If you don't like yaoi, read another story and in case you people don't
know, yaoi means guy X guy. And if you adore Kurama, read another story
because I'm going to make him suffer. Yes, I'm repeating myself. I'm only
doing that because some of you still don't know this.
Disclaimer: I don't own anyone but who cares?
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I'm walking but I don't know to where or why. My legs are moving by themselves and I can't stop. But, it doesn't matter; nothing matters to me anymore.
I'm walking calmly into a forest. It seems so familiar but I can't remember, my head and heart is full of pain and regret. I guess Hiei was right; I've become too human.
I kept walking until I reached a temple. Now I remember, Genkai and Yukina likes here. Now I understand, my life isn't worth living anymore; I should just drop dead. I mean, the reason for my being in Ningenkai is gone; why should I remain in this fragile and pathetic excuse for a body?
In time, I arrived at the temple and the first thing I saw was Yukina sweeping the porch. Yukina is such a sweet girl; it makes me wonder how someone like Yukina can be related to Hiei. But, the way Hiei acts is just a mask, a mask to hide his emotions and his heart. I guess he doesn't want to get hurt after all the things he has experienced but, who would have thought that I'd be the one to suffer?
"Ohayou Kurama-san"
"Huh, oh, ohayou Yukina-chan," I said, not even noticing that Yukina has already seen me until now.
That's funny, I feel fatigued; I wonder why. I mean, I did walk a long time but I am a yokai. I don't know but I truly don't care.
"Ne Yukina, can I use your bathroom?"
"Oh sure, but what for?"
"Um, you see, you shouldn't ask someone what he (sexist!) does bathroom. It's quiet rude and kind of embarrassing"
"Oh, sorry!" she said as she blushed. Yukina, a sweet girl but a bit on the dumb side. I chuckled as I began to walk into the temple. I seems like Genkai isn't here. Good, all the more easier to do what I have to.
I walked to the kitchen (not the bathroom), then stopped to smell the sweet aroma that filled it; Yukina must be cooking something.
I walked over to the counter and picked up a knife. I then tested it by cutting my arm; too dull. I put the knife down and picked up another one. I tested this one too; it'll do.
I held the point of the knife to my neck, ready to cut it until I realized that my hand was shaking.
I put the knife down on the counter, wondering why my hand was shaking.
"It doesn't matter," I said softly to myself as I shook my head. I picked the knife up again and slashed my neck. Blood then burst out.
Blood, blood covered everything.
I suddenly dropped the knife, feeling faint. My vision is becoming blurry. All I can really see is my blood, floating rapidly down my neck. I smiled.
"Kurama-san, can I-" I turned around to see who it is. It's just Yukina of course. She has a shocked expression plastered onto her face.
My legs can't hold much longer because of the loss of blood. I collapsed but not before I smirked at Yukina.
I can't see anything anymore, just darkness. All I can hear is parts of what Yukina is saying. "Kurama- are you- wake up- please- Kurama- Help!"
To be continued
Disclaimer: I don't own anyone but who cares?
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I'm walking but I don't know to where or why. My legs are moving by themselves and I can't stop. But, it doesn't matter; nothing matters to me anymore.
I'm walking calmly into a forest. It seems so familiar but I can't remember, my head and heart is full of pain and regret. I guess Hiei was right; I've become too human.
I kept walking until I reached a temple. Now I remember, Genkai and Yukina likes here. Now I understand, my life isn't worth living anymore; I should just drop dead. I mean, the reason for my being in Ningenkai is gone; why should I remain in this fragile and pathetic excuse for a body?
In time, I arrived at the temple and the first thing I saw was Yukina sweeping the porch. Yukina is such a sweet girl; it makes me wonder how someone like Yukina can be related to Hiei. But, the way Hiei acts is just a mask, a mask to hide his emotions and his heart. I guess he doesn't want to get hurt after all the things he has experienced but, who would have thought that I'd be the one to suffer?
"Ohayou Kurama-san"
"Huh, oh, ohayou Yukina-chan," I said, not even noticing that Yukina has already seen me until now.
That's funny, I feel fatigued; I wonder why. I mean, I did walk a long time but I am a yokai. I don't know but I truly don't care.
"Ne Yukina, can I use your bathroom?"
"Oh sure, but what for?"
"Um, you see, you shouldn't ask someone what he (sexist!) does bathroom. It's quiet rude and kind of embarrassing"
"Oh, sorry!" she said as she blushed. Yukina, a sweet girl but a bit on the dumb side. I chuckled as I began to walk into the temple. I seems like Genkai isn't here. Good, all the more easier to do what I have to.
I walked to the kitchen (not the bathroom), then stopped to smell the sweet aroma that filled it; Yukina must be cooking something.
I walked over to the counter and picked up a knife. I then tested it by cutting my arm; too dull. I put the knife down and picked up another one. I tested this one too; it'll do.
I held the point of the knife to my neck, ready to cut it until I realized that my hand was shaking.
I put the knife down on the counter, wondering why my hand was shaking.
"It doesn't matter," I said softly to myself as I shook my head. I picked the knife up again and slashed my neck. Blood then burst out.
Blood, blood covered everything.
I suddenly dropped the knife, feeling faint. My vision is becoming blurry. All I can really see is my blood, floating rapidly down my neck. I smiled.
"Kurama-san, can I-" I turned around to see who it is. It's just Yukina of course. She has a shocked expression plastered onto her face.
My legs can't hold much longer because of the loss of blood. I collapsed but not before I smirked at Yukina.
I can't see anything anymore, just darkness. All I can hear is parts of what Yukina is saying. "Kurama- are you- wake up- please- Kurama- Help!"
To be continued