After avoiding Mulder for a good 4 hours at work she went home. She was
feeling frustrated and upset and really wanted to get away. She wanted him
to tell her he loved her and make her life somehow be amazing. She wanted
to take him to her mom's at Christmas and show him off, she wanted a picket
fence life.
Mulder had gone home about 30 minutes before her and the only excuse she got was something mumbled about laundry which made even more angry. She drove up to her apartment, jumped out the car and walked up to her door fast. Her bath was calling to her from inside.
She strolled in and threw her keys onto the table by the door. Taking off her scarf, she noticed a letter on the table in Mulder's handwriting.
Her brow furrowed as she walked over and picked it up, it was labelled 'Dana'.
She wandered over to her sofa and plonked herself down. She opened the envelope neatly and opened out the letter as her eyes started to read.
Dana,
Heres a few of my deepest thoughts. You look at someone every day and wonder how life would be without them. You're scared that if they did ever go away, you wouldn't be able to carry on without them. You don't know what you've got until it's gone. That would be true, I don't want to take anything in this world for granted anymore. I don't want to have regrets anymore.
Do you think it's possible to love someone with so much that it hurts? That if your having a hard day all it takes is for that one person in your life to smile and everything is gone. All your problems and hurt and anguish disappear?
And when this person touches you feel so incredibly dizzy that you think you will faint. That when you're in a room and there over the other side, you realise you're the luckiest man in the world because this person is yours.
Is it possible to care about someone more that yourself, more than the world, more than everything? I know it is possible. Anything's possible. I don't want to have regrets and wonder what could have been, not anymore. I love you. I will and forever always love you.
You're the one that believed in me, no one else ever has. Thank you.
Fox
P.S Open the door
Scully wiped a single tear from her cheek as she smiled. Her stomach was doing flip flops and heart was skipping. She got up and walked over to the door cautiously and opened it slowly to reveal Mulder standing there in her doorway, just looking at her.
She smiled at him with all she had. She didn't know what to say, so she didn't say anything instead she carried on staring into his eyes. His lips curved up slowly as he looked her up and down. This was the woman he was meant to be with, he thought.
'Mulder' She whispered as she reached her hand up to his cheek but his hand found hers and pushed it away forcefully.
Scully looked very confused. Her brow creased as she stared at Mulder expectantly.
'Do you love me?' Mulder asked seriously as he stepped back.
Scully looked at her feet. 'I do love you Mulder but I don't know whether it's the way you want me too, I want to be able to love you with all my heart. But I think we should take things one step at a time'
She didn't love him, he thought as a pain shot through him. He had never felt as hurt as he did now. He bit his lip to stop from letting out any tears.
'So you don't basically?' He said as anger rose within him.
'No, I'm saying that I could love you if a relationship works out but theres always going to be obstacles'
Without another word he stepped forward and kissed her softly. Their lips didn't part as they walked into her apartment and fell down onto her sofa. Their hands ran over each others bodies with such excitement it made them both want to burst. Mulder tried to keep serious but he couldn't help smiling as he kissed the woman he loved.
The next morning Scully woke up still fully dressed as the sun peaked through the curtains and hit her face. She was about to move to go to the toilet until she felt a secure hand around her waist holding her firmly. She smiled as Mulder's hair fell down onto his forehead making him look adorable.
He was sleeping deeply as she watched him breathe in and out steadily.
She reached over slowly to his ear and slowly whispered 'I love you too'. She snuggled back down into his embrace and shut her eyes for a few more hours of sleep.
One day she would tell him when he was a wake, one day. It was just a shame Mulder was in fact asleep and didn't hear her..
A.N. Isn't it a shame he was asleep eh? I figured I'd be different, normally he would of heard her in fanfic but not in this one! Sorry! I will try and do another chapter but it will be quite short and just be basically set in the future or something! Thank you people who reviewed! It means a lot! Keep on reviewing though!! *Passes out cookies* P.S sorry this chapter took so long!
Mulder had gone home about 30 minutes before her and the only excuse she got was something mumbled about laundry which made even more angry. She drove up to her apartment, jumped out the car and walked up to her door fast. Her bath was calling to her from inside.
She strolled in and threw her keys onto the table by the door. Taking off her scarf, she noticed a letter on the table in Mulder's handwriting.
Her brow furrowed as she walked over and picked it up, it was labelled 'Dana'.
She wandered over to her sofa and plonked herself down. She opened the envelope neatly and opened out the letter as her eyes started to read.
Dana,
Heres a few of my deepest thoughts. You look at someone every day and wonder how life would be without them. You're scared that if they did ever go away, you wouldn't be able to carry on without them. You don't know what you've got until it's gone. That would be true, I don't want to take anything in this world for granted anymore. I don't want to have regrets anymore.
Do you think it's possible to love someone with so much that it hurts? That if your having a hard day all it takes is for that one person in your life to smile and everything is gone. All your problems and hurt and anguish disappear?
And when this person touches you feel so incredibly dizzy that you think you will faint. That when you're in a room and there over the other side, you realise you're the luckiest man in the world because this person is yours.
Is it possible to care about someone more that yourself, more than the world, more than everything? I know it is possible. Anything's possible. I don't want to have regrets and wonder what could have been, not anymore. I love you. I will and forever always love you.
You're the one that believed in me, no one else ever has. Thank you.
Fox
P.S Open the door
Scully wiped a single tear from her cheek as she smiled. Her stomach was doing flip flops and heart was skipping. She got up and walked over to the door cautiously and opened it slowly to reveal Mulder standing there in her doorway, just looking at her.
She smiled at him with all she had. She didn't know what to say, so she didn't say anything instead she carried on staring into his eyes. His lips curved up slowly as he looked her up and down. This was the woman he was meant to be with, he thought.
'Mulder' She whispered as she reached her hand up to his cheek but his hand found hers and pushed it away forcefully.
Scully looked very confused. Her brow creased as she stared at Mulder expectantly.
'Do you love me?' Mulder asked seriously as he stepped back.
Scully looked at her feet. 'I do love you Mulder but I don't know whether it's the way you want me too, I want to be able to love you with all my heart. But I think we should take things one step at a time'
She didn't love him, he thought as a pain shot through him. He had never felt as hurt as he did now. He bit his lip to stop from letting out any tears.
'So you don't basically?' He said as anger rose within him.
'No, I'm saying that I could love you if a relationship works out but theres always going to be obstacles'
Without another word he stepped forward and kissed her softly. Their lips didn't part as they walked into her apartment and fell down onto her sofa. Their hands ran over each others bodies with such excitement it made them both want to burst. Mulder tried to keep serious but he couldn't help smiling as he kissed the woman he loved.
The next morning Scully woke up still fully dressed as the sun peaked through the curtains and hit her face. She was about to move to go to the toilet until she felt a secure hand around her waist holding her firmly. She smiled as Mulder's hair fell down onto his forehead making him look adorable.
He was sleeping deeply as she watched him breathe in and out steadily.
She reached over slowly to his ear and slowly whispered 'I love you too'. She snuggled back down into his embrace and shut her eyes for a few more hours of sleep.
One day she would tell him when he was a wake, one day. It was just a shame Mulder was in fact asleep and didn't hear her..
A.N. Isn't it a shame he was asleep eh? I figured I'd be different, normally he would of heard her in fanfic but not in this one! Sorry! I will try and do another chapter but it will be quite short and just be basically set in the future or something! Thank you people who reviewed! It means a lot! Keep on reviewing though!! *Passes out cookies* P.S sorry this chapter took so long!