09 To see you again.
Sheets of empty canvas Untouched sheets of clay They spread out before me As his body once did All five horizons, Revolved around his soul, as the earth to the sun Now the air I tasted and breathed, Has taken a turn Oooh all I know I taught him was everything Oooh all I know he gave all that he wore And my bitter hands Touch beneath the clouds Of what is everything All the old pictures have all been washed in black Changed in everything. (Pearl Jam, Black, slightly changed)
Severus stumbled out of the little boat that had brought him back from Askaban island to the shored of Scotland. Even without the "old guards" the prison was a horrific and terrible place to stay. Shivering, he made his way towards the small inn at the cliffs.
The room was dirty and dark. The only human being there was a wrinkly old witch, who eyed him knowingly and gave the man a Pepper-up and a room to sleep. It was far from comfortable, but much better that the prison he had stayed in for sixth month.
How he missed Hogwarts, the castle, his lab, even the students, but most of all, his lover. Could he call him that? They had written each other a lot during the last half-year, letters consisting of words of love and affection, but he wasn't sure anymore.
His heart ached, when he thought about Sirius and his unborn daughter. Nothing else in the world had ever been so precious to him like these two souls he barely knew, one not at all, the other since long years full of hatred that suddenly changed into love. All he could do was hurry back to Hogwarts and face the future that awaited him there.
The first sunrays lightened the shores, when he got up, took a quick shower to look halfway presentable to see his lover, and paid the witch for the room, before he apparated to Hogsmeade to take the Floo in the Three Broomsticks to get home - to Hogwarts!
After a quick welcome-back from Rosmerta he finally arrived in his chambers. He sighed and quickly changed into clean robes, before he hurried up the stairs to the great hall.
"Merlin, you are back!" the headmaster shouted in happiness and hurried towards him, hugging his Potions master tightly, until Snape's lips got blue from the lack of oxygen.
Suddenly Slytherins surrounded him, at least the ones who weren't Death Eater children or had opposed the Dark Lord back then. But he had no time for them. All he wanted was to see Sirius, when suddenly Potter stepped in his way, together with - Malfoy?
"Professor, it's good to see you again," the blonde said smilingly, his hand lying around Potter's back. Potter grinned and -
"Oh my God!" Snape thought and paled.
.kissed the Slytherin on the cheek. They laughed at the sight of the "irritated" man. Suddenly Ronald Weasley neared him and sighed, looking over to the two lovebirds.
"They can't help it, Professor Snape. Absolutely lovesick! May I bring you to Professor Black in the meantime they come down from their. whatever you call it - Sir?"
"Yes, I'd appreciate that, Mr. Weasley." Snape said faintly and followed the red-haired boy.
"What happened while I was away?" he asked, when they left the hall.
"Pretty much, Professor. Harry scared the Gryffindors to death, when he turned up with Draco, but we cope quite well. The Slytherins from his year were pretty much upset, so Professor Dumbledore lets Draco stay with us, after they threatened his death, when he showed up again in the Slytherin dungeons. I suppose Dumbledore played a bit of a matchmaker with them, but Draco is okay, after he has styled his hair. Before he's unbearable!"
"I remember that, go on, maybe with more important things, hmm?"
"Well, there is nothing more, except for Neville Longbottom's new girlfriend."
"Spare me that, Mr. Weasley - please!"
". And Sirius, of course. But he can tell you himself, I guess. Here we are!"
They had stopped in front of the picture of a beautiful man in the same corridor as the Fat Lady. Ron said: "Contraceptive Charm", and the portrait opened.
"So that's the password?" Snape asked uneasy.
"Yeah, pregnancy is a tricky business, you know. Be careful, if he's in a bad mood, he might rip your.erg - better parts off, at least he said he would the last time he was in a foul mood, because the baby kicked his bladder all the time. well, I better go, Professor Snape."
"Thank you for the warning, Mr. Weasley." Snape said dryly.
"You better take it seriously, Professor!"
"I will." he said and stepped inside the blue decorated room. The portrait closed behind him.
The walls were painted to resemble the ocean, the light wooden floor covered with fluffy, white carpets and the high windows decorated with dark blue curtains that shut out most of the light even at 9:30 am. There were several shelves, a desk, two armchairs and a couch with loads of blue cushions in front of the fireplace out of fair brown wood and two doors, that led to other rooms, from the same material. Silently Severus opened the first door to find a big bathroom with a large tub in one edge. He smiled at the luxury rooms and opened the second door. Behind it he found a bedroom, in it an armchair, a dresser and a king-size bed.
The canopy was out of dark, blue and white silk, like the curtains, that hid most of the sleeping person from his view, only a hand visible.
He pulled the armchair next to the bed and took the pale hand in his, tugging the curtains away to look at his precious love. Sirius looked absolutely beautiful: his hair even longer than before reached his waist and was spilled over the soft, white pillow in slight curls, the dark, thin eyebrows relaxed in sleep, the wet, dark lashes closed peacefully. His skin was still pale, but he looked healthy, his features still lean, but slightly rounder.
Severus smiled, when he saw the huge bulge under the covers, that showed the state his lover was in. He bent down and caressed Sirius cheek, before he carefully sat down on the other side of the bed and spooned up behind his love, pulling one arm around him.
Sirius woke and felt much more relaxed than the last days. The storm, which had blown over the last days, had finally settled and he felt warm and safe. One moment - warm? He cuddled deeper into the warmth in his back, feeling something in the back of his neck. He sighed softly and opened his eyes, suddenly growing aware of a person in HIS bed.
Another wet, smooth sensation in his neck. He turned a bit and held his breath.
"Severus?"
"It's me, love."
"Oh my God, I missed you so much! WE missed you!" he threw himself at the other man and began to sob heartbreakingly against Severus chest. The wizard cradled him once more in his arms and rocked him slightly, caressing his back in calming circles, until the sobs ended.
"I missed you, too. I cannot explain how much!"
"You are finally here, here with me.Severus, these letters - tell me you spoke the truth!"
"I love you."
"I love you, too!"
"Every single word I wrote was the purest truth, I don't know why or how, but I don't want to be without you ever again! I couldn't bear it to leave you again, alone - how are you?"
"Fine, actually very good. We're both healthy and happy, but I missed you terribly."
"I wished I could have been there for you, during this time. If there is anything, anywhere and anytime I can do for you, don't hesitate to tell me at once, promise me that!"
"There is."
"Yes?"
"Kiss me?"
"Gladly."
Their lips met, fire brushing against fire, flames parting to let eager tongues meet, licking and sucking each other, exploring the long craved territory, begging and giving in tight embrace.
Sirius panted slightly, when Severus pulled back and kissed his way along his jaw line, his earlobe, the sensitive skin under his ear and his neck, kissing, licking, sucking, even biting softly, possessively marking his lover as his. Sirius moaned, when he was silenced by another passionate kiss. He put his arms around Severus' shoulders and pulled him half on top of him, as far as possible with his swollen abdomen, feeling the Potion masters hands roam at the buttons of his nightshirt, flipping them open. He shuddered in excitement, when Severus pinched one of his nipples playfully and bent down, suckling the other one, when he groaned in delight.
"I didn't know that the spell was this complex, my love!" he chuckled and kissed Sirius again, tasting the last drops of the white liquid from his lover, "Breastfeeding then, love."
Sirius moaned passionately, when he felt Severus' mouth on his body, wandering deeper and kissing the stretched skin of his belly and tongue- fucking his navel. Pure heaven!
Severus was on cloud #9 as well, exploring every inch of his lover in slow motions, devouring his excellent taste, that reminded him on nutmeg and cinnamon, mixed with roses and something essential Sirius, that couldn't be replaced by anything in this world.
Oh, how he loved this man. Long month his feelings had been reduced on a few letters, but now he would use the time to make up for it. By any means - he would show his affection in public, he would spent his time with his love, care for him, massage his feet, and kiss them from time to time for his own pleasure, making his lover radiate in pleasure, he vowed that!
Sirius groaned again, demandingly pulling at his lover's robes. Severus quickly let the fabric slip from his shoulders and slide to the floor in a pool of black. He only wore plain, black soft trousers beneath. Sirius had thrown his nightclothes away and graced the view with his natural, naked beauty. Just simply viewing the hand that stroked over the white, flawless skin of his inner thighs made his lover hard as rock and he decided to take thing into his own hands. He caressed his lover's legs from foot to hip, bringing shudders over the pregnant man sprawled on the bed in front of him. He looked at him longingly with undimmed and pure lust sparkling in his eyes.
"Sev, I need you, your hands on me. Not more." he moaned panting, "could hurt the baby."
"Right, love. I will bring you pleasure you have not even dreamed of, I promise, my star[1]!"
AN// [1]= "Sirius" is the name of a very bright star, also called the "Dog- star"
Sheets of empty canvas Untouched sheets of clay They spread out before me As his body once did All five horizons, Revolved around his soul, as the earth to the sun Now the air I tasted and breathed, Has taken a turn Oooh all I know I taught him was everything Oooh all I know he gave all that he wore And my bitter hands Touch beneath the clouds Of what is everything All the old pictures have all been washed in black Changed in everything. (Pearl Jam, Black, slightly changed)
Severus stumbled out of the little boat that had brought him back from Askaban island to the shored of Scotland. Even without the "old guards" the prison was a horrific and terrible place to stay. Shivering, he made his way towards the small inn at the cliffs.
The room was dirty and dark. The only human being there was a wrinkly old witch, who eyed him knowingly and gave the man a Pepper-up and a room to sleep. It was far from comfortable, but much better that the prison he had stayed in for sixth month.
How he missed Hogwarts, the castle, his lab, even the students, but most of all, his lover. Could he call him that? They had written each other a lot during the last half-year, letters consisting of words of love and affection, but he wasn't sure anymore.
His heart ached, when he thought about Sirius and his unborn daughter. Nothing else in the world had ever been so precious to him like these two souls he barely knew, one not at all, the other since long years full of hatred that suddenly changed into love. All he could do was hurry back to Hogwarts and face the future that awaited him there.
The first sunrays lightened the shores, when he got up, took a quick shower to look halfway presentable to see his lover, and paid the witch for the room, before he apparated to Hogsmeade to take the Floo in the Three Broomsticks to get home - to Hogwarts!
After a quick welcome-back from Rosmerta he finally arrived in his chambers. He sighed and quickly changed into clean robes, before he hurried up the stairs to the great hall.
"Merlin, you are back!" the headmaster shouted in happiness and hurried towards him, hugging his Potions master tightly, until Snape's lips got blue from the lack of oxygen.
Suddenly Slytherins surrounded him, at least the ones who weren't Death Eater children or had opposed the Dark Lord back then. But he had no time for them. All he wanted was to see Sirius, when suddenly Potter stepped in his way, together with - Malfoy?
"Professor, it's good to see you again," the blonde said smilingly, his hand lying around Potter's back. Potter grinned and -
"Oh my God!" Snape thought and paled.
.kissed the Slytherin on the cheek. They laughed at the sight of the "irritated" man. Suddenly Ronald Weasley neared him and sighed, looking over to the two lovebirds.
"They can't help it, Professor Snape. Absolutely lovesick! May I bring you to Professor Black in the meantime they come down from their. whatever you call it - Sir?"
"Yes, I'd appreciate that, Mr. Weasley." Snape said faintly and followed the red-haired boy.
"What happened while I was away?" he asked, when they left the hall.
"Pretty much, Professor. Harry scared the Gryffindors to death, when he turned up with Draco, but we cope quite well. The Slytherins from his year were pretty much upset, so Professor Dumbledore lets Draco stay with us, after they threatened his death, when he showed up again in the Slytherin dungeons. I suppose Dumbledore played a bit of a matchmaker with them, but Draco is okay, after he has styled his hair. Before he's unbearable!"
"I remember that, go on, maybe with more important things, hmm?"
"Well, there is nothing more, except for Neville Longbottom's new girlfriend."
"Spare me that, Mr. Weasley - please!"
". And Sirius, of course. But he can tell you himself, I guess. Here we are!"
They had stopped in front of the picture of a beautiful man in the same corridor as the Fat Lady. Ron said: "Contraceptive Charm", and the portrait opened.
"So that's the password?" Snape asked uneasy.
"Yeah, pregnancy is a tricky business, you know. Be careful, if he's in a bad mood, he might rip your.erg - better parts off, at least he said he would the last time he was in a foul mood, because the baby kicked his bladder all the time. well, I better go, Professor Snape."
"Thank you for the warning, Mr. Weasley." Snape said dryly.
"You better take it seriously, Professor!"
"I will." he said and stepped inside the blue decorated room. The portrait closed behind him.
The walls were painted to resemble the ocean, the light wooden floor covered with fluffy, white carpets and the high windows decorated with dark blue curtains that shut out most of the light even at 9:30 am. There were several shelves, a desk, two armchairs and a couch with loads of blue cushions in front of the fireplace out of fair brown wood and two doors, that led to other rooms, from the same material. Silently Severus opened the first door to find a big bathroom with a large tub in one edge. He smiled at the luxury rooms and opened the second door. Behind it he found a bedroom, in it an armchair, a dresser and a king-size bed.
The canopy was out of dark, blue and white silk, like the curtains, that hid most of the sleeping person from his view, only a hand visible.
He pulled the armchair next to the bed and took the pale hand in his, tugging the curtains away to look at his precious love. Sirius looked absolutely beautiful: his hair even longer than before reached his waist and was spilled over the soft, white pillow in slight curls, the dark, thin eyebrows relaxed in sleep, the wet, dark lashes closed peacefully. His skin was still pale, but he looked healthy, his features still lean, but slightly rounder.
Severus smiled, when he saw the huge bulge under the covers, that showed the state his lover was in. He bent down and caressed Sirius cheek, before he carefully sat down on the other side of the bed and spooned up behind his love, pulling one arm around him.
Sirius woke and felt much more relaxed than the last days. The storm, which had blown over the last days, had finally settled and he felt warm and safe. One moment - warm? He cuddled deeper into the warmth in his back, feeling something in the back of his neck. He sighed softly and opened his eyes, suddenly growing aware of a person in HIS bed.
Another wet, smooth sensation in his neck. He turned a bit and held his breath.
"Severus?"
"It's me, love."
"Oh my God, I missed you so much! WE missed you!" he threw himself at the other man and began to sob heartbreakingly against Severus chest. The wizard cradled him once more in his arms and rocked him slightly, caressing his back in calming circles, until the sobs ended.
"I missed you, too. I cannot explain how much!"
"You are finally here, here with me.Severus, these letters - tell me you spoke the truth!"
"I love you."
"I love you, too!"
"Every single word I wrote was the purest truth, I don't know why or how, but I don't want to be without you ever again! I couldn't bear it to leave you again, alone - how are you?"
"Fine, actually very good. We're both healthy and happy, but I missed you terribly."
"I wished I could have been there for you, during this time. If there is anything, anywhere and anytime I can do for you, don't hesitate to tell me at once, promise me that!"
"There is."
"Yes?"
"Kiss me?"
"Gladly."
Their lips met, fire brushing against fire, flames parting to let eager tongues meet, licking and sucking each other, exploring the long craved territory, begging and giving in tight embrace.
Sirius panted slightly, when Severus pulled back and kissed his way along his jaw line, his earlobe, the sensitive skin under his ear and his neck, kissing, licking, sucking, even biting softly, possessively marking his lover as his. Sirius moaned, when he was silenced by another passionate kiss. He put his arms around Severus' shoulders and pulled him half on top of him, as far as possible with his swollen abdomen, feeling the Potion masters hands roam at the buttons of his nightshirt, flipping them open. He shuddered in excitement, when Severus pinched one of his nipples playfully and bent down, suckling the other one, when he groaned in delight.
"I didn't know that the spell was this complex, my love!" he chuckled and kissed Sirius again, tasting the last drops of the white liquid from his lover, "Breastfeeding then, love."
Sirius moaned passionately, when he felt Severus' mouth on his body, wandering deeper and kissing the stretched skin of his belly and tongue- fucking his navel. Pure heaven!
Severus was on cloud #9 as well, exploring every inch of his lover in slow motions, devouring his excellent taste, that reminded him on nutmeg and cinnamon, mixed with roses and something essential Sirius, that couldn't be replaced by anything in this world.
Oh, how he loved this man. Long month his feelings had been reduced on a few letters, but now he would use the time to make up for it. By any means - he would show his affection in public, he would spent his time with his love, care for him, massage his feet, and kiss them from time to time for his own pleasure, making his lover radiate in pleasure, he vowed that!
Sirius groaned again, demandingly pulling at his lover's robes. Severus quickly let the fabric slip from his shoulders and slide to the floor in a pool of black. He only wore plain, black soft trousers beneath. Sirius had thrown his nightclothes away and graced the view with his natural, naked beauty. Just simply viewing the hand that stroked over the white, flawless skin of his inner thighs made his lover hard as rock and he decided to take thing into his own hands. He caressed his lover's legs from foot to hip, bringing shudders over the pregnant man sprawled on the bed in front of him. He looked at him longingly with undimmed and pure lust sparkling in his eyes.
"Sev, I need you, your hands on me. Not more." he moaned panting, "could hurt the baby."
"Right, love. I will bring you pleasure you have not even dreamed of, I promise, my star[1]!"
AN// [1]= "Sirius" is the name of a very bright star, also called the "Dog- star"