Awakened from the dead

My soul torn from my body

My memories flood back

Into my once lifeless form

I remember his face

So lost, so alone

I remember feeling close to him

Wanting him near

Feeling his arms around me

For the first time

Feeling the pain

From his bare hands

I remember love

But I recognize betrayal

And I now know I'll never return

To the life I thought he wished to share

Why?

Why was I forced to return?

Inside I'm still hopeful

Though outside it will never show

All he deserves now

Is repentance for his deception

And to see what hell is like