"Expecting what? For Miss Weasley to betray the
order?" Snape was thoroughly confused. Could Dumbledore foretell the future?
With a heavy sigh, Albus Dumbledore made his thoughts known.
"Is there any evidence against Miss Weasley that insinuates she has betrayed
the orders secrets yet? Because if there is Severus, I ask you to speak now"
When Severus remained in a silent frown, Albus continued. "I have been
expecting that someone very close to Harry would be temporarily swayed. When
Miss Weasley was reported missing, my suspicions were all but confirmed – "
Snape interjected,
"Wait? Temporarily swayed? No Albus, I saw her… she has no heart anymore. She
has become a callous and cold woman, she shares a bed with the Dark Lord for
Christ's sake!" Dumbledore sat in silence, not out of shock, but out of
contemplation.
"I realize the gravity of the situation Severus," he said firmly, "however, as
I have proven in the past, I believe there is always hope and second chances
for everyone." Dumbledore sat in calm silence, letting Snape take in the words.
With a severe nod, Snape understood what Dumbledore had meant. He was speaking
of Severus himself, who though had once been swayed by the powers of darkness,
had been given a second chance, and that had made all the difference.
"We shall need to inform her family at once." It was not a question, but a
statement, though it came wavering and hard from Snape's lips. With a glint in
his eye, Dumbledore tossed the handful of floo powder into the already stoked
fire. Moments later, Arthur and Molly Weasley were on their way to the old
man's office.
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Arthur Weasley was afraid and made no attempt to hide it. Though Dumbledore had said it concerned Ginny, he had not said in which way. The gravity in which Dumbledore had asked them to come only confirmed their worries. Ginny was in harms way. The balding man paced back and forth inside of his worn house, waiting for his anxious wife to be ready. A moment later, Molly Weasley appeared in frayed robes and took his hand. With a slight squeeze of the hand, Molly gave her husband a reassuring nod. Smiling weakly, he disappeared next to her, and a moment later she had also apparated to the village of Hogsmeade…
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Ginny Weasley sat in the dark bedchamber examining the mark on her arm. The irritation had ceased for the moment, but there was still a dull pain that lingered. Smiling weakly, with a bit of a gulp, she knew what she had done. Meeting two Death Eaters earlier had also confirmed her decision. She did not feel saddened by this, on the contrary, she felt quite elated. Very quickly she was moving up in Voldemort's ring of power. Smirking to herself, she thought back to that afternoon. Snape and Pettigrew had appeared distraught when Tom summoned them. However, one of their faces seemed to relax when they saw that the meeting was one of mere privilege. The other, however, seemed even more unnerved when he saw the woman unmasked. Ginny knew why, this was her potions professor from her school days. Although she had forgotten temporarily about his position as spy, she made no notice of it in front of Tom. For some reason she did no discern this information, nor any of the other secrets the order had hidden. Some unseen force kept her at bay, making her wonder about her own loyalty to Tom. She quickly shook the thought off though, she loved Tom, she merely loved the thought of keeping a secret. Yes, that was it, she concluded…
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"Molly, Arthur, I suggest you take a seat…" Dumbledore
looked aged and worn as he offered the two worried parents a seat. He sat like
a withered man who had once portrayed the very being of gallantry and glory.
Clasping his hands firmly, he waited for them to comply. Once they had, he
continued.
"You may have figured out that this has something to do with the whereabouts of
your youngest child," he waited for their nods of confirmation, "I have the
displeasure of saying that I know full and well where she is." He paused a
moment. Mrs. Weasley seemed to be on the brink of tears, Arthur tried in vain
to comfort her with a reassuring hand.
"She's, not, with… You-Know-Who, is she Albus?" The balding man asked weakly.
The twitch of his lip and the grave look on his face gave the old man away.
Choking down a sob, Molly Weasley searched frantically for a handkerchief,
Arthur sat in shocked stillness.
"She is, indeed, with Lord Voldemort."
"Albus, w-we must get her back, we have t-to!" Molly sobbed. Looking down at
his lap uncomfortably, Albus sighed deeply.
"It has also come to my attention that she is not being held captive-"
"But you just said-"
"Arthur, please hear me out," the older man asked kindly. With a nod, Arthur
Weasley complied to his request.
"Miss Weasley is being held there at her own request. It seems she has been
initiated into Lord Voldemort's most loyal ban of followers – the Death
Eaters." Both the Weasley's went pale as these words came slowly out of
Dumbledore's mouth.
"You, you mean to say that our, our little Ginny is one of t-them?" Arthur
broke what seemed like an infinite silence.
"Yes," Albus said plainly. His voice betrayed little emotion other then that of
tiredness. His eyes, however, gave away the pain he found in saying these
things. By this point, Molly Weasley was crying hysterically and not even
Arthur's comforting could help.
"Why Albus why? What a disgrace, after all we taught her, why?" Molly managed
to choke out. The sparkle had all but left Albus' eye.
"Molly, there is always hope. We don't know anything for certain yet, and until
then, we must hope for the best. In the mean time, the Order will need
relocating and some other adjustments. I understand that you will need time to
accept this, and I offer you my sincerest condolences." The couple looked at
Albus' distraught face and nodded. They knew he was being sincere, and they
trusted his words. If all they could do was hope, they would place every ounce
of hope in Ginny's direction. After all, nothing could be confirmed yet.
"I will see to it that Severus looks into this a little further, until then, I
ask you not to distress too much, but to take some much needed rest." Nodding
once again, the ashen-faced couple stood up. Offering his hand in a respectful
parting, Arthur Weasley shook the old mans hand. Through many tears, the two
left the castle in haste.
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The family
took the news as expected. Ron blowing up swearing he'd kill that bloody
bastard, the twins sitting in grave silence, Charlie and Bill shedding a few
tears for their baby sister, and Molly going completely into hysterics again.
Percy was not there. His loyalties to Fudge and to discipline stayed throughout
the years, much to the disappointment of the family. Harry and Hermione had
also been present for the sad retelling. Harry had said nothing, but inwardly
he cursed himself. Hermione went to comfort Ron at once, but it was in vain. He
would not be comforted. The state of those in the room only worsened to an
acute point when they heard about the initiation. All, however, refused to
believe that Ginny had done so of her own will. With much determination, the
Weasley family, plus two, decided they wouldn't give up on the girl they had
once known and loved…
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Severus
Snape looked down the ice corridor that his feet wandered. He had been sent
here on instructions to speak to Miss Weasley. If, in fact, her heart was
totally unreachable, this could mean the end to his spying and quite possibly
his life. Snape felt he owed it to Dumbledore, however, so he agreed to the
fatal mission. His feet paused in front of a heavy wooden door. Moans and other
sounds were emitting from inside the room, and with a look of blatant disgust,
Severus stepped away cautiously. Waiting just around the corner, he stood
counting the minutes. Finally, in what seemed like hours later, Severus heard
the thud of the heavy door closing. Waiting for a moment, he turned cautiously
to see the retreating back of his former Lord and Master. With a shudder, he
crept up to the door. Pushing it open gently, he found himself in a very dark
bedchamber. Sounds of running water came from somewhere in the room along with
the sounds of shuffling feet.
"Tom?" a female voice called out. Closing the door in a hurry, lest they be
overheard, Snape walked to the figure of Ginny Weasley. He could just make out
her eyes, squinting in the bad light.
"Professor Snape…" she said, confusion dawning on her.
"Be quiet Miss Weasley, and for the love of God please put something on," he
turned away blushing as he realized her nude form. With a little gasp of
embarrassment, she slipped into a limp bathrobe, and crossed her arms in
frustration.
"What are you doing here? Do you know if he finds you in here that'll be the
end of you – " a hand clamped over her rapid mouth.
"I am," he paused slightly, "quite aware of the situation Miss Weasley. I only
came to ask you what the hell you think you're doing!" his voice was hushed but
hoarse. Feeling a sharp bite on his hand, he released her mouth from its
confines.
"The Order already has one spy, so you need pretend no longer. This is MUCH to
dangerous a situation for you to be in Miss Weasley, your family is worried
sick –" it was she who interrupted this time.
"What makes you think that I am pretending? Do you see the mark on my arm here?
Did you hear the sounds coming from this room? Did it really sound like a joke
to you?" Snape stepped back aghast. He had expected this of many people at
Hogwarts, but never of the silly little girl who once held a crush to Harry
Potter. How someone could become so blatantly changed in such little time
boggled his mind completely. This had something to do with Potter.
"You had better kill me now Virginia," his voice cold and emotionless. She
smirked slightly.
"Why would I do that?" the look of disgust, horror, and confusion that crossed
his face was not at all attractive.
"You, you have secrets about me that would do your master much good. You could
be his queen with the information you have, if you're going to kill me, I ask
you to do it now." He stood proud and fearless, though inside he was really
quaking.
"No Professor, I have better uses for you…" her lips curled into a sardonic
grin.
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"Occulumency Severus?" Dumbledore asked curiously. With a
curt nod, Snape spoke again.
"Yes Headmaster, she said she wanted me to teach her Occulumency…" his face
contorted into a half worried and half confused frown. Dumbledore's lip
twitched into the faintest of smiles.
"I think, perhaps, Mr. Snape, that my predictions about Miss Weasley are not so
far gone as most had thought." The headmaster said nothing further; he merely
nodded when his colleague looked at him in an asking way. Biting his lip, Snape
excused himself and exited the headmaster's office. The old man knitted his
brow in delighted concentration. He had his suspicions about what Miss Weasley
was up to, and if any of them proved true, then there would be no denying she
was not entirely swayed by Tom Riddle's fancy words, or eloquent promises. No,
there was still hope.
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(GINNY POV)
'Great,' I
found myself thinking, 'now my whole damned family knows.' It wasn't so bad
that Dumbledore knew, I mean, he was very astute for an older man. He seemed to
know just about everything going on in the wizarding world, but then again,
that was probably due to his many spies. I don't know why I didn't just kill
his git of a spy right then, but something told me, "no, not yet…" So I didn't.
I told him instead to teach me Occulumency. I knew it would be a crucial thing
to learn if I were to keep his secret from Tom. You're probably thinking, "why
keep secrets from Tom?" well, my answer would have to be this: he doesn't love
me, he never will, and yet he has me in his hands like his little play toy
because he knows of my obsession with him. I want to hold some power over him,
and this, this is the best way I know how. Maybe staying with Tom for so long
has taught me some tricks of my own. Let me assure you know, however, this
means nothing. I merely want the thrill of holding a part of myself back from
Tom. The only way I can do that is through Occulumency lessons. It was sort of
embarrassing having Snape overhear that previous little encounter, but oh well,
it was worth it I suppose. I mean, it's not as if the Death Eaters don't know
what Tom and I do behind closed doors. Yet, I still blushed even at the thought
of it. There was no way he was going to let this go away unnoticed. I could
almost see my family's faces as he told them. But, as soon as the thought came,
I brushed it away. What did I care for their opinions anyway? Still, I couldn't
help but gulp back a tinge of guilt as I thought of my mother's reaction to all
of this. Oh well, sometimes giving up what you knew is better then living a
lie…
In the months that followed,
Occulumency lessons went quite well. I think Tommy boy was a bit suspicious
though. Oh well, two can play at the bitchy secret game Tom, so get over it. It
wasn't surprising to me when I began to feel bitter towards Tom; after all, I
had felt that same bitterness towards Harry in months past. I think I was
mainly angry that he couldn't, or rather wouldn't, love me the way I intended
him to. Oh well, if that's the way it had to be, that's the way it would be.
Perhaps the fates were punishing me for some former folly, but either way, it
didn't matter to me. I was closer to Tom then I had been in years, and even
through my bitterness, I liked it. Anyway, Occulumency lessons progressed quite
well, and by the time I had spent a year in that hidden lair, I was a
fully-fledged occulumens. I thought to myself how good it would come in handy,
boy was I right…
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AUTHORS NOTES:
Thanks for the nice reviews you guys. So maybe there is a little hope for
Ginny, but maybe not. After all, she really has go a hardened heart. But, I won't
say anything, I'll just warn you now, if you're expecting a happy ever after
ending, stop reading now, because that is not going to happen. I will hint
about the next chappie, Ginny gets a very unexpected visitor, and does a very
unexpected thing. That's all I'm saying… ;-)
