Soooo Sorry!! I know I know, the few people who actually read my stuff can
yelled at me all they want. But you have to yell at my computer too,
because it was been hating me lately. I swear it has a mind of it's own.
Warning: Xander and Riley fans, you are not going to like me at all. And there is some bad language in this chapter.
NOTE: I just wanted to thank everyone for your wonderful feedback THANK YOU
ALL!!
NOTE2: {--} = Angel's thoughts
[--] = Angelus' thoughts
'- -' = Everyone else thoughts
NOTE3: In my story, Giles dislikes Joyce very much. Also, I can never get the time line right, so Buffy and Angel had sex in mid January and it is now the beginning of February.
NOTE4: I have never really been around a pregnant woman before, so if I get the months or the mood swings wrong, please forgive me.
NOTE5: If anyone knows of some good father/daughter songs, not country, I would really be thankful for them.
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Angelus roared loudly, he had all that he could stand. First she gets so close to he that he could touch her, kiss her, and then she pushes him away. "What the hell is your problem? Here I am trying to tell you want me to say, and you shove me away!"
"This was a mistake. I should have never come here. I have to go" Buffy started for the door, when Angelus grabbed her by the arm and pulled her against his hard chest.
"No, you are going to talk to me, weather you like it or not." He growled, his face so close to hers. He could see the tears in her eyes, feel her hiccupping breaths against his neck.
"You can't tell me what to do." she whispered through her tears. Her courage, her will to fight him, to see the differences between Angel and Angelus were leaving her. His face, his eyes, his voice, they were the same. They were Angel's. ' I thought they were going to be different up close, but they are identical. This was not supposed to happen, they were going to be different, colder, filled with hatred for me, but all I see is passion and maybe, just maybe some love. But that would be imposable, Angelus hates me, he is a vampire, all vampires hate me.except Angel. And he is still inside Angelus. maybe there is hope.'
Angelus gazed straight into her eyes, an evil smirk on his face, "Oh but I can. Don't you see Buffy, you belong to me." he said without a whisper of doubt in his voice.
Buffy stared him, a look of horror in her eyes, "What are you talking about? I don't belong to any one!"
"Yes you do, you belong to me" he said his voice filled with pride. "What part of that don't you understand?" YOU BELONG TO ME!"
"No I don't. I am my own person. I belong to myself. You don't own me." Buffy yelled, trying to pulling away from him.
Holding her tight, [Soul Boy, she is being nuts again, what should I say?]
{Tell her to look in to your eyes, I'll do the rest}
[I told you I wanted to do this on my own]
{Then why the hell are you asking me for help ass}
Ignoring him, "Buffy look at me, look in to my eyes and tell me that you don't love, if you can say that and mean it, then I'll leave. I'll leave and never come back. I'll leave you, your friends, family alone."
"And the baby?" she asked, 'I can't do this, I can't stare at him and say that..I love him.
"You know not even you could stop me from seeing my child." He said strongly.
"Yes I know that" still not looking at him.
"Say it Buffy, tell me you don't love me and I'll be out of your live forever."
Taking a deep breath, she looked deep into his eyes, " I can't. I can't say that.you know I can't. I love you because as hard as it is for me to say this.you are a part of Angel and I love him. I love his heart, his soul" she placed her right hand over his heart, her left on his cheek, "and his demon."
Angelus bent his head and captured her lips in a passionate kiss. 'She loves me. She loves me. She loves me. ' As all he could think over and over again.
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Giles sat in his living room, waiting. The children had long since left and he was on alone with Joyce, the one person he could not stand. She never did anything for her daughter out of love, only if she got something in return.
Staring at her, he found himself wanted to scream at her for all the heartache that she has caused Buffy. Giles feel that he was more like Buffy's parent then her own mother and father. Joyce was so incorruptly uncareing about Buffy that it made him want to throw-up. And Hank, word could not express what Giles want to do to that man for what he was done to his daughter.
'Easy, old man, you know that soon she will once again loose interest in Buffy's life, and then she will be out of your sight.'
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Angelus sat on the old hunter-green sofa with his mate curled around him in his lap. After the heated kiss they shared, no words were said. He simply tugged Buffy with him as he sat down, that was almost half an hour ago. He bent his head and looked at his love. She was asleep, he smiled.
He felt strange new feelings that he never felt before, this warm sensation in his chest. Never in all his years as a vampire, had he felt this feeling.
{It's love, Angelus}
[No, it's more. Tell me what it is.. it's like I know something is wrong but I don't know what it is.]
{I know what it is, but I am going to let you figure it out on your own this time. Talk to Buffy, and watch your temper}
Angelus felt Angel recede back into his mind.
What could this feeling be? Was Buffy hiding something from him? Something important? Maybe about the baby?
The Baby.
Their Baby. '
'My Baby.'
He could not wait. He was going to be a Father. The world's evilest Master vampire was going to be the father of the strongest Slayer's Baby.
'Oh this is going to be fun' he thought as he joined his mate in sleep.
Warning: Xander and Riley fans, you are not going to like me at all. And there is some bad language in this chapter.
NOTE: I just wanted to thank everyone for your wonderful feedback THANK YOU
ALL!!
NOTE2: {--} = Angel's thoughts
[--] = Angelus' thoughts
'- -' = Everyone else thoughts
NOTE3: In my story, Giles dislikes Joyce very much. Also, I can never get the time line right, so Buffy and Angel had sex in mid January and it is now the beginning of February.
NOTE4: I have never really been around a pregnant woman before, so if I get the months or the mood swings wrong, please forgive me.
NOTE5: If anyone knows of some good father/daughter songs, not country, I would really be thankful for them.
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Angelus roared loudly, he had all that he could stand. First she gets so close to he that he could touch her, kiss her, and then she pushes him away. "What the hell is your problem? Here I am trying to tell you want me to say, and you shove me away!"
"This was a mistake. I should have never come here. I have to go" Buffy started for the door, when Angelus grabbed her by the arm and pulled her against his hard chest.
"No, you are going to talk to me, weather you like it or not." He growled, his face so close to hers. He could see the tears in her eyes, feel her hiccupping breaths against his neck.
"You can't tell me what to do." she whispered through her tears. Her courage, her will to fight him, to see the differences between Angel and Angelus were leaving her. His face, his eyes, his voice, they were the same. They were Angel's. ' I thought they were going to be different up close, but they are identical. This was not supposed to happen, they were going to be different, colder, filled with hatred for me, but all I see is passion and maybe, just maybe some love. But that would be imposable, Angelus hates me, he is a vampire, all vampires hate me.except Angel. And he is still inside Angelus. maybe there is hope.'
Angelus gazed straight into her eyes, an evil smirk on his face, "Oh but I can. Don't you see Buffy, you belong to me." he said without a whisper of doubt in his voice.
Buffy stared him, a look of horror in her eyes, "What are you talking about? I don't belong to any one!"
"Yes you do, you belong to me" he said his voice filled with pride. "What part of that don't you understand?" YOU BELONG TO ME!"
"No I don't. I am my own person. I belong to myself. You don't own me." Buffy yelled, trying to pulling away from him.
Holding her tight, [Soul Boy, she is being nuts again, what should I say?]
{Tell her to look in to your eyes, I'll do the rest}
[I told you I wanted to do this on my own]
{Then why the hell are you asking me for help ass}
Ignoring him, "Buffy look at me, look in to my eyes and tell me that you don't love, if you can say that and mean it, then I'll leave. I'll leave and never come back. I'll leave you, your friends, family alone."
"And the baby?" she asked, 'I can't do this, I can't stare at him and say that..I love him.
"You know not even you could stop me from seeing my child." He said strongly.
"Yes I know that" still not looking at him.
"Say it Buffy, tell me you don't love me and I'll be out of your live forever."
Taking a deep breath, she looked deep into his eyes, " I can't. I can't say that.you know I can't. I love you because as hard as it is for me to say this.you are a part of Angel and I love him. I love his heart, his soul" she placed her right hand over his heart, her left on his cheek, "and his demon."
Angelus bent his head and captured her lips in a passionate kiss. 'She loves me. She loves me. She loves me. ' As all he could think over and over again.
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Giles sat in his living room, waiting. The children had long since left and he was on alone with Joyce, the one person he could not stand. She never did anything for her daughter out of love, only if she got something in return.
Staring at her, he found himself wanted to scream at her for all the heartache that she has caused Buffy. Giles feel that he was more like Buffy's parent then her own mother and father. Joyce was so incorruptly uncareing about Buffy that it made him want to throw-up. And Hank, word could not express what Giles want to do to that man for what he was done to his daughter.
'Easy, old man, you know that soon she will once again loose interest in Buffy's life, and then she will be out of your sight.'
*******
Angelus sat on the old hunter-green sofa with his mate curled around him in his lap. After the heated kiss they shared, no words were said. He simply tugged Buffy with him as he sat down, that was almost half an hour ago. He bent his head and looked at his love. She was asleep, he smiled.
He felt strange new feelings that he never felt before, this warm sensation in his chest. Never in all his years as a vampire, had he felt this feeling.
{It's love, Angelus}
[No, it's more. Tell me what it is.. it's like I know something is wrong but I don't know what it is.]
{I know what it is, but I am going to let you figure it out on your own this time. Talk to Buffy, and watch your temper}
Angelus felt Angel recede back into his mind.
What could this feeling be? Was Buffy hiding something from him? Something important? Maybe about the baby?
The Baby.
Their Baby. '
'My Baby.'
He could not wait. He was going to be a Father. The world's evilest Master vampire was going to be the father of the strongest Slayer's Baby.
'Oh this is going to be fun' he thought as he joined his mate in sleep.