Chapter 1 - Life Now
A young woman with Black, curly hair that was cut to her shoulder blades, stood about five-six, and had a slim figure in orange pajama pants and a black spaghetti strap shirt was pacing on the red rug that was on floor. Her name was Kayla Cameron. She looked at her companion, who was sitting in one of the black chairs that littered the room wearing a long, blue, silk nightgown. This second young lady had auburn red hair, and emerald green eyes.
"Lily, I can't." she told her friend as she continued her pacing. "I can't tell them that I was raped! You know how those three guys are! I mean, James and Sirius are enough, but put Remus into the mix and you have torture! I mean they'd suffocate me with their protectiveness if I told them that I had been raped!" Kayla fumed.
Lily Evans got up from her chair and stood in front of Kayla. "Kayla. I'm not making you tell them anything. And I do know that they would get protective of you! Believe me, I do! All that I'm saying is they deserve to know. You could always hit them senseless, which wouldn't take long to accomplish with James and Sirius, but you get my point, and I know you do."
Kayla frowned at her best friend. 'Damn her all to hell! She's right. And she knows it, and she knows that I hate it when I know that she's right!' she steamed to herself. 'Okay, I just got myself confused. That is not a good thing.' she realized.
"Lils." She said as she flopped herself onto her red bed. "I don't know if I can. I mean, they'll protect me, and I know that if I tell Sirius, he'll think differently of me. I mean, yes, I do like him as something more than a friend, but I don't think that I love him, and I don't want to lose him over something as stupid as something that had happened four years ago!" Kayla could hear Lily sigh as she crawled onto the bed and laid down on her stomach next to her. "Kay's, if Sirius is stupid enough to disown you, or whatever you want to call it, just because you were raped, he's stupider than we gave him credit for. I mean, not even he would do something like that!" Kayla sighed. "Yea, I guess you're right." She admitted.
Kayla knew, without even looking at her friend exactly what her expression would be. The tan face would be arranged into a smirk, and her emerald green eyes dancing with amusement. "I'm always right, Ponucy." Lily said.
The three girls, Lily, Kayla, and their other friend, Aradriana Williams were all Animagus, and they all represented an element. Lily was water, Kayla was fire, and Aria as they called her, was air. The positions fitted their personalities more than their looks.
Lily could be smooth and easy going at times, but once you got her mad there was no stopping her until the tsunami passed, and she wasn't nice to anyone, and gave nothing any heed. Like the ocean.
Aria was always the clam nice one, but she also had a temper - thought it wasn't as ferocious as Lily's, and she was always easy going. Like the wind.
Kayla was the most temperamental. She could be cold one moment, then bursting into flames the next. She was the most unpredictable when it came to moods out of the group. Although her temper was fatal, it was nothing compared to Lily's, nothing was.
Lily was able to change into a white jaguar, and got the nickname of Hunter for it. Aria a white fox, and as they couldn't come up with a nickname that went with her animal, they came up with the nickname Aria, which sort of stuck, and now no one calls her by her full name. Kayla was a white tiger, and earned the nickname Pouncer for all of her hyperness as a tiger.
Kayla watched as her best friend in the whole world fell asleep and sighed. She knew that one of these days that she was going to give into Sirius Black, and let him touch her, let him date her, and let him take care of her. And she wasn't sure if she could handle that. She still found it hard to trust guys when it came to . . . girlfriend, boyfriend relationships. In the depths of her mind she figure that she was scared to let him close enough to see the true her, the tarnished her, the tainted her, the used her, the . . . scared, cowardly her. And she knew, she knew that she was ashamed of what happened to her. She didn't want anyone to know that tough, don't-mess-with-me Kayla was a little girl hiding curled in a corner from boys!
And most importantly, she was scared to fall for him. Scared to have what her parents did as marriage. She didn't want her and her husband to barely be able to stand in the same room with each other without snapping at each other and getting into a fight. Not being able to stand being in the same content with the other! Or having the other spouse ashamed of their child just because she couldn't stop herself from being raped at the age of 11! She didn't want that, and would never have that.
Sirius might be one of her closest friends, but he couldn't know what happened to her four years ago. He couldn't know, and never would. Not if she had anything to do with it.
She'd miss him too much if he were to go and forget about her. And, she admitted to herself, she'd miss him flirting with her. And she'd miss the arguments.
The last though that slipped through her mind before she fell asleep was that if push came to shove, this year she might be taking lessons from Sirius Black in the one thing he did best. Seduction.
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A/N:
So, what did you think?
Good, bad, tell me.
Oh, and I have a favor to ask of anyone who is kind enough to do so. Is anyone willing to be my beta reader? I'd feel better about posting these chapters if I knew that they were corrected by something other than word check.
If you're interested, either leave a review saying so along with your email address or something like that, or email me at mymonkeygurl21@aol.com.
Thank you for Reading,
Mistress del Mare
A young woman with Black, curly hair that was cut to her shoulder blades, stood about five-six, and had a slim figure in orange pajama pants and a black spaghetti strap shirt was pacing on the red rug that was on floor. Her name was Kayla Cameron. She looked at her companion, who was sitting in one of the black chairs that littered the room wearing a long, blue, silk nightgown. This second young lady had auburn red hair, and emerald green eyes.
"Lily, I can't." she told her friend as she continued her pacing. "I can't tell them that I was raped! You know how those three guys are! I mean, James and Sirius are enough, but put Remus into the mix and you have torture! I mean they'd suffocate me with their protectiveness if I told them that I had been raped!" Kayla fumed.
Lily Evans got up from her chair and stood in front of Kayla. "Kayla. I'm not making you tell them anything. And I do know that they would get protective of you! Believe me, I do! All that I'm saying is they deserve to know. You could always hit them senseless, which wouldn't take long to accomplish with James and Sirius, but you get my point, and I know you do."
Kayla frowned at her best friend. 'Damn her all to hell! She's right. And she knows it, and she knows that I hate it when I know that she's right!' she steamed to herself. 'Okay, I just got myself confused. That is not a good thing.' she realized.
"Lils." She said as she flopped herself onto her red bed. "I don't know if I can. I mean, they'll protect me, and I know that if I tell Sirius, he'll think differently of me. I mean, yes, I do like him as something more than a friend, but I don't think that I love him, and I don't want to lose him over something as stupid as something that had happened four years ago!" Kayla could hear Lily sigh as she crawled onto the bed and laid down on her stomach next to her. "Kay's, if Sirius is stupid enough to disown you, or whatever you want to call it, just because you were raped, he's stupider than we gave him credit for. I mean, not even he would do something like that!" Kayla sighed. "Yea, I guess you're right." She admitted.
Kayla knew, without even looking at her friend exactly what her expression would be. The tan face would be arranged into a smirk, and her emerald green eyes dancing with amusement. "I'm always right, Ponucy." Lily said.
The three girls, Lily, Kayla, and their other friend, Aradriana Williams were all Animagus, and they all represented an element. Lily was water, Kayla was fire, and Aria as they called her, was air. The positions fitted their personalities more than their looks.
Lily could be smooth and easy going at times, but once you got her mad there was no stopping her until the tsunami passed, and she wasn't nice to anyone, and gave nothing any heed. Like the ocean.
Aria was always the clam nice one, but she also had a temper - thought it wasn't as ferocious as Lily's, and she was always easy going. Like the wind.
Kayla was the most temperamental. She could be cold one moment, then bursting into flames the next. She was the most unpredictable when it came to moods out of the group. Although her temper was fatal, it was nothing compared to Lily's, nothing was.
Lily was able to change into a white jaguar, and got the nickname of Hunter for it. Aria a white fox, and as they couldn't come up with a nickname that went with her animal, they came up with the nickname Aria, which sort of stuck, and now no one calls her by her full name. Kayla was a white tiger, and earned the nickname Pouncer for all of her hyperness as a tiger.
Kayla watched as her best friend in the whole world fell asleep and sighed. She knew that one of these days that she was going to give into Sirius Black, and let him touch her, let him date her, and let him take care of her. And she wasn't sure if she could handle that. She still found it hard to trust guys when it came to . . . girlfriend, boyfriend relationships. In the depths of her mind she figure that she was scared to let him close enough to see the true her, the tarnished her, the tainted her, the used her, the . . . scared, cowardly her. And she knew, she knew that she was ashamed of what happened to her. She didn't want anyone to know that tough, don't-mess-with-me Kayla was a little girl hiding curled in a corner from boys!
And most importantly, she was scared to fall for him. Scared to have what her parents did as marriage. She didn't want her and her husband to barely be able to stand in the same room with each other without snapping at each other and getting into a fight. Not being able to stand being in the same content with the other! Or having the other spouse ashamed of their child just because she couldn't stop herself from being raped at the age of 11! She didn't want that, and would never have that.
Sirius might be one of her closest friends, but he couldn't know what happened to her four years ago. He couldn't know, and never would. Not if she had anything to do with it.
She'd miss him too much if he were to go and forget about her. And, she admitted to herself, she'd miss him flirting with her. And she'd miss the arguments.
The last though that slipped through her mind before she fell asleep was that if push came to shove, this year she might be taking lessons from Sirius Black in the one thing he did best. Seduction.
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A/N:
So, what did you think?
Good, bad, tell me.
Oh, and I have a favor to ask of anyone who is kind enough to do so. Is anyone willing to be my beta reader? I'd feel better about posting these chapters if I knew that they were corrected by something other than word check.
If you're interested, either leave a review saying so along with your email address or something like that, or email me at mymonkeygurl21@aol.com.
Thank you for Reading,
Mistress del Mare