Angel of Death
By: Craw/Brad
A/N: This is just a little ficclet that I wrote one day in class. It can be seen as any of weiss' thoughts on another member. If you must know though, I wrote it with Aya and Omi in mind.
In the fading sunlight, the sun glows off your hair. It looks like golden fire that the gods had pored down from the heavens. You run and laugh, the joy radiating through your eyes. It is a joy for the man you love.
I see you and I am forced to think of the past. I use to be like you. I was a careless youth before all of this. I envy your innocence. Ha! You would argue if you heard that. You would say that you wern't a child, that you were a killer just like me, that you always had been.
What you don't understand is that there is no me, that I am dead. I am simply a bringer of death.If you are death, then you are the angel of death. And a beautiful angel you are. I long to touch you, but I hold back because it would kill me to lose you.
I can live seeing you happy with someone else. For I have the knowledge that If I were to be the him you were with, I would lose you forever. If I let you know, as is my deepest desire, that I love you, then the world would steal you away. The world has taken everyone else I have ever loved. So I will endure the pain of seeing you kiss him. I will live with the heart breaking sounds of your love making from down the hall. I will do all of this so that my deepest fear is not realized. So that I will not lose you.
A/N: Sorry if that sucked. I really only posted it to make sure that I was doing this right. Please reveiw! I will be forever ...... depressed if you don't! ~Brad