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"Love Returned"
- Universal Moon
Chapter 2
-"The past returns to her"
At Sakura's house at five after seven
"Kaiju! Jason's here." Touya yelled out.
"Coming!" She yelled as she came down the stairs. She was wearing black open toe heels, a forest green knee length skirt that had mid thigh slits on both sides, a black bare mid drift tube top, and a transparent green over shirt. Her eyes were amethyst, and she added two dark green streaks to her hair.
"I am not a Kaiju," she said as she stomped on his foot.
"OOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWwwwwwwww!"
"Sakura you look great." Jason said. He was wearing black pants, and a smoke colored shirt.
"Thanks Jason. Lets go." She said unenthusiastically.
"Why does she keep going out with him? She doesn't have any feelings for him, and she's only her hurting herself, as well as leading him on." Touya thought to himself as they left. "As much as I hate to admit it, the Chinese gaki, is the only one for Sakura. Until he comes back, she's not gonna be happy."
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"Hurry up Li-kun, they're gonna be in the park any minute now." Tomoyo said impatiently.
"I'm coming. I hope this works."
"It will. You look great." Syaoran was wearing his dark green pants and a light green dress shirt, which of course was untucked.
"Look here they come." Tomoyo cried as they walked slower. They were going to "accidentally" bump into them.
"Where? I don't see her anywhere!" Syaoran asked looking around. But, he couldn't see her anywhere. All he saw was a light brown haired guy and his black haired girlfriend, and by the looks of it he was about to propose to the girl.
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"Sakura," Jason started.
"Yeah."
"We've been going out for a long time. I've been waiting a long time to ask you something. I know we are still young, but I also know that I'll never find a girl I will love more then you. I guess what I'm trying to say is . . ." he said as he got down on one knee and took out a small black velvet box from his pocket. "Will you marry me?"
"I . . . I . . . I . . . I don't know what to say," she said out loud. To herself she thought, "I don't love you. I love Syaoran. I want to be with him not you."
"Say yes, and make me the happiest man on earth."
"JASON!" a girl yelled.
"Saved by Tomoyo" Sakura thought. "TOMOYO!?!?" She called out.
"Hey Tomoyo," Jason mumbled.
"This is Sakura! She has changed. What happened to her? I wouldn't have been able to recognize if I had seen her walking down the street." Syaoran thought as he stared at the perfect stranger in front of him. She looked nothing like the girl he fell in love with all those years ago. He couldn't see any trace or hint that she was the same innocent genki girl, he once knew. This was not his little Sakura. She had grown up; she has seen many things that even adults never see in a lifetime. She has felt much pain, and it has finally caught up with her. It came to a point where she didn't want to be that genki little girl, that everyone knew.
"I wonder who this guy is. He's really cute, but his eyes seem so sad. He looks so familiar though. Wait, this energy I'm feeling. It can't be, but it could only be . . ." Sakura thought.
"I forgot all about their magic." Tomoyo thought, when she saw Sakura sensing Syaoran's magic.
"Shaoran!" Sakura yelled.
"Hello Sakura. Long time no see." Syaoran said. "You've changed."
"How dare you come back!" She yelled at him. She walked right up to him and slapped him across the face.
"Gomen Sakura," he said sadly. "This was not the welcome I expected," he thought.
All of a sudden Sakura's expression softened and tears began to fall. "I . . I . . .I . . . I missed you." She cried as she hugged him tight. Syaoran was at a loss, but only for a second before he hugged her back.
"Sakura." He said huskily. Sakura looked up, and could see all the pain and loneliness that he had suffered throughout these 4 years. The same exact feelings that she had suffered. She reached up and kissed him. At first it was tender, then it became a cry of longing and passion. They were so into each other that they forgot about everyone else.
"Sugoi!" Tomoyo yelled as she took out her camera.
"SAKURA!" an angry voice yelled out. It was Jason. The sound of his voice startled Sakura and broke the sort of trance that she had been in, as well as the kiss.
"Ja. . . Jason, I . . . well . . I . . . gomen." Sakura stuttered before she took off running.
"Sakura wait!" Tomoyo and Syaoran yelled.
"WHO ARE YOU? Why did you kiss my girl?" Jason shouted.
"So you're the boyfriend?" Syaoran asked. "I expected someone a little more powerful. Not a wimp like you."
"Li-kun! Not now! Hayaku, go after Sakura." Tomoyo told him.
"Hai!" he yelled as he took off.
"Iie! I should go after her! She's my girl!" He said and was about to take off after them, but Tomoyo stopped him.
"Wait Jason! Sakura and Syaoran have a lot to work out. Just let them be. Things will work out for the best in the end."
"Demo, I can't stay here. I asked Sakura to marry me."
"What did she say?"
"She didn't say anything. You got here before she had a chance to answer."
"Mou, don't scare me like that."
"Scare you?"
"I . . . I . . . I mean I have to be there when Sakura accepts a marriage proposal."
"OK." He said not quite believing her.
"Jason can you take me home? Since you have nothing to do tonight."
"Don't remind me." He said out loud. To himself he thought, "I'm going after her as soon as I drop you off. No one is going to take Sakura away from me. No one."
"Arigato." Tomoyo said as they walked away.
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"Why did I do that?" Sakura yelled to herself. "Jason just asked me to marry him, and I turn around and kiss Syaoran. What am I, crazy?"
"Yeah, but for me." A guys voice came from behind.
"What do you want? Just leave me alone. Haven't you caused enough damage?"
"I wasn't the one who started. Although I was thinking it."
"Go away! I don't want to see you."
"No Sakura! I already left you once, I won't do it again."
"Once? Don't you mean twice?"
"I came back! That's all that matters. I won't leave you again."
"Yeah sure, where have I heard that before?"
"Sakura, please."
"Oh yeah, I remember now. My stupid ex-boyfriend told me that. He said that he wouldn't break my heart, and that was the first thing that asshole did."
"Sakura, onegai, forgive me."
"Easy for you to say."
"Aishiteru. I will always love you, and no matter what I'll always wait for you."
"Sure you will. Until the next evil wizard tries to kill me."
"Sakura, I gave up too easily. I know that. I was too ashamed to see you afterwards. I wasn't worthy of your love. That's why I left. I needed to become stronger. I thought I was doing you a favor. I was trying to spare you from being with a weakling. I needed to be worthy of you. I was there when Yue saved you. But Touya told me to leave. He said I wasn't worthy of you. I knew he was right. I should've stayed anyways, but I couldn't. No matter how much I wanted to stay, my feet took me away. You really think I would abandon you. Kami-sama Sakura, I'd give my life for you in an instant." He cried out, on the brink of tears.
"Stop it! Stop it! I don't want to hear any of your lies. You're telling me you had to be cruel to me, to us, just because you love me. I don't buy it." She cried as she covered both of her ears.
"Aishiteru!"
"Don't say that! You don't mean it! Leave me alone! Onegai! Leave me alone!"
"Aishiteru! Aishiteru! Aishiteru! Don't tell me I don't mean it. Aishiteru Sakura! You'll always be the owner of my heart, and no one will be able to replace you in mine. I also know that no one will be able to replace me in yours. Even if you have moved on." He said as he rush up to her from behind and wrapped his arms around her.
"Let me go Syaoran! Onegai. If you really loved me why did you leave me? I didn't care if you gave up against Lau Shi. I just wanted you to be there for me. You were my life, and I loved you. You promised me that you wouldn't let me fall, and that was the first thing you did. Now let me go." She yelled as he turned her around so he could look into her eyes.
"Why do you wear contacts? Why'd you dye your hair? Why'd you change the way you dress? Although I love the colors you chose to wear tonight. It seems you knew we were going to run into each other." He grinned.
"Why I changed is none of your concern! As for the colors, it was just a coincidence. Let me go! Now!"
"I thought you didn't believe in coincidences. As for letting you go, Never! I did it once I won't do it again. But I will free you when you say you forgive me. When you say that you still love me and that you'll give me another chance. I won't fail you! Not this time. I swear it!"
"Stop it! I don't want to hear it!"
"Fine, we have all the time in the world for us to be together, but I won't let you go until I have another taste of you. It's been so long, I've forgotten how good it felt!" He said as he lifted Sakura's head up. He leaned downwards and brushed Sakura's lips ever so gently. Sakura tried to step away, but he had her pinned.
"Goddess don't let me fall. Oh, but how I want this. I've missed him. Maybe this once, just this once I could give in. Have something I haven't had in so long." She thought to herself as she stopped struggling and let him kiss her. She opened her mouth just a bit, and Syaoran took full advantage as he deepened the kiss. He wrapped his arms around her tiny waist and held her close. She returned his kiss with equal passion and longing. She wrapped her arms around his head and shoulders, and pinned herself as close to him as possible.
"This feels so right!" Syaoran thought.
"I missed this. I love him! I still love him, there's no denying it anymore. But I can't do this to Jason. I just can't. But this feels so right." Sakura thought.
Reluctant to let go, but because of lack of air, they parted.
"Sakura do you forgive me?"
"I'd forgive you anything." Sakura mumbled she was still dazed because of the power of their kiss.
"Sakura, Aishiteru."
"Aishiteru Syaoran," she mumbled as she leaned up towards him for another kiss. Syaoran too leaned down to kiss her. This kiss was slower, and gentler then the last one, it still had the fire, but it wasn't as demanding.
"No this is wrong, I can't hurt Jason like this." Sakura said as she broke the kiss.
"Sakura, why'd you stop?"
"I can't hurt Jason like this. He just asked me to marry him."
"Did you say yes?"
"No, I didn't say anything."
"So why are you so reluctant."
"I need time to think. Let me go, I want to go home." She told him as she backed away from him.
"Sakura let me take you home then. You shouldn't walk home alone."
"I don't need you! I can take care of myself." She said getting angry again.
"I know you can. But I would feel a lot better if I walked you home."
"What about how I feel? You never think about how I feel, only about how you feel. Well guess what? I don't need you! Teleport!" She yelled as she disappeared.
"I do care about your feelings. I just wanted to be sure you'd be safe." He said sadly, as he walked back to Tomoyo's house. He didn't even realize that she hadn't used the key.
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Sakura reappeared in her room. She walked to her bed and cried her eyes out.
"This wasn't suppose to happen! How did he guilt me into falling for him again? I love him so much! I could feel his pain, as if it was my own. Everything I've felt these past 4 years I know he's felt it too. But what about Jason? I can't do this to him. But I can't keep leading him on. I don't love him, and I know I never will. Then there's Syaoran, I love him, but I can't trust him. He's let me down so many times. Yet even after everything he's done to me, he can still light my fire. His kiss made me feel so alive, so needed, and so wanted. These were better then the ones I remember. We aren't kids anymore, were adults. It's time I started acting like one. I can't play with Jason's emotions. If I marry him, I'll never be happy with him, and I'll only succeed in making his life unhappy as well." Sakura thought to herself. "It doesn't matter what happens with Syaoran, I can't and I won't lead Jason on anymore. I have to break up with him. I won't use him anymore. I don't deserve him." She thought as she fell asleep.
To be continued . . . . .
Poor Syaoran! I can't believe Sakura did that to him. And Jason, yeah well I wonder what's going to happen to him? O_o (Insert mischievous grin here.) ~__~
Keep reading to find out.
I need 10 reviews before I can put out a new chapter. But I need to know what I'm doing wrong or right! Arigato!
Love ya, and Good night!
"Love Returned"
- Universal Moon
Chapter 2
-"The past returns to her"
At Sakura's house at five after seven
"Kaiju! Jason's here." Touya yelled out.
"Coming!" She yelled as she came down the stairs. She was wearing black open toe heels, a forest green knee length skirt that had mid thigh slits on both sides, a black bare mid drift tube top, and a transparent green over shirt. Her eyes were amethyst, and she added two dark green streaks to her hair.
"I am not a Kaiju," she said as she stomped on his foot.
"OOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWwwwwwwww!"
"Sakura you look great." Jason said. He was wearing black pants, and a smoke colored shirt.
"Thanks Jason. Lets go." She said unenthusiastically.
"Why does she keep going out with him? She doesn't have any feelings for him, and she's only her hurting herself, as well as leading him on." Touya thought to himself as they left. "As much as I hate to admit it, the Chinese gaki, is the only one for Sakura. Until he comes back, she's not gonna be happy."
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"Hurry up Li-kun, they're gonna be in the park any minute now." Tomoyo said impatiently.
"I'm coming. I hope this works."
"It will. You look great." Syaoran was wearing his dark green pants and a light green dress shirt, which of course was untucked.
"Look here they come." Tomoyo cried as they walked slower. They were going to "accidentally" bump into them.
"Where? I don't see her anywhere!" Syaoran asked looking around. But, he couldn't see her anywhere. All he saw was a light brown haired guy and his black haired girlfriend, and by the looks of it he was about to propose to the girl.
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"Sakura," Jason started.
"Yeah."
"We've been going out for a long time. I've been waiting a long time to ask you something. I know we are still young, but I also know that I'll never find a girl I will love more then you. I guess what I'm trying to say is . . ." he said as he got down on one knee and took out a small black velvet box from his pocket. "Will you marry me?"
"I . . . I . . . I . . . I don't know what to say," she said out loud. To herself she thought, "I don't love you. I love Syaoran. I want to be with him not you."
"Say yes, and make me the happiest man on earth."
"JASON!" a girl yelled.
"Saved by Tomoyo" Sakura thought. "TOMOYO!?!?" She called out.
"Hey Tomoyo," Jason mumbled.
"This is Sakura! She has changed. What happened to her? I wouldn't have been able to recognize if I had seen her walking down the street." Syaoran thought as he stared at the perfect stranger in front of him. She looked nothing like the girl he fell in love with all those years ago. He couldn't see any trace or hint that she was the same innocent genki girl, he once knew. This was not his little Sakura. She had grown up; she has seen many things that even adults never see in a lifetime. She has felt much pain, and it has finally caught up with her. It came to a point where she didn't want to be that genki little girl, that everyone knew.
"I wonder who this guy is. He's really cute, but his eyes seem so sad. He looks so familiar though. Wait, this energy I'm feeling. It can't be, but it could only be . . ." Sakura thought.
"I forgot all about their magic." Tomoyo thought, when she saw Sakura sensing Syaoran's magic.
"Shaoran!" Sakura yelled.
"Hello Sakura. Long time no see." Syaoran said. "You've changed."
"How dare you come back!" She yelled at him. She walked right up to him and slapped him across the face.
"Gomen Sakura," he said sadly. "This was not the welcome I expected," he thought.
All of a sudden Sakura's expression softened and tears began to fall. "I . . I . . .I . . . I missed you." She cried as she hugged him tight. Syaoran was at a loss, but only for a second before he hugged her back.
"Sakura." He said huskily. Sakura looked up, and could see all the pain and loneliness that he had suffered throughout these 4 years. The same exact feelings that she had suffered. She reached up and kissed him. At first it was tender, then it became a cry of longing and passion. They were so into each other that they forgot about everyone else.
"Sugoi!" Tomoyo yelled as she took out her camera.
"SAKURA!" an angry voice yelled out. It was Jason. The sound of his voice startled Sakura and broke the sort of trance that she had been in, as well as the kiss.
"Ja. . . Jason, I . . . well . . I . . . gomen." Sakura stuttered before she took off running.
"Sakura wait!" Tomoyo and Syaoran yelled.
"WHO ARE YOU? Why did you kiss my girl?" Jason shouted.
"So you're the boyfriend?" Syaoran asked. "I expected someone a little more powerful. Not a wimp like you."
"Li-kun! Not now! Hayaku, go after Sakura." Tomoyo told him.
"Hai!" he yelled as he took off.
"Iie! I should go after her! She's my girl!" He said and was about to take off after them, but Tomoyo stopped him.
"Wait Jason! Sakura and Syaoran have a lot to work out. Just let them be. Things will work out for the best in the end."
"Demo, I can't stay here. I asked Sakura to marry me."
"What did she say?"
"She didn't say anything. You got here before she had a chance to answer."
"Mou, don't scare me like that."
"Scare you?"
"I . . . I . . . I mean I have to be there when Sakura accepts a marriage proposal."
"OK." He said not quite believing her.
"Jason can you take me home? Since you have nothing to do tonight."
"Don't remind me." He said out loud. To himself he thought, "I'm going after her as soon as I drop you off. No one is going to take Sakura away from me. No one."
"Arigato." Tomoyo said as they walked away.
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"Why did I do that?" Sakura yelled to herself. "Jason just asked me to marry him, and I turn around and kiss Syaoran. What am I, crazy?"
"Yeah, but for me." A guys voice came from behind.
"What do you want? Just leave me alone. Haven't you caused enough damage?"
"I wasn't the one who started. Although I was thinking it."
"Go away! I don't want to see you."
"No Sakura! I already left you once, I won't do it again."
"Once? Don't you mean twice?"
"I came back! That's all that matters. I won't leave you again."
"Yeah sure, where have I heard that before?"
"Sakura, please."
"Oh yeah, I remember now. My stupid ex-boyfriend told me that. He said that he wouldn't break my heart, and that was the first thing that asshole did."
"Sakura, onegai, forgive me."
"Easy for you to say."
"Aishiteru. I will always love you, and no matter what I'll always wait for you."
"Sure you will. Until the next evil wizard tries to kill me."
"Sakura, I gave up too easily. I know that. I was too ashamed to see you afterwards. I wasn't worthy of your love. That's why I left. I needed to become stronger. I thought I was doing you a favor. I was trying to spare you from being with a weakling. I needed to be worthy of you. I was there when Yue saved you. But Touya told me to leave. He said I wasn't worthy of you. I knew he was right. I should've stayed anyways, but I couldn't. No matter how much I wanted to stay, my feet took me away. You really think I would abandon you. Kami-sama Sakura, I'd give my life for you in an instant." He cried out, on the brink of tears.
"Stop it! Stop it! I don't want to hear any of your lies. You're telling me you had to be cruel to me, to us, just because you love me. I don't buy it." She cried as she covered both of her ears.
"Aishiteru!"
"Don't say that! You don't mean it! Leave me alone! Onegai! Leave me alone!"
"Aishiteru! Aishiteru! Aishiteru! Don't tell me I don't mean it. Aishiteru Sakura! You'll always be the owner of my heart, and no one will be able to replace you in mine. I also know that no one will be able to replace me in yours. Even if you have moved on." He said as he rush up to her from behind and wrapped his arms around her.
"Let me go Syaoran! Onegai. If you really loved me why did you leave me? I didn't care if you gave up against Lau Shi. I just wanted you to be there for me. You were my life, and I loved you. You promised me that you wouldn't let me fall, and that was the first thing you did. Now let me go." She yelled as he turned her around so he could look into her eyes.
"Why do you wear contacts? Why'd you dye your hair? Why'd you change the way you dress? Although I love the colors you chose to wear tonight. It seems you knew we were going to run into each other." He grinned.
"Why I changed is none of your concern! As for the colors, it was just a coincidence. Let me go! Now!"
"I thought you didn't believe in coincidences. As for letting you go, Never! I did it once I won't do it again. But I will free you when you say you forgive me. When you say that you still love me and that you'll give me another chance. I won't fail you! Not this time. I swear it!"
"Stop it! I don't want to hear it!"
"Fine, we have all the time in the world for us to be together, but I won't let you go until I have another taste of you. It's been so long, I've forgotten how good it felt!" He said as he lifted Sakura's head up. He leaned downwards and brushed Sakura's lips ever so gently. Sakura tried to step away, but he had her pinned.
"Goddess don't let me fall. Oh, but how I want this. I've missed him. Maybe this once, just this once I could give in. Have something I haven't had in so long." She thought to herself as she stopped struggling and let him kiss her. She opened her mouth just a bit, and Syaoran took full advantage as he deepened the kiss. He wrapped his arms around her tiny waist and held her close. She returned his kiss with equal passion and longing. She wrapped her arms around his head and shoulders, and pinned herself as close to him as possible.
"This feels so right!" Syaoran thought.
"I missed this. I love him! I still love him, there's no denying it anymore. But I can't do this to Jason. I just can't. But this feels so right." Sakura thought.
Reluctant to let go, but because of lack of air, they parted.
"Sakura do you forgive me?"
"I'd forgive you anything." Sakura mumbled she was still dazed because of the power of their kiss.
"Sakura, Aishiteru."
"Aishiteru Syaoran," she mumbled as she leaned up towards him for another kiss. Syaoran too leaned down to kiss her. This kiss was slower, and gentler then the last one, it still had the fire, but it wasn't as demanding.
"No this is wrong, I can't hurt Jason like this." Sakura said as she broke the kiss.
"Sakura, why'd you stop?"
"I can't hurt Jason like this. He just asked me to marry him."
"Did you say yes?"
"No, I didn't say anything."
"So why are you so reluctant."
"I need time to think. Let me go, I want to go home." She told him as she backed away from him.
"Sakura let me take you home then. You shouldn't walk home alone."
"I don't need you! I can take care of myself." She said getting angry again.
"I know you can. But I would feel a lot better if I walked you home."
"What about how I feel? You never think about how I feel, only about how you feel. Well guess what? I don't need you! Teleport!" She yelled as she disappeared.
"I do care about your feelings. I just wanted to be sure you'd be safe." He said sadly, as he walked back to Tomoyo's house. He didn't even realize that she hadn't used the key.
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Sakura reappeared in her room. She walked to her bed and cried her eyes out.
"This wasn't suppose to happen! How did he guilt me into falling for him again? I love him so much! I could feel his pain, as if it was my own. Everything I've felt these past 4 years I know he's felt it too. But what about Jason? I can't do this to him. But I can't keep leading him on. I don't love him, and I know I never will. Then there's Syaoran, I love him, but I can't trust him. He's let me down so many times. Yet even after everything he's done to me, he can still light my fire. His kiss made me feel so alive, so needed, and so wanted. These were better then the ones I remember. We aren't kids anymore, were adults. It's time I started acting like one. I can't play with Jason's emotions. If I marry him, I'll never be happy with him, and I'll only succeed in making his life unhappy as well." Sakura thought to herself. "It doesn't matter what happens with Syaoran, I can't and I won't lead Jason on anymore. I have to break up with him. I won't use him anymore. I don't deserve him." She thought as she fell asleep.
To be continued . . . . .
Poor Syaoran! I can't believe Sakura did that to him. And Jason, yeah well I wonder what's going to happen to him? O_o (Insert mischievous grin here.) ~__~
Keep reading to find out.
I need 10 reviews before I can put out a new chapter. But I need to know what I'm doing wrong or right! Arigato!
Love ya, and Good night!