Cardcaptor Sakura Untamed

Love of the Heart

Chapter 5
Thoughts
By: Aireonna (a.k.a. Candice Willman)

Disclaimer: I do not own Cardcaptor Sakura or any of the characters that belong to the show. For I am just a fan writing a fic on the way I would like it. So no suing available.

A/N: Yet again, I am sooo very very sorry that it has taken so very long for me to update the next chapter. Its summer vacation and I have been very busy and sick and it's just all gahh! But here is the next chapter that many of you have been waiting so long for! I hope you like it! Enjoy!

Meilin's grip tightened on Syaoron as he spoke the words she had waited so long to hear from her parents. The words she had dreaded for ever. The very words that she despised.

"Don't be." She spat out, standing and slowly increasing the space between them.

Syaoron grimaced at her actions and gently pulled his body from the floor it had fallen upon. Watching her stride across the room slowly and falling onto the bed he sighed.

"Since when?" His words were quiet as he fought to see any movement from her mouth.

Meilin closed her eyes and tried not to let him get to her. She couldn't break down now, not after all the work.

"A while." She whispered, her voice trying not to crack.

Bringing her gaze up to his eyes she fought to pull her guard back up. She couldn't let him get to her after all this time. But it was so hard.

Bowing his head, he made his way over to her, sitting on the edge of the bed gently. Meilin rolled over onto her side to make more room between them as she closed her eyes tighter.

"But, how?" His words were confused as he tried to piece everything together.

Meilin shot up from her position on the bed and tried not to let her anger get to her.

"How? Yes of course, Meilin has no magic right? She's the weak one." She couldn't help it; the words forced themselves out as the tears began to fall.

"Do you know how hard I had to work to get just a small bit of it! I'm sorry it didn't come easy for me as it did you!" Her sobs became uncontrollable as she sobbed into the bed sheet.

Syaoron's heart tore into pieces at the sight, how could he be so selfish? She was right; his magic had come so easily. He had to train though, but unlike Meilin, he had the power.

"MeiMei, I'm."

"No! Don't, please, save those words. I don't need them. I'm tired of receiving pity from people. Let's just forget it. All is forgiven and forgotten. Please leave me to rest." Turning she placed her head into the pillows to hide from his stare, those beautiful eyes of his.

Bowing his head, he lifted his body from the edge of the bed and stepped over the star carefully. Sucking in air as he heard her sobs become louder, he fought the urge to run and take her into his arms. Why would he want to?

Shaking his head, he exited and shut the door firmly behind him as her sobs grew louder. Turning and walking down the hallway he entered his room and fell onto his bed. Sleep came quickly for him, his last thoughts lingering on Meilin.

Yue sighed as another snore escaped both Sakura and Kiro. Glancing out into the emptiness of the sky, all he could see was stars. Never ending blackness. Shaking his head as he remembered the other day he closed his eyes.

/ There was something about her…different magically. Could it be/ His thoughts continued to run back and forth over Meilin and her 'new found powers'. But how? Things weren't meant to be this way, or were they?

Yawning as sleep tried to take over him once more; he turned back towards his bed and decided to let the thoughts continue tomorrow.

Sakura watched as Yue finally went to sleep. She had heard his thoughts and knew what he thought was true. Meilin had changed. She used to be so cheery and happy. But now.

Sakura turned in her bed and smiled as Kiro's and Yue's snores echoed through the room. She could hear Tori in the other room sleeping. Guys were so loud.

Smiling to herself as the memories of Syaoron entered her mind she frowned. Things were so different between them. She didn't feel like they clicked anymore. Was it going to end?

Meilin turned in her bed once more as she tried to erase Syaoron from her mind. But it wasn't working. She knew eventually he would find out. But so soon. She had planned on telling him, showing him when she was ready. But now was not the time.

Closing her eyes once more as she tried to let sleep take her over, but nothing happened.

"Why me?" Her words were soft as she whispered them into the night air. It was cold as breeze from the open window drifted through the room causing the curtains to dance around like flames in a fire.

A strong voice entered her mind as she shot up from the bed.

"You, because you are the chosen one Meilin."

Her eyes shot around the room, looking, searching for the owner of the voice. But the speaker was no where to be found. Sighing and laying her head back down, she decided she was just losing her mind.

"The time will come soon my pet. Soon you shall show them. You will be needed much more than you think."

"Okay! Who's there!" She demanded to know who was tormenting her.

But the voice did not speak again that night, her eyes drifted close as she finally let sleep take her over.

A/N: Well? What do ya think! I know its kinda short but hey! Its tha next chapter! I hope you enjoyed and I will try and get the next chapter out sooner! Leave a review and hope ya liked it! "