A/N: Hey Guys sorry that it took so long for me to get this up! Also, if
this chapter sounds odd, there's a good reason. Long story short, I hit my
head, and I have a concussion. I'm a bit out of it (lol) so if this is
choppy or anything, that's why.
March 28
OK. So when I got up last night, I was shaking. I made my way into the bathroom, and reached out for the test. I was so nervous that I dropped it. I finally picked it back up and looked at the front. I'm not pregnant. Right there I started to cry. Then I started to throw up, and THEN Kevin came in. He said that he thinks I'm pregnant so he got me an appointment for tomorrow afternoon. I'm so nervous. This is why I didn't want to take that test in the first place. Fear of disappointment. Now I'll be having my hopes up again, and I'll be even more nervous. Oh, I feel so sick. I'm going to throw up, gotta go.
~Lucy
March 29
Well here I am, sitting in the waiting room of the small little doctor's office. It's so cold in here. I have goose bumps every where. Kevin's going to be here any minute. Well, he better be. Oh, there's the nurse. I have to go I'll be right back.
I'm back. Now I'm in an even smaller little office on a table. The doctor drew some blood and my results will be back soon. Kevin just showed up. He's nervous too. Why am I so scared? Kev is so sure that I'm pregnant. He's sitting next to me with this goofy little smile on his face. I just hope he's not disappointed. Some one just knocked on the door. Oh, it's the doctor. He's holding a clipboard. Is that bad? Be right back.
Surprise, surprise. Guess who's not pregnant. Poor Kevin. He seems even more upset than I am. Our ride home was completely silent. We ate dinner and everything, and he hasn't mentioned anything about the test at all. It's like it never even happened. I'm upset too, of course. But I guess I'm used to it. When will I get pregnant? I want to so, so badly. Soon, I guess. Well, FYI, I won't be writing for awhile, because Mary and Wilson's wedding is soon and Kevin and I are leaving for New York. We're going to spend a little time together there before going for the wedding. Talk to you later. : - ) ~Lucy
March 28
OK. So when I got up last night, I was shaking. I made my way into the bathroom, and reached out for the test. I was so nervous that I dropped it. I finally picked it back up and looked at the front. I'm not pregnant. Right there I started to cry. Then I started to throw up, and THEN Kevin came in. He said that he thinks I'm pregnant so he got me an appointment for tomorrow afternoon. I'm so nervous. This is why I didn't want to take that test in the first place. Fear of disappointment. Now I'll be having my hopes up again, and I'll be even more nervous. Oh, I feel so sick. I'm going to throw up, gotta go.
~Lucy
March 29
Well here I am, sitting in the waiting room of the small little doctor's office. It's so cold in here. I have goose bumps every where. Kevin's going to be here any minute. Well, he better be. Oh, there's the nurse. I have to go I'll be right back.
I'm back. Now I'm in an even smaller little office on a table. The doctor drew some blood and my results will be back soon. Kevin just showed up. He's nervous too. Why am I so scared? Kev is so sure that I'm pregnant. He's sitting next to me with this goofy little smile on his face. I just hope he's not disappointed. Some one just knocked on the door. Oh, it's the doctor. He's holding a clipboard. Is that bad? Be right back.
Surprise, surprise. Guess who's not pregnant. Poor Kevin. He seems even more upset than I am. Our ride home was completely silent. We ate dinner and everything, and he hasn't mentioned anything about the test at all. It's like it never even happened. I'm upset too, of course. But I guess I'm used to it. When will I get pregnant? I want to so, so badly. Soon, I guess. Well, FYI, I won't be writing for awhile, because Mary and Wilson's wedding is soon and Kevin and I are leaving for New York. We're going to spend a little time together there before going for the wedding. Talk to you later. : - ) ~Lucy