Please note:

I have read up to P.K number 4, five is not available to me and the moment.

Please do not flame me. I appriciate constructive criticism though!

I really hope you enjoy..~!

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Part One

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It's not like I've never been with him before, but..my feelings, they have grown stronger. I felt the warmth of his breath on the back of my neck. I felt so safe and warm laying there next to him. I felt bad for betraying George, but after the first few times, the guilt was very little. I cant assume complete justifications for my actions, but Arashi..he actually returns my love..unlike that selfish bastard George, who takes everything my heart has to offer, and when I needed him he was never there. His words, were always, cold, empty, and full of discouragement.

This wasn't supposed to happen.. When Arashi and I first met, we detested each other. I suppose we got a lot friendlier after I started seeing George. Arashi would always get mad, when George treated me badly. I just took it as a sign of friendship. All in all, I am happy that this did happen. That first time..with Arashi..we were in his apartment. I remember that night, as it were yesterday. I had no where else to go, I couldn't go home..It was pouring rain outside, and I had my bag in hand..I hesitantly rung the door bell..

Arashi, drowsily opened the door. There I stood..In a t-shirt, and jeans, soaking wet, resembling a wet rat. The tears welled in my eyes. "Bloody Hell Yukari..what is it?" Arashi said, obviously aggravated that someone had awakened him in the middle of the night. "It's… it's George.." I got really mad at him, I don't deserve to be treated like crap.. I had nowhere else to go, and I know that I can't go home.. I was wondering.. Could I stay here for awhile? I can do housework, and pay some rent.. Earn my keep you know. "Shite..I guess it's ok..I don't see why not..there's only one bed, but if you don't mind, we can share it." I wasn't fond on the idea, of Arashi, and I in a bed together, my relationship with him wasn't great, although before George took me in, I lived here. It was then that I realized I owed a lot of my success, my life, and my happiness to Arashi.

I looked over at the alarm clock and saw that it was only 5:51 in the morning, and went back into a tranquil sleep. I rolled over, to see Arashi gently smiling at me. " morning' angel." Arashi whispered smiling. I smiled and hugged him. I Found myself giving into arashi's charm.. Kissing..moving on to more..a repeat of the past nights spent with him, repeating itself, in familiar territory. Suddenly, the scent of strawberries overcame the room and Arashi, who was now ontop of me, looked up quickly, to see Miwako, standing in the bedroom doorway. She dropped her bright purple bag and ran out of the room, and the sound of the apartments door closing, soon followed.

END PART ONE