Author's Comment : Back again! I started asking myself why I'm writing this FF ... I am not good at Romance-stuff so perhaps it won't appear "NARF!" hm we'll see...
Disclaimer : I can draw Inu Yasha and I can write storys about it but still it is not mine ...
@ Kaylana : I didn`t plan to write a waff-Fic I just wanted to show Miroku's thoughts and these are mostly following the lyrics of "Art" by Taproot ,but of course he is thinking of Sango how could he not ... but still I don't know if Sango will show up ... ok perhaps she will [wow very bad english ...]
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He was unconscious but at the same time he was not. His body was unable to move he couldn't open his eyes
he didn't feel the pain that shoul've been there. The only thing that was working was his brain.
It can be really annoying when you are trying to stop thinking and therefore leave your friends to meditate
just to get poisoned and the only thing left is thinking.
The irony at last I see reality is my deception
And my personality is my deflection
It was after the battle against Naraku. Somehow the small group had gotten to Kaede who had
healed Kagome and Inu Yasha, though it had been very hard and both had been close to death.
Miroku, Sango and Shippou (!) had recovered a bit faster.
Miroku had felt somehow incomplete when he discovered that the Hole in his Hand was gone
on the other side he had never felt so free. But he couldn't show his relief he wouldn't let himself
be relieved.
Surprisingly he kept on going like this after his two friends had recovered.
The loss of the Hole in the Hand had changed his personality and now he was someone the others didn't know.
To reasure himself that he still was himself he had begun groping Sango again (A/N: I said that before did I?).
At that time he also began to realize that he felt "everything" for her he felt something he couldn't name because it was
everything, but he couldn't tell her that because the question if revealing all his thoughts
and everything that was him and had been him was a good thing to do kept nagging his brain.
I need to be set free from the smiles
that are scarring my skin sarcastically
Now lying there in the gloomy forest he still had no answers.
There! A flicker of light... His eyesight slowly.
Miroku began to concentrate on his surroundings.
He realized that his eyes had been open the whole time although he had not been able to see.
There was the murmuring stream beside him which had caused the whole misery.
He tried to move but couldn't. Instead he began to wince in pain. "Great! This will be a painfull and slow death"
he thought and a sarcastic smile krept on his face.
It was almost ridiculous, he had survived millions of battles against the most terrible bloodthirsty demons,
he had overcome Kagura and Naraku and he had gotten rid of the Kaazaana and now he should die because of some stupid poisoned water in a stupid forest.
to bE continued
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A/N: Ok that was Chapter 2 ... bad english I now *sigh* I don't know what will happen... if I follow the lyrics it'll be a happy end but somehow I'm not the type for happy endings ...
so... happy end or not??