Sorry for the short chapter and that it is so late
Warning: Xander and Riley fans, you are not going to like me at all.
NOTE: I just wanted to thank everyone for their wonderful feedback THANK YOU ALL!!
NOTE2: {--} = Angel's thoughts [--] = Angelus' thoughts '- -' = Everyone else thoughts
NOTE3: Da* is an Irish form for Dad, well that's what people tell me.
NOTE4: I know that some people want me to make this a 'Buffy and Angel get together story', but sorry to say this is going to be a Buffy and Angelus story. I know I know you all hate me now. *Runs to a corner and cries*
******** Angelus walked around the living room, thinking about Buffy.
[She is not going to come.]
{Yes she is. Buffy knows that I am still here. What she is probably more worried about what her mother and friend would think of her if she did came to you}
[Why the hell does she care what they think? It is her life. It is our baby! Not theirs]
{Because they are her friends. She knows that they judge her for what she does.}
[And I guess I am not on their good side any more]
{Well we were never totally on all of their good sides. I don't think that Oz really cared that we are a vampire; I know that Cordy is hot for us. Willow loves us. Giles some what trust us. But Xander, he hates us with every fiber of his benign.}
[Ya, I really have to kill that kid. I mean did you see how he hugged my Buffy? And don't ever try and tell me that you don't hate that little imp. I know that you wanted to kill more then once when you were in control of our body]
{OK, Ok so maybe I did, but I never acted on it.}
[But you wanted too. I know you did. I could hear all the things that you were thinking when she was 'dancing' with him. You wanted to do more then just kill him; you wanted to be just like me-]
{NEVER, I never wanted to be like you!......I wanted to be better!}
Angelus chuckled evilly, [See, you are just like me]
He turned and looked into the fire, it was burning brightly. He looked around the large living room. Angel had bought this house after he even came to Sunnydale. Angelus never understood why he never lived here; it was much better then that little place the soul brooded in.
[Hey Soul-boy, why didn't you live here?]
{This house was meant for a family to live in it, not just one person. Besides, I like my apartment}
[Ya, I could tell, it's just like you, never showing what it really is]
{And what do you mean by that?}
[You were always hiding the fact that you are not human, that you had a demon inside you. I could never understand that.]
{You, as the demon in question Angelus, couldn't understand it. I am human you are not.}
Angelus thought about that for a moment. He knew that he was the demon and that Angel was the human. But what he couldn't understand was how Soul-boy could see them as one unit one moment them see them as two separate things the next.
[You are so weird something, soul boy. I mean can you make up your mind, do you thing that we are the same person or are we different? Because you are really starting to piss me off with this shit.]
{We are both}
[NO!! that's not an answer. Pick one or the other]
{I can't. We are both. In some ways we are the some person and in other ways we are dissimilar.}
[The same? How the hell are we the same? And I swear if you going in the 'I am you and you are me' thing again, I WILL find a way to hurt you.]
{Ok. Let me try and dumb this down for you. You hate Xander I dislike Xander. I love Buffy you love Buffy. I want my baby to be safe, live a happy life with their mother you want my baby to be safe-}
[IT'S NOT JUST YOUR BABY IT'S OURS!!]
{Whatever, Angelus. You know you should be setting up for Buffy instant of standing here, talking to your self}
[Very funny. I am warning you now if you don't leave us alone tonight, and let me do this myself, I will find a spell to made it so you won't be able to see what I am seeing. That way you will never be able to see Buffy or the baby EVER!]
{Ok, fine, but remember, be nice and control your temper.}
[Ya, I know I know. You act like I want to hurt her you know I can't. I mean she is having our child..Hey wait a second HOW THE HELL IS SHE HAVING A KID? I AM DEAD! ]
{And you said you're not dumb. We do live on a hellmouth, you ass}
[So are you saying every time a vampire and a human have sex on the hellmouth, they're going to have a kid?]
{No, you ass. Think about, Buffy is a slayer, I was an ensouled-vampire, we made love. Do you see where I am going with this?}
[You don't think that there is going to be something wrong with the baby, do you? because I don't think I would be able to handle that.]
{No, but they are not going to be normal, not we parents like us.}
Angelus felt Angel leaving his mind. 'Finally, I am alone. But am I really, will I ever be alone? No, not with the soul boy in my head. But I can use him from time to time to help with Buffy and maybe even the kid. Hell what do I know about kids? But I want to be in their life. Maybe I should let Angel take control.but would he let me out every once and a wile to spend time with Buffy and the baby? No, I know him, he wouldn't. He would lock me away and never let me out. Thank the gods that I am sure that all those dumb crystal ball things were smashed. There is no way that they could lock me way again.'
Warning: Xander and Riley fans, you are not going to like me at all.
NOTE: I just wanted to thank everyone for their wonderful feedback THANK YOU ALL!!
NOTE2: {--} = Angel's thoughts [--] = Angelus' thoughts '- -' = Everyone else thoughts
NOTE3: Da* is an Irish form for Dad, well that's what people tell me.
NOTE4: I know that some people want me to make this a 'Buffy and Angel get together story', but sorry to say this is going to be a Buffy and Angelus story. I know I know you all hate me now. *Runs to a corner and cries*
******** Angelus walked around the living room, thinking about Buffy.
[She is not going to come.]
{Yes she is. Buffy knows that I am still here. What she is probably more worried about what her mother and friend would think of her if she did came to you}
[Why the hell does she care what they think? It is her life. It is our baby! Not theirs]
{Because they are her friends. She knows that they judge her for what she does.}
[And I guess I am not on their good side any more]
{Well we were never totally on all of their good sides. I don't think that Oz really cared that we are a vampire; I know that Cordy is hot for us. Willow loves us. Giles some what trust us. But Xander, he hates us with every fiber of his benign.}
[Ya, I really have to kill that kid. I mean did you see how he hugged my Buffy? And don't ever try and tell me that you don't hate that little imp. I know that you wanted to kill more then once when you were in control of our body]
{OK, Ok so maybe I did, but I never acted on it.}
[But you wanted too. I know you did. I could hear all the things that you were thinking when she was 'dancing' with him. You wanted to do more then just kill him; you wanted to be just like me-]
{NEVER, I never wanted to be like you!......I wanted to be better!}
Angelus chuckled evilly, [See, you are just like me]
He turned and looked into the fire, it was burning brightly. He looked around the large living room. Angel had bought this house after he even came to Sunnydale. Angelus never understood why he never lived here; it was much better then that little place the soul brooded in.
[Hey Soul-boy, why didn't you live here?]
{This house was meant for a family to live in it, not just one person. Besides, I like my apartment}
[Ya, I could tell, it's just like you, never showing what it really is]
{And what do you mean by that?}
[You were always hiding the fact that you are not human, that you had a demon inside you. I could never understand that.]
{You, as the demon in question Angelus, couldn't understand it. I am human you are not.}
Angelus thought about that for a moment. He knew that he was the demon and that Angel was the human. But what he couldn't understand was how Soul-boy could see them as one unit one moment them see them as two separate things the next.
[You are so weird something, soul boy. I mean can you make up your mind, do you thing that we are the same person or are we different? Because you are really starting to piss me off with this shit.]
{We are both}
[NO!! that's not an answer. Pick one or the other]
{I can't. We are both. In some ways we are the some person and in other ways we are dissimilar.}
[The same? How the hell are we the same? And I swear if you going in the 'I am you and you are me' thing again, I WILL find a way to hurt you.]
{Ok. Let me try and dumb this down for you. You hate Xander I dislike Xander. I love Buffy you love Buffy. I want my baby to be safe, live a happy life with their mother you want my baby to be safe-}
[IT'S NOT JUST YOUR BABY IT'S OURS!!]
{Whatever, Angelus. You know you should be setting up for Buffy instant of standing here, talking to your self}
[Very funny. I am warning you now if you don't leave us alone tonight, and let me do this myself, I will find a spell to made it so you won't be able to see what I am seeing. That way you will never be able to see Buffy or the baby EVER!]
{Ok, fine, but remember, be nice and control your temper.}
[Ya, I know I know. You act like I want to hurt her you know I can't. I mean she is having our child..Hey wait a second HOW THE HELL IS SHE HAVING A KID? I AM DEAD! ]
{And you said you're not dumb. We do live on a hellmouth, you ass}
[So are you saying every time a vampire and a human have sex on the hellmouth, they're going to have a kid?]
{No, you ass. Think about, Buffy is a slayer, I was an ensouled-vampire, we made love. Do you see where I am going with this?}
[You don't think that there is going to be something wrong with the baby, do you? because I don't think I would be able to handle that.]
{No, but they are not going to be normal, not we parents like us.}
Angelus felt Angel leaving his mind. 'Finally, I am alone. But am I really, will I ever be alone? No, not with the soul boy in my head. But I can use him from time to time to help with Buffy and maybe even the kid. Hell what do I know about kids? But I want to be in their life. Maybe I should let Angel take control.but would he let me out every once and a wile to spend time with Buffy and the baby? No, I know him, he wouldn't. He would lock me away and never let me out. Thank the gods that I am sure that all those dumb crystal ball things were smashed. There is no way that they could lock me way again.'
