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I know the first chapter was kind of boring but there's a little more
action in this chapter so yeah.
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Chapter Two: Conversations With A Girl He Always Knew Existed Though She Never Knew He Knew Because To Her She Was Only His Best Friend's Little Sister
The Dursleys have gone out for the rest of the day so now I'm lying on my bed, tossing a crumpled up piece of paper in the air, thinking mindlessly. Several times a thought of committing suicide crossed my mind but I knew I was being stupid. There was a life out there waiting for me.somewhere.
I was still lying there when there was a knock on my door.
Sensing that Uncle Vernon had forgotten to yell at me before leaving, I called to the door, "What?"
There wasn't an immediate answer. But then I heard breathing; it didn't sound much like my uncle's breathing. It sounded more like a girl's breathing....a young girl...
Then the door opened and there she was.
"Hi, Harry."
Yeah I know what you're thinking. Cho. No. It really wasn't. And trust me, if it was, I'd be cussing her out right now. No, it was Ginny.
"G-Ginny...hi. What are you-you doing here?" I said, shocked at her presented poise.
"Well, Dad told me to bring you back to the house. So.I took some Floo powder and came here." She said it so simply it almost made me feel stupid. "So where are your aunt and uncle?"
"Out," I said, staring at her with narrowed eyes. Why was she here? Ron could have taken me back to the Burrow..something weird was going on here..
"When will they be back?"
"Not until later tonight."
Ginny was now staring at me with an odd expression. It was like half curiosity and half pity. She must have realized that I was looking at her strangely too because she said, "I'm sorry. I just couldn't help but notice it," she added quietly.
"Notice what?" I asked, quite frankly afraid of her answer.
She shook her head. "It's just that you don't look so good. I know this is hard for you and everything but- oh I don't know. Forget I mentioned it."
"What's hard for me? If you're talking about Sirius-"
Ginny breathed deeply and spun around, facing her back toward me. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to offend you."
"You didn't," I said quickly, now facing the window, before any kind of scene was started.
"Okay good. So-" She turned around and saw only my back. I was sitting back down and something apparently worried her about my appearance. "Harry! Oh I'm sorry. I really didn't mean to bring that up. I really didn't."
Then I noticed what had happened. Tears had fallen out of my eyes and for some reason, I hadn't bothered to wipe them away. "Sorry. It's my fault. I- "
"Harry," Ginny said sitting next to me and putting an arm around my shoulders. "Don't put yourself through this. Everything is meant to happen for a reason and-and this must be a pretty good reason. Because you've been put through a lot. I know you have. And it's not fair."
I laughed, but not in a humorous way. "Ginny you really wouldn't get it. It was literally as if he had just disappeared. If I wouldn't have just been such an idiot than he'd still be alive."
Ginny's eyes became cold. "Don't blame yourself for this, Harry." Her voice was so much unlike her own, it was startling. She sounded like she was serious though. So I listened. "I know it's unfair but come on. Promise me that you won't go doing something drastic."
"Ginny-"
"Promise me Harry. I'm serious. I have a pretty good feeling about what's going on."
"Okay. I promise," I said shaking my head. I didn't know if she could see it or not but I had my fingers crossed behind my back. But I had the feeling that she could see it. I have a feeling Ginny can see everything.
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Chapter Two: Conversations With A Girl He Always Knew Existed Though She Never Knew He Knew Because To Her She Was Only His Best Friend's Little Sister
The Dursleys have gone out for the rest of the day so now I'm lying on my bed, tossing a crumpled up piece of paper in the air, thinking mindlessly. Several times a thought of committing suicide crossed my mind but I knew I was being stupid. There was a life out there waiting for me.somewhere.
I was still lying there when there was a knock on my door.
Sensing that Uncle Vernon had forgotten to yell at me before leaving, I called to the door, "What?"
There wasn't an immediate answer. But then I heard breathing; it didn't sound much like my uncle's breathing. It sounded more like a girl's breathing....a young girl...
Then the door opened and there she was.
"Hi, Harry."
Yeah I know what you're thinking. Cho. No. It really wasn't. And trust me, if it was, I'd be cussing her out right now. No, it was Ginny.
"G-Ginny...hi. What are you-you doing here?" I said, shocked at her presented poise.
"Well, Dad told me to bring you back to the house. So.I took some Floo powder and came here." She said it so simply it almost made me feel stupid. "So where are your aunt and uncle?"
"Out," I said, staring at her with narrowed eyes. Why was she here? Ron could have taken me back to the Burrow..something weird was going on here..
"When will they be back?"
"Not until later tonight."
Ginny was now staring at me with an odd expression. It was like half curiosity and half pity. She must have realized that I was looking at her strangely too because she said, "I'm sorry. I just couldn't help but notice it," she added quietly.
"Notice what?" I asked, quite frankly afraid of her answer.
She shook her head. "It's just that you don't look so good. I know this is hard for you and everything but- oh I don't know. Forget I mentioned it."
"What's hard for me? If you're talking about Sirius-"
Ginny breathed deeply and spun around, facing her back toward me. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to offend you."
"You didn't," I said quickly, now facing the window, before any kind of scene was started.
"Okay good. So-" She turned around and saw only my back. I was sitting back down and something apparently worried her about my appearance. "Harry! Oh I'm sorry. I really didn't mean to bring that up. I really didn't."
Then I noticed what had happened. Tears had fallen out of my eyes and for some reason, I hadn't bothered to wipe them away. "Sorry. It's my fault. I- "
"Harry," Ginny said sitting next to me and putting an arm around my shoulders. "Don't put yourself through this. Everything is meant to happen for a reason and-and this must be a pretty good reason. Because you've been put through a lot. I know you have. And it's not fair."
I laughed, but not in a humorous way. "Ginny you really wouldn't get it. It was literally as if he had just disappeared. If I wouldn't have just been such an idiot than he'd still be alive."
Ginny's eyes became cold. "Don't blame yourself for this, Harry." Her voice was so much unlike her own, it was startling. She sounded like she was serious though. So I listened. "I know it's unfair but come on. Promise me that you won't go doing something drastic."
"Ginny-"
"Promise me Harry. I'm serious. I have a pretty good feeling about what's going on."
"Okay. I promise," I said shaking my head. I didn't know if she could see it or not but I had my fingers crossed behind my back. But I had the feeling that she could see it. I have a feeling Ginny can see everything.