Warning: Xander and Riley fans, you are not going to like me at all. And
there is some bad langue in this chapter.
NOTE: I just wanted to thank everyone for your wonderful feedback THANK YOU ALL!!
NOTE2: {--} = Angel's thoughts [--] = Angelus' thoughts '- -' = Everyone else thoughts
NOTE3: In my story, Giles dislikes Joyce very much. Also, I can never get the time line right, so Buffy and Angel had sex in mid January and it is now the beginning of February.
NOTE4: I have never really been around a pregnant woman before, so if I get the months or the mood swings wrong, please forgive me. But if anyone can give me some ideas on when they act and what they go through, I am all ears!!
********* "I know what you are going to say, Willow, and it can not be done." Giles said firmly
"Why Giles? I can do! Really, trust me. I have done the research, I know what I am doing." Willow shouted.
"Willow, what are you talking about? Research for what?" Buffy questioned
Willow looked at Giles he just looked away. She knew that Buffy would be angry that he didn't say anything about the spell that she found.
"I found a spell that would give Angel back his soul, but for good this time, with no clause" everyone watched Buffy closely. She face was blank. She could have her Angel back, for good. No losing him, he would be here, for her and their baby. And Giles, the man she looked to as her father, didn't tell her about her chances to get the one thing that made her happy back.
Angry tears coming from her eyes, she turned to Giles, "why didn't you tell me? What did I do to make you hate me so much that you wouldn't tell me that I could have the man I love back? I know that you hate Angelus- but Angel did nothing to you-"
"Buffy, it's was not like that all. The spell cannot be done. It has nothing to do with me hating him, or that I don't think that Willow is ready to work this type of spell. The spell can't be done because the mean thing that we would need to do the spell, an orb.I can't find one.it's like they all just disappeared. I myself had one and now it's gone. W can't do the spell without it. That's why I didn't tell you, I didn't want to get your hopes up."
"You should have told me."
A few moments passed before anything. Buffy looked at her watch, it was almost 1 o'clock, if she was going to go talk to Angelus, then she would have to go soon. 'Should I tell Giles that I am going to see him? Yes if I want him to tell me everything then I have to tell him everything.'
"A got a letter with Angelus." She said softly, tears still in her eyes
"What did it say?" Cordy asked.
"I'm not going to go in to detail, but he wants to meet with me and talk. And before you even start, I am going. I know I am taking a big chance but I am will to take it. No one is going to come with me, I have to do this my self."
"What if he trying to hurt you, some thing could happen to the baby?" Oz said.
"I know, but I am going. I am not weak yet."
Silence again.
"Rupert, why are this other watchers coming? What do they have to with Buffy and the baby? I thought that they were the good guys." Joyce said
"They are supposed to be the ummm good guys, what alls they really want in world power. They want to use the baby, make her into the world's greatest assassin"
"They want to turn my daughter into a killer." Buffy whispered. "No, never I will not allow them. They can't take her from me, I will kill them first" she yelled
"I am hoping that it will not come to that" he said, seriously "I was hoping that when they saw that Buffy still had her strength and would not go with out a fight, that they would leave."
"But we can't find a spell, so what are we doing to do? There has to be something other then calling on our dear blood sucking friend Angelus." Xander exclaimed
"There is nothing else we can do, Xander. There is no way that Buffy could fight them off, and there is no chance that we could, not on our finest day." Giles told him in a reprimanding tone.
"Then I know what I have to do." Buffy said, and started to walk to the door
"You don't have to, Buffy, we could try to find another way to keep to safe" Xander told her
"No, I have to do this.. for my daughter" she said as marched out the door.
NOTE: I just wanted to thank everyone for your wonderful feedback THANK YOU ALL!!
NOTE2: {--} = Angel's thoughts [--] = Angelus' thoughts '- -' = Everyone else thoughts
NOTE3: In my story, Giles dislikes Joyce very much. Also, I can never get the time line right, so Buffy and Angel had sex in mid January and it is now the beginning of February.
NOTE4: I have never really been around a pregnant woman before, so if I get the months or the mood swings wrong, please forgive me. But if anyone can give me some ideas on when they act and what they go through, I am all ears!!
********* "I know what you are going to say, Willow, and it can not be done." Giles said firmly
"Why Giles? I can do! Really, trust me. I have done the research, I know what I am doing." Willow shouted.
"Willow, what are you talking about? Research for what?" Buffy questioned
Willow looked at Giles he just looked away. She knew that Buffy would be angry that he didn't say anything about the spell that she found.
"I found a spell that would give Angel back his soul, but for good this time, with no clause" everyone watched Buffy closely. She face was blank. She could have her Angel back, for good. No losing him, he would be here, for her and their baby. And Giles, the man she looked to as her father, didn't tell her about her chances to get the one thing that made her happy back.
Angry tears coming from her eyes, she turned to Giles, "why didn't you tell me? What did I do to make you hate me so much that you wouldn't tell me that I could have the man I love back? I know that you hate Angelus- but Angel did nothing to you-"
"Buffy, it's was not like that all. The spell cannot be done. It has nothing to do with me hating him, or that I don't think that Willow is ready to work this type of spell. The spell can't be done because the mean thing that we would need to do the spell, an orb.I can't find one.it's like they all just disappeared. I myself had one and now it's gone. W can't do the spell without it. That's why I didn't tell you, I didn't want to get your hopes up."
"You should have told me."
A few moments passed before anything. Buffy looked at her watch, it was almost 1 o'clock, if she was going to go talk to Angelus, then she would have to go soon. 'Should I tell Giles that I am going to see him? Yes if I want him to tell me everything then I have to tell him everything.'
"A got a letter with Angelus." She said softly, tears still in her eyes
"What did it say?" Cordy asked.
"I'm not going to go in to detail, but he wants to meet with me and talk. And before you even start, I am going. I know I am taking a big chance but I am will to take it. No one is going to come with me, I have to do this my self."
"What if he trying to hurt you, some thing could happen to the baby?" Oz said.
"I know, but I am going. I am not weak yet."
Silence again.
"Rupert, why are this other watchers coming? What do they have to with Buffy and the baby? I thought that they were the good guys." Joyce said
"They are supposed to be the ummm good guys, what alls they really want in world power. They want to use the baby, make her into the world's greatest assassin"
"They want to turn my daughter into a killer." Buffy whispered. "No, never I will not allow them. They can't take her from me, I will kill them first" she yelled
"I am hoping that it will not come to that" he said, seriously "I was hoping that when they saw that Buffy still had her strength and would not go with out a fight, that they would leave."
"But we can't find a spell, so what are we doing to do? There has to be something other then calling on our dear blood sucking friend Angelus." Xander exclaimed
"There is nothing else we can do, Xander. There is no way that Buffy could fight them off, and there is no chance that we could, not on our finest day." Giles told him in a reprimanding tone.
"Then I know what I have to do." Buffy said, and started to walk to the door
"You don't have to, Buffy, we could try to find another way to keep to safe" Xander told her
"No, I have to do this.. for my daughter" she said as marched out the door.