Title: The Blood of Roses

by: Satine16

Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters involved in this story. They belong to Marvel. I

simply write for fun, and I make no money at all, so please don't sue me. Thanks!

Remy LeBeau sat on the balcony of his cheap motel room and stared into nothingness.

There was too much light pollution to see the stars. The incessant buzzing to the Motel sign

made an earnest attempt to drown out the banging, moaning and hollering coming from the

couple in the next room. He was halfway through his carton of Marlboro's and had polished off

about a third of the bottle of whisky he had picked up. The bags under his eyes were a deep

purple, and his five o'clock shadow had become unruly. He had become the polar opposite of

the man that had attended the opera merely a few evenings earlier.

He wanted to become so numb that he would merely pass out. Eventually, after a few

more cigarettes he was too exhausted and he stumbled to his bed. He had returned to the city that

evening to be in a familiar environment. One that didn't offer the luxury of Xavier's mansion, or

of a woman's love. The world around him began to fade to black as he listened to the woman

praise Jesus as she and her partner rocked the paper thin walls.

Dawn broke through the windows with a cruel glare, and pierced his fragile eyelids. He

rolled from the bed, stumbled into the bathroom, vomited in the grimy sink and through away his

liquor and cigarettes. He left a hundred dollar bill on the front desk as he wandered out into the

sunlight.

He felt half formed. Slipped on a pair of dark sunglasses as he entered the small coffee

shop. The entire caf‚ was lit with the blue glow of the sunrise, and he sat morosely at the

counter.

"What can I get cha?"

"Coffee, black."

He looked up at the waitress. She couldn't have been much older than twenty-five. Her

hair was blonde, and she had floppy bangs that fell into her eyes. Really warm brown eyes. And

a sweet smile. Not seductive or adult, sweet and genuine, unlike many of the people Remy

knew.

He knew that he looked like crap. Like a hung over scumball, just back from screwing a

cheap prostitute all night long. He hadn't brushed his teeth or showered. And now he sat with

the truckers, and the men that worked the grave yard shift; a small existence of its own entirety.

Yet she brought him his coffee quickly and sat next to him at the counter.

"My name's Charlie."

"Remy," he extended his hand and shook her freshly manicured one.

Rogue wandered into the Danger Room early that morning. Both emotionally and

physically exhausted, she wondered if she could handle this.

"You're late, kid."

"Ah am not. Not mah fault you're old and can't sleep!"

They did this once a month. It was their custom. There was only one rule. No holding

back. Thus was their relationship. They had always been brutally honest with one another, if not

just brutal. She loved him for telling her she was a foolish little girl. He loved her for

understanding his rough exterior was, simply an exterior, and not letting anyone else know.

She dealt the first blow. But he caught her fist in his own and knocked her to the mat

with a swift kick. She came back with a hard jolt to the abdomen, sending him across the floor.

"Does...Joe...know...we...do...this?"

"No...Ah'm...delicate...remember?" with that she dealt a hard elbow to his gut.

"Whatever you say, kid," and he socked her in the chest.

While attempting to catch her breath she gasped, "Joe doesn't have ta know Ah brawl

with ya when the mood strikes me."

He grabbed her in a tight choke hold and asked, "What else don't he know?"

"He...loves...me," she choked and struggled to escape.

"Yeah well, I guess I'm gonna be his new best friend," he let her go and she fell to te

ground.

"Why?"

"Somebody needs to help him with that forty percent of you he hasn't been introduced to

yet. He won't know how to handle it."

She glared at him and said, "He understands me, Logan."

"He understands the Nicole Kidman image you've given him. But he gives you white

roses and follows politics not Christianity. And he doesn't know what you've got inside a you. I

can't wait for him to wake up."

With that Logan left and Rogue collapsed breathless and annoyed onto the blue mats.

Maybe he was right.

She and Joseph spent their 'date night' browsing wedding catalogues and eating Ben and

Jerry's. They were perched in the kitchen when Remy came in. He was with some gorgeous

blonde, and Rogue couldn't help but stare as they stumbled in laughing. Remy caught her gaze

and she quickly pretended to be laughing at Joseph's sarcastic comment. But she saw in plain

view that the girl was nibbling on his ear and he started to lead her to his room.

He spent the night nestled in between the girl's thighs. He wanted to make her moan and

cry. He wanted everyone to know that they were there. He wanted Rogue to know that he didn't

need her just as much as she didn't want him.