Disclaimer: I don't 7th Heaven or anything having to do with it, nor do I
own the movie Chicago or anything having to do with it.
March 9
Sorry I haven't written in so long. I've been so busy. There's a lot going on. First off, Sarah and Matt now know the gender of the baby! Are you ready? OK, they're having a girl! Her name is Michelle Elizabeth. Isn't that cute? Michelle Elizabeth Camden. She'll go by Shelly. I'm so exited and jealous. Ever since they found out that they're having a little girl (which is what I want) I've been too afraid to take a test. I want a girl so bad. If the test was positive, then I might have a boy and be bummed, and if it was negative, I'd be sad none the less! Life is a very confusing thing, my friend. This we all know. Kevin's working really late tonight, so again, I have to eat dinner alone. It's really quite boring. OK, I have nothing else to say. I'm going to go and watch Chicago (the best movie ever MADE!!!!!!!!) I'll talk to you later, I guess. Buh-bye.
~Lucy
March 23
I haven't written in so long! Mary and Wilson are getting married soon. 25 days (April 17). They're both exited, but I still can't help but be nervous. How on earth is Mary going to handle being a mother? I guess it's not my problem. I just realized something. Now, both of my older siblings are going to have kids! Grr. Matt will soon have a daughter, and Mary will soon have a son. I'm feeling very left out. I've still been too afraid to take a test. Wait, it's the 23rd. Oh my gosh, I'm late. Only by like 3 or 4 days, but hey, it's still late. I wonder, am I pregnant? I hope so! I'm still afraid, but I hope so. Even if I were to have a boy, I would still be perfectly fine with it. I just want a child! Kevin and I are both getting discouraged. It's been almost 2 months since we started trying. I know that's not too long, but it feels long, you know? Kevin just walked in the door, so I better go so I can make dinner. I'll see ya later.
~Lucy
March 27
OK. I don't really have the time to write, but I'll just talk a little because I need to! It's the 27th. Now I'm really late. Like 7, 8 days late. I haven't taken a test, but I know I should. I've been feeling sick lately too. Oh my gosh, I wonder! OK. I have the courage. I'm going to go and take the test. Hold on.
OK, I'm back. In 5 minutes, that stupid little stick will hold the answers to all of my questions. I'm nervous. Kevin's not home, so I guess that's good. It takes away some of the pressure. I just looked up at the clock. My timer's down to 2 minutes. 2 minutes until I find out. I'm shaking! I can do it! Breathing in and out. OK. We're good. 1 minute. I wish that the clock could freeze and give me time to compose myself. Why do they make those things work in only 5 minutes? They need to make it take longer. Give the women longer time to calm down. Oh, Lord. The timer just rang. I'm going to go look now. Here goes nothing.
~Lucy
March 9
Sorry I haven't written in so long. I've been so busy. There's a lot going on. First off, Sarah and Matt now know the gender of the baby! Are you ready? OK, they're having a girl! Her name is Michelle Elizabeth. Isn't that cute? Michelle Elizabeth Camden. She'll go by Shelly. I'm so exited and jealous. Ever since they found out that they're having a little girl (which is what I want) I've been too afraid to take a test. I want a girl so bad. If the test was positive, then I might have a boy and be bummed, and if it was negative, I'd be sad none the less! Life is a very confusing thing, my friend. This we all know. Kevin's working really late tonight, so again, I have to eat dinner alone. It's really quite boring. OK, I have nothing else to say. I'm going to go and watch Chicago (the best movie ever MADE!!!!!!!!) I'll talk to you later, I guess. Buh-bye.
~Lucy
March 23
I haven't written in so long! Mary and Wilson are getting married soon. 25 days (April 17). They're both exited, but I still can't help but be nervous. How on earth is Mary going to handle being a mother? I guess it's not my problem. I just realized something. Now, both of my older siblings are going to have kids! Grr. Matt will soon have a daughter, and Mary will soon have a son. I'm feeling very left out. I've still been too afraid to take a test. Wait, it's the 23rd. Oh my gosh, I'm late. Only by like 3 or 4 days, but hey, it's still late. I wonder, am I pregnant? I hope so! I'm still afraid, but I hope so. Even if I were to have a boy, I would still be perfectly fine with it. I just want a child! Kevin and I are both getting discouraged. It's been almost 2 months since we started trying. I know that's not too long, but it feels long, you know? Kevin just walked in the door, so I better go so I can make dinner. I'll see ya later.
~Lucy
March 27
OK. I don't really have the time to write, but I'll just talk a little because I need to! It's the 27th. Now I'm really late. Like 7, 8 days late. I haven't taken a test, but I know I should. I've been feeling sick lately too. Oh my gosh, I wonder! OK. I have the courage. I'm going to go and take the test. Hold on.
OK, I'm back. In 5 minutes, that stupid little stick will hold the answers to all of my questions. I'm nervous. Kevin's not home, so I guess that's good. It takes away some of the pressure. I just looked up at the clock. My timer's down to 2 minutes. 2 minutes until I find out. I'm shaking! I can do it! Breathing in and out. OK. We're good. 1 minute. I wish that the clock could freeze and give me time to compose myself. Why do they make those things work in only 5 minutes? They need to make it take longer. Give the women longer time to calm down. Oh, Lord. The timer just rang. I'm going to go look now. Here goes nothing.
~Lucy