Chapter Two: Trying to Forget about The Past.
Me, Mike, Paige, Jimmy, Hazel, Terri, and Spinner we at lunch listening to music when this girls name Ashley or whatever plays a rock song by Metallica.
" My life style
Determines my death style
My life style
Determines my death style"
That phrase gave a chill up my spine. It was Kevin's favorite song when we went out. Paige gave me a Hazel a "What the freak is that" kind of look.
"Ok hun this is suppose to be lunch not a freak show" Paige said. Everyone giggled.
" As if Paige would know what it is to be a freak. Opps I forgot! You would cause maybe you are a freak!" Ashley said.
"Ouch! You really got me there Ash!"
"Why don't you go back to sleeping around with guys and leave me alone you dirty hoe!" Everyone at lunch gasped. Paige almost went in tears. She ran inside with Spinner running after her. Ashley started to laugh along with Ellie. That was so not right!
" Miranda wanna watch me play a little Basketball?" Jimmy said.
" Sure I'd love to. But can I play instead?" I said flirting.
"Sure but uh I don't want you to cry when I beat you." He said joking. He ovbisously doesn't know where I come from! HA! Him beat the queen. Well I'm over reacting. I really don't know how to play but I can't shoot!
"In your dreams!"
Jimmy and me played one on one. I had the ball first. Jimmy stood in front of me trying to block me from shooting. I turned around so he wouldn't get it. I started dribling then I pretend I broke my nails and screamed
" OWW! OH MY GOD!" I said
" What!? Whats wrong?" Jimmy said worried.
"I think I broke my nail!" I said showing him my hand. He looked at it and as soon as he did I went for the hoop and scored! He laughed and I laughed.
"Now that's what I call basketball" I said joking.
"Alright so you beat me by one point! But remember there's always tomorrow!" Jimmy said stealing the ball out of my arms and making a slam- dunk. I clapped and cheered him on.
The next day I went to my locker. Surprisingly enough Jimmy was there. As usual he gave me a note and I would write back later. But today he didn't have a note for me.
"What no note? Jimmy are you sick? Let me check your temperature." I felt his forehead joking. He laughed and took my hand off his head gently.
"Nope no note. But I do have to ask you something. There's going to be this huge rave at this place and I was wondering if you'd like to come." Jimmy said.
"Sure! Yeah totally! I'd love too! How could I resist!" I said blurting out every possible answer there was. How stupid can I be!
"Cool I'll pick you up around 9:30 at your place then." Jimmy said smiling walking off.
I got my book bag and found a old picture of me and Kevin in grade 9. A tear ran down my face and hit the picture. I had a flashback.
"You know I love you. I wouldn't let anything happen to you. You're the most important thing to me right now. I want to keep you till the day I die." Kevin said. I loved it when he said those words. Made me warm inside.
"I love you too Kevin. You promise you wont hurt me again?"
"I promise" Kevin said with his light blue eyes staring into mine.
I quickly snapped back to reality and realize I was late for Media Immersion. I sat next to Paige and she noticed the picture of me and Kevin in my hand. She quickly took it out of my hand and looked at it.
"Paige hun is this hot guy your boyfriend back home?" Paige said smiling her head off. Spinner tapped her shoulder.
"Ahem! What did I hear you say about a guy?" Spin said joking around.
"Hun I was talking about you of course." Paige said smiling and sneaking a kiss.
"He's my ex-boyfriend now can I have the picture back please." I said annoyed.
"Why did you guys break up?" Paige said. I panicked. I didn't want anyone knowing I had an abusive boyfriend who controlled everything I do in my life.
"He uh cheated on me." I said hesitated.
"Right." Paige said.
"Paige and Miranda! Detention! AFTER SCHOOL!" Mr. Simpson said.
How can I forget about Kevin when everyone and everything reminds me of him. He's on my mind all the time. I can't stop thinking about him. Maybe the rave will take my mind off of him.
Me, Mike, Paige, Jimmy, Hazel, Terri, and Spinner we at lunch listening to music when this girls name Ashley or whatever plays a rock song by Metallica.
" My life style
Determines my death style
My life style
Determines my death style"
That phrase gave a chill up my spine. It was Kevin's favorite song when we went out. Paige gave me a Hazel a "What the freak is that" kind of look.
"Ok hun this is suppose to be lunch not a freak show" Paige said. Everyone giggled.
" As if Paige would know what it is to be a freak. Opps I forgot! You would cause maybe you are a freak!" Ashley said.
"Ouch! You really got me there Ash!"
"Why don't you go back to sleeping around with guys and leave me alone you dirty hoe!" Everyone at lunch gasped. Paige almost went in tears. She ran inside with Spinner running after her. Ashley started to laugh along with Ellie. That was so not right!
" Miranda wanna watch me play a little Basketball?" Jimmy said.
" Sure I'd love to. But can I play instead?" I said flirting.
"Sure but uh I don't want you to cry when I beat you." He said joking. He ovbisously doesn't know where I come from! HA! Him beat the queen. Well I'm over reacting. I really don't know how to play but I can't shoot!
"In your dreams!"
Jimmy and me played one on one. I had the ball first. Jimmy stood in front of me trying to block me from shooting. I turned around so he wouldn't get it. I started dribling then I pretend I broke my nails and screamed
" OWW! OH MY GOD!" I said
" What!? Whats wrong?" Jimmy said worried.
"I think I broke my nail!" I said showing him my hand. He looked at it and as soon as he did I went for the hoop and scored! He laughed and I laughed.
"Now that's what I call basketball" I said joking.
"Alright so you beat me by one point! But remember there's always tomorrow!" Jimmy said stealing the ball out of my arms and making a slam- dunk. I clapped and cheered him on.
The next day I went to my locker. Surprisingly enough Jimmy was there. As usual he gave me a note and I would write back later. But today he didn't have a note for me.
"What no note? Jimmy are you sick? Let me check your temperature." I felt his forehead joking. He laughed and took my hand off his head gently.
"Nope no note. But I do have to ask you something. There's going to be this huge rave at this place and I was wondering if you'd like to come." Jimmy said.
"Sure! Yeah totally! I'd love too! How could I resist!" I said blurting out every possible answer there was. How stupid can I be!
"Cool I'll pick you up around 9:30 at your place then." Jimmy said smiling walking off.
I got my book bag and found a old picture of me and Kevin in grade 9. A tear ran down my face and hit the picture. I had a flashback.
"You know I love you. I wouldn't let anything happen to you. You're the most important thing to me right now. I want to keep you till the day I die." Kevin said. I loved it when he said those words. Made me warm inside.
"I love you too Kevin. You promise you wont hurt me again?"
"I promise" Kevin said with his light blue eyes staring into mine.
I quickly snapped back to reality and realize I was late for Media Immersion. I sat next to Paige and she noticed the picture of me and Kevin in my hand. She quickly took it out of my hand and looked at it.
"Paige hun is this hot guy your boyfriend back home?" Paige said smiling her head off. Spinner tapped her shoulder.
"Ahem! What did I hear you say about a guy?" Spin said joking around.
"Hun I was talking about you of course." Paige said smiling and sneaking a kiss.
"He's my ex-boyfriend now can I have the picture back please." I said annoyed.
"Why did you guys break up?" Paige said. I panicked. I didn't want anyone knowing I had an abusive boyfriend who controlled everything I do in my life.
"He uh cheated on me." I said hesitated.
"Right." Paige said.
"Paige and Miranda! Detention! AFTER SCHOOL!" Mr. Simpson said.
How can I forget about Kevin when everyone and everything reminds me of him. He's on my mind all the time. I can't stop thinking about him. Maybe the rave will take my mind off of him.