A/N: I that you are liking this so far. I know that much hasn't happened,
but a lot will soon. And for those who are anti-Kikyo, you should like some
of the later chapters! I don't have much to say, so I'll just close my yap
and let you read. Don't forget to review!
Oh, I guess since I haven't done this, I really should... I don't want to be sued!!!
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the InuYasha members, although I wish I did... who wouldn't? I do, however, own Mitsuko. If you wish to use her in any of your stories, please ask first!!! Otherwise, that's stealing, and that's not good!! Thank you! ^_^
Chapter 2: A Boy's Empty Life
Flashback
"Inuyasha!"
His ears slightly twitched as the familiar voice echoed through his head. As the many leaves danced around his body, he gradually turned his head, glancing over his shoulder. His amber eyes met with pain when the sacred arrow pierced his chest. His mesmerized body was bound to the tree behind him as he watched in sheer horror as the sacred jewel fell from his grasp, making a delicate tune when it crashed to the solid earth.
A maiden with nothing but utter disgust and blazing anger in her eyes glared at the hanyou as his life slowly faded away. The leaves that were carried through the eerie silence performed their show around her body as if containing a mind of their own.
"K-Kikyo ... how could ... I thought we-" With the last breath he held in his lungs, his amber eyes filled with sorrow, and his head slowly bowed. His remaining life drifted away with the slight sigh that escaped his mouth as his eyes fully closed.
End of Flashback
"The first time someone I had grown feelings for was taken from me. Naraku had something against her, and he used me to take out his revenge. That bastard. He deserved a far worse death than he was given." Inuyasha's amber eyes flickered with a hellish look of anger. They quickly softened when his morning heart took over once more.
"I lost her too, just over a decision I had to make. Why was I forced to make such a decision? How can anyone choose between two people they care deeply for?" His head lowered, allowing his silver hair to fall over his shoulder. "The look on her face still pierces my heart."
Flashback
"I guess that this is goodbye. Since you have her, there's no need for me to stay around and get in your way. Heh, it won't be easy forgetting about all of this. Who know's, maybe I'll wake up and find it was all just a dream, one long, wonderful dream?" She smiled weakly and leaned forward on her toes, whispering in his ear so only he could hear. "I know I won't forget you, but I want you to forget me. If you think about me, it'll only cause pain. After I leave, I want you to forget everything that ever happened between us..." She felt tears come to her eyes as she choked out these wretched words. "Just know this, I'll never forget you." With that said, she laid a passionate kiss upon his lips, the warm feeling causing desire to burn in her heart.
Inuyasha watched in shock, and listened in pain as she spoke. 'How could I ever forget you? I never will, no matter what. I-' His thoughts were cut off when he felt the kiss. His eyes widened as the sweet touch of her tender lips met his. He didn't know how to react. What was he suppose to do? Kissing her back would only bring more pain to all of them. A single tear rolled down his cheek as she moved away, gazing once more into his golden eyes.
"I'll never forget you. I hope you're happy with your decision, and take care of her." She took a step back and glanced towards Kikyo, giving a weak smile. "Take care of him, he deserves the very best." She looked back at the hanyou, smiling one last time towards him. "I'll miss you. Goodbye, Inuyasha......" Her eyes quickly shut as they filled with tears and streamed down her cheeks. She slightly waved as she turned away, racing away from this spot. Her body gradually vanished in the distance, leaving behind the one person who had changed her life.
End of Flashback
His fist slammed hard against the branch he was sitting on. Blood slowly began to trickle down his fingers, falling to the ground beneath him. "Damn it. Everything was changed with one decision. Our lives were thrown into a pit of eternal misery. Her sorrow, my pain, and Kikyo's love, it was all thrown into hell. Ever since that day, nothing has been better." Inuyasha growled angrily as tears forced their way to his pained eyes.
"Once more, she has left me, and there's no return. She can't come back this time." An image of the look on Kikyo's face flashed before his eyes, filling his heart with more anger and sorrow.
Flashback
"Inuyasha, do you ever regret your decision?" Kikyo slowly walked up to the hanyou, placing her hands around his chest and holding him close. It had been about two months since that day, and no questions had been asked. She felt that it was the right time to make sure that the truth was being told to her.
His ambers eyes slowly moved from their gazing point and lowered to the ground. "Do I regret my decision? What is there to regret? I'm happy where I am." "Are you?" She turned his body so she could see his eyes. She watched every emotion that filled them, each one hurting her own heart. He was lying. Judging by the look in his eyes, he was far from happy.
"What do you mean am I? I have what I need, and that's you. Nothing else... will fill my heart's desires. Quit asking such nonsense questions." He moved forward in almost a hesitant motion and embraced her in his arms. She rested her head on his shoulder and sighed, knowing that each word was a lie.
"If you feel such pain with me, then why was I your decision?" Inuyasha quickly moved back, holding her arms in his hands. "What are you talking about? I'm fine! Kikyo, do you not understand?" "Do I? Inuyasha, in my eyes, it appears to be you who does not understand." She slowly moved from his grip, and began walking away. Her hands reached within her kimono and pulled out the sacred jewel. Something was different about it. It seemed as if a fire was raging within it, something she couldn't explain.
Gazing in confusion behind her, Inuyasha sensed her sudden worry. "Kikyo, what's wrong?" He watched as she turned around, a coat of sheer terror filling her eyes. "Kikyo?" "Inuyasha, the jewel..." "The jewel? What's wrong with the jewel?" He ran towards her, but was stopped instantly when she raised her hand. "Don't come near, otherwise it will hurt you too!" "Hurt me? Kikyo, what the hell is going on?!" His eyes widened when the jewel began to glow. Something was happening, but he had no idea what. He wanted to go to her side, but Kikyo was holding him back with a barrier.
He struggled with all of his power to move, but the barrier was too strong. He instantly froze when something new caught his eye. Below Kikyo's feet, a ring of red light formed. It slowly began to move up, gradually covering her body. Yells of pain and horror escaped her mouth as the fire red engulfed her body. Large gusts of wind swept over the land, creating a windy storm. "Kikyo! What's going on?" He tried once more to move, but to no avail. His eyes filled with pain as his ears listened to each of her cries.
"Inuyasha, the jewel is... angry. It wishes to take my life, to throw me into hell." "Into he... what are you talking about? You're making no sense!" Kikyo's eyes slowly lifted and locked with his. A certain pain filled them, but so did love. "It knows that you don't desire to be with me. It can sense that you wish to be with that girl. Obviously, I have no other reasons to be in this world, so it wishes to take my life, so you can go back to her." A single tear fell from the corner of her eye. "I do not understand the concepts of the jewel's decision, just as you do not understand the concepts of yours. Inuyasha, please, go back to her, and give her the love she deserves." The light beneath her feet grew larger as her body began to descend towards the ground.
"Kikyo! Don't leave me! I can't go back, not after that... day. Don't go Kikyo! Please..." He watched in sorrow as the light covered her head, swallowing her entirely. A final scream was heard as she vanished from sight, along with the jewel.
End of Flashback
Tears had slowly begun to flow down the sides of his cheeks. Inuyasha lifted his head and gazed upon the majestic beauty offered by the feudal era. "They're both gone, and now I'm alone."
"But you're not alone Inuyasha." His ears slightly twitched as the voice of a young child's filled them. He glanced down beneath him and noticed the young girl standing there patiently. "Mitsuko?" "Come down here Inuyasha and play! I want to show you my new trick I can do with my flowers." A weak smile formed over his lips as he dropped to the ground, landing somewhat carelessly.
"You know, you could still go and see her. I don't what you are always talking about when you're up in this tree, but it's something about a girl you liked." His ears twitched once more when he heard her remark. He crossed his arms and gazed at her pure eyes, one of his eyebrows raising. "How would you know what I talk about?" "Uh..." Each of her flowers dropped to the ground as she shrugged her shoulders. "...eh... a little birdie told me?" "You've been spying on me, haven't you?" He jumped towards her and picked her up, holding her above his head.
"I've been worried about you! I know I just met you, but you've been like a brother to me, and I get worried! Please don't hurt me for spying!" "So you have been spying! You little runt, you're gonna pay for that!" He shifted her into a position so he could run with her, but still holding her in the air.
"Inuyasha! Before you throw me in the water, I thought that you should know this!" She has done several things to annoy him before, and his solution every time was to toss her in some body of water, whether it be a lake or a river. "I may be a little girl, but I can teach you a thing or two about love! If you really care for this girl, and obviously you loved her more than Kikyo, then you should get off of your lazy butt and go to her. I'm willing to bet that she misses you so much right now, and all you're doing is sitting around morning over her and Kikyo when you could be doing something about it! Stop being a stubborn mule and do something Inuyasha, show her that you really care..." Her voice echoed as she hit the water. She quickly rose to the surface to finish her words.
"Ack... go to her Inuyasha and do something. If you don't, the remainder of your life will be nothing but misery and pain." She noticed the changed look in his eyes. He seemed deep in thought, lost in his own mind. That's when he looked up and smirked, giving her one of his rare smiles. "So you think I should huh? Peh, what would you know! You're just a little rotten brat. Now leave me alone." He turned away from, his look suddenly changing. He began sprinting off, moving far from the girl.
"Inuyasha! Where are you going?" "Mitsuko, tell the village that I won't be joining them tonight. I have something important to do." He came to a quick halt and glanced towards her, his smile growing larger. "Take care girl, you've grown on me, and I want you to stay safe." He gave a slight wave and disappeared into the distance.
"He had better know what he's doing. If not, I'll give him a taste of girl power!" She stumbled out of the water and rang out her clothes, hoping somewhat that the sun would dry them. "Great, how am I going to explain this one to mom?"
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'The flowers of spring are beginning to blossom. Is this the start of a new life?' His body slowly began to stop as a familiar scene came into view. When he reached it entirely, he came to a complete stop. His hand rested gently upon the ancient rim as his amber eyes gazed into the dark abyss. 'Is it really time to go back? Will she ever look at me again?' Questions surged through his mind as a calm breeze combed through his hair, making him look absolutely stunning.
"As mother always said, let the hands of time tell, and your answers will come. Believe in your hearts choice, and follow your dreams. Only then will your life be complete." A warm smile rolled over his lips, along with a tear that trickled down the side of his cheek. 'Thank you mother. And thank you Mitsuko. Your simple words have opened up my eyes.'
Inuyasha took a deep breath and sighed, gazing around him once more. His amber eyes flickered with a slight glimpse of sorrow, but more so of joy. He had been alone morning for almost the past three years. It was time to get up and take action, and that's what he planned to do. He placed both hands on the edge of the well and pushed his body up. He quickly disappeared into the mysterious depths of the well, the one that linked his era to Kagome's.
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A/N: So, was it what you expected? I know a lot of people thought I was going to do something different, but I had to do this. I hope you guys like this idea! I'm working hard on this story, plus a few others. Next time I start a story, I'm only going to do one at a time... which will make it a heck of a lot easier. Anyway, I guess I really don't have much to say. The next chapter is called, "Is This For Real?" I hope it sounds interesting! Until then, Ja ne!
P.S. Don't forget to review! Tell me if I should continue this or not... Arigato! Ja ne! ^_~
~KittyBell~ (nickname if you don't already know)
Oh, I guess since I haven't done this, I really should... I don't want to be sued!!!
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the InuYasha members, although I wish I did... who wouldn't? I do, however, own Mitsuko. If you wish to use her in any of your stories, please ask first!!! Otherwise, that's stealing, and that's not good!! Thank you! ^_^
Chapter 2: A Boy's Empty Life
Flashback
"Inuyasha!"
His ears slightly twitched as the familiar voice echoed through his head. As the many leaves danced around his body, he gradually turned his head, glancing over his shoulder. His amber eyes met with pain when the sacred arrow pierced his chest. His mesmerized body was bound to the tree behind him as he watched in sheer horror as the sacred jewel fell from his grasp, making a delicate tune when it crashed to the solid earth.
A maiden with nothing but utter disgust and blazing anger in her eyes glared at the hanyou as his life slowly faded away. The leaves that were carried through the eerie silence performed their show around her body as if containing a mind of their own.
"K-Kikyo ... how could ... I thought we-" With the last breath he held in his lungs, his amber eyes filled with sorrow, and his head slowly bowed. His remaining life drifted away with the slight sigh that escaped his mouth as his eyes fully closed.
End of Flashback
"The first time someone I had grown feelings for was taken from me. Naraku had something against her, and he used me to take out his revenge. That bastard. He deserved a far worse death than he was given." Inuyasha's amber eyes flickered with a hellish look of anger. They quickly softened when his morning heart took over once more.
"I lost her too, just over a decision I had to make. Why was I forced to make such a decision? How can anyone choose between two people they care deeply for?" His head lowered, allowing his silver hair to fall over his shoulder. "The look on her face still pierces my heart."
Flashback
"I guess that this is goodbye. Since you have her, there's no need for me to stay around and get in your way. Heh, it won't be easy forgetting about all of this. Who know's, maybe I'll wake up and find it was all just a dream, one long, wonderful dream?" She smiled weakly and leaned forward on her toes, whispering in his ear so only he could hear. "I know I won't forget you, but I want you to forget me. If you think about me, it'll only cause pain. After I leave, I want you to forget everything that ever happened between us..." She felt tears come to her eyes as she choked out these wretched words. "Just know this, I'll never forget you." With that said, she laid a passionate kiss upon his lips, the warm feeling causing desire to burn in her heart.
Inuyasha watched in shock, and listened in pain as she spoke. 'How could I ever forget you? I never will, no matter what. I-' His thoughts were cut off when he felt the kiss. His eyes widened as the sweet touch of her tender lips met his. He didn't know how to react. What was he suppose to do? Kissing her back would only bring more pain to all of them. A single tear rolled down his cheek as she moved away, gazing once more into his golden eyes.
"I'll never forget you. I hope you're happy with your decision, and take care of her." She took a step back and glanced towards Kikyo, giving a weak smile. "Take care of him, he deserves the very best." She looked back at the hanyou, smiling one last time towards him. "I'll miss you. Goodbye, Inuyasha......" Her eyes quickly shut as they filled with tears and streamed down her cheeks. She slightly waved as she turned away, racing away from this spot. Her body gradually vanished in the distance, leaving behind the one person who had changed her life.
End of Flashback
His fist slammed hard against the branch he was sitting on. Blood slowly began to trickle down his fingers, falling to the ground beneath him. "Damn it. Everything was changed with one decision. Our lives were thrown into a pit of eternal misery. Her sorrow, my pain, and Kikyo's love, it was all thrown into hell. Ever since that day, nothing has been better." Inuyasha growled angrily as tears forced their way to his pained eyes.
"Once more, she has left me, and there's no return. She can't come back this time." An image of the look on Kikyo's face flashed before his eyes, filling his heart with more anger and sorrow.
Flashback
"Inuyasha, do you ever regret your decision?" Kikyo slowly walked up to the hanyou, placing her hands around his chest and holding him close. It had been about two months since that day, and no questions had been asked. She felt that it was the right time to make sure that the truth was being told to her.
His ambers eyes slowly moved from their gazing point and lowered to the ground. "Do I regret my decision? What is there to regret? I'm happy where I am." "Are you?" She turned his body so she could see his eyes. She watched every emotion that filled them, each one hurting her own heart. He was lying. Judging by the look in his eyes, he was far from happy.
"What do you mean am I? I have what I need, and that's you. Nothing else... will fill my heart's desires. Quit asking such nonsense questions." He moved forward in almost a hesitant motion and embraced her in his arms. She rested her head on his shoulder and sighed, knowing that each word was a lie.
"If you feel such pain with me, then why was I your decision?" Inuyasha quickly moved back, holding her arms in his hands. "What are you talking about? I'm fine! Kikyo, do you not understand?" "Do I? Inuyasha, in my eyes, it appears to be you who does not understand." She slowly moved from his grip, and began walking away. Her hands reached within her kimono and pulled out the sacred jewel. Something was different about it. It seemed as if a fire was raging within it, something she couldn't explain.
Gazing in confusion behind her, Inuyasha sensed her sudden worry. "Kikyo, what's wrong?" He watched as she turned around, a coat of sheer terror filling her eyes. "Kikyo?" "Inuyasha, the jewel..." "The jewel? What's wrong with the jewel?" He ran towards her, but was stopped instantly when she raised her hand. "Don't come near, otherwise it will hurt you too!" "Hurt me? Kikyo, what the hell is going on?!" His eyes widened when the jewel began to glow. Something was happening, but he had no idea what. He wanted to go to her side, but Kikyo was holding him back with a barrier.
He struggled with all of his power to move, but the barrier was too strong. He instantly froze when something new caught his eye. Below Kikyo's feet, a ring of red light formed. It slowly began to move up, gradually covering her body. Yells of pain and horror escaped her mouth as the fire red engulfed her body. Large gusts of wind swept over the land, creating a windy storm. "Kikyo! What's going on?" He tried once more to move, but to no avail. His eyes filled with pain as his ears listened to each of her cries.
"Inuyasha, the jewel is... angry. It wishes to take my life, to throw me into hell." "Into he... what are you talking about? You're making no sense!" Kikyo's eyes slowly lifted and locked with his. A certain pain filled them, but so did love. "It knows that you don't desire to be with me. It can sense that you wish to be with that girl. Obviously, I have no other reasons to be in this world, so it wishes to take my life, so you can go back to her." A single tear fell from the corner of her eye. "I do not understand the concepts of the jewel's decision, just as you do not understand the concepts of yours. Inuyasha, please, go back to her, and give her the love she deserves." The light beneath her feet grew larger as her body began to descend towards the ground.
"Kikyo! Don't leave me! I can't go back, not after that... day. Don't go Kikyo! Please..." He watched in sorrow as the light covered her head, swallowing her entirely. A final scream was heard as she vanished from sight, along with the jewel.
End of Flashback
Tears had slowly begun to flow down the sides of his cheeks. Inuyasha lifted his head and gazed upon the majestic beauty offered by the feudal era. "They're both gone, and now I'm alone."
"But you're not alone Inuyasha." His ears slightly twitched as the voice of a young child's filled them. He glanced down beneath him and noticed the young girl standing there patiently. "Mitsuko?" "Come down here Inuyasha and play! I want to show you my new trick I can do with my flowers." A weak smile formed over his lips as he dropped to the ground, landing somewhat carelessly.
"You know, you could still go and see her. I don't what you are always talking about when you're up in this tree, but it's something about a girl you liked." His ears twitched once more when he heard her remark. He crossed his arms and gazed at her pure eyes, one of his eyebrows raising. "How would you know what I talk about?" "Uh..." Each of her flowers dropped to the ground as she shrugged her shoulders. "...eh... a little birdie told me?" "You've been spying on me, haven't you?" He jumped towards her and picked her up, holding her above his head.
"I've been worried about you! I know I just met you, but you've been like a brother to me, and I get worried! Please don't hurt me for spying!" "So you have been spying! You little runt, you're gonna pay for that!" He shifted her into a position so he could run with her, but still holding her in the air.
"Inuyasha! Before you throw me in the water, I thought that you should know this!" She has done several things to annoy him before, and his solution every time was to toss her in some body of water, whether it be a lake or a river. "I may be a little girl, but I can teach you a thing or two about love! If you really care for this girl, and obviously you loved her more than Kikyo, then you should get off of your lazy butt and go to her. I'm willing to bet that she misses you so much right now, and all you're doing is sitting around morning over her and Kikyo when you could be doing something about it! Stop being a stubborn mule and do something Inuyasha, show her that you really care..." Her voice echoed as she hit the water. She quickly rose to the surface to finish her words.
"Ack... go to her Inuyasha and do something. If you don't, the remainder of your life will be nothing but misery and pain." She noticed the changed look in his eyes. He seemed deep in thought, lost in his own mind. That's when he looked up and smirked, giving her one of his rare smiles. "So you think I should huh? Peh, what would you know! You're just a little rotten brat. Now leave me alone." He turned away from, his look suddenly changing. He began sprinting off, moving far from the girl.
"Inuyasha! Where are you going?" "Mitsuko, tell the village that I won't be joining them tonight. I have something important to do." He came to a quick halt and glanced towards her, his smile growing larger. "Take care girl, you've grown on me, and I want you to stay safe." He gave a slight wave and disappeared into the distance.
"He had better know what he's doing. If not, I'll give him a taste of girl power!" She stumbled out of the water and rang out her clothes, hoping somewhat that the sun would dry them. "Great, how am I going to explain this one to mom?"
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'The flowers of spring are beginning to blossom. Is this the start of a new life?' His body slowly began to stop as a familiar scene came into view. When he reached it entirely, he came to a complete stop. His hand rested gently upon the ancient rim as his amber eyes gazed into the dark abyss. 'Is it really time to go back? Will she ever look at me again?' Questions surged through his mind as a calm breeze combed through his hair, making him look absolutely stunning.
"As mother always said, let the hands of time tell, and your answers will come. Believe in your hearts choice, and follow your dreams. Only then will your life be complete." A warm smile rolled over his lips, along with a tear that trickled down the side of his cheek. 'Thank you mother. And thank you Mitsuko. Your simple words have opened up my eyes.'
Inuyasha took a deep breath and sighed, gazing around him once more. His amber eyes flickered with a slight glimpse of sorrow, but more so of joy. He had been alone morning for almost the past three years. It was time to get up and take action, and that's what he planned to do. He placed both hands on the edge of the well and pushed his body up. He quickly disappeared into the mysterious depths of the well, the one that linked his era to Kagome's.
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A/N: So, was it what you expected? I know a lot of people thought I was going to do something different, but I had to do this. I hope you guys like this idea! I'm working hard on this story, plus a few others. Next time I start a story, I'm only going to do one at a time... which will make it a heck of a lot easier. Anyway, I guess I really don't have much to say. The next chapter is called, "Is This For Real?" I hope it sounds interesting! Until then, Ja ne!
P.S. Don't forget to review! Tell me if I should continue this or not... Arigato! Ja ne! ^_~
~KittyBell~ (nickname if you don't already know)