There are times when I feel I am always alone,

And times I feel unwanted

I feel I should have Remained at rest,

Her arrow binding me in hell

But sometimes I wonder

If things are truly meant to be

Or if fate no longer interferes

But the time I've spent with the other,

The girl who set me free

Has soften me inside

And helped me feel what I let go of

But now I am drawn between

Two of who once was one

And again I feel excluded

From the one emotion

That binds me to both

And I remember the thoughts I had

Through my fifty years in solitude

What is the one thing I am without?

The one thing I try to avoid

Because of my fear of betrayal

The single emotion that I shun

But never leaves me be

Why do I feel so torn between them?

I know what loss is like

I guess not all things can be explained

Especially this torment called love