No unwanted chit chat here's the fic!
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Don't own it . . .
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He moved his hand up to touch my cheek and gently pushed me away with his other.
"Hiei, don't feel you have to feel the same way. If you don't I'll understand. You don't have to feel sorry for me . . ." Kurama said turning his head away.
"Kurama, I don't feel sorry for anyone, you should know this." I told him with that rough tone of mine.
"It's just that something doesn't seem right about it. I don't want to do anything with you unless you're sure." He said with a soft smile that seemed a little forced.
"I don't understand." I said emotionlessly as I then realized we were sitting awfully close together. Not only that, I had somewhat pushed him over a little. His leg was rested over my own and laid across my lap, his other up behind my back.
I turned to look him in the eye and saw he looked a little different from normal.
"Hiei . . . what are we going to do about me?" Kurama asked with a devilish glint in his eyes.
"Kurama . . . are you okay?" I grunted at him firmly.
"I hate to say it, but I think my Youko side is getting the better of me. It can greatly affect my judgment. Youkos aren't known for their good judgment, Hiei." He said putting that extra something on my name to make it stand out more.
"Kurama after last night I don't even think you could-" I started but was cut short by Kurama's hand reaching up and sliding across my shoulder on to my chest.
"Hiei . . . do forgive me." He said in the Yoko Kurama way as he pulled me down with his legs and hand to lye on his chest.
"Stop it Kurama. We don't have time for playing around!" I snapped at him as he flipped me over and starred at me.
"Hiei . . . I'm not playing around . . ." He started but then softened and got a scared look in his eye. "DAMN!" Kurama cried out as he threw me away and grabbed his head.
"Kurama, maybe the problem is that Yoko wants to come out too much. He is all of you and you are none of him. He has more control. Maybe if you let him out again I can talk him into behaving. Besides I'll have to face him sometime. We still have to finish that case." I said feeling my stomach sink. Sure I was nervous . . .
"I can't . . . I don't want to hurt you." He said tearing up again.
"He won't hurt me okay! Anything he does I will have brought on myself!" I said to him loudly as I stood up.
"But Hiei . . ." Kurama said taking a step closer to me and wrapping his arms around me. The tears falling from his eyes fell silently and dropped to my chest, running right over my scar. "I love you . . . and I don't want to have you like that."
My heart started to pound. Why didn't I know what to do? With Yoko it was easy: just give him what he wants. But I didn't know what Kurama wanted. I didn't know how to love him!
He hugged me tighter and rested his head down on my shoulder. I didn't want to just stand there. So I put my arm around him firmly and started to rub his back.
Only for Kurama . . . if he were someone else I'd never of allowed him to do such things. To hug me! Hell, I'd of been long gone by now! I didn't like it but he was my friend . . . and I had a strange feeling that told me he was more. (I'm not sure if I liked that either)
"Kurama . . . please, I want to work things out with you . . . I want . . ." I started but then decided not to finish. Instead I put my other arm around him and held him tightly and possessively.
He shook his head lift to right and I could feel his fine red hair brushed against my cheek.
I decided to sit down, but I still wanted to hold Kurama so I moved my hand down to the backside of his knees, turned them to the side and sat down holding him in my arms and sitting him in my lap.
"Hiei . . . are you sure you're okay with what I did?" He asked looking up at me.
"I'm sure."
"Alright, I'll let him out . . . just be careful and firm with him . . . with me." He said standing up and walking away to change. ((Into Yoko form not his clothes or anything . . . 'yes Hiei let me slip into something more comfortable. Then you can show me what that Youko did!' no . . .))
Kurama soon returned and sat down besides me. I felt nervous and probably started to shake. But then I felt Kurama's hand grasp gently onto mine and he held it reassuringly.
After a minute or two, his transformation started and the more . . . fox- like side of my partner came along again, still with the suggestive smirk he left me with.
I tried to jerk my hand out of his but he had too tight a hold on it.
"Look Yoko your not here for your own pleasure! I need you to tell me whatever it is you want so you can stop bugging Kurama!" I told him being firm like Kurama had told me to be.
"Hiei we went through this . . . I want you." He said lifting my hand up to his mouth and nibbling on my finger.
"I still think you're insane." I grunted at him not even trying to pull my hand away.
Although I was convinced this fox was crazy . . . I was still very attracted to him.
"Don't worry Hiei. I'm not going to have sex with you." He started letting go of my hand. "You must think that's all I do . . ."
"Hn . . . that, stealing, and killing." I answered quickly and surly.
"Oh Hiei . . . do you think I'm incapable of feelings?" He asked with a new smirk on.
"No . . . I don't really think that." I said to him folding my arms and feeling my face get a little hot.
"Hm . . . Hiei, you're blushing." He said quickly reaching his hand around to my far shoulder and pulling me to face him.
"What of it?" I snapped at him moving my eyes away.
"My human side told you not to let me do anything didn't he. And you love him . . ." He said as my arms unlocked and he pushed me down on my back.
Again in a place I felt very weak in . . . under the great Yoko.
" . . ." I couldn't think of what to say. He could be right . . . but I wouldn't let him know if he was.
"Hiei . . . you don't fall in love with a personality . . ." He started resting his body on mine. "And you don't fall in love with a body . . ." He continued moving his fingers along my chest. "You fall in love with a soul Hiei. If you love my human soul, you love me."
Holy shit he was right . . .
He waited and saw the look on my face. He could it see. He could see my feelings written as clearly as newsprint . . . I loved him . . . I loved Kurama.
"Now Hiei . . . I don't get very much time on the outside. You will stay with me during this short visit. You're the only one I like anyhow." He told me using his fingers to trace my lips.
Whenever I was with him I seemed to lose all control. He had absolute power . . . and I liked it. I didn't always like to be the strong one, I needed someone above me.
He moved his fingers out and grabbed my chin. Yoko then slowly moved his head down and took my lips with his.
I leaned up into it and was about to move my arm around him when I heard Kurama's front door opening.
Oh yeah he had a mother.
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Yugijouoh: Sorry if that chapter was a little confusing. X.x Anyway please review!
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Don't own it . . .
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He moved his hand up to touch my cheek and gently pushed me away with his other.
"Hiei, don't feel you have to feel the same way. If you don't I'll understand. You don't have to feel sorry for me . . ." Kurama said turning his head away.
"Kurama, I don't feel sorry for anyone, you should know this." I told him with that rough tone of mine.
"It's just that something doesn't seem right about it. I don't want to do anything with you unless you're sure." He said with a soft smile that seemed a little forced.
"I don't understand." I said emotionlessly as I then realized we were sitting awfully close together. Not only that, I had somewhat pushed him over a little. His leg was rested over my own and laid across my lap, his other up behind my back.
I turned to look him in the eye and saw he looked a little different from normal.
"Hiei . . . what are we going to do about me?" Kurama asked with a devilish glint in his eyes.
"Kurama . . . are you okay?" I grunted at him firmly.
"I hate to say it, but I think my Youko side is getting the better of me. It can greatly affect my judgment. Youkos aren't known for their good judgment, Hiei." He said putting that extra something on my name to make it stand out more.
"Kurama after last night I don't even think you could-" I started but was cut short by Kurama's hand reaching up and sliding across my shoulder on to my chest.
"Hiei . . . do forgive me." He said in the Yoko Kurama way as he pulled me down with his legs and hand to lye on his chest.
"Stop it Kurama. We don't have time for playing around!" I snapped at him as he flipped me over and starred at me.
"Hiei . . . I'm not playing around . . ." He started but then softened and got a scared look in his eye. "DAMN!" Kurama cried out as he threw me away and grabbed his head.
"Kurama, maybe the problem is that Yoko wants to come out too much. He is all of you and you are none of him. He has more control. Maybe if you let him out again I can talk him into behaving. Besides I'll have to face him sometime. We still have to finish that case." I said feeling my stomach sink. Sure I was nervous . . .
"I can't . . . I don't want to hurt you." He said tearing up again.
"He won't hurt me okay! Anything he does I will have brought on myself!" I said to him loudly as I stood up.
"But Hiei . . ." Kurama said taking a step closer to me and wrapping his arms around me. The tears falling from his eyes fell silently and dropped to my chest, running right over my scar. "I love you . . . and I don't want to have you like that."
My heart started to pound. Why didn't I know what to do? With Yoko it was easy: just give him what he wants. But I didn't know what Kurama wanted. I didn't know how to love him!
He hugged me tighter and rested his head down on my shoulder. I didn't want to just stand there. So I put my arm around him firmly and started to rub his back.
Only for Kurama . . . if he were someone else I'd never of allowed him to do such things. To hug me! Hell, I'd of been long gone by now! I didn't like it but he was my friend . . . and I had a strange feeling that told me he was more. (I'm not sure if I liked that either)
"Kurama . . . please, I want to work things out with you . . . I want . . ." I started but then decided not to finish. Instead I put my other arm around him and held him tightly and possessively.
He shook his head lift to right and I could feel his fine red hair brushed against my cheek.
I decided to sit down, but I still wanted to hold Kurama so I moved my hand down to the backside of his knees, turned them to the side and sat down holding him in my arms and sitting him in my lap.
"Hiei . . . are you sure you're okay with what I did?" He asked looking up at me.
"I'm sure."
"Alright, I'll let him out . . . just be careful and firm with him . . . with me." He said standing up and walking away to change. ((Into Yoko form not his clothes or anything . . . 'yes Hiei let me slip into something more comfortable. Then you can show me what that Youko did!' no . . .))
Kurama soon returned and sat down besides me. I felt nervous and probably started to shake. But then I felt Kurama's hand grasp gently onto mine and he held it reassuringly.
After a minute or two, his transformation started and the more . . . fox- like side of my partner came along again, still with the suggestive smirk he left me with.
I tried to jerk my hand out of his but he had too tight a hold on it.
"Look Yoko your not here for your own pleasure! I need you to tell me whatever it is you want so you can stop bugging Kurama!" I told him being firm like Kurama had told me to be.
"Hiei we went through this . . . I want you." He said lifting my hand up to his mouth and nibbling on my finger.
"I still think you're insane." I grunted at him not even trying to pull my hand away.
Although I was convinced this fox was crazy . . . I was still very attracted to him.
"Don't worry Hiei. I'm not going to have sex with you." He started letting go of my hand. "You must think that's all I do . . ."
"Hn . . . that, stealing, and killing." I answered quickly and surly.
"Oh Hiei . . . do you think I'm incapable of feelings?" He asked with a new smirk on.
"No . . . I don't really think that." I said to him folding my arms and feeling my face get a little hot.
"Hm . . . Hiei, you're blushing." He said quickly reaching his hand around to my far shoulder and pulling me to face him.
"What of it?" I snapped at him moving my eyes away.
"My human side told you not to let me do anything didn't he. And you love him . . ." He said as my arms unlocked and he pushed me down on my back.
Again in a place I felt very weak in . . . under the great Yoko.
" . . ." I couldn't think of what to say. He could be right . . . but I wouldn't let him know if he was.
"Hiei . . . you don't fall in love with a personality . . ." He started resting his body on mine. "And you don't fall in love with a body . . ." He continued moving his fingers along my chest. "You fall in love with a soul Hiei. If you love my human soul, you love me."
Holy shit he was right . . .
He waited and saw the look on my face. He could it see. He could see my feelings written as clearly as newsprint . . . I loved him . . . I loved Kurama.
"Now Hiei . . . I don't get very much time on the outside. You will stay with me during this short visit. You're the only one I like anyhow." He told me using his fingers to trace my lips.
Whenever I was with him I seemed to lose all control. He had absolute power . . . and I liked it. I didn't always like to be the strong one, I needed someone above me.
He moved his fingers out and grabbed my chin. Yoko then slowly moved his head down and took my lips with his.
I leaned up into it and was about to move my arm around him when I heard Kurama's front door opening.
Oh yeah he had a mother.
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Yugijouoh: Sorry if that chapter was a little confusing. X.x Anyway please review!