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Joyce just looked at Buffy, "Buffy, honey, that's not a bad thing." She said smiling at her.
"Yes it is Mom," Buffy cried, "He threaten to kill me and all my family and friends. Plus we think that he killed Miss Calendar and her uncle."
"You mean that teacher that disappeared from your school?" Joyce questioned.
"Yes see, Miss Calendar and Giles were going out, you know seeing each other, and we think that Angelus attacked Her at school but we couldn't find her body."
"So you really don't know if Angelus had anything to go with it."
"But when we went to see her uncle before she disappeared, he was murdered."
"Buffy, people are murdered all the time. You don't know if Angelus had-"
"Yes I do, I know because there was a massage on the wall to me, written in his blood." Buffy closed her eyes, remembering how sick she felt when they had found him.
"What did it say?"
"It said 'Was it good for you?'"
"What does that mean?"
"When I woke up the morning after we were together, Angel was not there. I thought that maybe he made gone to see Giles or something, so I came home and when to school. But afterwards I when back to his place to see if he was there, I don't know that he had lost his soul. Well he was there, and he say-y .some really horrible things about me." Buffy finish, and let the tears, which she had been fighting back, go.
"Oh Buffy. It's ok, men don't always say what they mean." She said reaching to hug her daughter.
"He said that I was not good, that I disappointed him. I know that he is suppose to be evil, but what if that is what MY Angel really thinks that." Buffy bawled.
"Buffy, honey, stop crying. Now lets just say that you were going to talk to him, do you think you would be safe?"
"I don't know. I mean he knows that I am pregnant, but I don't know how he feels about it."
"Ok well we will talk about that late. Why don't you go upstairs and take a nice hot bath and then we can talk some more. Then later I'll go get us some lunch, I think we both derive some chicanes food."
"Thanks Mom that would be great." Buffy hugged her mother. She got up from her seat and when back up stairs to her bedroom.
As Buffy sat down on her bed, she started to think about Angelus.
'I wonder how he feels about the baby? If I did go try to talk to him, would he attempt to kill me now that he knows that I am going to have his baby? OH GODS what if knows about the powers that the baby is going to have! No, he couldn't, there is no way he could know.
I can't deal with this now, I am going to go take a bath like Mom said.'
Buffy got up from her bed and walked over to her closet to get her rode, when something at her window coot her eye. "What could that be?" she said aloud to herself. She walked over to the window, opened it and reached out to grab what ever was out there. 'It looks like a note or something.'
Now that she could see it up close she saw that it was a letter and her name was written on it. She opened the envelope and began to read it.
My Dearest Buffy,
I know that this is going to be hard for you to believe, but I am hoping with all that I am, that you will have faith in me when I said that I do love you.
I understand that I have hurt, humiliated, and shamed you. And for that I am truly sorry.
Please don't leave me. I want to see your beautiful body become swollen with OUR child. A child we made because we love each other. I want to watch our child grow, to teach him all the things that he will need to learn. Don't take that way from me, I beg of you.
Please Buffy, just met me, I long to see you, to hold you. If you wish, and I hope that you do, please met me at my home, I am hoping that it will soon be our home. The address is at the bottom of this letter. I will be there all day and night waiting for, so come whenever you like. You will be safe, my love, I would die before I would let someone or thing harm you or our child.
Until then I shall remain forever yours, Angelus
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Joyce just looked at Buffy, "Buffy, honey, that's not a bad thing." She said smiling at her.
"Yes it is Mom," Buffy cried, "He threaten to kill me and all my family and friends. Plus we think that he killed Miss Calendar and her uncle."
"You mean that teacher that disappeared from your school?" Joyce questioned.
"Yes see, Miss Calendar and Giles were going out, you know seeing each other, and we think that Angelus attacked Her at school but we couldn't find her body."
"So you really don't know if Angelus had anything to go with it."
"But when we went to see her uncle before she disappeared, he was murdered."
"Buffy, people are murdered all the time. You don't know if Angelus had-"
"Yes I do, I know because there was a massage on the wall to me, written in his blood." Buffy closed her eyes, remembering how sick she felt when they had found him.
"What did it say?"
"It said 'Was it good for you?'"
"What does that mean?"
"When I woke up the morning after we were together, Angel was not there. I thought that maybe he made gone to see Giles or something, so I came home and when to school. But afterwards I when back to his place to see if he was there, I don't know that he had lost his soul. Well he was there, and he say-y .some really horrible things about me." Buffy finish, and let the tears, which she had been fighting back, go.
"Oh Buffy. It's ok, men don't always say what they mean." She said reaching to hug her daughter.
"He said that I was not good, that I disappointed him. I know that he is suppose to be evil, but what if that is what MY Angel really thinks that." Buffy bawled.
"Buffy, honey, stop crying. Now lets just say that you were going to talk to him, do you think you would be safe?"
"I don't know. I mean he knows that I am pregnant, but I don't know how he feels about it."
"Ok well we will talk about that late. Why don't you go upstairs and take a nice hot bath and then we can talk some more. Then later I'll go get us some lunch, I think we both derive some chicanes food."
"Thanks Mom that would be great." Buffy hugged her mother. She got up from her seat and when back up stairs to her bedroom.
As Buffy sat down on her bed, she started to think about Angelus.
'I wonder how he feels about the baby? If I did go try to talk to him, would he attempt to kill me now that he knows that I am going to have his baby? OH GODS what if knows about the powers that the baby is going to have! No, he couldn't, there is no way he could know.
I can't deal with this now, I am going to go take a bath like Mom said.'
Buffy got up from her bed and walked over to her closet to get her rode, when something at her window coot her eye. "What could that be?" she said aloud to herself. She walked over to the window, opened it and reached out to grab what ever was out there. 'It looks like a note or something.'
Now that she could see it up close she saw that it was a letter and her name was written on it. She opened the envelope and began to read it.
My Dearest Buffy,
I know that this is going to be hard for you to believe, but I am hoping with all that I am, that you will have faith in me when I said that I do love you.
I understand that I have hurt, humiliated, and shamed you. And for that I am truly sorry.
Please don't leave me. I want to see your beautiful body become swollen with OUR child. A child we made because we love each other. I want to watch our child grow, to teach him all the things that he will need to learn. Don't take that way from me, I beg of you.
Please Buffy, just met me, I long to see you, to hold you. If you wish, and I hope that you do, please met me at my home, I am hoping that it will soon be our home. The address is at the bottom of this letter. I will be there all day and night waiting for, so come whenever you like. You will be safe, my love, I would die before I would let someone or thing harm you or our child.
Until then I shall remain forever yours, Angelus