DISCLAIMER: I DON'T OWN ANYTHING, I AM SO FREAKING POOR! I HAVE TO USE THE COMPUTER IN THE LIBRARY TO WRITE THIS STORY! AND BORROW MY FRIEND'S DISK TO SAFE IT... THERE! SATISFIED!?
AUTHOR'S NOTE: LITTLE SESSHOU AND THIS GIRL CALLED SAYO WAS SOMEHOW CONNECTED SINCE THEY WERE BOTH DIFFERENT FROM THE OTHER ORPHANS, BUT SAYO WAS ALWAYS CONFUSED BY SESSHOU.
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Chapter 4
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"sesshou!?" inu yelled outside the door,"are you ready to go?"
"coming..." he yelled back,"well... i will be back next monday, take care."he said to sayo.
"you too."
"cya!"
sesshou darted out the room where inu and kagome were waiting.
"where is shippou?"he asked while handing his bag to inu.
"he didn't come back with us, we have to go back very soon too."kagome answered.
"what?"sesshou looked up,"you don't mean that you are going back tomorrow, right?"
"well... actually this afternoon... and maybe from now on... we can't come every weekend..."inu added,"sorry about that bro, but kaede says there were demons attacking them everyday... for the jewel."
"well i guess it's ok. i can stay here then." sesshou looked back, sayo was watching him at the window.
"are you saying that..."kagome looked surprised,"i thought you didn't like to stay here!"
"i don't, come on... we have no time to waste, let's go to McDonald's. the food we had were craps."
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a while later, kagome, inu and sesshou found an empty table by the window in mcdonald, they ordered food and started talking.
"yum yum... this is good!"sesshou claimed.
"wow bro... come on..."inu stared at sesshou while he stuffed his mouth with fish burgers,"are you sure it will be ok that we leave today?"
"su... sure! yum yum..." sesshou nodded his head,'i wish sayo is here... she never eat anything at all.'he thought,"next time you guys coming back, can my friend come along with us?"
"friend? sure. you have friend already? i thought you will never get any friends."inu said.
"she is different."
"she?"kagome looked up.
"yep..." sesshou wiped his mouth with the pinky tissue,"i wanna go back now, can i bring a few burger with me?"
"uh... sure, i will go get them. you guys wait for me in the car k?" kagome said and stood up.
"k."
sesshou and inu walked toward the parking log.
"so, is she the one that was watching at the window?"
"ah? how did you know?"
"how did i know... geez... well, she is pretty."
"hey! she is different, but not because she is pretty!" sesshou protested.
"all i said is that she is pretty! and she is."
"better than kagome?"
"uh... she is nicer, not like kagome..."he wispered.
"hey! i heard that! now sit boy!"
"wha!?"inu yelled and slammed to the ground."ouch..."
kagome then walked across inu and dragged sesshou on to the car.
"wait...!"inu yelled...
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"sesshou?"sayo rushed infront of sesshou when he got back that afternoon,"i thought you were going to come..."
"i brought you some food, i never seen you eat over the last week." he went inside the empty bed room and sat on his bed, while sayo sat on hers.
"i wasn't hungry..."
"hey, come on, i got fish burger, chicken ones and..." sesshou put the food on the little table, while the other kids rushed in.
"you got mcdonald!? cool! thanks man!" katzumi sat beside sesshou and grabbed a chicken burger.
"...sayo? come on, you got eat..."sesshou handed a fish burger to her.
"thanks..."sayo took the burger, she opened the wraper and took a bite.
sesshou saved another for her and gave the rest to the other kids, they enjoyed it pretty much.
"sesshou, are you still awake?"
it was almost midnight, sesshou was thinking about how stupid he was, he could have forced kagome to bring him with her...but he chosed to stay here, what a stupid choice, what was he thinking?.
"yeah?"sesshou turned around and looked at her.
"what would you do if you have to die tomorrow?"
"well... i never thought about that..."
"think now."
"hmm...",'i would do something that i have never done in my life.'he thought,"maybe... kiss a girl."
"but why?"
"just joking!..."
"never mind!..."she sighed,"if i have to die, then i would go mountain climbing."
"what? why?"
"when i am at the top, i will jump off and fall as fast as i can."
"uh... ok..."
"do you think then time will pass me by if... if i keep falling?" she looked at sesshou.
"hmm..." sesshou looked back at her,"no."
"really?"she asked
"really, you will just keep falling forever, and the time will stop forever,too."
"yeah... that's what i thought too."
"en..."
"ok... good night!" she smiled in the darkness and turn around.
"good night." replied sesshou, but couldn't move his eyes off her,'fall... as fast as... she can...'
"sayo! you wanna play hide and seek?" katzumi asked.
after lunch the kids were playing in the field. sayo looked up.
"but i can't..."
"come on!" katzumi begged,"don't tell me you never played it before."
'i never did...'"of course i did! i just..."she lied.
"then come on!"
"uh... sesshou?"
"yes?" sesshou stood up in the sand pit, his sand castle was washed away by the rain yesterday night.
"you wanna play?"she asked, begged more likely,"please?"
"sorry, not interested."he answered coldly and went back to his castles.
"come on!! he never play with us."he told sayo,"he is wierd..."
'but he was nice when we were alone yesterday, what's wrong...'she thought, while joined katzumi's team.
sesshou looked at sayo while they were playing, she looks very happy, especially when it was her turn to count. she chased after the others, she was laughing. but suddenly, she stopped and covered her chest with her hands and bent down.
sesshou stood up,'she can't run.'he thought as sayo felled to the ground."sayo!" he rushed over to her and helf her up,"call the teacher! call the police!!" he yelled at katzumi.
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"en..." sayo woke up, she looked around, everything was white, she looked beside her,"sesshou?", but he wasn't there, she suddenly sat up,"where am i!" she said.
"ah? thanks goodness, you are awake sayo." sayo never noticed that the teacher of the daycare was sitting by the window.
"oh... hi miss sango."she greeted,"why am i... am i in the hospital?"
a/n: yeah yeah... sango... she is not gonna be a very important character in my ficcy. so doesn't really matter, i am just using her name, maybe i will make miroku appear at some point... but oh well... who cares about them... sesshou is the one we are talking about here!!
"sayo... why you never told us about your sickness?" sango stood up and walked toward her.
"i... i just want to be normal." sayo answered.
"but at least... you should let us know..." she sat down beside sayo on her bed.
"miss sango... can you please... keep it as a secret? i don't want the others to know..."
"yes, of course i can... you probably have to stay here for few days."
"but why... i wanna go back!"she struggled out the bed,"let me go!"
"sayo! it's saturday, i promise i will take you back on monday? everyone would be there then... how about that?"
"saturday... but... sesshou told me that he would bring me..."
"sesshou? he had already left yesterday. he would be there when you got back."she smiled,"now you better get some rest."
"i guess so..."'sesshou...'she thought.
sayo is getting better, sunday afternoon, sango said that she have to leave sayo on her own for awhile, she would come and pick her up at 6:00
"you promise you will come?"sayo asked.
a/n: how many promises she asked sango and sesshou made!?....
"i will come, then we can go back to the daycare, and maybe we can have dinner at KFC! now don't try to run away ok? i will be right back." she waved and left the room.
"bye miss... this is boring..."she said, looking up at the white tiled roof.
~knock knock~
"ah? who is it?" she asked.
"sesshou..."
"sesshou! come in." she sat up suddenly.
"hey, how are you doing? you don't have to get up... lay down!" sesshou put the yellow roses on the little table infront of the window, and went back to sayo's bed.
"it's so pretty." sayo said, looking at the roses.
"yeah... so, how do you feel?" sesshou sat down beside her.
"not so good, i haven't got out this bed since i got here..."she said,"can you help me up?"
"you better stay in your bed sayo... you are still recovering."sesshou stopped her.
"i just want to sit by the window. please?" she begged.
"alright, just a little while." sesshou said, standing up and helped sayo to her feet. sayo sat down beside the little table, the window was open, sesshou handed sayo a blanket.
"i think now, i can't even live up to 16..." sayo said with a smile... which actually made her look sad.
"don't say that, you are getting better, the doctor said so too." sesshou tried to cheer her up.
"that's what everyone says. but i know myself better than anyone else. i can feel my heart is getting weaker..."
"let's talk about something else."sesshou stopped her.
"alright..."she smiled, looking at the flowers,"sesshou?"
"yeah?"
"why were you so cold?" she looked at sesshou,"why don't you ever smile?"
"smile? well... i think it's just not worth it..." he shugged.
"can you do it for me? just once?" she asked, reached her hand out from the blanket to sesshou's face, she touched his cheek, it was cold.
sesshou stared at her hand, but didn't say anything.
"hmm... sorry..."sayo pulled her hand back, her face blushed a little.
"it's ok... i just don't used to it..." sesshou looked outside the window.
"..." then silence met them for a while.
"it's getting dark, i think i should go now."sesshou broke the quietness and stood up.
"yeah... i think so. sango will be back soon."she looked at the clock on the wall, it was 5:15.
"i will help you get back to your bed."
"ok..."sayo tried to stood up,"ah..." but she was too weak.
"there." sesshou bent down and let sayo lied on his back.
"ah... thanks..." she spring her arms around sesshou's neck while he lift her up, sayo rested her head on his shoulder.
sesshou put her down on her bed and pull the blanket over her shoulders. he lowered his head to hers and said,"i will see you tomorrow... take care." he smiled and kissed her on the forehead,"bye."
he then left the room.
'he... smiled...'
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'what the heck did i do? did i just kissed her?'sesshou thought,'why i kept being stupid when i am with her... sesshoumaru! she is a human!'he warned himself.
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HOPE YOU ALL LIKE THIS.
REVIEW PLEASE.
AUTHOR'S NOTE: LITTLE SESSHOU AND THIS GIRL CALLED SAYO WAS SOMEHOW CONNECTED SINCE THEY WERE BOTH DIFFERENT FROM THE OTHER ORPHANS, BUT SAYO WAS ALWAYS CONFUSED BY SESSHOU.
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Chapter 4
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"sesshou!?" inu yelled outside the door,"are you ready to go?"
"coming..." he yelled back,"well... i will be back next monday, take care."he said to sayo.
"you too."
"cya!"
sesshou darted out the room where inu and kagome were waiting.
"where is shippou?"he asked while handing his bag to inu.
"he didn't come back with us, we have to go back very soon too."kagome answered.
"what?"sesshou looked up,"you don't mean that you are going back tomorrow, right?"
"well... actually this afternoon... and maybe from now on... we can't come every weekend..."inu added,"sorry about that bro, but kaede says there were demons attacking them everyday... for the jewel."
"well i guess it's ok. i can stay here then." sesshou looked back, sayo was watching him at the window.
"are you saying that..."kagome looked surprised,"i thought you didn't like to stay here!"
"i don't, come on... we have no time to waste, let's go to McDonald's. the food we had were craps."
~*~*~
a while later, kagome, inu and sesshou found an empty table by the window in mcdonald, they ordered food and started talking.
"yum yum... this is good!"sesshou claimed.
"wow bro... come on..."inu stared at sesshou while he stuffed his mouth with fish burgers,"are you sure it will be ok that we leave today?"
"su... sure! yum yum..." sesshou nodded his head,'i wish sayo is here... she never eat anything at all.'he thought,"next time you guys coming back, can my friend come along with us?"
"friend? sure. you have friend already? i thought you will never get any friends."inu said.
"she is different."
"she?"kagome looked up.
"yep..." sesshou wiped his mouth with the pinky tissue,"i wanna go back now, can i bring a few burger with me?"
"uh... sure, i will go get them. you guys wait for me in the car k?" kagome said and stood up.
"k."
sesshou and inu walked toward the parking log.
"so, is she the one that was watching at the window?"
"ah? how did you know?"
"how did i know... geez... well, she is pretty."
"hey! she is different, but not because she is pretty!" sesshou protested.
"all i said is that she is pretty! and she is."
"better than kagome?"
"uh... she is nicer, not like kagome..."he wispered.
"hey! i heard that! now sit boy!"
"wha!?"inu yelled and slammed to the ground."ouch..."
kagome then walked across inu and dragged sesshou on to the car.
"wait...!"inu yelled...
~*~*~
"sesshou?"sayo rushed infront of sesshou when he got back that afternoon,"i thought you were going to come..."
"i brought you some food, i never seen you eat over the last week." he went inside the empty bed room and sat on his bed, while sayo sat on hers.
"i wasn't hungry..."
"hey, come on, i got fish burger, chicken ones and..." sesshou put the food on the little table, while the other kids rushed in.
"you got mcdonald!? cool! thanks man!" katzumi sat beside sesshou and grabbed a chicken burger.
"...sayo? come on, you got eat..."sesshou handed a fish burger to her.
"thanks..."sayo took the burger, she opened the wraper and took a bite.
sesshou saved another for her and gave the rest to the other kids, they enjoyed it pretty much.
"sesshou, are you still awake?"
it was almost midnight, sesshou was thinking about how stupid he was, he could have forced kagome to bring him with her...but he chosed to stay here, what a stupid choice, what was he thinking?.
"yeah?"sesshou turned around and looked at her.
"what would you do if you have to die tomorrow?"
"well... i never thought about that..."
"think now."
"hmm...",'i would do something that i have never done in my life.'he thought,"maybe... kiss a girl."
"but why?"
"just joking!..."
"never mind!..."she sighed,"if i have to die, then i would go mountain climbing."
"what? why?"
"when i am at the top, i will jump off and fall as fast as i can."
"uh... ok..."
"do you think then time will pass me by if... if i keep falling?" she looked at sesshou.
"hmm..." sesshou looked back at her,"no."
"really?"she asked
"really, you will just keep falling forever, and the time will stop forever,too."
"yeah... that's what i thought too."
"en..."
"ok... good night!" she smiled in the darkness and turn around.
"good night." replied sesshou, but couldn't move his eyes off her,'fall... as fast as... she can...'
"sayo! you wanna play hide and seek?" katzumi asked.
after lunch the kids were playing in the field. sayo looked up.
"but i can't..."
"come on!" katzumi begged,"don't tell me you never played it before."
'i never did...'"of course i did! i just..."she lied.
"then come on!"
"uh... sesshou?"
"yes?" sesshou stood up in the sand pit, his sand castle was washed away by the rain yesterday night.
"you wanna play?"she asked, begged more likely,"please?"
"sorry, not interested."he answered coldly and went back to his castles.
"come on!! he never play with us."he told sayo,"he is wierd..."
'but he was nice when we were alone yesterday, what's wrong...'she thought, while joined katzumi's team.
sesshou looked at sayo while they were playing, she looks very happy, especially when it was her turn to count. she chased after the others, she was laughing. but suddenly, she stopped and covered her chest with her hands and bent down.
sesshou stood up,'she can't run.'he thought as sayo felled to the ground."sayo!" he rushed over to her and helf her up,"call the teacher! call the police!!" he yelled at katzumi.
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"en..." sayo woke up, she looked around, everything was white, she looked beside her,"sesshou?", but he wasn't there, she suddenly sat up,"where am i!" she said.
"ah? thanks goodness, you are awake sayo." sayo never noticed that the teacher of the daycare was sitting by the window.
"oh... hi miss sango."she greeted,"why am i... am i in the hospital?"
a/n: yeah yeah... sango... she is not gonna be a very important character in my ficcy. so doesn't really matter, i am just using her name, maybe i will make miroku appear at some point... but oh well... who cares about them... sesshou is the one we are talking about here!!
"sayo... why you never told us about your sickness?" sango stood up and walked toward her.
"i... i just want to be normal." sayo answered.
"but at least... you should let us know..." she sat down beside sayo on her bed.
"miss sango... can you please... keep it as a secret? i don't want the others to know..."
"yes, of course i can... you probably have to stay here for few days."
"but why... i wanna go back!"she struggled out the bed,"let me go!"
"sayo! it's saturday, i promise i will take you back on monday? everyone would be there then... how about that?"
"saturday... but... sesshou told me that he would bring me..."
"sesshou? he had already left yesterday. he would be there when you got back."she smiled,"now you better get some rest."
"i guess so..."'sesshou...'she thought.
sayo is getting better, sunday afternoon, sango said that she have to leave sayo on her own for awhile, she would come and pick her up at 6:00
"you promise you will come?"sayo asked.
a/n: how many promises she asked sango and sesshou made!?....
"i will come, then we can go back to the daycare, and maybe we can have dinner at KFC! now don't try to run away ok? i will be right back." she waved and left the room.
"bye miss... this is boring..."she said, looking up at the white tiled roof.
~knock knock~
"ah? who is it?" she asked.
"sesshou..."
"sesshou! come in." she sat up suddenly.
"hey, how are you doing? you don't have to get up... lay down!" sesshou put the yellow roses on the little table infront of the window, and went back to sayo's bed.
"it's so pretty." sayo said, looking at the roses.
"yeah... so, how do you feel?" sesshou sat down beside her.
"not so good, i haven't got out this bed since i got here..."she said,"can you help me up?"
"you better stay in your bed sayo... you are still recovering."sesshou stopped her.
"i just want to sit by the window. please?" she begged.
"alright, just a little while." sesshou said, standing up and helped sayo to her feet. sayo sat down beside the little table, the window was open, sesshou handed sayo a blanket.
"i think now, i can't even live up to 16..." sayo said with a smile... which actually made her look sad.
"don't say that, you are getting better, the doctor said so too." sesshou tried to cheer her up.
"that's what everyone says. but i know myself better than anyone else. i can feel my heart is getting weaker..."
"let's talk about something else."sesshou stopped her.
"alright..."she smiled, looking at the flowers,"sesshou?"
"yeah?"
"why were you so cold?" she looked at sesshou,"why don't you ever smile?"
"smile? well... i think it's just not worth it..." he shugged.
"can you do it for me? just once?" she asked, reached her hand out from the blanket to sesshou's face, she touched his cheek, it was cold.
sesshou stared at her hand, but didn't say anything.
"hmm... sorry..."sayo pulled her hand back, her face blushed a little.
"it's ok... i just don't used to it..." sesshou looked outside the window.
"..." then silence met them for a while.
"it's getting dark, i think i should go now."sesshou broke the quietness and stood up.
"yeah... i think so. sango will be back soon."she looked at the clock on the wall, it was 5:15.
"i will help you get back to your bed."
"ok..."sayo tried to stood up,"ah..." but she was too weak.
"there." sesshou bent down and let sayo lied on his back.
"ah... thanks..." she spring her arms around sesshou's neck while he lift her up, sayo rested her head on his shoulder.
sesshou put her down on her bed and pull the blanket over her shoulders. he lowered his head to hers and said,"i will see you tomorrow... take care." he smiled and kissed her on the forehead,"bye."
he then left the room.
'he... smiled...'
~*~*~
'what the heck did i do? did i just kissed her?'sesshou thought,'why i kept being stupid when i am with her... sesshoumaru! she is a human!'he warned himself.
~*~*~*~
HOPE YOU ALL LIKE THIS.
REVIEW PLEASE.