Do I have to repeat myself again? I hope not.
Yes, I know Kurama is out of character. And whoever told me that you usually cut your wrist instead of your neck: good for you. I'll remember that when someone ask me about how to kill themselves. No, I'm not insulting you; I'm just not in a good mood. As you can or cannot see, I'm very annoyed but not at you.
Disclaimer: I don't own Yu Yu Hakusho and I never wish to.
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What? Where am I? I can't see anything. What happened? Oh wait, I remember, I killed myself but then Yukina came along. Damn, I better not be still alive because of Yukina and her stupid healing powers. I'm sorry if I don't sound like me at the moment; I just don't want to be alive anymore.
"Kurama, Kurama, wake up."
Kuso, I hope this doesn't mean I'm still alive.
"Kurama, get up."
Stop shaking me; you're going to give me a headache, whoever you are.
"Kurama, GET YOUR ASS UP!"
I jumped up, shocked at the sudden change in the tone of whomever it was. I opened my eyes and looked around the place for whom that voice belonged to. Oh, it's just Botan and Kuwabara.
"Thank goodness you're alive Kurama."
What!?! I'm alive? I don't want to be alive! I want to be dead, you hear me! I can't be alive; I don't want to face Kassan or Hiei. Not after how stupid I was.
"What, I thought you said that he was de-," Kuwabara didn't get to finish before Botan elbowed him in the stomach. Was he going to say dead? Then Botan turned to be and began to talk nervously.
"Um, Kurama, there's something we have to say to you"
Oh hurry up I'm getting impatient. You won't like me when I'm impatient.
"You see, um, after your incident earlier"
Hurry up!
"Well, we were all shocked but what you did but... No wait, we're not sure. We only know what because of what Yukina has told us"
Come on, I'm not getting any younger!
"But Yukina isn't the kind of person to lie so-"
"HURRY UP AND SPIT IT OUT!" I screamed. I would attack them if I had to in order to get the information out of their throats. Oh wait, I screamed and but the looks of it, I scared them. Well of course I scared them. If I were them, I would've scared myself. I mean, who would of thought Shuuichi, the calm and poised one would be like this?
"Um, Kurama are you-." Looks like Botan can't find the right thing to say. I would have found this very amusing, especially her facial expression, if I weren't so agitated. I hope they mentally noted to themselves to not annoy the fox. Ha!
"Oh, sorry. I don't feel every well, considering what has happened," I said as I sighed and ran my hand through my hair. Just so you know, I'm acting but you gotta admit, I'm good. Okay, I did not just say that. No seriously, I didn't; Youko did. I'm not kidding! Of course I am because you know I'm bad. I didn't say that either! Okay, calm down Shuuichi; this is not the time to argue with your other self.
"Oh, of course! You must feel somewhat agitated," Botan replied, smiling. Look, I don't feel somewhat agitated, I feel REALLY agitated. If you don't tell me now, I'm rip off your head!
Hm, looks she received my message by looking at my eyes because she's starting to sweat like an idiot.
"You see, Yukina said that you tried to kill yourself." That's not what I wanted to hear. I don't want to hear TRY, I want just want to hear killed yourself. Hey, look at me! I'm not happy! Tell me what I want to hear now or else someone in this room is going to die! And for future references, it's not me.
"But..." So there is a "but".
"This is a quite serious problem," you said as your face turned from stupid to serious. I gave Botan a questioning look.
"Oh, forget it! I can't take it anymore! Kurama, you killed yourself and now we want to know why! Why? WHY? WHY WOULD YOU KILL YOURSELF?!?" Kuwabara shouted as he looked like he was about to either burst into tears or kill me though I highly doubt he could. I didn't say the last part. I'm actually touched by Kuwabara's concern for me; I didn't know he cared. Oh damn his ugly face! I turn my head, just enough to not be able to see his face... and Botan's surprised expression.
"Kuwabara! You weren't suppose to say that! But, I guess since it's said, there's nothing I can do about it," I can hear Botan saying to Kuwabara. I can practically feel the feeling Kuwabara is feeling now; anger, embarrassment, and sorrow. Before I knew it, I was laughing, hysterically.
"What's so funny?" Kuwabara asked. Oh, how priceless this expression is.
"You said I'm dead," I replied, not even bothering to contain the hint of amusement in my voice.
"Yeah so"
"You said I'm dead"
"Ya, I know that"
"I'm dead!" I said as I started to laugh again.
"Oh no, Kurama's gone insane," Botan said as she gasped.
"No, I'm not insane," yet.
"Well, then Kurama, I don't see why it's so funny; this is serious!" Botan scolded me. Hn, you just don't understand.
"But," your stupid face brighten up, "if it was anything like a demon controlling you or something like that, I'm sure you can get a second chance to live. After all, you did help save the world a couple of times."
Hm, to die or to live? Why live? What's left for me? Huh, looks like my face betrayed me and showed my thoughts because Botan looks worried.
"What's wrong Kurama," she asked. What do you think is wrong?
"I don't want to live," I said softly but loud enough for both Kuwabara and Botan to hear.
"What do you mean? What are you talking about?"
"I don't want to live anymore; I have nothing left to live for," I muttered, almost ashamed of myself. Almost.
"Kurama! What? Why? I hope you're not planning to die and become Youko Kurama because you'll be arrested," I know that. But of course, how long can they keep me arrested? But, that's not what I'm planning.
"No, I just want to die." You look shocked. Did it shock you that much? Well, it doesn't matter; I have already made up my mind and I don't change my mind after it's made up. Well, not for a stupid reason.
"Kurama, I-"
"I want to die and you can't change my mind"
To Be Continued...
Yes, I know Kurama is out of character. And whoever told me that you usually cut your wrist instead of your neck: good for you. I'll remember that when someone ask me about how to kill themselves. No, I'm not insulting you; I'm just not in a good mood. As you can or cannot see, I'm very annoyed but not at you.
Disclaimer: I don't own Yu Yu Hakusho and I never wish to.
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What? Where am I? I can't see anything. What happened? Oh wait, I remember, I killed myself but then Yukina came along. Damn, I better not be still alive because of Yukina and her stupid healing powers. I'm sorry if I don't sound like me at the moment; I just don't want to be alive anymore.
"Kurama, Kurama, wake up."
Kuso, I hope this doesn't mean I'm still alive.
"Kurama, get up."
Stop shaking me; you're going to give me a headache, whoever you are.
"Kurama, GET YOUR ASS UP!"
I jumped up, shocked at the sudden change in the tone of whomever it was. I opened my eyes and looked around the place for whom that voice belonged to. Oh, it's just Botan and Kuwabara.
"Thank goodness you're alive Kurama."
What!?! I'm alive? I don't want to be alive! I want to be dead, you hear me! I can't be alive; I don't want to face Kassan or Hiei. Not after how stupid I was.
"What, I thought you said that he was de-," Kuwabara didn't get to finish before Botan elbowed him in the stomach. Was he going to say dead? Then Botan turned to be and began to talk nervously.
"Um, Kurama, there's something we have to say to you"
Oh hurry up I'm getting impatient. You won't like me when I'm impatient.
"You see, um, after your incident earlier"
Hurry up!
"Well, we were all shocked but what you did but... No wait, we're not sure. We only know what because of what Yukina has told us"
Come on, I'm not getting any younger!
"But Yukina isn't the kind of person to lie so-"
"HURRY UP AND SPIT IT OUT!" I screamed. I would attack them if I had to in order to get the information out of their throats. Oh wait, I screamed and but the looks of it, I scared them. Well of course I scared them. If I were them, I would've scared myself. I mean, who would of thought Shuuichi, the calm and poised one would be like this?
"Um, Kurama are you-." Looks like Botan can't find the right thing to say. I would have found this very amusing, especially her facial expression, if I weren't so agitated. I hope they mentally noted to themselves to not annoy the fox. Ha!
"Oh, sorry. I don't feel every well, considering what has happened," I said as I sighed and ran my hand through my hair. Just so you know, I'm acting but you gotta admit, I'm good. Okay, I did not just say that. No seriously, I didn't; Youko did. I'm not kidding! Of course I am because you know I'm bad. I didn't say that either! Okay, calm down Shuuichi; this is not the time to argue with your other self.
"Oh, of course! You must feel somewhat agitated," Botan replied, smiling. Look, I don't feel somewhat agitated, I feel REALLY agitated. If you don't tell me now, I'm rip off your head!
Hm, looks she received my message by looking at my eyes because she's starting to sweat like an idiot.
"You see, Yukina said that you tried to kill yourself." That's not what I wanted to hear. I don't want to hear TRY, I want just want to hear killed yourself. Hey, look at me! I'm not happy! Tell me what I want to hear now or else someone in this room is going to die! And for future references, it's not me.
"But..." So there is a "but".
"This is a quite serious problem," you said as your face turned from stupid to serious. I gave Botan a questioning look.
"Oh, forget it! I can't take it anymore! Kurama, you killed yourself and now we want to know why! Why? WHY? WHY WOULD YOU KILL YOURSELF?!?" Kuwabara shouted as he looked like he was about to either burst into tears or kill me though I highly doubt he could. I didn't say the last part. I'm actually touched by Kuwabara's concern for me; I didn't know he cared. Oh damn his ugly face! I turn my head, just enough to not be able to see his face... and Botan's surprised expression.
"Kuwabara! You weren't suppose to say that! But, I guess since it's said, there's nothing I can do about it," I can hear Botan saying to Kuwabara. I can practically feel the feeling Kuwabara is feeling now; anger, embarrassment, and sorrow. Before I knew it, I was laughing, hysterically.
"What's so funny?" Kuwabara asked. Oh, how priceless this expression is.
"You said I'm dead," I replied, not even bothering to contain the hint of amusement in my voice.
"Yeah so"
"You said I'm dead"
"Ya, I know that"
"I'm dead!" I said as I started to laugh again.
"Oh no, Kurama's gone insane," Botan said as she gasped.
"No, I'm not insane," yet.
"Well, then Kurama, I don't see why it's so funny; this is serious!" Botan scolded me. Hn, you just don't understand.
"But," your stupid face brighten up, "if it was anything like a demon controlling you or something like that, I'm sure you can get a second chance to live. After all, you did help save the world a couple of times."
Hm, to die or to live? Why live? What's left for me? Huh, looks like my face betrayed me and showed my thoughts because Botan looks worried.
"What's wrong Kurama," she asked. What do you think is wrong?
"I don't want to live," I said softly but loud enough for both Kuwabara and Botan to hear.
"What do you mean? What are you talking about?"
"I don't want to live anymore; I have nothing left to live for," I muttered, almost ashamed of myself. Almost.
"Kurama! What? Why? I hope you're not planning to die and become Youko Kurama because you'll be arrested," I know that. But of course, how long can they keep me arrested? But, that's not what I'm planning.
"No, I just want to die." You look shocked. Did it shock you that much? Well, it doesn't matter; I have already made up my mind and I don't change my mind after it's made up. Well, not for a stupid reason.
"Kurama, I-"
"I want to die and you can't change my mind"
To Be Continued...