With You Once Again

Season: 2
When: After Killed By Death
Location: Sunnydale
AUTHOR'S NOTE: Angelus is Spike's sire. It's not beta'd, so please forgive the typos, I'm sure there are a lot of them, Sorry again.
Note2: Angelus is OOC
Note3: Angelus never killed Jenny, just knocked her unconscious and left her there


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Angelus sat there, thinking *Why do I miss her so much? Could it be that I still love her after all that had happened? She could not still love me, after all that I did to her, all the things I had said to her. There is just no way. But I miss her. *

Deep with in him, he knew that he still loved her, no matter if he was Angelus or Angel, he still needed her.

"Angellllll." Dru song out, poking her head in to Angelus's room. He snapped himself out of his trance.

"Yes Dru" he said with an evil smile on his face.

"You are thinking of her again, aren't you? You miss her. You still love her. Don't you?" Dru said walking behind his chair and putting her hands on Angelus's head, running her figures throw his thick dark brown hair. Angelus closed his eye as she rubbed his head.

"What the bloody hell is going now?" Spike said pushing his wheel chair in to the room.

"Nothing, pet" Dru said pulling her hands away from Angelus.

"Ya right," Spike said not believing her. "Peaches, your little chimpy boy is back and he's got something for you." Spike wheeled his way out of the room.

"You and me are over Dru, get over it because I did a long time ago." Angelus said with an evil smile, following Spike out of the room.

Dru stormed out and went to her bedroom angry that Angelus did not care for her anymore.

"Angelus, this is for you." the vampire said handing a letter to him.

"Who is it from?" Angelus asked him.

"The Slayer" he said looking down at the floor.

Angelus looked at the letter, he could smell her on it. It was really from her.

"Leave me." Angelus said opening the letter. He took it out of the envelope, and read the first 2 lines. "I think we all need to see what this is all about." Spike said snapping the letter out of Angelus's hands.

"GIVE IT BACK SPIKE" he said angrily. Spike started to read the letter out loud in a girly voice:


"Angelus,

I know you probably do not care but I thought you should know that I am going to have a child, I do not know how but I am. Do not think that you are going to be a part of its life because you are not. I could not live with that.

I am leaving town tomorrow, do not try to follow us and do not try to find us because you will not. I am taking MY baby and my mother somewhere that you will never find or hurt them. It would not do any good hurt any one trying to find us because I did not tell any one where we are going. And if I find out that you did, I will kill you myself.

If you ever did find us, DO NOT COME NEAR US and if you do I would kill you! You will never be a part of MY baby's life! NEVER!


Buffy"



The room was silent. Every one just look at Angelus, he face was white.

"Well, that's not good." Spike said looking out at the letter.

"I think that we should kill her." Dru said walking in to the room and over to Angelus.

Without warning, Angelus grabbed her and pinned her arms to her side in anger, "No, don't go near her. Hear me, no one touches or goes near the Slayer" Angelus said angrily, pushing Dru against the wall and looking around the room at all the vampire. "And don't try to get someone else to do it either, Spike" he said snapping the letter out of Spike's hand and left the room.

Dru and Spike look at each other in shook over what just happen.

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Angelus was sitting in the tree right out side of Buffy's bedroom window, a place that he had spent many of nights watching her, looking in at her and now he watched her again, watched her pack up her life. Everything that she had ever owned, everything she had ever loved, she began to cry as she looked at the cross that he gave when they first met and put it in to a small box. Her mother walked in her room, saw that she was crying and opened her arms. Buffy hugged her for a full 3 minutes and then when back to packing. He felt so bad inside. He just wanted to go in there and tell her not to leave and that he knows that he was not the same man she was in love with but he still needed her. Tell her that he wanted to be with her once again. *She would just laugh at me and stake me* he thought.

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" Was that the right thing for her to do? I mean, telling him that she has… leaving." Willow asked sitting in one of the liberty chairs next to Oz and across from Xander, Cordy right next to him.

"I do not know." Giles said pulling his glasses away from his eyes.

"I do not think it was. I mean what if he comes after her. What if he…" Xander stopped, not wanting to think of what could happen.

"I don't think he would. I know it sounds weird, but the last time… h-he didn't do anything, he just stared at her like he wanted to say something…"

"Ya something like Hi Buffy, I am going to kill all your friends now ok?" Xander said cutting Oz off.

"No, like I still love you or some thing like that." Oz said looking at Willow.

"Now we are talking about Angelus, aren't we?" Xander said puzzled.

"You think that he misses her?" Giles said looking at Oz just as puzzled as Xander.

"But I thought Angelus was all big evil mean guy" Cordy said playing with her fingernails.

"He is but… there is a chance that he could remember loving Buffy." Giles said.

"Would that be good or not?" Willow said looking at Giles.

"I just do not know." Giles putting his glasses back now.

"If only there was a way to cures him again." Giles said.

"Well there is. I have looking throw some of Miss Calendar computer files and it turns out she was in to Wicca. She found a spell that could turn Angelus back…h-he must have found out that she was going to try to…I think that's why he…" Willow stopped and looked at Giles. He just stared at the floor.

"Why didn't she say something about it before?" Cordy asked sitting up in her chair.

"Because it is not the same cures. This one would give him a soul for good. I guess she wanted to find the original, for what he did to her uncle…I guess she did not want him to get away with it." Willow said looking at Cordy.

Then she looked at Giles "I could do it. Cast the spell, I mean."

"No you can't." Giles said shaking his head.

"Giles, I can do this… then Buffy will not have to leave… she and Angel can be together again." Willow said wanting so much for her best friend to be happy.

"Maybe they weren't met to be together." Xander said looking at Giles. Willow turned to Xander

"Don't say that, they were I know it." Willow said angrily.

"Well, I am going to Buffy's to see if she needs some help. And to make sure that Angelus and the fang gang are not around. Anyone want to come with me, seeing that it is going to be the last time we will see her." Xander said getting out of his chair.

They all followed him of the door. "I am going to miss her." Willow said sadly.

"We all are, Will we all are." Oz said putting his arm around her.

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Angelus still watching Buffy, thinking that his next meal has walking up the sidewalk, and then seeing that it was the group that at the time he called his friends, * Maybe if I sent her the dead bodies of her friends that would make her stay. * He thought with a smile on his face. * I do not know I really want to kill that Xander kid. I hate him. And I know that he hates me. He was always jealousy that Buffy loved me and not him. Knowing that I had Buffy first must of ate him up inside. I wish I could have seen his face when he found out. *

Willow, Xander, Cordy, Oz and Giles walked up to the front door of the Summers house and rang the doorbell. Mrs. Summers opened the door said hello and let them in. She told them Buffy's was up stairs and was not so happy. "Willow, can I talk to you for a minute?" Mrs. Summers asked Willow walking in to the other room, the others starting up the stairs.

"Willow, I want you to have this." She said handing Willow a piece of paper.

"What is it?" Willow said looking down at it.

"It is the address that we will be living at." Mrs. Summers said quietly. "Please do not tell any one that you have this. You mean so much to her, I would hate for her to lose you."

"Thank you Mrs. Summers so much." Willow said hugging her. "I think you should go up stairs and see Buffy."

While Mrs. Summers and Willow were down stairs, Cordy knocked on Buffy's bedroom door, Buffy opened it and let them in. Angelus watched as she hugged each of them, for some reason he got jealous of the way she held on to Xander while he hugged her. * That was what she uses to do with me when she was really sad or scared. * Angelus thought. Xander still hugging her, dropped his head in to her neck in sadden. Angelus face was filled anger. *That's it he dies. No one touches my Buffy like that! *

Just then Willow walked in to the room. Buffy let go of Xander, walked over to Willow, hugged her and started to cry. Willow did too. "I am going to miss you all so much." Buffy said breaking her hold on Willow, trying to hold back her tears.

"So don't leave" Xander said.

"I wish I could stay, I really do but I just can't. It would not be safe for any one if I stayed" Buffy said placing her hand on her stomach and looking down at the floor.

"Giles, have you found any on how this happened?" she asked.

"Yes, well there have been only two other cases like this" Giles answered, taking out a piece of paper from his pocket. "'A child, made between one of the living and one of the unliving in perfect happiness" He read from the paper, "will bring balance to the world of the living and the world of undead. She will live forever in both the lightness and the darkness, be both of human and demon but only the blood of the demon with flow in her veins, with the strong of 10 slayers and master vampires combined. She will be a pure blood vampire, made with no sire to control her or the demon within.' That is all that I have found so far." Giles finish and looked at Buffy.

"So, G-man want to put that in English some the rest of us small minded people." Xander said, not having clue what that meant.

"Well, it means that the child is going to live forever, with strong and skill that their is not doing to be able to control." Giles said planely.