Disclaimer: I Do not own Yu-Gi-Oh!!! But like I said I'm taking it one step
at a time! OMG! I don't think I can do it!!!!
Therapist: Yes you can! One day at a time!
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Hey peeps, what's up? Okay.lol anyways, I've decided to spend most of my time working on this story, because A. It's my first story and favorite. B. Writing four other stories at the same time gets confusing! So I'm going to work and finish this story faster then the others, so sorry if the other fics don't get updated in a while! I'm sure some of you understand? And if you don't.well I don't care! JK! I do care!!! Anyways, I made my goal of one hundred reviews! I'm like the happiest person ever! Actually I never thought neither of my stories would even come close to that number.and then I see some stories that are in the thousands, which I won't even lie, I'm jealous! I don't think I could ever reach that many reviews! Anyways I'm going to stop babbling on, and hope you like it, enjoy!
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Chapter 17: Dirty, Dirty, Dirty!
Jessica woke up, to her delight, alone. But it didn't change anything. She was still raped, forced to do something she didn't want, to feel the things she didn't want to feel. She woke up with pains between her legs, and it felt like they could never go away. Jessica found herself jump every time she heard footsteps outside her door, she was scared it was Marik, she was scared it was another man.
She got out of the bed, the bed that had taken away her purity, the bed that was filled with memories of sadness, hate, disgust and anger. She loathed Marik, how she loathed him. She wanted him hurt, to feel the pain he had put her through, and then after it all he had the nerve to tell her not to cry, that bastard she thought furiously.
She made her way to the bathroom slowly and locked the door, locking the door was like her only defense, and in Mariks eyes, a pathetic one. But it helped a little; it protected her from the bed that brought the angry memories of last night. Jessica never wanted to go near another man again, she had led herself to believe all men are like that, and she wanted them all to disappear from her life.
She turned on the shower, and got in. She turned the water on the hottest in would go. She felt like she needed the pain, and in a way, the pain felt good to her. She grabbed the soap an a wash cloth and started to wash her already red body. She scrubbed her body roughly, trying to get the feeling of dirtiness to go away, but it wouldn't. She still felt dirty, like she would never ever be clean again.
While washing, she saw the dried blood between her legs. The bastard had gone into her so hard I must of bleed she thought bitterly, scrubbing hard on her left arm. It felt like she had been washing hours, and she would of stayed longer if the hot water would of not run out. Closing the water, she walked out and looked herself in the mirror.
She was still thin, probably thinner, her creamy skin vanished now, she was left to look at a pale white body, except for now. It was red. Looking at her body, she could still see the dirt on her body. She cursed herself for missing so many spots. She continued to look at her body, and it made fresh tears fall from her eyes.
She was ugly. She was an ugly, dirty girl. Who would even love her? Or want to rape her for that matter? She kept asking herself over and over again. She shook her head in disgust. She was nothing, she had nothing, and she would always be a nothing.
Towel wrapped tightly around her, she slowly unlocked the door, she opened it a crack, no one. She ran across the room to the dresser. She grabbed two, three t-shirts and shorts, pants and a sweater. Running back to the bathroom, she locked the door. She dressed herself in all that she had grabbed. She wanted to cover herself, to hide her body from the world. To pretend like she was never touched.
All dressed up, she walked out of the bathroom and to the small window. They were still out in the sea, and didn't look close to land. Fear struck her body, was he planning on doing it again? NO she thought angrily. Not again, not again, not again! She cried sadly. She heard footsteps stop at her door, and she turned around to face the one entering her room
Marik. That bastard she thought. He had his evil smirk on his face and a tray, with food. She watched him walk to a table and take a seat in one of the two chairs. " I had a feeling you would take a shower, most women do, well I brought food, come and eat" he said. His voice sounded casual, and it sickened her. He acted as if he did nothing wrong.
" I'm not hungry," she hissed at him, surprised at her tone she had used on him. " Women, come here now" he ordered. Slowly she walked over to the table and took a seat. She watched him hand over some food to her, and begin to eat his own food. She didn't touch her food though.
" Why aren't you eating? You need your strength, the way you gave up so easily last night shows," Marik said taking a bite out of his bread. Jessica didn't move, she didn't take her eyes off him, apart of her wanted to eat, but the other part was scared, scared that if she took her eyes off him for one second, he would do something.
" Fine don't eat, I don't care," he said grabbing some of her food. " Women, you won't be able to ignore me forever, when I rule the world, you will be by my side, and I expect respect!" he told her. " Did you hear me?" he growled at her. " Y-yes" she whispered, fighting the tears that threatened to fall from her face.
Marik saw this, making him chuckle. " Going to cry? That's all you women do, cry. You fail a test, cry, get slapped, you cry," he said watching her. He wanted her to cry, it made him feel better, the fact that he could get to her so easily.
" I won't cry, don't worry about it," she said angrily to him. " There's the feistiness I love about you," he said caressing her cheek. Jessica immediately pulled away from the touch. She didn't want to be touched, not be him or anyone of the opposite sex. " Still angry about last night? Oh well I'm sure you'll get over it" he said.
Marik got up from the table, and went beside Jessica. She stopped breathing, he was too close to her, she wanted to run away, but stopped when she realized there was nowhere to run too. He kneeled beside her, and cupped her chin, forcing her to look into his lavender eyes.
He kissed her hard, making her whimper in fear. He pulled back, and looked at her. " You hate me now, but one day, I'll be all you have, the only one to talk too, to do anything for that matter, and you'll start to like me okay? And if you hate Marik, just pretend me to be Kyle" he said, kissing her on the forehead before grabbing the tray and leaving her in the room alone.
Now she let the tears fall. Was he right? Would that happen to her? Probably, what were the others going to do? They have her bracelet, their powerless to Marik and Bakura. Jessica laid her head down on the table and cried.
She cried for anger, sadness, and mostly for herself, and what she should do about it all.
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Marik closed the door and walked down the hall of the boat. He entered the kitchen and threw the tray down, making rare hunters jump. " She still crying?" Bakura asked taking a bite out of his apple. Marik glared at him angrily. " Yes she is" Marik said, a smirk forming on his lips. " You really are that bad in bed aren't you?" Bakura taunted his friend.
Ignoring the question, Marik took a seat at the table. " So when do we go back to Domino?" Bakura asked, breaking the silence between the two. " In a while, lets scare them first, you know?" Marik grinned. " Yeah I know, but their also not stupid, and they have Kaiba." Bakura trailed off.
" It doesn't matter, we wait, we'll look too desperate, listen, we can wait a few more days, besides I'm sure you can wait for your fun" Marik said. " I'm sure you can wait for your fun" Bakura mocked his friend. " No I can't wait! I want to show that pharaoh a thing or two" Bakura hissed.
" Do you have the bracelet?" Marik asked, ignoring another one of his absurd questions. " Of course I have it, I wouldn't lose it, what o you take me for?" Bakura growled, taking the bracelet out of his right pocket. Taking a small look at it, he slipped it on his wrist and examined it. " You look gay" Marik chuckled.
Bakura took the bracelet off immediately and put it back in his pocket. " I didn't look gay" Bakura said once more before finishing the apple into his mouth.
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HELLO! YAY! I'm done chapter 17! Anyways I hope you loved it, and I'm really sorry there was no Kaiba, Ishizu, Ryou, Joey or Yami!!! There still looking around Domino and I didn't want to bore you with them searching various places am I right? Oh well! Anyways remember the hundredth reviewer thing? Okay well I'm not to sure, who it is, but it's one of these two, so you two can fight for the cake or share it, it's up to you.lol, okay so here they are!!
And the hundredth reviewer is.
Animefangirl2 and Raine Jaganshi!!! So what are you guys going to do, share or fight for it?
Marik: FIGHT!!!!
Sorry about him.anyways!! To all who reviewed chapter 16, I give you the biggest hug in the world!!!!!
Okay so that's over with.lol.anyways I really hope you enjoyed it, and the next chapter will have some of the others in it okay? Anyways till next time my friends!!!!
PS- OMG! You are so lucky I didn't update before I saw your review, I uploaded it, and then your review pops up, so I had to remove it to give you a note!!!
HEY ISIRI!!!! Thanks for your review; I always love getting one from you!!!! You are like the reviewer I wait for before I upload!!! And thanks to your sister too!!! Kiko is it? If I'm wrong, then I give you all the rights to yell at me!!! Anyways thanks for the Pendent Of Courage!!!! I feel so special now!!! Anyways thank you so much for your review, and don't forget to update your own stories!!!! Bye bye!!!
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Therapist: Yes you can! One day at a time!
Mariks-girl1: I'll try, but I'm not making any promises. ~
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Hey peeps, what's up? Okay.lol anyways, I've decided to spend most of my time working on this story, because A. It's my first story and favorite. B. Writing four other stories at the same time gets confusing! So I'm going to work and finish this story faster then the others, so sorry if the other fics don't get updated in a while! I'm sure some of you understand? And if you don't.well I don't care! JK! I do care!!! Anyways, I made my goal of one hundred reviews! I'm like the happiest person ever! Actually I never thought neither of my stories would even come close to that number.and then I see some stories that are in the thousands, which I won't even lie, I'm jealous! I don't think I could ever reach that many reviews! Anyways I'm going to stop babbling on, and hope you like it, enjoy!
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Chapter 17: Dirty, Dirty, Dirty!
Jessica woke up, to her delight, alone. But it didn't change anything. She was still raped, forced to do something she didn't want, to feel the things she didn't want to feel. She woke up with pains between her legs, and it felt like they could never go away. Jessica found herself jump every time she heard footsteps outside her door, she was scared it was Marik, she was scared it was another man.
She got out of the bed, the bed that had taken away her purity, the bed that was filled with memories of sadness, hate, disgust and anger. She loathed Marik, how she loathed him. She wanted him hurt, to feel the pain he had put her through, and then after it all he had the nerve to tell her not to cry, that bastard she thought furiously.
She made her way to the bathroom slowly and locked the door, locking the door was like her only defense, and in Mariks eyes, a pathetic one. But it helped a little; it protected her from the bed that brought the angry memories of last night. Jessica never wanted to go near another man again, she had led herself to believe all men are like that, and she wanted them all to disappear from her life.
She turned on the shower, and got in. She turned the water on the hottest in would go. She felt like she needed the pain, and in a way, the pain felt good to her. She grabbed the soap an a wash cloth and started to wash her already red body. She scrubbed her body roughly, trying to get the feeling of dirtiness to go away, but it wouldn't. She still felt dirty, like she would never ever be clean again.
While washing, she saw the dried blood between her legs. The bastard had gone into her so hard I must of bleed she thought bitterly, scrubbing hard on her left arm. It felt like she had been washing hours, and she would of stayed longer if the hot water would of not run out. Closing the water, she walked out and looked herself in the mirror.
She was still thin, probably thinner, her creamy skin vanished now, she was left to look at a pale white body, except for now. It was red. Looking at her body, she could still see the dirt on her body. She cursed herself for missing so many spots. She continued to look at her body, and it made fresh tears fall from her eyes.
She was ugly. She was an ugly, dirty girl. Who would even love her? Or want to rape her for that matter? She kept asking herself over and over again. She shook her head in disgust. She was nothing, she had nothing, and she would always be a nothing.
Towel wrapped tightly around her, she slowly unlocked the door, she opened it a crack, no one. She ran across the room to the dresser. She grabbed two, three t-shirts and shorts, pants and a sweater. Running back to the bathroom, she locked the door. She dressed herself in all that she had grabbed. She wanted to cover herself, to hide her body from the world. To pretend like she was never touched.
All dressed up, she walked out of the bathroom and to the small window. They were still out in the sea, and didn't look close to land. Fear struck her body, was he planning on doing it again? NO she thought angrily. Not again, not again, not again! She cried sadly. She heard footsteps stop at her door, and she turned around to face the one entering her room
Marik. That bastard she thought. He had his evil smirk on his face and a tray, with food. She watched him walk to a table and take a seat in one of the two chairs. " I had a feeling you would take a shower, most women do, well I brought food, come and eat" he said. His voice sounded casual, and it sickened her. He acted as if he did nothing wrong.
" I'm not hungry," she hissed at him, surprised at her tone she had used on him. " Women, come here now" he ordered. Slowly she walked over to the table and took a seat. She watched him hand over some food to her, and begin to eat his own food. She didn't touch her food though.
" Why aren't you eating? You need your strength, the way you gave up so easily last night shows," Marik said taking a bite out of his bread. Jessica didn't move, she didn't take her eyes off him, apart of her wanted to eat, but the other part was scared, scared that if she took her eyes off him for one second, he would do something.
" Fine don't eat, I don't care," he said grabbing some of her food. " Women, you won't be able to ignore me forever, when I rule the world, you will be by my side, and I expect respect!" he told her. " Did you hear me?" he growled at her. " Y-yes" she whispered, fighting the tears that threatened to fall from her face.
Marik saw this, making him chuckle. " Going to cry? That's all you women do, cry. You fail a test, cry, get slapped, you cry," he said watching her. He wanted her to cry, it made him feel better, the fact that he could get to her so easily.
" I won't cry, don't worry about it," she said angrily to him. " There's the feistiness I love about you," he said caressing her cheek. Jessica immediately pulled away from the touch. She didn't want to be touched, not be him or anyone of the opposite sex. " Still angry about last night? Oh well I'm sure you'll get over it" he said.
Marik got up from the table, and went beside Jessica. She stopped breathing, he was too close to her, she wanted to run away, but stopped when she realized there was nowhere to run too. He kneeled beside her, and cupped her chin, forcing her to look into his lavender eyes.
He kissed her hard, making her whimper in fear. He pulled back, and looked at her. " You hate me now, but one day, I'll be all you have, the only one to talk too, to do anything for that matter, and you'll start to like me okay? And if you hate Marik, just pretend me to be Kyle" he said, kissing her on the forehead before grabbing the tray and leaving her in the room alone.
Now she let the tears fall. Was he right? Would that happen to her? Probably, what were the others going to do? They have her bracelet, their powerless to Marik and Bakura. Jessica laid her head down on the table and cried.
She cried for anger, sadness, and mostly for herself, and what she should do about it all.
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Marik closed the door and walked down the hall of the boat. He entered the kitchen and threw the tray down, making rare hunters jump. " She still crying?" Bakura asked taking a bite out of his apple. Marik glared at him angrily. " Yes she is" Marik said, a smirk forming on his lips. " You really are that bad in bed aren't you?" Bakura taunted his friend.
Ignoring the question, Marik took a seat at the table. " So when do we go back to Domino?" Bakura asked, breaking the silence between the two. " In a while, lets scare them first, you know?" Marik grinned. " Yeah I know, but their also not stupid, and they have Kaiba." Bakura trailed off.
" It doesn't matter, we wait, we'll look too desperate, listen, we can wait a few more days, besides I'm sure you can wait for your fun" Marik said. " I'm sure you can wait for your fun" Bakura mocked his friend. " No I can't wait! I want to show that pharaoh a thing or two" Bakura hissed.
" Do you have the bracelet?" Marik asked, ignoring another one of his absurd questions. " Of course I have it, I wouldn't lose it, what o you take me for?" Bakura growled, taking the bracelet out of his right pocket. Taking a small look at it, he slipped it on his wrist and examined it. " You look gay" Marik chuckled.
Bakura took the bracelet off immediately and put it back in his pocket. " I didn't look gay" Bakura said once more before finishing the apple into his mouth.
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HELLO! YAY! I'm done chapter 17! Anyways I hope you loved it, and I'm really sorry there was no Kaiba, Ishizu, Ryou, Joey or Yami!!! There still looking around Domino and I didn't want to bore you with them searching various places am I right? Oh well! Anyways remember the hundredth reviewer thing? Okay well I'm not to sure, who it is, but it's one of these two, so you two can fight for the cake or share it, it's up to you.lol, okay so here they are!!
And the hundredth reviewer is.
Animefangirl2 and Raine Jaganshi!!! So what are you guys going to do, share or fight for it?
Marik: FIGHT!!!!
Sorry about him.anyways!! To all who reviewed chapter 16, I give you the biggest hug in the world!!!!!
Okay so that's over with.lol.anyways I really hope you enjoyed it, and the next chapter will have some of the others in it okay? Anyways till next time my friends!!!!
PS- OMG! You are so lucky I didn't update before I saw your review, I uploaded it, and then your review pops up, so I had to remove it to give you a note!!!
HEY ISIRI!!!! Thanks for your review; I always love getting one from you!!!! You are like the reviewer I wait for before I upload!!! And thanks to your sister too!!! Kiko is it? If I'm wrong, then I give you all the rights to yell at me!!! Anyways thanks for the Pendent Of Courage!!!! I feel so special now!!! Anyways thank you so much for your review, and don't forget to update your own stories!!!! Bye bye!!!
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