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borrowing.
Title: Dancing through the night with you.
And I know that I'm damned if I never got out And maybe I'm damned if I do But with every other beat I got left in my heart, you know I'd rather be damned with you. If I gotta be damned, you know I wanna be damned Dancing through the night with you. - Meatloaf
"I'm sorry. William" The quiet words echoed around the ruined crypt as if they had been shouted. Spike just stood still staring at the retreating figure. The slayer. His slayer. His love. He wanted to shout, to scream, to.sing, anything that would stop her from leaving, anything that would make her reconsider. Instead he stood, he watched, and he let her slip away.
* * * * * * *
Buffy glanced at the glowing clock and groaned, 4:00 that was too early for anyone, especially a slayer who had been on patrol until 2:00. Rolling over she tried to sleep, she closed her eyes and immeadiatly regretted it when she saw his face staring back at her. Those beautiful blue eyes so full of love and devotion and that smile.the one in a million smile that replaced the grin, when he allowed his guard to slip.the smile that only she saw. She groaned again, she desperately did not want to think about him at the moment.
She didn't want to think about him. She didn't want to be with him. She didn't want to see him. And she defiantly didn't love him.
Defeated she opened her eyes and got out of bed, quickly running a brush through her long hair, she quietly made her way across the room. She glanced at her window and was surprised to see an envelope sitting on the sill. Curiously she carefully tore it open, admiring the beautiful script it was so delicately written in.
Slayer
She stopped. She instantly knew who it was from... it could of course have been from any number of people or demons who knew her as the slayer, but she just knew who it was from. She of course had no idea in hell what convinced her to carry on reading.
I know you won't listen if I try and talk to you directly, so I can only hope that you will read what I have to say. if not well I guess you haven't read this far anyway. I thought about what to say to you for along time tonight, I had all sorts of poetry, romance and 'I love yous' to work with, but the best I could come up with was 'I tried'. I tried not loving you I tried to be friends with you I tried to give you everything I had And god dammit I tried to be close to you But you couldn't accept it, please understand, I am not in any way blaming you for my mistakes. I know that you don't love me and never will. I see that now. I'm leaving. God that looks so harsh down on paper. Please don't hate me, please forgive me. I can't believe I'm actually saying this, I so desperately don't want to be yet another person in your life who leaves you. but we can't carry on this way. The relationship we had was bad.for both of us. I'm not Angel, I'm not Riley and I'm no Giles. I won't leave and not look back. I just need some time, but I will send you a contact at some point.if you ever need me just call and I'll be there. Once again I know you don't love me, but I care about you so much, and hope you at least care about me. Take care of Dawn I love you.always will Forever William Xxxx
A silver chain fell from the envelope, a small pendant hung from it. it was simple and shaped like a tear drop with the inscription 'Forever Will'. Buffy clutched it.
All she could think about was him. She wanted to be with him. She wanted to see him. And she.loved him
Like a bat out of hell he was gone.and she had let him slip away.
TBC
So what does everyone think? Good, excellent.the biggest load of crap you ever read? Lemme know please its only my second fic. Oh, and any suggestions on where this should go cause really im making it up as I go along.I have know idea. Im busy with coursework but if peeps like, ill try update as soon as pos *hugs* lolly
And I know that I'm damned if I never got out And maybe I'm damned if I do But with every other beat I got left in my heart, you know I'd rather be damned with you. If I gotta be damned, you know I wanna be damned Dancing through the night with you. - Meatloaf
"I'm sorry. William" The quiet words echoed around the ruined crypt as if they had been shouted. Spike just stood still staring at the retreating figure. The slayer. His slayer. His love. He wanted to shout, to scream, to.sing, anything that would stop her from leaving, anything that would make her reconsider. Instead he stood, he watched, and he let her slip away.
* * * * * * *
Buffy glanced at the glowing clock and groaned, 4:00 that was too early for anyone, especially a slayer who had been on patrol until 2:00. Rolling over she tried to sleep, she closed her eyes and immeadiatly regretted it when she saw his face staring back at her. Those beautiful blue eyes so full of love and devotion and that smile.the one in a million smile that replaced the grin, when he allowed his guard to slip.the smile that only she saw. She groaned again, she desperately did not want to think about him at the moment.
She didn't want to think about him. She didn't want to be with him. She didn't want to see him. And she defiantly didn't love him.
Defeated she opened her eyes and got out of bed, quickly running a brush through her long hair, she quietly made her way across the room. She glanced at her window and was surprised to see an envelope sitting on the sill. Curiously she carefully tore it open, admiring the beautiful script it was so delicately written in.
Slayer
She stopped. She instantly knew who it was from... it could of course have been from any number of people or demons who knew her as the slayer, but she just knew who it was from. She of course had no idea in hell what convinced her to carry on reading.
I know you won't listen if I try and talk to you directly, so I can only hope that you will read what I have to say. if not well I guess you haven't read this far anyway. I thought about what to say to you for along time tonight, I had all sorts of poetry, romance and 'I love yous' to work with, but the best I could come up with was 'I tried'. I tried not loving you I tried to be friends with you I tried to give you everything I had And god dammit I tried to be close to you But you couldn't accept it, please understand, I am not in any way blaming you for my mistakes. I know that you don't love me and never will. I see that now. I'm leaving. God that looks so harsh down on paper. Please don't hate me, please forgive me. I can't believe I'm actually saying this, I so desperately don't want to be yet another person in your life who leaves you. but we can't carry on this way. The relationship we had was bad.for both of us. I'm not Angel, I'm not Riley and I'm no Giles. I won't leave and not look back. I just need some time, but I will send you a contact at some point.if you ever need me just call and I'll be there. Once again I know you don't love me, but I care about you so much, and hope you at least care about me. Take care of Dawn I love you.always will Forever William Xxxx
A silver chain fell from the envelope, a small pendant hung from it. it was simple and shaped like a tear drop with the inscription 'Forever Will'. Buffy clutched it.
All she could think about was him. She wanted to be with him. She wanted to see him. And she.loved him
Like a bat out of hell he was gone.and she had let him slip away.
TBC
So what does everyone think? Good, excellent.the biggest load of crap you ever read? Lemme know please its only my second fic. Oh, and any suggestions on where this should go cause really im making it up as I go along.I have know idea. Im busy with coursework but if peeps like, ill try update as soon as pos *hugs* lolly