wouldn't ask her. She had too much on her mind.
"Tifa...you know I won't be able to get Vincent to like me so easily," stated Aeris looking toward me.
"Why not? You're a beautiful, friendly girl. No one can compare to that," I replied.
"Well, he likes you!" said Yuffie joining the conversation once more.
I began to think with my gaze not turning away from the girls. He did like me, didn't he? He had to be. I remember the earlier today when he tried to kiss me. Did I like him as well? No, I was only caught in the passion. He was close friend and that was all to me. I nodded my head and gave a light- hearted smile.
"I know he does, but I see only as a dear friend. I mean he is attractive and I could like him, but his friendship and opinion mean too much to be," I declared looking at both of the girl's face.
They both looked at one another at first, but then gave a sweet smile to me.
"Well, then, maybe we can do this! We'll have Yuffie with Cloud and Vincent and I.Who do you like, Tifa?" Asked Aeris tapping her fingers lightly on the table.
"Me? Like someone? I dunno. It took me forever to get over Cloud," I pouted as I crossed my arms.
"What about Sephiroth?" Asked Aeris with a smirk.
"Yeah, you two have been really close. I mean I caught you two almost kissing earlier," replied Yuffie pointing at me with a mischievous grin.
My cheeks began to turn read remembering the almost kiss. Did he like me? It seemed possible, but maybe he was just being lustful. He said he never wanted to fall in love. He was so confusing, but my own emotions were confusing. Still, think I could be with him sounded like a dream.
"Planet to Tifa!" said Yuffie waving her hand in my face.
"Um, how we talk another time, girls. I'm too confused in my thoughts to answer your question," I insisted rising from my chair.
I looked at them and walked to the door. I didn't want to finish about how I felt. It was too complicated and we didn't have to think things like these. We had a mission. I stopped at the door and turned to see the girls following. I pushed the door open and saw Cloud, Vincent, and Sephiroth walk to the girls.
"Hey, Cloud, what's up?" I asked as casually as I could muster.
"We're about to land. We came tell you girls that," replied the blonde leader looking over to Aeris. "Aeris, your eyes looks a little pink. You okay?"
"Yeah, I'm fine, Cloud. Hey, Cloud, I want to tell you something alone, okay?" replied Aeris with a small meek smile.
"Uh, sure," said Cloud grabbing her hand.
Yuffie and I looked at Aeris and made our way out of the Operation room. We walked with the boys to the Chocobo room as I petted the chocobo. It made the sweetest soundest and made a small chuckle. I looked over to Vincent and his eyes were so feel of affection. I needed to talk to him. I needed to tell HOW I felt. I don't want to hurt him, but I have to say something.
"Vince, can we talk?" I asked with a smile.
"Sure, let us go somewhere private," replied Vincent talking my hand.
I nodded my head in agreement as we were making our way to the outside. I looked over to Sephiroth as his eyes glanced into mine. Yuffie placed a hand on Sephiroth's shoulder and gave a simple smile. She would keep him busy for me. Now it was time to let Vincent know how I felt.
We stood out looking at the sky. It was beautiful and breathtaking as I place a strand of my hair behind my ear. "Something was wrong? What?" Asked Vincent as he turned to her.
Angela stopped as he stopped a few paces in front of her. I knew his concern and sweet personality was making it hard for me to tell him how I felt. In frustration and sadness, I began to feel my eyes become watery.
Vincent walked over and looked at me. Then, he took me in his arms as he started to say sweet things to make me calm down. It didn't work as I felt tears fall from my eyes.
"What is wrong, my love?" Asked Vincent.
I looked at him now not crying anymore. I knew it would hurt him to turn him down, but I didn't love him the way he wanted me. I also understand that I couldn't make that mistake for him. I now had the strength looking straight into his ruby eyes.
"Vincent, you are a very, sweet, caring, handsome guy that I care very deeply for, but I cannot continue our relationship," I said.
Vincent paused as all this information went into his mind. I didn't like him. I could tell in his eyes that he knew. He fell silent as I placed my head down.
"Why?" He wanted to know so badly what did he do wrong.
"It's not you at all, Vince. I see you only as my comfort and my close, dear friend. Your friendship means a lot to me and I don't want to lose it," I said looking at his expression. "Vincent, I love you, but not the same way."
Vincent turned from me. I watched as his shoulder lowered down. I could sense his sadness coming and maybe his depression would reappear in him. I didn't want that happening. I loved this new Vincent.
"I never knew this would happen, Tifa. I actually fell in love with you since we became close in our last mission, but I didn't know if I was just lonely and wanted someone. I hurt so much right now." said the ex-Turk as he faced me with a sad expression.
"Vincent, please, don't beat yourself up by this. I know one day you'll meet that girl that will truly love you and take care of you as much as you wanted to for me. She is closer than you think and I know one day soon, on this mission she'll tell you," I commented taking his hands.
I laid his hand s around me and hugged him tightly. He deserves to be happy and I truly think Aeris will do it. I looked up at him and smiled sweetly hoping that my word helped him. He gave a long sigh and nodded his towards me.
"Alright.I promise you I will not fall into depression and I'll promise you I'll live my life to the fullest if you can promise two things," said Vincent.
"Anything!" I said happily looking at Vincent.
"Promise me that we'll be very good friend always and that you will fall in love as well with someone worthy of your love," said the raven hair man.
"Oh, so now you're acting like a big brother now, huh?" I giggled placing my hands on my hip. "Alright, I promise, but I don't think I won't love anyone any time soon."
"Well, I know you'll have men crawling at your feet because of your lovely beauty," He stated caressing his hand along my face.
I looked at him filled with so much respect for this man. I crept onto my tiptoes and pressed my lips onto his. It was soft and gentle. It was such a lovely moment as I could feel the passion arise. I felt Vincent's lips begin to press into mine not holding back from his urge. He took me in his arms and they gave each other one hell of a passionate kiss.
"What a kiss," I said hugging him once more.
"What was that for, anyway?" Asked Vincent.
"Well, the first one was a reminder to you and I that even though we won't be IN love with each other, we'll still love each other. And that last kiss was just one for the road," I stated with a sly grin.
Vincent gave one of his rare chuckles as he took my hand. I looked down at him and understand it was only to be friendly. I was surprise this worked out. I smiled happily at my friend while walking to the door. He opened the door and motioned for me to walk in.
"Vincent, I promise your happiness will come shortly," I thought as I walked passed the tall man back inside.
A/n:
How was that? I decided this would be a Seti fic. I think chapter will open new coupling and it'll gradually bring Sephiroth and Tifa together.
Review please!!!