Chapter Three: The Rave
Paige was over my house trying to put an outfit together for me to wear. I just didn't expect her to bring make-up, curling irons, and a blow dryer with her.
"I just wanted to get an outfit together not a make-over." I said jokingly.
" Hun do you want my help or not?" Paige said giving me that 'Hurry up and decide' look.
" Ok"
"Ok now this would look good with this and those shoes would go perfect!" Paige said throwing everything at me.
I got dressed in a tight mini skirt with a tank top with nice chunky shoes. She quickly grabbed her make-up and started to apply eye-shadow on me.
"There all done." Paige said.
I turned and looked at my mirror. I was shocked to see what a good job Paige had done.
"Paige! WHOA! YOUR AWESOME! THANKS SO MUCH!" I got up and hugged her.
" Ok hun now it's my turn!"
So she got ready just in time. The boys arrived with Jimmy's car. He must be rich cause he has a Mustang! They threw a rock at my window and me and Paige snuck out of the house. Paige ran to Spinner and started to make out while Jimmy just put his arm around me and walked to his car. We finally arrive there. There were so many people there. Paige and Spinner snuck off to a bedroom somewhere while me and Jimmy were dancing up a storm.
"You're a pretty good dancer. I never knew you could dance like that." Jimmy said to me.
"Same here. The Dj is really good. He sounds familiar." I said.
"Oh the Dj is my cousin. Want to go meet him?" Jimmy said.
"Sure." I said. We walked up to the Dj.
"Hey Kevin!" Jimmy said. The Dj turned around. It was him. It was Kevin. My ex-boyfriend.
"Hey Jimmy! Long time no see Miranda. Haven't seen you a while." Kevin said blowing a kiss at me.
" Jimmy I'm gonna go. I'll see you in school." I said running off.
Jimmy is related to my ex. My EX! Who was abusive. Who made me think I was never to good and that I was always a slut! OUT OF ALL THE EX'S JIMMY HAD TO BE REALTED TO KEVIN! Kevin sat next to me on the bench right outside the house.
"So what have you been up to my sweetness?" Kevin said looking at me with his blue eyes. Like the way he did when we first met. "Look I want to say I'm sorry about the way I treated you before. I was going through a lot at the time. Will you give me another chance?" He said with a tear coming down his face. Maybe he did change. How much can on more chance hurt?
"Kevin I'm not sure. You."
"I what! I loved you! I CARED about you! But YOU never cared. All YOU care about is yourself! Once a slut Always a slut!" Kevin said angrily. That had brought back many memories of when he beat me. He must of realized he snapped at me. I stood up and gave him a hug. He started to cry in my arms.
"I love you." He whispered in my ear.
"I love you too." I whispered back.
Jimmy had came out to come and find me. Instead he found me in Kevin's arms. He must of really liked me cause he knocked over a nearby garbage can and got in his car and left. Kevin finally let me go.
"Miranda. Um it's not easy for me to ask but uh will you come back with me to the city?" Kevin asked. He looked so sweet and so innocent.
" Kevin I just can't leave my friends. I live here now. I'm sorry but I can't. Tell you what I'll call you everyday and we can talk as friends ok?" I said
"But I don't want to be just friends. I want you to be mine." Kevin said.
He then wrapped his arms around my waist then I wrapped my arms around his neck. I got caught up in the moment and started to make-out with him. Next thing I know I'm in the back seat of his car. He layed down on top of me kissing me. He then put his hand up my skirt. I grabbed his hand and took it out of there.
"Um I don't think we should be doing this Kevin." I said.
"Why not! You love me!" Kevin said. He started to get aggressive. I tried to escape but there was no way out. He held me down.
"Kevin stop! Please." I said. He got off of me and got out of the car. I got out of the car also and started to walk away but Kevin grabbed my arm and held me close again.
"Kevin come on. Lets go back inside the rave." I suggested.
"No I wanna stay here with you. I want to spend as much time as possible here until I leave next week." Kevin said. Another week with Kevin! This was worse than my nightmare!
"You'll have plenty of time with me tomorrow. I promise!" I gave him a kiss on the cheek and walked back inside the rave.
Was it possible I still love Kevin? No it can't be. I mean he is abusive. Maybe he changed. Maybe he didn't. I've been having mixed feelings lately about weather I still love Kevin or not. I can't decide.
Paige was over my house trying to put an outfit together for me to wear. I just didn't expect her to bring make-up, curling irons, and a blow dryer with her.
"I just wanted to get an outfit together not a make-over." I said jokingly.
" Hun do you want my help or not?" Paige said giving me that 'Hurry up and decide' look.
" Ok"
"Ok now this would look good with this and those shoes would go perfect!" Paige said throwing everything at me.
I got dressed in a tight mini skirt with a tank top with nice chunky shoes. She quickly grabbed her make-up and started to apply eye-shadow on me.
"There all done." Paige said.
I turned and looked at my mirror. I was shocked to see what a good job Paige had done.
"Paige! WHOA! YOUR AWESOME! THANKS SO MUCH!" I got up and hugged her.
" Ok hun now it's my turn!"
So she got ready just in time. The boys arrived with Jimmy's car. He must be rich cause he has a Mustang! They threw a rock at my window and me and Paige snuck out of the house. Paige ran to Spinner and started to make out while Jimmy just put his arm around me and walked to his car. We finally arrive there. There were so many people there. Paige and Spinner snuck off to a bedroom somewhere while me and Jimmy were dancing up a storm.
"You're a pretty good dancer. I never knew you could dance like that." Jimmy said to me.
"Same here. The Dj is really good. He sounds familiar." I said.
"Oh the Dj is my cousin. Want to go meet him?" Jimmy said.
"Sure." I said. We walked up to the Dj.
"Hey Kevin!" Jimmy said. The Dj turned around. It was him. It was Kevin. My ex-boyfriend.
"Hey Jimmy! Long time no see Miranda. Haven't seen you a while." Kevin said blowing a kiss at me.
" Jimmy I'm gonna go. I'll see you in school." I said running off.
Jimmy is related to my ex. My EX! Who was abusive. Who made me think I was never to good and that I was always a slut! OUT OF ALL THE EX'S JIMMY HAD TO BE REALTED TO KEVIN! Kevin sat next to me on the bench right outside the house.
"So what have you been up to my sweetness?" Kevin said looking at me with his blue eyes. Like the way he did when we first met. "Look I want to say I'm sorry about the way I treated you before. I was going through a lot at the time. Will you give me another chance?" He said with a tear coming down his face. Maybe he did change. How much can on more chance hurt?
"Kevin I'm not sure. You."
"I what! I loved you! I CARED about you! But YOU never cared. All YOU care about is yourself! Once a slut Always a slut!" Kevin said angrily. That had brought back many memories of when he beat me. He must of realized he snapped at me. I stood up and gave him a hug. He started to cry in my arms.
"I love you." He whispered in my ear.
"I love you too." I whispered back.
Jimmy had came out to come and find me. Instead he found me in Kevin's arms. He must of really liked me cause he knocked over a nearby garbage can and got in his car and left. Kevin finally let me go.
"Miranda. Um it's not easy for me to ask but uh will you come back with me to the city?" Kevin asked. He looked so sweet and so innocent.
" Kevin I just can't leave my friends. I live here now. I'm sorry but I can't. Tell you what I'll call you everyday and we can talk as friends ok?" I said
"But I don't want to be just friends. I want you to be mine." Kevin said.
He then wrapped his arms around my waist then I wrapped my arms around his neck. I got caught up in the moment and started to make-out with him. Next thing I know I'm in the back seat of his car. He layed down on top of me kissing me. He then put his hand up my skirt. I grabbed his hand and took it out of there.
"Um I don't think we should be doing this Kevin." I said.
"Why not! You love me!" Kevin said. He started to get aggressive. I tried to escape but there was no way out. He held me down.
"Kevin stop! Please." I said. He got off of me and got out of the car. I got out of the car also and started to walk away but Kevin grabbed my arm and held me close again.
"Kevin come on. Lets go back inside the rave." I suggested.
"No I wanna stay here with you. I want to spend as much time as possible here until I leave next week." Kevin said. Another week with Kevin! This was worse than my nightmare!
"You'll have plenty of time with me tomorrow. I promise!" I gave him a kiss on the cheek and walked back inside the rave.
Was it possible I still love Kevin? No it can't be. I mean he is abusive. Maybe he changed. Maybe he didn't. I've been having mixed feelings lately about weather I still love Kevin or not. I can't decide.