Dancing through the night with you
Hey guys, I hoped everyone liked the last little bit, it would have been
longer, but I've been kinda pushed for time. I'm camping this weekend (yay)
so this will probably be all I can do till Monday.
You may have noticed me staling with the b/s dialogue, 'cause honestly, I
really have no idea what I'm doing, but they do have to actually speak
eventually. So here it goes.. *hugs*
************ I could laugh but you could cry And I never knew just how high I was flying Ah, with you right above me
************ For a moment it didn't register, for one wild passionate moment Spike was in heaven. Then he realised just exactly what he was doing and who he was doing it with, roughly pushing her away, he stepped back.
Lost in the moment Buffy hadn't thought about what would happen when they stopped kissing, actually she hadn't thought at all. She hadn't known what to do, so she just kissed him. it seemed like a good idea at the time. Hurt, by the way he pushed her away; she looked up her eyes shining.
Spike melted, he had made up his mind. his relationship with the slayer that had caused him so much pain, could not go on, but just looking at her at that moment made him want to change his mind. As she looked up she no longer looked like the fierce warrior she had become.she just looked like a lost little girl.
'Buffy I.' he faulted, what was he meant to say, she had played games with him and messed him around so much, now she was here spontaneously kissing him, how could he tell her that he couldn't do it anymore, how could he say no? 'I.um . What are you doing here?' he questioned, not really able to come up with anything better.
Buffy was taken back, by his formal approach, had she really been that naïve, had she really come here expecting him to take her back.she hadn't really thought of the possibility he didn't want her. 'I, um.in the neighbourhood' she offered sceptically, deciding to take the casual approach knowing that he would see right through her, he had always been able to do that even when they where enemies.
Spike raised an eyebrow, and his uneasy look was replaced by his trademark grin. 'oh, right, just out for a walk.got lost?' he supplied' I can see how you could end up here'. He hid his nerves behind the well practiced sarcasm, his humorous words and cocky attitude dissolving the tension that had been built between the two.
Irritated, the slayer tried not to laugh, maybe it was just the relief of seeing him again or perhaps it was the familiarity of the sarcasm that made her lips twitch and compelled her to retaliate to the silly banter. 'Jumped on the wrong bus.it could happen' she replied, looking down her tone was serious when she spoke again and barely more than a whisper 'I missed you'
'I missed you too, Pet' he answered before he could stop himself.
She studied his face, a face that managed to hold a million emotions at once; confusion, sadness, hope and most of all love, but she knew even before she asked what the answer would be. 'Come home with me'
'Buffy I.' once again he could not find the words to say no, so instead he said the one thing he knew would just piss her of 'It's complicated, Love'
'No Spike,' she snapped, the atmosphere changing once more 'its really not. You either come or you don't. I'm asking you to come back to Sunnydale, see I've been doing a whole lot of thinking while you were gone, and I missed you and I want you back' she rambled 'and I want to be with you'
'Oh, do you' Spike almost shouted, his anger now rising. How dare she come here, how she dare mix up his feelings once more, how dare she start making demands. 'You want me? You care about me? Here's me thinking I was just convenient!' he spat.
Buffy stared; she didn't believe what was happening, she was there to make things right with him, not fight. 'I'm not here to fight with you, so if you can just for one minute shut your mouth and listens to me.can we please just have a civilised conversation!'
Spike's head shot up at this, he couldn't believe what he was hearing. She, she who had spent the last year beating him, using him and refusing to acknowledge him as anything other than an 'evil, soulless being' was now asking him for a civilised conversation. Not containing his fury, he replied 'you stupid cow, you think that you can waltz in here and change everything, that you can mess my life around all over again? Well your wrong, I don't want to go back, I don't want to be your soddin' sex slave, and sometimes I think it would have been better if you had never come back!!!'
Her eyes welled up; she couldn't believe what she had just heard.
Realising his mistake, Spike's eyes widened, he hadn't meant it, he had just been angry and got carried away. 'Buffy, I.' he tried to correct, but she interrupted before he could think of anything useful to say.
'No Spike. just.just don't.' she said, stepping back. He tried to touch her arm, but she jerked back.
Spike sighed 'I can't do this now' It was all too much he had never meant to upset her. 'I, I just need time to think this through' turning, he hastily scribbled directions on a napkin, and offered it to her. 'meet me there at 9 tomorrow?'
Cautiously she reached out and took it, relieved all Spike could do was nod, and watch as she turned and walked away. Sighing, he turned to find the bar maid already refilling his glass.
************ I poured it on and I poured it out, I tried to show you just how much I care, I'm tired of words and I'm too hoarse to shout, But you've been cold it took me so long I'm crying icicles instead of tears.
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TBC That was kinda angsty, huh? I promise there will be some spuffy happys soon. I should be packing to go away but, hell I'm enjoying myself so I'm gonna start another chapter now, so I'll see how far I can get, hopefully it will be out tonight. *hugs* Lolly
************ I could laugh but you could cry And I never knew just how high I was flying Ah, with you right above me
************ For a moment it didn't register, for one wild passionate moment Spike was in heaven. Then he realised just exactly what he was doing and who he was doing it with, roughly pushing her away, he stepped back.
Lost in the moment Buffy hadn't thought about what would happen when they stopped kissing, actually she hadn't thought at all. She hadn't known what to do, so she just kissed him. it seemed like a good idea at the time. Hurt, by the way he pushed her away; she looked up her eyes shining.
Spike melted, he had made up his mind. his relationship with the slayer that had caused him so much pain, could not go on, but just looking at her at that moment made him want to change his mind. As she looked up she no longer looked like the fierce warrior she had become.she just looked like a lost little girl.
'Buffy I.' he faulted, what was he meant to say, she had played games with him and messed him around so much, now she was here spontaneously kissing him, how could he tell her that he couldn't do it anymore, how could he say no? 'I.um . What are you doing here?' he questioned, not really able to come up with anything better.
Buffy was taken back, by his formal approach, had she really been that naïve, had she really come here expecting him to take her back.she hadn't really thought of the possibility he didn't want her. 'I, um.in the neighbourhood' she offered sceptically, deciding to take the casual approach knowing that he would see right through her, he had always been able to do that even when they where enemies.
Spike raised an eyebrow, and his uneasy look was replaced by his trademark grin. 'oh, right, just out for a walk.got lost?' he supplied' I can see how you could end up here'. He hid his nerves behind the well practiced sarcasm, his humorous words and cocky attitude dissolving the tension that had been built between the two.
Irritated, the slayer tried not to laugh, maybe it was just the relief of seeing him again or perhaps it was the familiarity of the sarcasm that made her lips twitch and compelled her to retaliate to the silly banter. 'Jumped on the wrong bus.it could happen' she replied, looking down her tone was serious when she spoke again and barely more than a whisper 'I missed you'
'I missed you too, Pet' he answered before he could stop himself.
She studied his face, a face that managed to hold a million emotions at once; confusion, sadness, hope and most of all love, but she knew even before she asked what the answer would be. 'Come home with me'
'Buffy I.' once again he could not find the words to say no, so instead he said the one thing he knew would just piss her of 'It's complicated, Love'
'No Spike,' she snapped, the atmosphere changing once more 'its really not. You either come or you don't. I'm asking you to come back to Sunnydale, see I've been doing a whole lot of thinking while you were gone, and I missed you and I want you back' she rambled 'and I want to be with you'
'Oh, do you' Spike almost shouted, his anger now rising. How dare she come here, how she dare mix up his feelings once more, how dare she start making demands. 'You want me? You care about me? Here's me thinking I was just convenient!' he spat.
Buffy stared; she didn't believe what was happening, she was there to make things right with him, not fight. 'I'm not here to fight with you, so if you can just for one minute shut your mouth and listens to me.can we please just have a civilised conversation!'
Spike's head shot up at this, he couldn't believe what he was hearing. She, she who had spent the last year beating him, using him and refusing to acknowledge him as anything other than an 'evil, soulless being' was now asking him for a civilised conversation. Not containing his fury, he replied 'you stupid cow, you think that you can waltz in here and change everything, that you can mess my life around all over again? Well your wrong, I don't want to go back, I don't want to be your soddin' sex slave, and sometimes I think it would have been better if you had never come back!!!'
Her eyes welled up; she couldn't believe what she had just heard.
Realising his mistake, Spike's eyes widened, he hadn't meant it, he had just been angry and got carried away. 'Buffy, I.' he tried to correct, but she interrupted before he could think of anything useful to say.
'No Spike. just.just don't.' she said, stepping back. He tried to touch her arm, but she jerked back.
Spike sighed 'I can't do this now' It was all too much he had never meant to upset her. 'I, I just need time to think this through' turning, he hastily scribbled directions on a napkin, and offered it to her. 'meet me there at 9 tomorrow?'
Cautiously she reached out and took it, relieved all Spike could do was nod, and watch as she turned and walked away. Sighing, he turned to find the bar maid already refilling his glass.
************ I poured it on and I poured it out, I tried to show you just how much I care, I'm tired of words and I'm too hoarse to shout, But you've been cold it took me so long I'm crying icicles instead of tears.
*************
TBC That was kinda angsty, huh? I promise there will be some spuffy happys soon. I should be packing to go away but, hell I'm enjoying myself so I'm gonna start another chapter now, so I'll see how far I can get, hopefully it will be out tonight. *hugs* Lolly