Chapter Four: Confused
Well Jimmy hasn't been talking to me at all every since the party, Paige, Hazel, and Spinner are fighting over a 10 dollar bill and JT and Mike are fighting about who's funnier. Terri isn't my friend anymore cause she's with Ashley and Ellie now and turned Goth and I have mixed feelings about Kevin! My life is just really crazy right now! UGH!
"Miranda! Oh my gosh I so have to tell you something!" Paige said running up to me.
"What?" I asked
"Well he told me not to tell you but.Kevin is moving here! And if your wondering how I know him is because I dated him before because of Jimmy. Hun you guys are back together Oh my god! I'm so happy for you!" Paige said.
"What are you talking about! ME AND KEVIN ARE OVER!" I said. Apparently Kevin had heard that from the corner. I slammed my locker shut and walked out of Degrassi and walked behind the dot by the alleyway.
I started to fell like someone was following me so I turned to see if anyone was. No one. I looked forward and bump into Kevin. My eyes widen in fear.
"What are yo-you doing here?" I said nervously.
"I wanted to see my baby" Kevin said trying to hug me. I hugged back. "Your hair smells so good. Why don't you want to be with me baby? You know I love you. I wouldn't hurt you." Kevin said.
"Kevin you know. You-"
"I what! I was wrong for caring about you! I was wrong for loving you! What did I do wrong!" Kevin said yelling at me. I got scarred. He threw me to the ground.
"YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT YOU DID! YOU BEAT ME YOU SON OF A BITCH! I CAN'T TAKE IT NO MORE!" I said. I got up and started slapping him. He grabbed my hands and slammed me against the brick wall. I yelled in pain. He punched me across my face then threw me to the ground. I kick his leg making him fall. I sat on top of him and started to punch him but he had rolled over me and started to bang my head against the ground.
"STOP IT! HELP!" I screamed for help but no one was there to help. He kept on beating me. He took off his beat and hit me with it several times. I managed to dig my sharp nails into his face making him scream.
"BITCH!" Kevin yelled at me "YOUR GONNA PAY FOR THAT!"
Kevin got up and pulled me up by my hair so his face was close to mine. I was crying hysterically. His eyes looked evil. Then after a few seconds of staring at each other he calmed down and tried to hug me but I wouldn't hug back. I pushed him away.
"Come on Miranda. Can't we talk about this?" Kevin said desperately.
"You bastard! LOOK WHAT YOU JUST DID! AND YOU THINK I'LL JUST TAKE YOU BACK!" I said yelling my head off.
"Baby please. I'm sorry.I."Kevin couldn't talk to me all he did was cry and throw boxes around him all over the place. I cried.
"You ruined my life." I whispered to him in his ear. I backed up slowly and then ran home leaving Kevin alone in the alley.
I started to have these mixed feelings about Kevin again. Maybe he did change. What if he just wants to control me again? But I do feel kind of bad doing that to him. I decided to take a long bath. After that I got dressed and decided to look for Kevin. I called Jimmy.
"Jimmy.Hey it's Miranda." I said.
"Can you meet me at the park? I was just going to call and ask you that." Jimmy asked me over the phone.
"Sure." I hung up and walked over to the park and sat on the swings.
I was swinging on the swing till Jimmy finally arrived. I stopped and gave him a friend hug and a innocent kiss on the cheek like I always did.
"Hey Jimmy. So whats up?" I asked happy. He stared at my face. "Whats wrong?" He put his hand on my face.
"What happened to you? Did you get in a cat fight or something?" Jimmy asked.
"Yeah.Anyway what were you gonna tell me?" I asked trying to change the topic.
"With who?" I couldn't think of anything else to come up with then stealing his basketball.
"HaHa! Catch me if you can!" So I ran with Jimmy's basketball. He caught up to me and we fell in the grass. He started to tickle me. Then he hurt my bruise.
"OWW!" I shouted by accident.
"Whats wrong? Did I hurt you?! I'm so sorry? Do you need to go to the hospital?" I laughed at Jimmy being so worried. It seems he really cares about me.
"I'm fine I just got hurt by my ribs." I looked down trying to hide my tears. I laid down looking up at the clouds.
"Can I see?" I didn't answer. Jimmy lifted up my shirt and saw bruises and cuts around my rubs. He quickly pilled my shirt down.
"That looks like a beating to me, not a fight. Is there something you want to tell me?" He asked. I couldn't tell him.
"I had an argument with an old friend on mine." I said giving him a BIG hint.
"Was it Kevin?" He asked.
I stood up and ran off. I didn't know what to think anymore. I was going crazy. I was running from something. I stopped when I bumped into someone.
"Oh sorry I didn't know you were there."
Well Jimmy hasn't been talking to me at all every since the party, Paige, Hazel, and Spinner are fighting over a 10 dollar bill and JT and Mike are fighting about who's funnier. Terri isn't my friend anymore cause she's with Ashley and Ellie now and turned Goth and I have mixed feelings about Kevin! My life is just really crazy right now! UGH!
"Miranda! Oh my gosh I so have to tell you something!" Paige said running up to me.
"What?" I asked
"Well he told me not to tell you but.Kevin is moving here! And if your wondering how I know him is because I dated him before because of Jimmy. Hun you guys are back together Oh my god! I'm so happy for you!" Paige said.
"What are you talking about! ME AND KEVIN ARE OVER!" I said. Apparently Kevin had heard that from the corner. I slammed my locker shut and walked out of Degrassi and walked behind the dot by the alleyway.
I started to fell like someone was following me so I turned to see if anyone was. No one. I looked forward and bump into Kevin. My eyes widen in fear.
"What are yo-you doing here?" I said nervously.
"I wanted to see my baby" Kevin said trying to hug me. I hugged back. "Your hair smells so good. Why don't you want to be with me baby? You know I love you. I wouldn't hurt you." Kevin said.
"Kevin you know. You-"
"I what! I was wrong for caring about you! I was wrong for loving you! What did I do wrong!" Kevin said yelling at me. I got scarred. He threw me to the ground.
"YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT YOU DID! YOU BEAT ME YOU SON OF A BITCH! I CAN'T TAKE IT NO MORE!" I said. I got up and started slapping him. He grabbed my hands and slammed me against the brick wall. I yelled in pain. He punched me across my face then threw me to the ground. I kick his leg making him fall. I sat on top of him and started to punch him but he had rolled over me and started to bang my head against the ground.
"STOP IT! HELP!" I screamed for help but no one was there to help. He kept on beating me. He took off his beat and hit me with it several times. I managed to dig my sharp nails into his face making him scream.
"BITCH!" Kevin yelled at me "YOUR GONNA PAY FOR THAT!"
Kevin got up and pulled me up by my hair so his face was close to mine. I was crying hysterically. His eyes looked evil. Then after a few seconds of staring at each other he calmed down and tried to hug me but I wouldn't hug back. I pushed him away.
"Come on Miranda. Can't we talk about this?" Kevin said desperately.
"You bastard! LOOK WHAT YOU JUST DID! AND YOU THINK I'LL JUST TAKE YOU BACK!" I said yelling my head off.
"Baby please. I'm sorry.I."Kevin couldn't talk to me all he did was cry and throw boxes around him all over the place. I cried.
"You ruined my life." I whispered to him in his ear. I backed up slowly and then ran home leaving Kevin alone in the alley.
I started to have these mixed feelings about Kevin again. Maybe he did change. What if he just wants to control me again? But I do feel kind of bad doing that to him. I decided to take a long bath. After that I got dressed and decided to look for Kevin. I called Jimmy.
"Jimmy.Hey it's Miranda." I said.
"Can you meet me at the park? I was just going to call and ask you that." Jimmy asked me over the phone.
"Sure." I hung up and walked over to the park and sat on the swings.
I was swinging on the swing till Jimmy finally arrived. I stopped and gave him a friend hug and a innocent kiss on the cheek like I always did.
"Hey Jimmy. So whats up?" I asked happy. He stared at my face. "Whats wrong?" He put his hand on my face.
"What happened to you? Did you get in a cat fight or something?" Jimmy asked.
"Yeah.Anyway what were you gonna tell me?" I asked trying to change the topic.
"With who?" I couldn't think of anything else to come up with then stealing his basketball.
"HaHa! Catch me if you can!" So I ran with Jimmy's basketball. He caught up to me and we fell in the grass. He started to tickle me. Then he hurt my bruise.
"OWW!" I shouted by accident.
"Whats wrong? Did I hurt you?! I'm so sorry? Do you need to go to the hospital?" I laughed at Jimmy being so worried. It seems he really cares about me.
"I'm fine I just got hurt by my ribs." I looked down trying to hide my tears. I laid down looking up at the clouds.
"Can I see?" I didn't answer. Jimmy lifted up my shirt and saw bruises and cuts around my rubs. He quickly pilled my shirt down.
"That looks like a beating to me, not a fight. Is there something you want to tell me?" He asked. I couldn't tell him.
"I had an argument with an old friend on mine." I said giving him a BIG hint.
"Was it Kevin?" He asked.
I stood up and ran off. I didn't know what to think anymore. I was going crazy. I was running from something. I stopped when I bumped into someone.
"Oh sorry I didn't know you were there."