A/N: Hey guys. I realize that Lucy couldn't be this far into her pregnancy
yet ( some of her tests would have been positive) but just trust me, this
is where she needs to be for this story to work out. OH, and
SarahandMattCamden4Ever, Annie's nephew is Billy, Mary and Wilson's 6-year-
old son.
July 3
Sarah had the baby 2 days ago! Michelle Elizabeth is absolutely adorable! Sarah called me and I got to be in the delivery room (Kev stayed home with Jess). I told her that I'm pregnant and she flipped out! Haha. But anyway, I was there for about 3 hours while she was in labor. I'm definitely not looking forward to that. I don't like pain. At all. I'm like allergic to it or something. I'm not happy at all with the idea of giving birth. OV VAY ( I have an obsession with saying that)!!!
I had my appointment with the doctor yesterday. It was so weird. He called me into his office and made me lie down on that cold little bed and he did an ultra-sound. He found out that I'm at 4 months now!!!! That's crazy. I guess I was so busy that I didn't even notice that I was missing and late and all. It's so weird. We'll be able to tell the gender next month. It doesn't really matter to me what it is. I already have my little girl, so I will be perfectly happy with either a girl or a boy. Kevin is really exited. I think that it'll be really hard at first. I'll have a brand new baby and a 5 month old! But it'll be really cool once the kids are older. They'll be so close in age! I have to go. Kevin's been with Jessie all day, and now it's MY turn! I want to go see my daughter. ~Lucy
July 10
Today has been so much fun! Sarah and I went out to lunch with Jessica and Shelly (Michelle). We got to chat and I got to hold little Shelly. It's hard to believe how much Jess has grown. You don't really notice, but now I'm seeing Shelly and it's like "wow!" She's so tiny. I can't believe that Jessie was that small just a few weeks ago. We got to chat about my pregnancy. That sounds so weird. I'm pregnant! It's so funny to think that I have a baby inside of me! I have a tiny little bump for a stomach. I don't want to get fat! How selfish is that? But it's true. I don't want to get all huge. Grr. Oh well. I'll deal with it. I want to know if I'm having a girl or a boy! It's starting to drive me crazy.
Kevin and I have come up with another dilemma. Of course we're going to tell Jessie that she's adopted when, but when? It will be when she's old enough to understand, of course, but should we wait until she's 8 or 9 or would that be too painful for her? Should we tell her right away so she gets used to the idea, or will that separate her from us? I just don't know. And HOW will we tell her. "Oh, by the way sweetie, I'm really not your mother. We adopted you from a 17-year-old. Just FYI" Um, NO. I guess we'll cross that bridge when we come to it, huh? Gotta go. Kev, Jess and I are going out for dinner as a family tonight. : - )
~Lucy
July 3
Sarah had the baby 2 days ago! Michelle Elizabeth is absolutely adorable! Sarah called me and I got to be in the delivery room (Kev stayed home with Jess). I told her that I'm pregnant and she flipped out! Haha. But anyway, I was there for about 3 hours while she was in labor. I'm definitely not looking forward to that. I don't like pain. At all. I'm like allergic to it or something. I'm not happy at all with the idea of giving birth. OV VAY ( I have an obsession with saying that)!!!
I had my appointment with the doctor yesterday. It was so weird. He called me into his office and made me lie down on that cold little bed and he did an ultra-sound. He found out that I'm at 4 months now!!!! That's crazy. I guess I was so busy that I didn't even notice that I was missing and late and all. It's so weird. We'll be able to tell the gender next month. It doesn't really matter to me what it is. I already have my little girl, so I will be perfectly happy with either a girl or a boy. Kevin is really exited. I think that it'll be really hard at first. I'll have a brand new baby and a 5 month old! But it'll be really cool once the kids are older. They'll be so close in age! I have to go. Kevin's been with Jessie all day, and now it's MY turn! I want to go see my daughter. ~Lucy
July 10
Today has been so much fun! Sarah and I went out to lunch with Jessica and Shelly (Michelle). We got to chat and I got to hold little Shelly. It's hard to believe how much Jess has grown. You don't really notice, but now I'm seeing Shelly and it's like "wow!" She's so tiny. I can't believe that Jessie was that small just a few weeks ago. We got to chat about my pregnancy. That sounds so weird. I'm pregnant! It's so funny to think that I have a baby inside of me! I have a tiny little bump for a stomach. I don't want to get fat! How selfish is that? But it's true. I don't want to get all huge. Grr. Oh well. I'll deal with it. I want to know if I'm having a girl or a boy! It's starting to drive me crazy.
Kevin and I have come up with another dilemma. Of course we're going to tell Jessie that she's adopted when, but when? It will be when she's old enough to understand, of course, but should we wait until she's 8 or 9 or would that be too painful for her? Should we tell her right away so she gets used to the idea, or will that separate her from us? I just don't know. And HOW will we tell her. "Oh, by the way sweetie, I'm really not your mother. We adopted you from a 17-year-old. Just FYI" Um, NO. I guess we'll cross that bridge when we come to it, huh? Gotta go. Kev, Jess and I are going out for dinner as a family tonight. : - )
~Lucy