Warning: This contains a mild form of slash (male sex and other things to
that nature) nothing graphic.
Disclaimer: The characters of this story are not mine. They belong to J.K. Rowling.
Summary: Harry's view on Draco, following their recent break up. Please R/R. Enjoy.
LOST
I'm so lost without you; everything reminds me of when we were lovers. Why did you have to leave me here cold and broken? You were everything I am everything I ever hoped to be and you just left, taking my sole with you. I can never be the same I don't want to be the same. I feel like I'm shattered, you shattered me into a million pieces that will never fit together again.
I can remember when you told me you didn't love me anymore, you hoped we could still be friends, cant you see that I don't want to be friends when I'm still so obsessed with you. Whenever the phone rings I think its you calling to tell me that you made a mistake and that you still love me. Whenever I turn around I think you'll be there waiting to take me bake in those arms I love so much. But that's just a dream to me.
I think about you all the time. You haunt me with all the sweet things you ever said or done to me; you won't leave me alone. I remember how it felt to run my fingers through your silky blond hair. I remember how it felt to touch you, taste you, just be with you. I remember how it felt to love you and have you love me back. That's all over now. I'll never have you again. You were my everything; I'm nothing without you.
I'm a mess; I can't seem to take care of myself anymore. I still love you so deeply; I just can't stop loving you like you could for me.
Our eyes met that day after you destroyed my life. You didn't look sad, you gave me that 'its for the best' look. I hate when you think you know how I'm feeling. You have no idea pain is eating at me from the inside. I hate you for making me feel this way. Why do you think I deserve to feel this pain? What did I ever do to you to make you hurt me this way? I can't eat. I can't sleep. All I can see is you, All I can think about is you. I can't live my life for wondering where you are and what you're doing. You're controlling me without knowing it. Just give me my life back, please. Just let me feel again let me be happy again.
It's been two years now the pain is still fresh in my mind. I can see that you moved on, found another better than me. When I see you and him together it kills me, I still need you to survive I need you to live. You see how I'm not perfect like you though how I'm not strong like everyone else thought? I'm not the man you though I was, am I?
You look surprised to still see hurt and sorrow in my eyes. You thought I could never break, never be anything less than sheer perfection? Well you were wrong. You see raw emotion in my eyes it scares you, I can tell. You say you're worried about me. That's such a lie you couldn't care less about me. But I care about you. I'll always care. I'll wait for you but not forever
The pain you caused me will fade but you will have to live with knowing you passed up true love. True love stared you right in the face and you ignored it. Like I tried to ignore the pain you cased me. You'll soon realize that you made the biggest mistake in your life by rejecting my love.
A/N: I hope you enjoyed it. I wrote it because I am going through a similar break-up myself. And for my best friend who got her heart broke over a guy. Please review good or bad I like to hear what you guys think. thanks
Disclaimer: The characters of this story are not mine. They belong to J.K. Rowling.
Summary: Harry's view on Draco, following their recent break up. Please R/R. Enjoy.
LOST
I'm so lost without you; everything reminds me of when we were lovers. Why did you have to leave me here cold and broken? You were everything I am everything I ever hoped to be and you just left, taking my sole with you. I can never be the same I don't want to be the same. I feel like I'm shattered, you shattered me into a million pieces that will never fit together again.
I can remember when you told me you didn't love me anymore, you hoped we could still be friends, cant you see that I don't want to be friends when I'm still so obsessed with you. Whenever the phone rings I think its you calling to tell me that you made a mistake and that you still love me. Whenever I turn around I think you'll be there waiting to take me bake in those arms I love so much. But that's just a dream to me.
I think about you all the time. You haunt me with all the sweet things you ever said or done to me; you won't leave me alone. I remember how it felt to run my fingers through your silky blond hair. I remember how it felt to touch you, taste you, just be with you. I remember how it felt to love you and have you love me back. That's all over now. I'll never have you again. You were my everything; I'm nothing without you.
I'm a mess; I can't seem to take care of myself anymore. I still love you so deeply; I just can't stop loving you like you could for me.
Our eyes met that day after you destroyed my life. You didn't look sad, you gave me that 'its for the best' look. I hate when you think you know how I'm feeling. You have no idea pain is eating at me from the inside. I hate you for making me feel this way. Why do you think I deserve to feel this pain? What did I ever do to you to make you hurt me this way? I can't eat. I can't sleep. All I can see is you, All I can think about is you. I can't live my life for wondering where you are and what you're doing. You're controlling me without knowing it. Just give me my life back, please. Just let me feel again let me be happy again.
It's been two years now the pain is still fresh in my mind. I can see that you moved on, found another better than me. When I see you and him together it kills me, I still need you to survive I need you to live. You see how I'm not perfect like you though how I'm not strong like everyone else thought? I'm not the man you though I was, am I?
You look surprised to still see hurt and sorrow in my eyes. You thought I could never break, never be anything less than sheer perfection? Well you were wrong. You see raw emotion in my eyes it scares you, I can tell. You say you're worried about me. That's such a lie you couldn't care less about me. But I care about you. I'll always care. I'll wait for you but not forever
The pain you caused me will fade but you will have to live with knowing you passed up true love. True love stared you right in the face and you ignored it. Like I tried to ignore the pain you cased me. You'll soon realize that you made the biggest mistake in your life by rejecting my love.
A/N: I hope you enjoyed it. I wrote it because I am going through a similar break-up myself. And for my best friend who got her heart broke over a guy. Please review good or bad I like to hear what you guys think. thanks